Ashlyn's Radio

Ashlyn’s Radio

by

Norah Wilson and Heather Doherty

(writing as Wilson Doherty)

Smashwords Edition

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PUBLISHED BY:

Norah Wilson and Heather Doherty

(writing as Wilson Doherty)

Copyright © 2011 Norah Wilson and Heather Doherty

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Please note that bonus material in the form of an excerpt from THE SUMMONING, Book 1 in the Gatekeepers Series by Wilson Doherty, appears at the end of this book. That bonus material will make this book appear several pages longer than it actually is. Bear that in mind as you approach the end and are anxiously trying to judge how much story is left!

Prologue

They'd trimmed her nails short, for her sake as well as their own. Still those fingernails cut little half moons into her palms when she fisted her hands this tightly. The pain it produced helped her hold back the screaming, for a while at least.

And Leslie desperately didn't want to start screaming again. Oh, but the pressure! It was rising inside, so ready to explode.

They would tie her down, she knew. They'd said as much. They'd promised it. God, they'd done it so many times before. Leslie looked at the strap-wide bruises on her wrists from where she’d fought the restraints. They matched the ones on her ankles.

How are we today, Leslie? someone asked.

She blinked. Two attendants stood by her bed. White uniforms on both of them. Pale nylons on the woman; big belly on the man. Soft shoes that were too damned soundless on the polished tile floor. The smiles were dutiful and the nods were encouraging as they called her name, tried to make her focus.

Leslie struggled to concentrate, pulling herself up and up through the drugs the two other attendants had given her last night. Thread by thread, she forged through the thick haze, mentally snapping each one as she went along.

Ah, but the fear waited just beyond. It dug in a little deeper with each of those threads that broke.

Dear God, she whispered groggily. The evil is coming again.

Now, now, Leslie, Big Belly warned. We mustn't start that. We know what happens, don’t we?

They propped her up with pillows.

Had she spoken out loud? Leslie put her hands on her knees and grabbed hard at the flesh. She began to rock back and forth on the bed. Humming the tune — always the same tune — that haunted through her mind.

She watched the attendants walk around the white room, doing the things they did every single morning.

She had to get out of here! She wasn’t crazy! No matter how it looked, she wasn’t crazy. And she still had a job to do.

Damned cops! They’d ruined everything. She’d laid it out so well. The car, drenched inside and out with gasoline, parked on the tracks. A full tank of gas and the trunk and back seat laden with six more 5-gallon cans of fuel just for good measure. Everything had been ready and waiting for impact. But the cops had come, followed quickly by the firemen and the ambulance. The firemen had foamed the little Cavalier white with fire retardant, then removed it over her screaming protests. The cops and the paramedics had tried to calm her, tried to restrain her, which only made her fight harder. That’s when the first needle full of sedatives went in. She’d been trying to fight her way up out of that hole ever since.

It was so unfair! By keeping her here, they were killing her daughter!

Leslie realized she was biting her lips and forced herself to stop. She had to be good. Had to show them she was calm. Show them she was better.

Hooks rattled on the metal rod as someone tore open the curtains. Leslie's eyes stung and she squinted as light poured through the wire-covered safety glass. The janitor came in and didn't even look up as he mopped over the floor.

The ice water glubbed into the small Styrofoam cup as Pale Nylons poured it from the pitcher. She held Leslie's chin tight and looked at her sternly, holding the water at bay. Are you going to be good today, Leslie?

Leslie tightened her grasp on her bare, boney knees. She pushed more scars into the skin as she nodded her head that she would.

She drank down the water and one cupful more, then looked at the woman. Maybe she could make her understand…. I need your help, she said. I have to get out of here.

As soon as you're better.

That may be too late! she shrieked, forgetting to keep her voice calm and reasonable. The drugs were wearing down, her panic growing. Leslie moved her hands, digging her fingers hard into her thighs. It's evil, she whimpered.

The attendants looked at each other instead of at Leslie. Her terror grew as she saw the familiar resolve in their eyes.

