Perfectly Unique: Praising God From Head To Foot by Annie F. Downs

"This book will touch
your heart, encourage you,

and challenge you to let
your Heavenly Father
pursue you as his daughter."
-Hillary Scott,
lead singer of Lady Antebellum
Unique
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~~. God
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Perfectly Unique
Copyright 2010, 2012 by Annie F. Downs
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To the She-Ra girls.

This was always for you.
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Contents
Disclaimer . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 11
Introduction . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 13
Chapter 1
All of You. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 26
Chapter 2
Mind. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 42
Chapter 3
Eyes. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 58
Chapter 4
Ears. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 73
Chapter 5
Mouth. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 87
Chapter 6
Shoulders. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 102
Chapter 7
Heart. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 117
Chapter 8
Hands. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 132
Chapter 9
Stomach. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 148
Chapter 10 Knees . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 164

Chapter 11 Feet. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 178
Chapter 12 From Head to Foot. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 193
Appendix
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Acknowledgments. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 211
Lie and Truth Cards . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 217
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Disclaimer
Dear young lady reading this book,

Okay, before you start, I need to warn you of a few things.
Annie laughs really loud. And hard. At herself.
She also loves to intercept high fives. All the time. (So highfive with caution when you are around her.)
She also is like a magnet. Of people. Once you meet her,
there is no way youll be able to shake her. But you probably
wont mind.
She is also a tremendous human being who writes like the
angels sing. Once you start this book, and meet Annie in its
pages, you wont be able to stop reading.
So dont say I didnt warn you.
Dave Barnes
Musician, comedian, with a Masters degree in the study of people,
and from a certain angle has a strange resemblance to Brad Pitt(s
German shepherd) (davebarnes.com)
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Introduction
Our bodies are unique. No two bodies are

