My story started when my sister left me alone in a far place from home. We studied the same school (my sister) but when she finished her degree I left alone in a place where no relatives around. I transferred from a private place to a crowded boarding house. The said house was co-ed. And have a very small room for two. I had one roommate; fortunately we are not crowded compared to other rooms. She is a very good friend and a loving roommate. We treated each other as a sister, we are very much close to each other.

Until one guy came to us, tested our friendship. The guy had a crush on my roommate, but then he cant say any words to her. So one way of getting my roommate\u2019s attention, the guy always visit to our room, our boarding house was a very open one. It depends on the room occupants who the person will get inside. So what I did is that, entertain the guy, because my roommate sense that the guy has a hidden desire to her. At that time, my roommate doesn\u2019t show any affection to a guy.. or let we say she is good enough to keep her feelings towards the guy. The guy always visit us in our room, but then my roommate always get outside whenever the guy comes in.. so, I am the only one who can talk to a guy.

We became a good friend to a guy.. in other words I am playing a bridge to them. But suddenly the shift of wind struggled to me, I didn\u2019t expect this feeling would grow to me, shall we say to us.. I know the guy have also the feeling to me.. coz one night when we talk and talk, we did\u2019nt notice its getting a long hour for us.. the whole boarding house was very silent , only to realized that its already dawn, and we still enjoying each other\u2019s story. The laughter and the smile, the sharing of our lives. The feeling grew between the two of us, to the extend that we hug and kiss to each other. I didn\u2019t know how to handle things. I am getting jealous when the guy look to other girl especially my roommate. Our feeling were secretly growing, without revealing it to our co-boardmates. My boardmates believe that the guy was still very faithfully waiting for my roommate\u2019s answer. Coz as we getting close to the guy, the guy court the girl and unfortunately the girl said \u201cNo\u201d but it is so obvious that my roommate has also a feeling to the guy.. I don\u2019t know what was her reason, but she doesn\u2019t like to be with the guy. And I thank her that much.. heheh

Until such time, my roommate attitude changed., she always easily get irritated, and when I am late from school, or from a friend, she wont talk to me, I don\u2019t know, maybe she is jealous. She likes me to be with her always. Most specially when I am talking with the guy, I can see in her eyes that she is very much jealous, I don\u2019t know what kind of jealous it is, because as I have said , she don\u2019t want other;s will talk to me. She always wanted that my attention is in her always.

\u2018and that time the guy and I doesn\u2019t talk that much, coz we are afraid if my roommate will be angry to us. We even enrolled to unlimited text to smart, so we could still communicate to each other. He is in the other room but then we are texting. Just to have a little talk, and kumustahan. We truly missed the thing that we talk to each other until dawn.. as of our texting, the guy asked me \u201cwhat are we?\u201d I don\u2019t know what to say, why he still need to asked me that way, when it is really obvious to us that we are showing affection to each other, secretly, afraid that someone will find out. Coz surely the girl will get wild if she will know about us. But I replid. \u201cwe are friends\u201d oh, that is the big mistake for me..