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Chapter 1At the moment, I am rendered speechlessI wish to delight myself by praising her beautyBut as I opened my mouth to utter my words of praiseI find my self… voicelessThe mere thought that her image would enter my mindBlinds my eyesClogs my noseDeafens my earsMutes my voiceAnd leaves my body stiff in numbnessBut alas! No force in this worldCan prevent me from exalting the goddess that she isOh, I shiver as I recall the very moment that I first laid eyes on her I remember her hair well enough!For the shine that shone brightly from itOutshines the very rays that shined from the sunShe moved. Her body turning… as if to face mine.At that moment, and for the first time in my lifeI started believing in angels.How can one not have faith in such beautiful beingsIf a sample of their kin was standing right in front of himI remember the stars glittering brighter than ever Trying so desperately to out-glitter her eyes…But to no avail.I recall nothing in this world that could ever be at par with those eyes.Her face then glowed as if emanatingAs if telling me that the mere sight of her Is grace enoughWhom only a hand full of men are blessed withIf everyone could just see her faceThere would be peace in the worldFor one such beauty can cause people to forget anger Happiness was ever so present at that momentBut just when I thought that happiness would never endShe started moving away… leavingIt was like seeing an angel spread her wingsReadying to flyI gasped and tried to reach her But it was too lateShe has leftI felt reality and all its madness starting to clingBack to meBut I knew then on that reality can not defeat meFor the inspiration that I feltWas greater than all the evil in the world combined.And so the first meeting has come to passThe aftermath… quite enticing…For forever shall she be presentIn my mind… and in my heart…Chapter 2A long time has passed since I have last seen of her The days pass as though they were countlessAnd the nights that passed with them were all coldI have dreamed so much of seeing her againMy body was in pure chaos for each part actedas though it had a mind of its ownMy eyes envied my mindfor my mind sees her stillAnd my skin revolted along with my heartFor they both bid to feel her warmthI did all I could to find her I even learned to prayPrayer, I found, had the greatest of my chancesFor prayer alone could lead a manTo some one with such beauty

Twice in his life[sigh] But as I have expected, my prayers were not answeredAfter twelve moons have passedI was forced to abandon what I coined asMy mystic crusadeFor only after twelve moons did I realizeThat I have yet to unearth anything of her I sat down in an empty corner And laid my head to rest against the wallI needed all the strength I could muster For the task at handWas greater than any I have ever encounteredFor I knew that the decision I madeContradicts all that I believed inI decided that all I knew of her was to be forgottenFor if it was to be rememberedIt would mean only suicideI thought on, justifying my actionsTelling myself that whatever happensShe would not be affectedFor she knows me notI went on with my life… a life of miseryEvil swarmed me for everyone knowsThat evil would have use for my suchBut I stayed strong and purefor a reason I know notMy will fought valiantlyTo preserve myself from any unwanted evilOf course, everyone knows that eventuallyOne will grow weak.I grew tired and strengthlessStill, evil stood no chance against meBut I stood no chance against deathDeath could consume me anytimeFor I found no reason for lifeAnd there I was, threading drowsily upon the lullaby of eternityWhen I met someoneShe was no angelBut neither was she a devil… or so I thoughtI told my self that the charade had to end then and thereFor I had finally found someone I could reachI learned to love her and she made me believe that she loved meWe lived happily for several moonsBut then, her true color showedJust when she has lifted me as high as the cloudsJust when she got all my possessionsShe let go.I was usedI fell…I felt an unwaivering anger within meAs I emerged from the pits of hell where I fell inI defied my own moralsEvil could not consume me for For I consumed evilI felt every bit of pain worsenBut pain became the source of my strengthThe more I felt pain, the stronger I becameI was consummated to evilBut the consummation was yet to be ratifiedThe symbol of the fulfillment of this unholy matrimonyWas vengeanceFor the deceiver was upon me.But just when I was at the threshold of my ratificationJust when I was at the verge of my vengeanceSomething happenedSomething that not even the greatest of seersWould have foreseenTears fell from my eyes as I looked at my handsFor almost have I stained them with bloodRegret was in me… Around me

It was haunting meI looked up again to see if my eyes had not liedIt was realI cried both of regret and of joyFor after seeing more than thirty-six moons…After going through hell…MY ANGEL HAS RETURNEDChapter 3At first I thought that insanity had become of meI could not believe that I would see her againI doubted her presenceBut I wanted so much to believe that it is trueAnd in doing so, I am doubting doubtDoubting doubt, I believe,Makes me less of a saner man than I was beforeThe lesser the sanity I had found in meThe more the reason I had for touching her For if she was tangibleIt would mean that she is realAnd if she is realThen I would be the sanest man in the worldI sneaked up behind her So normally acting as if not to be noticedSweat was dripping from meFor I knew not what I was doingBut knowing not what one doesIs reason enough for an insane manI patted the top of her headSo-suddenly I realized that I indeed was saneAnd being sane, I believe, takes away all theReason in the world for me to pat someone’s headShe faced meBoth curious and scaredShe looked at me as if questioning my actionsI was overwhelmedFor upon me was someone more beautifulThan the one who was playing in my mindOnly then did I understandThat even my depiction of her Cannot compare to her actual beautyShe looked straight into my eyesI looked awayFor to have looked back would beTo take something that I am unworthy to receiveI conversed with her Witting my way out of troubleUnexpectedly, after saying but a few words,she forgave meI was shockedFor she showed kindness beyond kindnessI was also awe-strickenFor since the day that I first saw her I had stopped believing that anythingCould be more beautiful than her faceAt that instance, she proved me wrongFor the beauty of her faceWas nothing compared to the beauty of her heartI paused,Thinking of a proper way for my introductionBut when I looked back…She was goneAs I walked away, I was shakenedFor I thought that for some reasonGod can not here meAnd now, here he isWith the answer to my only prayer I felt goodness flourishing againIt was as if the sun had shined