Jack stood upon a hilltop of colourless grass, surrounded by lifeless trees, decaying plants and adried lake, all engulfed by the pale grey and cloudless sky. He was the only sign of life. Althoughtrying to remain still, Jack found himself spinning slowly, as if the ground beneath him wasmoving. Somehow, this didn't unsettle him. He was too distracted by the emptiness that seemedto close in on him as the trees steadily moved past exposing more arid land.Now moving of his own free will, he gradually turned his head, trying to take in this mass of "nothingness". As if he was outside his own body, he experienced himself mouthing the words"God... is this all there is?". Jack didn't actually speak, he just felt himself expel the sentence fromhis mind which sent the words spiralling into the pale lonesome world that surrounded him.On turning back to his original position, he was surprised to find an easel with a blank canvasright in front of him. This certainly wasn't here before; where did it come from? It was at the exactmoment this question popped into Jack's mind that he noticed something in his hand... apaintbrush. There was a feeling that he had been holding it the the whole time, although he never paid it any notice until now. It looked just as he imagined an ordinary paintbrush to look. A lightbrown wooden handle with dried white paint stuck to it and a muddy-looking silver ferrule holdingtogether the stiff dark bristles made this paintbrush look somewhat aged. Somehow, he didn't feellike he was holding something old, but rather something with experience. The difference between"old" and "experienced" seemed important to the background of this brush at the time. Stillholding it loosely, still perplexed by its very existence.After several minutes of blankly staring at the paintbrush, Jack took it in his right hand and placedthe head on the palm of his left hand so he could feel the texture of the bristles. The expectationhe had of feeling the hairs of the brush gently breeze past his skin made the actual reality of it allseem that much worse. Instead of this, the sharp stiffened bristles easily sliced into his skinwithout resistance, forcing an immediate jerk of his hand which resulted in a small gash in hispalm about an inch long. Swearing to himself, Jack threw the brush to the ground and made a fistwith his freshly cut hand, allowing the sting to brace through him so he could get used to the painas soon as possible. One loud sigh later, Jack opened his hand to assess the damage. Nowound. His palm looked fine. No broken skin, no gash, no blood at all.He quickly stepped over to the paintbrush, picking it up to examine the bristles, and just like heexpected, the berry-red blood was there, clinging to its fine hairs, not a drop dripping despite thelittle flick he gave it, encouraging the blood to move. With one more look at his perfectly intactpalm, Jack's attention swiftly moved back to the easel, which he now felt had significant purpose.An irresistible power shivered through his body as he stood no more than two feet from the easel.Stepping forward with an air of determination, he began to lightly stroke the canvas with thepaintbrush. As before, the hilltop felt like it was spinning again, slowly rotating the dry lifelesslandscape that surrounded him.Just as he earlier felt his thoughts leave his body and empty out into the vast expanse aroundhim, Jack was now feeling new thoughts and images fly towards him, his hand perfectly still,holding the paintbrush as gently as he would a duckling, allowing the tip of the blood-stainedbristles to carefully caress the canvas. Just a dot. Despite not being able to make out exactdetails of these thoughts and images that were now flooding in, blossoming new emotionsthroughout his body and the land, Jack could sense a vivid and very wonderful source of power now surrounding the whole landscape. Physically, nothing had yet changed, but somehow,everything was different.Pictures entered his mind and filtered through his brain, relieving themselves of their stories andexiting again in a magnificent glow that did not startle, but instead gave a sense of warmth andsecurity. These pictures arose and seemingly began to breath, touching Jack with a light air thatsent shivers through his spine in a way he would never forget and probably never experienceagain. From his spine, to his head, then back down through his arms and onto the canvas, a
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