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Before you go bullshitting yet again about me how I'm doing this and that, orwhatever else you decide to come out with, I'm writing this comment because I amsick to death of the bullshit that's going round about me Gavin, sick to fuckindeath, you promised me when you left you were going to put things straight andactually tell people the truth rather than the lies and bullshit about me and ourrelationship (despite the fact that shit doesn’t normally get blasted by couplesbecause it’s personal) and after yesterday you sick fucker I know you've gonehaving more little 'chats' with people, some of which you don't or barely know.I've got to give it to you mind you said your brother has the gift of the gab wellyou do too and the sick shit you come out with is unbelievable but the sickestthing is that people actually believe you.So for anyone else that is reading this I hope you think twice before you actuallybelieve anything this tosser has to say because it's either complete lies or whathe in his sick little mind has thought over and over and over until he’s thoughtabout it so much he believes it.A relationship whether you’re together or it’s over, is and stays personal so Ireally don’t know why you feel the need to go sharing yr ‘problems’ and bullshitwith everyone else. Oh and seeming as you are incapable of telling both sides ofthe story without yr fucked up conclusions and bullshit, I’ll tell everyone foryou and don’t worry I tell the truth.1. Becky and LaylaLet’s get it clear I don’t hate many people but I do fucking hate Becky ‘themother of yr child of which you are too scared to get a DNA done because she wassuch a lying cheating whore’ but I do have my reasons, however the bullshit you’vesaid about me hating Layla is completely untrue, how you could even accuse me ofhating her and all the other shit you’ve come out with about her shows what a sickmind you have and it also shows when you and Becky communicate, the pair of youact like kids, it‘s so dramatised and immature. When your stuck in the middle howscrewed up are you going to feel? I didn’t ask for her to call me up endlesslygiving me enough shit and contacting you through my phone when she had your numberall along nor did I ask you to brainwash me with your hatred for her and Icertainly didn’t ask for you to go telling her how amazing, beautiful, gorgeousetc she is when you were with me. At the end of the day if she’s got lowconfidence or whatever she’s never shown it and after all the boyfriends she’s hadthat she constantly brags about how amazing they are blah blah blah I personallydon’t think it’s yr job to go telling her that especially when you try and deny itto me afterwards. SLY. That night I met you, you said some nasty shit about Laylasaying you hope she turns out black and how you weren’t going to have anything todo with her, who was the one telling you to grow up? Who was the one telling youthat if you thought you were old enough and mature enough to have a child that youshould be able to act like an adult, a proper father and actually pay your waywith her? Yet I get all that thrown back in my face. I told you that you shouldget a DNA so it’s official because you seriously had your doubts and so that youcould start making proper decisions rather than running away. Whilst we’re on thistopic I’d also like to make clear that I have never once stopped you seeing Laylaso stop going round telling everyone that. We moved away from Manchester and Iunderstand that was hard for you, but every time you went up you never made aneffort to go see Layla you used to sit round your friends’ houses getting soblazed all day and used me as the excuse, saying you were protecting me and allthat shit to all your friends and family however I’m not being funny Gavin but Iused to let you know that I was pissed off with you for not going to see herbecause of several reasons, you’d come home in a shitty assed mood and wouldalways say it was my fault you didn’t go and see her, I do have morals Gavin andlike I said earlier if you were ’man’ enough to bring a child into the world thenyou should at least be able to go and see her. Yet your pig headedness has shownbecause she doesn’t even know you Gavin, just over a year old and you’ve spent so

little time with her she screams and cries when she left alone with you, it’scalled a separation protest because she doesn’t see you as her caregiver andbecause you’ve spent so little time with her she doesn’t know you and isuncomfortable when left with you. Yes, I’ll admit there were times that I wasn’thappy about it, but you can hardly blame me for that: Unless you’re a completepushover I can’t see any girl being too happy with her boyfriends ruthless slut ofan ex girlfriend coming on to him time after time, tit’s popping out, trying tokiss you, flirty texts etc and you never once put your foot down and told herthat she can’t go doing that because you have a girlfriend that yr meant to love.When things didn’t go your way you’d make sly diggs too, whether it was coz Ididn’t want to have sex or do what you wanted to, I’d get the whole ‘Well Beckywould do this or that, maybe I should get back with her’. Things like that Gavinpushed me over the edge, and seeming as I’m being completely honest I’ll alsoadmit that I really had to hold back from grabbing her by her throat and smashingher face on the floor every time she waltzed into out flat making herselfcompletely at home, but you can hardly blame me for that.2. GamblingRemember when we lived in Wythenshawe and a week after you’d got paid we’d havepractically nothing left to live on not even the basics like bread and milk? Canyou remember me trying to hide bits of money so I knew we would have to go withoutfood electricity or gas? Can you remember why I used to do that Gavin? I shouldhave just counted myself lucky that you weren’t putting stupid amounts intoWilliam Hills bank account like you do now, gutting and ruining every chance of agood life that you had the choice to lead. I used to absolutely idolise you Gavin,I used to try and help you beat your gambling addiction whatever it took but I gotsick to fucking death of it because you can’t help someone unless they’re willingto help themselves and you never ever appreciated what I used to do for you IALWAYS got it thrown back