exactly alike. Though its rumored everyone has a twin somewhere on earth, and I kind of wish it were true, I believe God
made us each individual and that we are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14).
I will say that in recent years Ive made friends with two
different girls who look shockingly similar. One is a mom of
four from Houston; the other is a teacher in Atlanta. They
speak alike and laugh alike, and I promise you that they even
own the same jewelry. Ive seen it with my own eyes, in all its
turquoise-beaded glory. I havent introduced them to each
other. I fear what might occur. You know that scene in The
Parent Trap where the sisters see each other for the first time?
I think something along those lines might happen. Or they
could begin to spontaneously fight. Which would actually be
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horrible. So I will let them stay in their respective states and
never know about each other.
My two friends are not identical. There have slight physical
differences and obvious personality differences. So there is no
chance that they would be confused for each other. They are
different. Each individual, each with her own story, each with
her own history. Each made once.
I like the idea that God only made me once. Like paintingstheres something special about the first one. My cousin
Joe is an artist, and as long as Ive been alive, he has been painting. In fact, he gave me a painting, and it hangs above my bed.
Its huge and purple and blue and black and weird. I love it.
I asked Joe what its like to replicate art versus painting the
original piece.
The short answer he gave is that the original is work, but
fun. Any copies, exact or modified, are boring, if not mindless. Creating is just problem solving, and once you solve the
original problem, its like you could train bright monkeys to
do the replicating. The question is not unlike asking a chef to
create the most special onion soup in the world, and after he
or she has succeeded beyond any expectations, to keep making
it every day.
God made you once. You were worth the work that first
time. Then He threw away that mold because one of you is
enough for Him. Youre enough. You are the sacred painting, the original. The best bowl of onion soup in the world.
(By the way, there is a recipe for amazing onion soup in the
appendix.)
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One of a Kind
As I think about the uniqueness of each of us, the common
comparison is snowflakes. Weve all heard that no two snowflakes are alike. But the only places Ive lived are Georgia and
Tennessee. I dont feel good writing about anything that happens in less than fifty degrees Fahrenheit. In Georgia, we only
see snow once a year, maybe twice. So Im not the expert on the
originality of every snowflake. Likewise, I cant really testify
about the best snow boots or even the warmest long underwear.
I cant tell you how to drive in snow and ice, and I dont personally know anyone who owns chains for their tires, though
I hear that is common in other areas. To be honest, I wouldnt
even know what to do if my tires had chains. Its just not that
cold down here.
Maybe you arent from the South; maybe you dont know
what happens when it snows here. If we get enough to cover the
grass, the news reporters are out measuring it live on camera.
The world stops at the mere idea of a snowstorm. Seriously.
One February night, during my sophomore year at the
University of Georgia, the weather alerts began to come across
the television. Snow was coming. In a big bad nasty white way.
Classes had never been canceled for winter weather, at least
not as long as I had been in college. So we were glued to the
television. Counties all around us were canceling school. Fingers crossed, my roommate, Candace, and I decided to embrace
the idea that we wouldnt have school the next day. That consisted of such behavior as ceasing all study-related activities
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and screaming, please, no school! off our balcony. I know,
classy. Sure enough, within the hour, the university canceled all
classes due to inclement weather.
The next morning? Sunshine and in the mid-sixties. I am
not kidding. It was like the storm made a complete fool of our
university decision makers. The students loved it. The administration did not. In fact, if I remember correctly, we went to the
park and threw the Frisbee around. On our snow day. Welcome
to Georgia.
So snowflakes arent the most common occurrence in my
life. Instead, I think a better comparison of our uniqueness is
blades of grass. Grass is a common denominator around the
world except of course in the desert. Ive never seen two