They didn't understand! It was purely evil and it was coming … coming for her daughter this time.

Don't let my daughter come here! Leslie screamed, begging the attendants to listen. Don't let my daughter come anywhere near here. Keep her away! It'll get her … it'll get her if she comes!

How could she get through to them? Though nearly mad with frustration, she wasn’t crazy. The evil was ready, wanting. And Dear God in Heaven, he wanted her daughter. Body, mind and soul — he was coming to claim her only child.

Leslie, calm down, Big Belly commanded. We'll keep her away. She's nowhere near.

No, you don't understand! I've seen those dead-empty eyes! I've looked in the face of all things unholy … saw it grinning back.

The other attendant, Pale Nylons, backed out of the room. Another needle, Leslie knew. She was going for the needle again. To settle her down. To quiet her.

Dammit, they had to listen!

Thin lines of blood colored Big Belly’s throat as she began clawing in desperation — clawing at whatever she could get her fingers on. Big Belly hollered and held her hands back. Two other white uniforms. Two more big bellies.

No! Leslie wailed. They had no idea! They didn't know what she knew!

Two straps snapped around her wrists; two more around her ankles. A young doctor with shaky hands pushed the needle into her left thigh. There, there, he said repeatedly, as if the words were magic. As if those two words would keep the darkness away.

There, there, Leslie finally repeated, falling into the stupor. She stopped fighting at the restraints as the threads closed over again. One by one by one.

And then she heard the humming turn into gentle words. As Big Belly wiped his brow and slowly blurred out of focus, Leslie realized only then that the words were coming from her. Sung to that tune from her childhood — She’ll Be Coming ‘Round the Mountain — but with those other words, the hateful ones.

And the conductor's going to meet her, when she comes

When she comes!

And the conductor's going to meet her, when she comes

Oh she'll walk up to the train

And they all think you're insane….

And the conductor's going to be there when she comes.

One strap — poorly secured — let go at Leslie's right wrist. Despite the drugs they'd shot her with, she sat up screaming again.

"For the love of God, Ashlyn, stay out of Prescott Junction!"

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After they’d strapped Leslie down again and closed the curtains, one of the attendants shook his head.

Good thing she doesn’t know her daughter’s already here.

Chapter 1

Ashlyn Caverhill viciously kicked a rock, sending it flying off the railway ties and out of her way as she walked along between the tracks.

The first day of school, and she’d ditched her last class.

Not that anyone would care.

But they would most definitely notice. Everyone in the senior class (and dear God, there was only one senior class in the whole school!) would surely notice the new girl was missing. She'd explain herself tomorrow to her homeroom teacher — felt sick, had an appointment, oh gosh, I thought the day was done! Being the new kid, any excuse should work. At least once. If only once.

Prescott Junction, Maine was nothing like her Toronto home, where a person could hide in the crowd. Ashlyn missed it, acutely. She missed everything. Her friends. The non-stop noise. The energy. A freakin’ Starbucks. The high-rise apartment she’d shared with her mother.

She spied another rock and kicked it harder.

She'd arrived in Podunk Junction, as she thought of it, on the fifteenth of July. And by the sixteenth, everyone in the village seemed to know who she was. Everyone stared when she went down to the ball field to watch a game. So many cars had driven by her grandmother’s house and slowed down to gawk. And by the way the phone had rung practically non-stop for two days after she’d arrived, everyone knew her grandmother, Maudette Caverhill. Worst of all, everyone knew why Ashlyn had come to the Junction.

They all knew about her mother.

Ashlyn walked along the curving track, the river coming into sight as she rounded the bend. As she drew near the river, the sun, which had been hidden behind a cloud, burst out. Squinting against the brightness, Ashlyn lifted her long blond hair from the back of her neck. Her back was sweating beneath the bookbag she carried, but at least there was a bit of a breeze to cool her.

