if the architect had been wholly ignorant of the wonderful spatialdislocations a real house had - or had chosen to deliberatelysuppress them.Josiah slumped on a sofa, which seemed almost as new as thehouse itself. "The whole thing is," he said wearily "that is there'salmost nothing definite and concrete I can tell you - it's alldamnable hints, and suggestions, and coincidences. But .. I'll haveto start at the beginning."He stared around the room, its plasterboard walls seeming toleer mockingly at us. "The place was cheap, you know that. I wantedsomewhere near Town - with plenty of room to work in. The Agent sentme the keys, and told me to look round - there was something in hervoice I didn't like. But, it WAS cheap.""I first saw the place in sunlight, bright sunlight. It's anice neighbourhood: you've seen the houses around it ? When I gotthere the place was - well, it was as if it was just waiting for me.I didn't mind it not having any of the usual features - you can getprivate firms to dig tunnels and such, install secret doors andclose off attic rooms, no problem. So I came in - and I stayed."He gave a shudder. "It all went unbelievably well at first. Yourecall that piece I told you about, the three by four metretryptich, "The Feaster From The Dark ?" I finished that in two weeksflat, working here. I sold it, too - and I decided to take a longlease on the property. Then I really started to work."He rose, and shuffled towards a wholly rectangular door, thatled into a dining room. As I followed, I noticed something odd abouthis gait, as if he was wearing shoes that were far too big for him -and again I wondered about why he covered up so. He stopped in thecentre of the room."You remember how I used to have to go to bed early, I justcouldn't stay awake after midnight ? Played havoc with most of thetemple services, I know. Oh, the caffeine and Benzedrine I used toget through....... but that all changed. I found myself painting upto all hours. It was - different. I'd sort of half fall asleep, butmy hand kept working - sometimes I'd just wake up, and find myselfon the floor. Always - there." He pointed to a spot in the corner ofthe room, by the window. Looking closely, I saw that the peculiarlypink nylon carpet was scuffed and worn away, despite being well awayfrom where you might expect anyone to walk.As I turned round to face him, out of the corner of my eye Ialmost saw something. You know, those stop-motion films, where yousee plants blossoming in seconds ? Imagine if you filmed a wetblanket covered in cress seeds, sprouting stealthily in thedarkness, white groping tendrils reaching up. Searching. It was likethat - but nothing actually moved. Nothing actually happened. Onlythe .... the sensation, of how it would be, if it very silently andsuddenly began to move.Josiah stopped, and from beneath his hood he fixed me with ableak, penetrating gaze. "You saw it too ? That's the spot I keepfinding myself drawn to - I go to bed upstairs, and wake up there.And the Dreams ......""Sometimes it's not so bad. I'm walking through a landscape,and it's like a badly developed film. All the colours are just thatbit off - there's nobody there. But sometimes - there is." Hegrabbed my wrist, and almost dragged me out of the room, slammingthe door shut. I noticed that he left the light shining brightly onthat place."I dream, Helmsley, but it's not LIKE a dream ! I see -
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