blades of grass that look exactly alike, and Ive seen a lot of
yards. I actually got out of my chair and walked out the back
door of my house to do a little research. In my findings, based
only on a small backyard and using no scientific equipment,
all blades of grass seem to have a common formstraight and
growing upward. But they come in different heights, widths,
and shades of green. I cannot find two that seem to be exact
matches. Maybe a blade of grass in my backyard and a blade of
grass in the lawn of the Eiffel Tower are perfect twins, but we
can never really know that, so well assume not.
Humans are the same way. We may come in different
heights, widths, and shades (not green, of course), but we all
have a common form. Aside from rare exceptions, we have two
arms, two legs, two eyes, one mouth (though mine could really
count as two or threeIm loud), a backbone, skin, organs, and
so on. You get my point.
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God made us this way on purpose. Its no mistake that
we are formed the way we are. But why? Why did God make
humans in the first place?
Look at Isaiah 43:7:
Everyone who is called by my name, whom I created
for my glory, whom I formed and made (emphasis mine).
God created us for His glory. Get ready for a little Old
Testament lesson: the word create in the original Hebrew
is bara. When this particular word is used, God is the only
subjectHe does all the work. Only He can create in this
particular way. We may be able to create a painting or create
chaos, but as humans, we cannot bara. So when God made
you, He did something that only He can do, and He has done
that for His glory. The word glory here is translated kabad in
Hebrew. This means to bring honor or reputation, to promote something.
This short Hebrew 101 lesson does have a point. (And no,
there will not be an ancient-language quiz later, unless you write
one for yourself.) We look at the original language of the text to
see, according to Scripture, that we were created, made especially by God, to promote Him, glorify Him, and worship Him.
The question: How do you do that?
The easy answer: You worship and glorify God by singing at church, by going to youth group and Sunday school (or
some other Christian group that meets at your school), by telling Him how great He is. You glorify Him by not sinning. And
that answer is correct.
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But heres the better question: How do you glorify God
today? Here? In the middle of your not-so-easy-to-handle life?
In the everydayness you have to live?
On Wednesday morning at school?
On Saturday night at your boyfriends house?
On Tuesday morning at the breakfast table with your
family?
While sitting in a coffee shop meeting a writing deadline?
No matter what you eat, wear, see, and touch?
No matter where you go, whom you go with, or what you
do when youre there?
When you arent at church or with your parents, or with
your parole officer?
In all these situations, how do you glorify and honor God
with your whole body? Those are the tough questions. And
tough questions arent satisfied by easy answers. Because glorifying and honoring God arent just things we do with our mouths.
We do them with our minds, eyes, ears, hearts, feet, knees, arms,
and even shoulders. Our bodies were created to glorify God.
What? You dont believe me? Oh, I get it. Youre thinking,
This girl doesnt know what shes talking about. My body is just a
shell. Just a carrying case for my heart and mind. A good-looking
shell, but a mere shell nonetheless.
Oh ye of few memorized body scriptures! (Uh, thats me
too.) Check out these verses :
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In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to
God in Christ Jesus. Therefore do not let sin reign in your
mortal body so that you obey its evil desires. Do not offer
the parts of your body to sin, as instruments of wickedness,
but rather offer yourselves to God as those who have been
brought from death to life; and offer the parts of your body
to him as instruments of righteousness. For sin shall not be
your master, because you are not under law, but under
grace.
Romans 6:1114 (NIV 1984 translation), emphasis mine
So the parts of our bodies should be instruments of righteousness. Interesting. Not enough proof, you say? Okay, then,
try this one on for size:
Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the
Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from
God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price.
Therefore honor God with your bodies.
1 Corinthians 6:1920, emphasis mine
So often when we read this passage or hear sermons on

