tentative and perhaps temporary integration in words.Thus the reader who cares to follow my struggles in this matter will find that ithas quite unconsciously assumed a dramatic form - all of the dramatispersona? being contained within myself; First Protagonist, Second Protagonist,The Conflict, and finally, The Resolution, Without more ado let me introducethe first protagonist, myself as therapist, portraying as well as I can, what theexperience of therapy seems to be.
THE ESSENCE OF THERAPY IN TERMS OF ITS EXPERIENCE
I launch myself into the therapeutic relationship having a hypothesis, or afaith, that my liking, my confidence, and my understanding of the otherperson's inner world, will lead to a significant process of becoming. I enter therelationship not as a scientist, not as a physician who can accurately diagnoseand cure, but as a person, entering into a personal relationship. Insofar as Isee him only as an object, the client will tend to become only an object.I risk myself, because if, as the relationship deepens, what develops is afailure, a regression, a repudiation of me and the relationship by the client,then I sense that I will lose myself, or a part of myself. At times this risk isvery real, and is very keenly experienced.I let myself go into the immediacy of the relationship where it is my totalorganism which takes over and is sensitive to the relationship, not simply myconsciousness. I am not consciously responding in a planful or analytic way,but simply in an unreflective way to the other individual, my reaction beingbased (but not consciously) on my total organismic sensitivity to this otherperson. I live the relationship on this basis.The essence of some of the deepest parts of therapy seems to be a unity of experiencing. The client is freely able to experience his feeling in its completeintensity, as a "pure culture," without intellectual inhibitions or cautions,
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