in my face. At the end of last year it got to the pointwhere I didn’t actually think I was able to cope anymore, it would always be myfault if you blew your money in the bookies you could never ever hold your hand upand say it was your fault. I tried everything Gavin and you can’t say I didn’t, itwas like looking after a kid when we used to go anywhere. I thought when we movedto Chepstow you’d fuck all that gambling shit off and get real but things didn’tchange and every chance you got you’d be at the bookies. Christmas eve, you’d beenfretting all month about how much money you were going to get paid because youdidn’t think it would be enough, remember? I left you in HSBC in Newport for noteven 5mins when you were queuing to withdraw your money, I popped next door toArgos to get the order numbers for the presents I was getting for you and in thatspace of time you’d popped into Coral bookies and blown £60 and then had the cheekto blame it all on me!! There’s been several incidents of this and they stick soclearly, another time was when you literally had blown your months pay fromTesco’s which was just under a grand and about a week and a half after you’d blownall of it on scratch cards bets and roulette machines, you had about £30 to yourname and it was your mum and dads birthday in a few days and you needed to getthem cards. I met you in town because it was your day off and I had a free lessonjust before lunch so you went and got your hair cut at Ozzy’s then we went and gota chip butty each and wandered about town for a bit, I had to go at 1.30 forregistration which I had made you aware of from the start yet you still kicked offabout how I never have time for you and all the bullshit you normally give me whenyou kick off. I got up to registration just in time at 1.45 and I get a text fromyou saying it was all my fault you’d blown all of your money on the roulettemachines and now you couldn’t even get your mum and dad birthday cards you were insuch a foul mood literally ripping me to apart on the phone blaming everything onme when I seriously hadn’t done a thing wrong, it wasn’t even like I’d been in ashitty mood I’d been really happy that day and had a nice time with you in town.The best example to show how ruthless you are and how you like to shift the blameonto me is when I had my operation, y’know wasn’t exactly a simple operation or

whatever and wasn’t easy to get about with the pain I was in either, the day of myoperation you’d blown all your money like a week after getting paid and was soskint you borrowed money off my family as usual then blew that so had to pawn yrpsp that was not even a few months old and all the games for £20. What really tookthe piss though was that 2 days after my operation I had about 3 missed calls offyou from earlier that day and didn’t know what for so I rang you and you weregoing off your head about how you’d just blown a pretty large sum of your wage andhow it was my fault that I didn’t jump to your every single fucking command likeusual. Bearing in mind I had a pretty serious operation on my reproductive organs,it was my first operation so I was very very very drowsy and sleeping a lot forthe first few days and I was on the maximum amount of morphine they could give meand yet you were still going sick at me for not being there to look after yourmoney I wasn’t supposed to lift a kettle for two weeks let alone run down to thebookies to take your money off you so you couldn’t gamble any more of it.3. My EducationYou started work at the end of august just before I started sixth form, Iliterally waited on you 24/7 for that week that you started work but made it clearto you things would be quite a bit different once I started sixth form because Iwould have a lot on my plate and I wouldn’t be able to see you as often and therewould be days where I wouldn’t be round til 7ish. But that was never good enoughwas it? I still tried to do as much as I could for you and you can’t say I didn’t,you didn’t have to worry about cooking, washing your clothes and silly littlethings like running a bath but the more coursework and homework I got from classesthe nastier you’d get with me, everything I’d done for you was thrown back in myface and I was left feeling really down because whatever I did was not good enoughand you didn’t seem to realise just how much time and effort went into getting aproper education so I could get a decent job that I actually would have enjoyed.This is where you would ALWAYS bring your ex girlfriend Rachel into things and howshe was able to do her hair dressing course and yet still have all the time in theworld for you, and I’m not dissing Rachel or anyone that does hair dressing butwhen you compare the written work and the knowledge that you need to do the Alevels I was doing compared to a qualification in hairdressing, there is a bigdifference. I just never understood how it could be so hard to see the difference.I used to show you the work I’d been doing, try and tell you about my day and younever once showed any interest, I would just get enough grief from you about how Ishould have been round earlier or what I’d been doing blah blah blah. I leteverything get on top of me at sixth form because stupidly rather than putting myfuture first I put YOU Gavin but due to feeling so unappreciated and realising Ineeded to get my A levels for my future I didn’t really bother with you all asmuch as I should have, but fuck it why should I have bothered with you when younever ever had any understanding of anything and things either went your way or noway. So I put my ass into every aspect of my a levels, funny enough it was alittle too late though because I’d put you first for too long and I had to dropout and now I’m left with nothing: I’m a wasted talent, I haven’t even got youanymore.As for all the shit that you’ve said about me to all your friends and family evenfucking skets you hardly know, I’m not happy about writing all this stuff aboutout relationship because it’s personal stuff but at the same time I’m not gonnalet you treat me like some kind of mug you can walk all over, it’s not happening.I know you’ve told people I’ve punched you which I’m not very proud of to behonest but can you remember the times I’ve done it and why? The first time Ipunched you, we were lead in bed and you were kicking off about me not coming