scripture, it is related to sexual purity. Thats good, because (1)
these verses do cover sexual purity, and (2) its really important
to choose to be sexually pure in the midst of todays culture.
But honoring God with our bodies is about so much more than
sexual purity. Were going to dig deeper into that idea later on.
I love this last verse. Its like the grand finale of body verses
to me:
So we make it our goal to please him [God], whether we
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are at home in the body or away from it.
2 Corinthians 5:9
Our goal is to please God, whether were at home in the

body or not. If youre reading this, chances are pretty good that
you are in your body. So the goal, in your body, is to please Him.
We see in these scriptures that we are to honor and praise God
with our bodies as a whole, as well as with the individual parts.
God Made Me
Confession: Im not a lover of my body. Ill be the first to admit
that Ive had issues with my body in the past, I have issues now,
and Ill probably have issues in the future.
This is just a weak spot for women. So before we go much
further, you need to hear this: God created you the way you are.
If youre going to understand the importance of glorifying God
with your body, you have to be okay with your body. You are
the creation; God is the Creator.
Im not asking you to worship the creation. Im asking you
to worship the Creator. How can I ask you to honor and glorify
an Artist whose work you dont consider beautiful? Were going
to talk about this more in the next chapter. But be ready. If you
and I really want to worship God with our bodies, we have to be
at peace with ourselves. It isnt that every body issue you have
is going to disappear over the next few pages, but together we
will begin to unpack the heart of God in this area of our lives.
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Ive been amazed lately watching peoples bodies (in a completely normal way, not in a stalker/awkward way). If you really
think about it, its rather unbelievable the amount of coordination and balance and skill it takes for one body to coordinate
all its parts to do something as simple as get us down the street.
Which is easier for some people than others.
Theres a spot at my college that we nicknamed the tripping spot. I dont know how it started, but one day I was with
four of my guy friends, and as we talked between classes we
watched as a stranger stubbed her toe on a break in the cement.
As she tripped, she turned, looked back at the spot, and then
kept walking. The next guy did the same thing.
We realized we had gathered, completely unintentionally, at a comic gold mine. So for the next few days, we met up
with a singular goal: to watch people encounter this break in
the cement and see their reactions. There are a few different
responses that people have after they trip, stumble, or make
any type of walking mistake. We got a lot of the classic Look
Back and Blame the Spot stares, many Ignore It Like It Never
Happened responses, and quite a few Did Anyone See That?
look-arounds. It was heavenly. We laughed every form of laugh,
and we have reminisced about it many times since then. The
spot has been repaired, which is a real tragedy.
I can retell this story with no remorse, because it is common knowledge that I am not what one might call super
coordinated either. I tripped twice today at the gym (of
course) and somehow managed to get electrocuted yesterday
while trying to unplug my computer. I constantly have bumps
and bruises that I honestly cant remember the origin of. An
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acrobat I will never be. (Though I do have a deep appreciation for their skill set.) I think it is fair to say that some of us
have more natural coordination than others, and those people
should be in the circus.
Sitting here in the coffee shop, I watched a little girl, no
more than four years old, run from the doorway and smack
into the counter. Full tilt. Speed never decreasing. It was like
her top half was more motivated to get there, so she leaned
into it and couldnt regain control. It was, in a word, awesome.
And Im again reminded that coordination comes with time. So
maybe I still have hope.
Coordination, coffee-shop sprints, and the ability to
fly through the air with the greatest of ease aside, anyone
who can move, think, jump, cry, walk, or clapyou have an
amazing body.
I encourage you, before reading too much more, to take a
few moments and talk to God about this idea, this thought that
you look just like God wanted you to look. Because I believe He
has some real truth for you, and you need to be ready to receive
it. Im not asking that you be in love with your body, but I am
asking that you seek to be content with how God made you.
Its not an easy road. Im happily thirty-two, and this
acceptance journey has been a lifelong struggle. To be able
to laugh about my lack of coordination is, in itself, a victory
over the lies Ive always believed about my body. Im gaining
ground. Every day. I pray that in this collection of words, youll
begin to see yourself as the beauty you are. But please dont
stop there. Through these next few chapters, I hope you see
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how your body can glorify God. Your form is beautiful to Him.
Declare the beauty of the Lord to the world around you. It
wont always be simple; it still isnt for me. But were working
this thing out together.
So who am I to even be writing this stuff? Heres the
truth. I used to be your age. I did. Its just science. Theres
no way around it. I was, at one point in my life, an awkward
middle schooler. And a freshman in high school. I was picked
on as a sophomore. I was a junior on the soccer team. I sang
in the choir. I was student-body president my senior year. I
was scared stiff about leaving home for college. I ate lunch
in a dining hall with the other freshmen on campus. I was a
youth-group intern. I overslept and missed a geography final
my sophomore year. I was a youth director. I thought my life
was over when I didnt get accepted into my major at college.
I graduated. And every day in between? I was me, struggling
to find that sweet spot of what God had planned for me and
be who I wanted to be. To somehow bring those two goals
together. All the while, fighting the lies in my head about my
body, struggling to figure out where boys fit into the mix, and
arguing with friends over stupid things.
So Ive been there. And if you say, Annie, you have no idea
what its like to be me, I say this: Nope, I dont. No one does.
But I do know what its like to be me. And I know what its like
to have friends like you. So even if we arent exactly alike, I bet
I have a friend like you. In fact, I bet I would be friends with
you. So weve got that going for us, right?
Through all those years of growing up, figuring out my
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own junk and realizing that maybe people didnt get me as well
as they thought they did, I just needed someone to help me. To
show me how to live like Christ. To look into my life and tell
me what I did really well and what areas needed improvement.
To somehow break down this whole Christian walk into bites
that I could handle.
I know we arent best friends (yet), but hopefully by the end
of all this, youll know what I knowwe were born to be friends.
And I want to give you, chapter by chapter, some thoughts I
wish someone had shared with me. Bite-size thoughts.
Use this book as a reference, stick it in your book bag or
on your bedside table or on a shelf. Return to it when you need
it. Id like to think that each time you read it, its like were sitting down at a coffee shop and catching up. Ill have a medium
vanilla soy chai latte. What about you?
So Im going to do my part. Show up for coffee (or chai, as
the case may be) and tell you what Im thinking. Ill also tell you
some embarrassing stories that Ill wish you didnt know next
time we run into each other in public. In return, I ask one thing
of you. Be honest. Be honest with yourself, with your friends,
with the women of God who encourage you and mentor you.
Be honest about your body, how you praise God, and how you
can improve on your praise. Know that Im walking this road
with you. Remember there is nothing I can write without first
living it and knowing it to be true. Im not going to write something I dont know.
This is grass to me, not snowflakes. (By the way, dont look
for any future writings from me on raising tigers or making
mozzarella cheeseI dont know anything about those things
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either. But gosh, I really wish I knew how to make mozzarella.
That stuff is so good.)
This may not be an easy journey. Im fully aware of that.
But stick with it. I hope you laugh a little, learn something new
maybe, and in the end, are better at being you. For His glory.
When this journey is over, I pray youll be able to say you are
genuinely living a life of praise to God from head to foot.
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chapter 1
All of You
I remember the first time I hated my body.