The heat was different here in the country than it was in Toronto. Oh, it was just as hot, but somehow it didn't feel as close. Thank God. Because she had to walk two miles home in it. It was either that or the school bus. Come winter, there'd be no option but to ride the bus, but for now, she'd forego that…um, pleasure. She’d never actually ridden on one of those big yellow monsters, but she couldn’t imagine it would be good.

And besides, she kind of liked the solitary trek along the tracks, particularly since she didn’t have to worry about trains. According to her grandmother, Prescott Junction had once been a thriving railway town. Passenger and freight trains had run through the Junction all the time, an iron artery carrying lifeblood to and from the town. But those days were long gone. No trains came through anymore. Ever.

At least that's what her grandmother said.

None? Are you sure, Maudette? Ashlyn had asked. She'd been picking through her breakfast — way too many carbs, capped off with actual Wonder Bread white toast — on her second morning in town. Making small talk with her mother’s mother, a woman she barely knew. That's strange. I thought I heard a train go through late last night.

Expecting an eye roll from her grandmother over the use of her Christian name, Ashlyn had been startled to see the older woman's eyes shoot wide with alarm.

You heard nothing! Trains don't run through the Junction anymore. Goddamn, it's really a shame! The spatula had clanged to the floor and Maudette had just let it lie there. She’d wiped her hands on the dishtowel that hung from the pocket of her faded jeans. Don't … don't get up at night, Ashlyn, she'd said. Stay in bed. No matter what.

Then she’d fled the house to tend to her happily barking Airedale Terriers in the kennels out back, leaving Ashlyn alone in the kitchen.

Alone and wondering.

Still wondering now, Ashlyn stepped sideways — up then down — to kick a rock off one of the rusted rails. She couldn't walk heel to toe for the better part of a mile on a single rail like most of the born-and-bred Prescott Junction kids could. Not that she was especially interested in mastering that feat. But it somehow almost poetically served to solidify a point. Ashlyn didn't belong here. She didn't toe this line.

It wasn't just the rails. And it wasn't just leaving her friends and everything behind in Toronto. There was a real, genuine creepiness to Prescott Junction. She couldn't quite put her finger on but sure as hell couldn't dismiss. People stared at her. They watched her. And it went beyond her newcomer status. There was something more in their eyes. Something softly veiled, yet sharp underneath. Something not quite right.

Even with the kids her age.

And of course there were the whispers. Always the whispers around.

Sure, the kids she’d met this first day of school were nice enough in their token hellos and smile-at-the-new-kid way. But even as a few extended their hands to shake hers (and how bizarre was that?), they held back a bit. Singly, and collectively. Thoroughly. It wasn't like Ashlyn was looking for a new BFF, but hey, someone to talk to this year — someone her own age to hang with a bit — wouldn't be half bad.

Yes, it was only a year. That’s what her social worker had said back home. Only a year, Ashlyn. Only her senior year. Only all the friends she had on the face of the planet. Only her freakin’ prom! Somehow, she’d pushed down the jumble of anger and resentment at the unfairness of it all and agreed to come here. What else could she do? After her mother’s involuntary hospitalization, the choices had been made clear to her by Child Services. You're seventeen, Ashlyn. A minor. And you've one year left of school. You can either go into foster care here in Toronto and stay at Jarvis Collegiate, or you can go live with relatives. Until you turn eighteen, those are your options.

Ashlyn's father had died before Ashlyn had been born. He’d died right here in Prescott Junction, actually, though Ashlyn never knew how or why. No one would ever tell her. His parents had died shortly thereafter in a car accident. Ashlyn's mother had been an only child also, so there were no aunts and uncles willing to take her in. Ashlyn's widowed grandmother was the only possible solution.

Maybe you should have taken your chances with a foster family.

The thought rose up to taunt her, but she pushed it away. She’d seen too much of that, too many friends and classmates thrust into a foster care situation. If it had turned out well for even one of them, she might have taken that plunge.

