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This document was written in 2004 and since then we have changedand have slightly different insights, though most has remained thesame…Note: We would ask that you read the full story before allowingyourself to experience judgment, some might, because of the way Ipresent myself naked to all that read. You will see 3 magical thingswithin this story if you allow yourself the patience, openness andunderstanding.1. You will see the beauty of how the twins find balance andunderstanding as they share the experience from the 2 oppositeends of the polarities, then in communication in our magical Twinsway merging into oneness.As Mary Pat added her words, we purposefully highlighted them inPink so that you could see the two opposite ends of the poles.2. In the near future we will share with you the second part of thiswriting as we have merged and brought into balance the oppositeends of the pole and some of the magical experiences as we allowedourselves to release the mind control, the personality and the ego,opening ourselves to the magic of the universe. We became Mastersof our reality.3. You will be assisted to see beyond the illusion of the 3dexperience so many are entering into right now and in doing so youwill be able to assist so many as you see it happening around you.Enjoy to YOUR fullest potential and to all who read this and the nextsharing... YOU are loved beyond your wildest imagination. OPEN toit and receive.
Dark night of the soul….
 
As I sat and prepared to write this article I called on all those thatI have worked with from beyond the veils to assist and guide me. Iput out an extra call to my Twin Flame even though at this time sheis asleep to join and merge with me to her fullest capacity, that thewriting will contain her energy, that the messages be one of “THEWHOLE”, The Oneness. (I live in the Netherlands and Mary Pat livesin Kansas USA)We know within our hearts that we are truly oneheart, yet callingthe other does “wake up” the energy. This is so magical. Our giftto you is sharing so that you, too, may choose to experience themagic.Mary Pat will add to this article in her own words when the time isright. As I looked at the clock on my pc, it winked at me. The time is10.10 on Friday the 10
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day Of June 2005. The significance of whichI will leave to the experts.I’m smiling, Ian, as that was me winking at you… of course I wouldadd my part and as you are aware, only when the time is right.Thank you for your patience and your loving trust.
 
I felt how all of those beloved energies became a part of all that Iam, as if to signal to me that they would indeed guide me as per myrequest as I share this information, for I know that many of youhave been where I have, and those that have not soon will…Combining our energies balances us and leads to a calm and
 
peaceful sharing of information. Those who are often around us willagree they feel this balanced energy in all that we share. It is not my intention to place fear in the hearts of those that havenot yet been there. It is my intention to share my experiences frommy understanding. My understanding is one of: As you read theexperiences! YOU will no longer need to live/experience them soheavily, because as I share them, you LIVE them with me, youabsorb them, you have lived and experienced them, therefore youno longer need to choose to go through them all.Our experiences are shared in truth, and you may discover thatoften we will experience opposite emotions, etc. We bring thesetogether and in doing so achieve the balance of one. Our true giftto you is in sharing our experiences, providing an open door for youif you so choose, to either experience the same or not, as your heartguides you, knowing that it is simply a choice. The experience hasalready been shared.If you still choose to do so, I know that as you read many of theanswers that have been provided to me, they will also assist you,will ease YOUR burdens, will assist you through the times ahead. Isit possible that you won’t experience them? That I cannot predict,for it is truly your choice. There may be parts of your divineexperiences that you will need to go through, a releasing orexperiencing them in order for you to get to the place of understanding that will uplift/enlighten you and the many you willteach because of it.Our mission is one of sharing thru this unconditional love in such away as each one does have the freedom of choice. We each aretraveling our own unique journey. We honor the others journey aswe honor our own – in all times. Our sharing is meant to simply beplaced so that those that wish to may choose to take it into theirhearts and then make the choice to accept or not accept it as an aidof their own.I call this experience “The dark night of my soul” because at thetime it most definitely felt like that. My perception of “dark” wassuch that I did not find the experiences at all pleasant. I have beenthrough a period of time that I have called on Mother Father GodCreator many times to take me home. I will also share one of mymost personal writings to self that only three other living beingshave been allowed to read until now. In it you will feel mydesperation, my screams for help, my pain and sorrow. My self pity,my lack of connection and insight is very apparent. I share itbecause I know so many of you will recognize it and will be helpedby it and the answers that we will provide during this writing. Forthose that choose to read it. It can be found here:http://www.twinflames-twinsouls.net/prisoner.htmI must write here that I have not had a “dark night of the soul”experience of yet. I have really examined exactly what this means.I have had healers tell me that everyone must have an experiencesuch as this in order to have true unconditional love for others. I willdisagree. I believe that as oneheart we all share in all experiences.
 
I may choose to create a “dark night of the soul” experience if Iwish and I also may choose not to. It is my choice. I have had manyexperiences in my 52 years in which I did feel depressed and a bitlost… that is true. But I choose to move past them as quickly aspossible and to look at the positives. Could it be that I am holdingin emotions that are meant to be experienced? I am looking at thatclosely, too. I started this article purposefully with what many will perceive to benegative, yet I make the statement now LOUD and clear, it is not. Itfelt like it was while I was in it and so will or did you, but now I knowdifferently. There have been many (human) angels placed on mypath during the last week or so that have provided so much clarity.To each and every one of you, my eternal gratitude for playing somagnificently your role in our contract. Each and every time ithappened, it was as if a word or two was enough to triggersomething from deep within me. As it did I found many answers toall that I have been through. I felt my DNA change, I am no longerwho I was. I know without a shadow of doubt that I had to gothrough these experiences in order to be the master I came here tobe.We do have so many human angels around us. It is Ian who hasawakened in me the idea that those who participate in ourexperiences that might not be so pleasant in our perspective arepossibly the ones who give us the most love unconditionally. I,though will be the first to admit, that I order my experiences to becoupled with “ease and grace and comfortablity”. It has beenthrough our sharing that I have learned to stay and address theuncomfortable experiences. Taking a step back and participating ina discussion sorting thru our emotions and actions we do learnvaluable life lessons.There have been several close friends that have been goingthrough similar turmoil within their current relationships. Some willremain with their current partners, some won’t. To each of you I saynow, be the master that you came here to be. Master the 3demotions, let them go, come from the heart, a place where no angercan reside, where the feelings of jealousy or emotions have noplace. Communicate with your partner from your higher self, findthe words to communicate with them in the language from thebrain, ego, personality and mind for that is where they are and for adivine reason. Formulate the words from LOVE, and they willunderstand. A part of their own inner knowing will then be ready toopen or release whichever your purpose and divine contract ismeant to be.As we learn from our experiences and share with each other, all willbe uplifted. These 3D emotions will not be a part of our lives. Inthe meantime, we do acknowledge that they are still part of ourexperiences and we strive to understand and to learn the bestpossible responses for the highest potentials for all.Know and feel this next statement to be truth as I understand it. YOU have gone through, or are going through these experiences to
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This was very dear to my heart~I have been through the dark night of soul , not once, twice, but several times`Thank you for sharing-Now in light~ Bless you-***** Starzz Best regards, Cindie

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