Really, truly, undeniably hated it. I was in high school, though
I dont remember the exact year. Freshman year, probably.
I was standing in my bedroom, in front of my oval-shaped
mirror, dressing for a dinner party at our home. Its funny,
some of the details are burned on my mind, like where my
parents were (downstairs) and what I found under my dresser
(duct tape). Other details, such as why there was a dinner party
or why I had duct tape in my room are totally absent from my
brain. I dont even recall the circumstances surrounding the
event; I just know I wanted to be skinny. I was so angry at the
fact that I wasnt the size I should have been. I honestly dont
even remember what size I was. Maybe a 14 or a 16? Somewhere
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in there, since those are the sizes that have been my constant
companions (except for a few years in college when I believed
my age should directly match my pant size).
I tried on a new outfit. Jeans, I know, and a sweater. The
sweater, a beautiful example of fashion in the nineties, had
stripes of bright colors. It looked like rolls of different-colored
play dough stacked on top of each other. I thought it was fancy
and fun and beautiful. (Though to see it today would surely
cause us all to bust out in laughter. Fashion is ever changing
and ever leaving us embarrassed of past choices.) But sadly, it
did not fit. It pulled across my roly stomach in a way that separated the play dough. Hot tears burned my eyes as I saw my
own reflection. Round face. Tight sweater. Tight jeans. I was
disgusting and disgusted.
Then I saw, through the blur of tears, something silver at
my feet. A roll of duct tape. An evil-inspired plan quickly came
to mind. I could solve this. Not only would it make me thinner
for the night, it would also induce such a deep amount of pain
and anguish that I would learn a lesson: Stop being so fat, Annie.
The pain would change me, I was certain.
So I took off my sweater and began to unroll the duct tape.
Starting at my waist, just below the place where my jeans sat, I
wrapped myself. As tightly as I could pull the tape, I circled my
body over and over. I can still hear the tape pulling off the roll
as it went around and around. Crying the entire time, angry as
a wet hen, I wrapped and tugged and stuffed and pulled until
there was nothing on my torso except a cast of muted silver. I
looked in the mirror. I was deeply angry. Angry that this was
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my body. Angry that it had come to this. Angry that there was
no rescue from this immense amount of ugly. At the time I
also had a pretty strong dislike for the way my face looked. So
not only was I mad to see my body, things didnt get any better
when I looked at my crying, splotchy, puffy face.
I was so angry, in fact, that I clearly remember looking
in the mirror and saying, I absolutely hate you, body. And I
meant it. I made every word intentional and every word true. I
wanted to make sure the message got across. Inside Annie did
not like Outside Annie. Not one bit.
Thanks to my fine taping skills, I couldnt breathe, or sit.
I had done quite a job on myself. My ribs felt too tight. I hurt
all over. Something had gone wrong on my back; the tape
had overlapped and missed some spots, which caused intense
pinching. Yep, I got the message loud and clear. fat = pain.
I put the sweater back on. It fit now, but there was no recovering from that moment. I couldnt go downstairs to dinner. I
was unable to breathe normally. Each breath caught in my rib
cage and couldnt escape. I began to worry, truthfully, that I
was injuring myself permanently. I may have hated myself, but
I didnt want the shame of having to tell my parents that I was
hurt and needed a trip to the hospital because of a duct tape
incident. That seemed horrible.
I stood in my room for about ten minutes, dressed and
taped, just staring at myself. The angry, hate-filled thoughts
that buzzed through my mind were unstoppable (or so I
thought). In the end, I couldnt stand it. I had to take the tape
off. I was worried I might pass out, and my ribs were screaming
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for relief. Prisoners who committed no crimethose were my
ribs. The tape, as it pulled off my pasty skin, left red streaks and
adhesive. It took days for my torso to fully recover.
It took years, literally, for my heart to recover. (Has it made
a full recovery? I think so.)
Learning to Love
That single event threw me to the bottom of a well. A deep,
dark, smelly, moldy well built of self-hatred. And I have spent
the past fifteen years slowly climbing up the sides of this well.
Never many steps at once; always one brick at a time. I spent my
entire high school career, and many days of college, struggling
with this same issue. Now, sitting on top of the well looking
back down, I grieve over the years I spent living in the bottom
of that muck. But Im loving the view from up here.
The entire time I was struggling with self-hate, I loved
God. I never quit loving God. I just quit loving His creation. I
quit loving all that He had made. And that all included me.
When Jesus was asked what the most important commandments are, His answer was very interesting.
Look at Mark 12:2831:
One of the teachers of the law came and heard [the
Sadducees] debating [with Jesus]. Noticing that Jesus
had given them a good answer, he asked him, Of all the
commandments, which is the most important?
The most important one, answered Jesus, is this: Hear,
O Israel: the Lord our God, the Lord is one. Love the Lord
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your God with all your heart and with all your soul and
with all your mind and with all your strength. The second
is this: Love your neighbor as yourself. There is no
commandment greater than these (emphasis mine).
Were supposed to love other people the same way we love

