Twilight InspiredWritten By: Alyssa Nguyen+Lorena Jasso
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ExceptionPain, anger, frustration, misery, depression…I can make a whole liPain, anger, frustration, misery, depression…I can make a whole liPain, anger, frustration, misery, depression…I can make a whole liPain, anger, frustration, misery, depression…I can make a whole list of what I’m feeling st of what I’m feeling st of what I’m feeling st of what I’m feeling....I’ve never felt this way before. Losing the one you love is probably the worst thing that could everhappen to you. I didn’t think it would hurt this bad. Even when I lost Bella multiple times toEdward, it didn’t hurt like this. Imprinting made this banishing thing even harder. But I had tomake an exception if it meant keeping Renesmee safe- even from me.It’s been three months since the incident and none of them were pleasant.Month one: I was blocking everyone out by being completely silent. I didn’t speak to Billy,Quil, Embry, Sam- or Seth. If Billy offered me something, like food, I’d just nod or shake my head. Billy didn’t seem to be bothered by this, but the others did. When they tried talking to me,they would always say, “Just forget about her” or “Move on.”, so I’d just look or walk away. Thenthey began avoiding me for the rest of the month- except Seth. Also I didn’t sleep much. I alwayshad disturbing dreams, dreams about the incident. At first, I was upset with Bella and Edward forbetraying me. Then later on, of course, all I could think about was losing Renesmee.Month two: I improved a little. I starting talking- to myself. Actually, I talked to my conscience- out loud. For a while, Billy and the others suspected that I was becoming mental-except Seth. He had to hire a shrink to come to the house and I wasn’t too happy about it. Hername was Dr. Clary. Supposedly she was the best psychiatrist in Forks. Although, she was thebest psychiatrist, she was also the
only
psychiatrist. On her first day, I was home alone and she watched me like a hawk. I remembered her clearly. She had fiery red hair that was in a bun andshe wore a white suit and a pair of orange glasses. I hated her before I even met her.“Jacob, do whatever you usually do and pretend I’m not even here. I’m just a fly on the wall.” Dr. Clary had said, in a high pitched, cheery tone.
That just makes me want to get rid you even more. I hate flies
, I thought darkly.I shrugged. “Whatever.” The rest of the day I watched T.V., did laundry, and mowed thelawn. The whole time I was watching T.V., she would stare at me, make a face and then scribblesomething down on her clipboard. She was really irritating. So I thought of cruel and evil ways toget rid of her. But I had to stick to something simple.“Hey, Doc. You hungry?” I asked, with a sly smile.She smiled back and nodded.
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omg jakes dream made me cry!! i love it keep-- wrighting plz<3
when is chapter 5 coming ?
Omg i just love it please Chapter 5!!!!!!!
it was verry good! XXxxXXXxxx
you did amazing please write more I'm your biggest fan
I really like this story. (Is the font you use hard to read or am I just blind?)