The train bridge marked the halfway point, give or take a few yards, between Maudette's place and the school. It spanned the rushing rapids below, and Ashlyn stood on the walkway in the middle of it, looking down into the white water. While she figured she’d be able to get away with a lame excuse with her teacher as to why she’d ditched her last class, she doubted very much her grandmother would fall for a similar line. Er, gee, Maudette, when I saw all those kids heading down the hall towards the science lab, I thought that meant it was time to go home!

Right.

She looked at her watch. She'd been sauntering along the tracks but still had at least twenty minutes to kill. She could stay here on the train bridge. It was quiet and peaceful enough. Or.

Ashlyn had seen the path before, the one that ran along the embankment at the east end of the bridge. The sloping path was well worn and well traveled, despite someone's half-assed attempt at fencing it off. It went about half-way down the embankment before it veered suddenly left, right under the train bridge. The pathetic wooden fence held a single ineffective sign: ‘KEEP OUT.’

Ashlyn figured this had to be the teenage hangout here in Podunk Junction. No theater, no mall, not even a freakin’ bowling alley for kids to gather in. But here, below the train bridge, was a perfectly secluded spot. Not that she'd ever head down there if she thought others were there. But this was the first day of school. It was a Tuesday afternoon for God’s sake! Surely no one would be there now.

Did she dare?

Ashlyn looked up and down the silent, abandoned tracks. Then she climbed over the fence and slid/walked her way down the embankment. Her sandals didn't grip the gravel of this unfamiliar slope at all. She half turned, slammed her hands against the steel bridge and caught herself before she slid the rest of the way down and into the water. The river wasn't deep, but if anyone saw her…well, that would be embarrassing as hell. Ashlyn gripped the edge of a black-painted steel beam, and stopped to look over the situation.

She could do it, she thought. With a solid grip on the edge, she could swing herself right under. But it would have to be a pretty good swing and she'd better land on her feet. Ashlyn tightened her hold. Then she lunged her body forward as she swung.

Her heart was pounding as her feet hit the cement beneath the train bridge. She pushed herself forward and upright, and looked back behind her. She'd have to swing back up again. That might not be so easy, but in the meantime…

It was cooler under the train bridge. Not just from the cool air coming up from the river, but from the shade provided by the old wooden ties above her that blocked out all but slivers of sunlight that shone down where she stood. The cement felt damp beneath her sandaled feet as she walked around. It was darker under here, too. Not stumbling-around-in-the-blackness dark, but dark enough that it took a moment for her eyes to adjust to the change. But soon she could focus on her surroundings — the few cigarette butts and empty beer bottles around. A half-dozen blocks made from sawed-up ties formed a casual semi-circle around what looked like some kind of homemade campfire pit. Nothing that she saw surprised her.

Not until she looked up and saw the girl crouched up beside a steel beam, staring back at her.

Holy shit! Ashlyn’s hand flew to her chest, as though to quiet her suddenly racing heart. You … you scared me.

Yeah, the girl snorted. I have that effect on people.

Ashlyn squinted in recognition. Hey, aren't you…. Starts with an R. Rhonda? Rhoda? Rachel, she said, pleased to have retrieved the name.

She'd seen this girl at school today, in the senior class. Ashlyn wasn't particularly good with names, but this one she'd remembered, mainly because people had whispered about her. While Ashlyn had the new-kid distinction of getting a seat in the front, this girl had gravitated to a back corner of the classroom. Ashlyn had heard the snickers when Rachel walked in. And she did stick out. As hot as the day was, Rachel hadn't come dressed for the stifling heat in the old school, which hadn’t yet discovered air-conditioning. While most of the kids showed up in short-sleeved shirts and shorts or jeans, this girl had walked in wearing a dark skirt that flowed way past her knees, thick stockings and well-scuffed, flat-bottomed shoes, and a long-sleeved black blouse buttoned high on the collar and right down to the wrists. Rachel's brown hair fell halfway down her back. Between the hair and the clothes, she looked half hidden. And Ashlyn had the feeling she was quite all right with that. She’d heard the snicker-snorts of 'witch-girl' from a couple of the jocks when Rachel walked into class. But for some reason, Ashlyn had the feeling Rachel was good with this too, with everyone thinking this way. But Ashlyn knew damn well this girl wasn't a witch. That wasn't why she covered herself with those bizarre clothes.