ourselves. But do you love yourself? Better phrased, do you love
all of you? Because if you and I want to live a life that reflects
Christ and glorifies Him, we have to accept every part of who
we are. If you want to love other people correctly, you have
to figure out some way to love yourself correctly. Completely.
Today. Just as you are.
Like I mentioned, this has been a long, challenging, and
pain-filled road for me. It took many years of God speaking
to my heart through His Word, through people, and through
songs and words of encouragement before I could see I was
exactly the Annie I was supposed to be.
If youre like me, even a little bit, then the idea of loving
all of you seems challenging at best. More like impossible, if
you were to be really honest. I sat at a coffee shop while I was
writing this chapter as my friend, in tears, looked across the
table and said, How do I love me, Annie? And as I sat there,
I realized that it isnt a one-sentence answer. And it isnt a onemoment solution. I want you to know that learning to love is a
process, and it takes work, just like most everything else. But
as I look back on my life, going from duct-tape Annie to topof-the-well Annie, I think there are some definite choices I had
to make in order to learn to love correctly. (And I have grown
to love duct tape in all its appropriate uses. But thats a whole
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other topic.) These five choices helped me climb out of that
slimy well of self-hatredand I think they can help you too.
1. Accept Who You Are Today

There is no amount of dieting I can do today to make me a
size 2 by morning. No amount of plastic surgery done today
can make me look like a supermodel by dinnertime. Who I am
today is me, and God loves me deeply today. Today I have eaten
okay, I went to the gym, Im wearing sassy earrings, my hair is
out of control, and I completed my to-do list. God really loves
me today. Yesterday I skipped my cardio workout, had mozzarella sticks for dinner, wore flip-flops with cherries on them,
and didnt spend any time reading the Bible. God really loved
me yesterday, just the same as today.
I had a text conversation with a good friend today, really
encouraging him to embrace where God has him. You can do
this, Jim, I texted. Dont quit, buddy. I can love my friend
well, where he is today, because I love myself today. And I can
only love me because I know that God loves mebody, mind,
and soul. Am I perfect? Absolutely not. Does my body need
improvements? Probably. Does my mind need improvements?
Probably. Does my heart need improvements? Probably.
But Im choosing today to love the person God made me.
To look in the mirror and say, Downs, youre all right, old girl.
God loves all of you today. And then choose to make the decision to love me.
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2. Identify the Lies and Call Them That!

Just because I decide that Im going to love me today does not
mean that I dont hear other thoughts in my head: Shes so
skinny. Youll never look like that. You are such a screwup.
Your hair is out of control. (Wait, that last one is true. I ran
out of product.) But the otherstheyre lies. I have to take the
thoughts that are in my head, hold them up to the truth of
what God says about me, and then decide whether to keep
them or trash them.
Well focus a lot on this when we talk about our minds. But
for now, just know that you do not have to believe everything
you hear in your head. Satan, our enemy (for real, our enemy),
does not want you to glorify God with your body. And the best
way to make sure that doesnt happen is to fill your mind with
lies. As weve already established, if you hate your body, you
handicap your ability to honor God with it. You arent going to
use a tool of righteousness that you dislike. So if youve always
hated your hands, chances are you arent using them to the
full glory of God. If you dont want them to be seen, are you
willing to reach out?
I have to wonder. What lies do you believe in your head
about your body? Can you even pick them out? Can you hear
the difference in their slimy gristly voice and in the voice of a
God who made you exactly as you are?
3. Believe the Truth

