I am recalling now that last summer before I was sent away.It was 1979, and the sun was everywhere. Tripoli lay bril-liant and still beneath it. Every person, animal and ant wentin desperate search for shade, those occasional gray patchesof mercy carved into the white of everything. But true mercyonly arrived at night, a breeze chilled by the vacant desert,moistened by the humming sea, a reluctant guest silentlypassing through the empty streets, vague about how far itwas allowed to roam in this realm of the absolute star. Andit was rising now, this star, as faithful as ever, chasing awaythe blessed breeze. It was almost morning.The window in her bedroom was wide open, the gluetree outside it silent, its green shy in the early light. Shehadn’t fallen asleep until the sky was gray with dawn. Andeven then I was so rattled I couldn’t leave her side, wonder-ing if, like one of those hand puppets that play dead, shewould bounce up again, light another cigarette and continue
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