You're the new kid, Maudette Caverhill's granddaughter, Rachel said. I've heard of you.

Ashlyn rolled her eyes. You and everyone else. I'm Ashlyn Caverhill.

I know. With slow but sure steps, Rachel came down from her shadowed, steel-beam perch and stood beside Ashlyn, almost toe to toe. I'm Rachel Riley. Bet you've heard of me too.

I saw you at school today.

Right. Of course you did. She stared. She waited and scratched her head. Um, this is the part where you turn and dash out of here.

Excuse me?

Yes, yes, you're excused, Rachel said, waving her away with her hands.

Ashlyn snorted. "That wasn’t an excuse me, I’m leaving. That was an excuse me, what the heck?" Ashlyn studied the other girl, genuinely curious. She didn't look dangerous. Certainly not threatening. Rude? Oh, yeah. But in truth, that was almost refreshing.

"I'm Rachel Riley, she repeated, as though Ashlyn might be slow on the uptake. You really don't want to be seen with me."

Ashlyn shrugged. We're under the train bridge on a Tuesday afternoon. Who's to see?

That's not the point. I'm the local loco. She waved her hands along her attire as if that were all the proof needed. I'm the weird girl. The witch. Her mouth pulled back in a grimace and she sucked in a lungful of air.

You're not going to cackle are you? Ashlyn asked.

Rachel coughed out the air she’d just sucked down. Hell, no.

Who says you're a witch?

Everyone, Rachel answered. "Me. I'm strange. Got it? I’m a weirdo. Why else would I dress this way?"

Ashlyn angled her head, studying Rachel. Probably because you're a cutter.

Rachel’s brown eyes saucered, and even in the dim light below the train bridge, Ashlyn could see the panic in them. The truth in them.

Rachel stumbled over her words. No-o. I'm just. She wet her lips. I'm…you know … different.

Oh, for chrissakes! Get over yourself already.

Rachel blinked. Pardon me?

"Different? God, where I come from, you can hardly be cool unless you are a cutter. You’re not different, Rachel. You’re normal. You just happen to be addicted to doing something really stupid."

Whoa! Wait a minute, Metro-girl. I don’t—

Hey, relax. It's not like I'll tell, Ashlyn said. I mean, who would I tell?

While Rachel didn't exactly wilt with relief, her shoulders loosened a bit. They didn't seem thrown back so very far.

For the record, Ashlyn added, there are other means to … vent. To handle the pressure.

Rachel bristled. Ones that leave psychological scars instead of physical ones, you mean?

Ashlyn shrugged. Everything leaves a scar of some kind.

Rachel turned away from her. She paced a few steps and took a seat by the fire pit.

After a moment, Ashlyn joined her.

It was Rachel who broke the silence.

You don't know the pressure here, she finally said. Podunk Junction isn't all moonbeams and roses and lemonade on front porches.

"Podunk Junction? Ashlyn was surprised to hear the label she'd given the village coming from someone else. Omigod, you're not from around here either?"

Rachel snorted. "I wish. I've lived here all my life. She pushed a dark-toed shoe along the cement. Which is just seventeen years too long."

You don't like it?

I'm the proverbial square peg in this round hole town. The odd man out. The—

The witch? Ashlyn said. Isn't that what you're going for? She hadn't meant it come out so sarcastic.

Rachel shook her head. You don't understand this place yet, Ashlyn Caverhill from Canada. You're the newbie. The one who doesn't have to keep the secrets and pretend not to hear the—

The train? Ashlyn interrupted.

Rachel whirled to face her. Trains … trains don't run through the Junction anymore. Goddamn, it's really a shame.

Gooseflesh prickled on Ashlyn’s bare