But how can I identify the lies, Annie? By definition, they
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sometimes sound like truth but they arent! Oh, smart little
grasshopper. You know all things.
My friend Jenna got a job at a bank in Nashville. She was so
excited during her training when she was told that she would be
learning how to identify counterfeit money. In her sassy business suit, Jenna went to work that day expecting to see and
feel every different kind of counterfeit currency the FBI knew
about. She loves that kind of stufflike those shows on television dedicated to busting people doing something wrong. So
Jenna had a definite bounce in her step that morning, ready to
star on the next undercover show. Instead, when she arrived
they sat her and the other new employees down in a room. They
were each handed a stack of real money and asked to count it.
Over and over. And then again. And over again. I dont know
if this is totally accurate, but Jenna swears she counted the fifty
one-dollar bills over one hundred times.
Frustrated, one of the other new workers asked their
trainer, Why are we doing this?
The trainer responded, Now you know the feel of real
money. You have practiced so much with the real thing that
you will easily notice the fakes.
And so is the case with identifying lies. The very best way
to recognize them is to know the truth backward and forward.
Dr. Neil Anderson, in his book Victory over the Darkness
(Regal Books, 1990), made the following list of who we are in
Christ. Its a long list of scriptures. I like to use it as a reference,
something I look back on whenever I need a reminder of whats
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marized what each verse could be saying to you. Of course, you
should also read the Bible itself to see what speaks to you. But
for starters, Id suggest using it in your quiet times with God.
Pick a few of the verses and write them out in your journal.
Then look at each verse as a promise God makes to you. Here
are a few examples:
John 1:12. . . . . . . . . . . . . Annie is Gods child.
John 15:15. . . . . . . . . . . . Because I am a disciple, I am a
friend of Jesus. I am!
After you write down these statements, start reading them
out loud to yourself. Learn and hear and write the truth. That
way the lies will feel completely different.
Who I Am in Christ
I am accepted
John 1:12. . . . . . . . . . . . . I am Gods child.
John 15:15. . . . . . . . . . . . Im the kind of girl that Jesus is
friends with.
Romans 5:1. . . . . . . . . . . I am justified. Just as if Id never
sinned.
1 Corinthians 6:17. . . . . I am one with Christ through the
Holy Spirit.
1 Corinthians 6:1920. . I have been bought with a price
and I belong to God.
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1 Corinthians 12:27. . . . I am part of Christs body.
Ephesians 1:38. . . . . . . I am a child of God. Really.
Adopted. In the family.
Colossians 1:1314. . . . . God has rescued me from darkness, redeemed me, and forgiven
all my sins.
Colossians 2:910 . . . . . I am complete in Christ.
ecause of Jesus, I have access to
Hebrews 4:1416 . . . . . . B
the throne of God.
I am secure
Romans 8:12. . . . . . . . . No condemnation for meIm
free of it!
Romans 8:28. . . . . . . . . . I can be sure that God is working
everything together for good.
Romans 8:3139. . . . . . . I cant be separated from the love
of God.
2 Corinthians 1:2122. . I have been established, anointed,
and sealed by God.
Philippians 1:6. . . . . . . . God is going to complete every
good work He starts in me.
Philippians 3:20. . . . . . . I am a citizen of heaven.
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Colossians 3:14 . . . . . . I am hidden with Christ in God.
2 Timothy 1:7. . . . . . . . . I dont have to be afraidI have a
spirit of power, love, and a sound
mind.
1 John 5:18 . . . . . . . . . . . The evil one cannot touch meI
am born of God.
I am significant
John 15:5. . . . . . . . . . . . . I m a branch. Jesus is the vine.
He gives me life.
John 15:16. . . . . . . . . . . . I will bear good fruit.
1 Corinthians 3:16. . . . . I am Gods temple.
2 Corinthians 5:1721. . I am a minister of reconciliation
for God.
Ephesians 2:6. . . . . . . . . G
od raises me up, and Im seated
with Christ.
Ephesians 2:10 . . . . . . . . God made me on purpose.
Ephesians 3:12. . . . . . . . Because of Jesus, I can be confident when I go to God.
Philippians 4:13. . . . . . . I can do all things through
Christ. He gives me the strength
I need.
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Work on What You Can

All this being said, loving yourself also means taking care of
yourself. It took me too many years to figure out this truth. For
most of my life, I didnt wear trendy clothes or cut my hair in
cute styles. I told people it was because Id rather be comfortable. And to some extent, that was true. But the truest answer
is that I didnt feel like I deserved to be cute. To be attractive.
But if you really love yourself, you display that on the outside. Not that you have to spend tons of money on expensive
jeans or buy top-end jewelry, but it is important to be on the
outside who you know you are on the inside. Let the world see
that you are learning to love well, starting with how you treat
yourself. Because I know that God loves me unconditionally,
Ive learned how to love myself and who He made me. And by
working on that every day, it gets easier and easier.
Here are six tips on how you could outwardly display to the
world that you love yourself:
1. Exercise. Your size isnt the issue. There isnt a pretty size
or an ugly size. There is a point at which you become unhealthy
and your body suffers. Exercise doesnt have to consist of running a marathon, unless thats something you want to do.
(I have no clue why that would be fun, but if it makes you
happy, go for it.) Just go on a walk. Join a gym or a recreational
sports team. Just get out there and move your body.
2. Eat Right. I have a deep love for all things ice cream. Mix
it with chocolate-chip cookie dough and Im on cloud nine. Its
the epitome of delicious. But I cant eat ice cream for breakfast,
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lunch, and dinner. Not for a lack of skill or desireI have the
determination and the want to pull that off. But I know it isnt
healthy for my body, and so I choose to eat it maybe once a
week or once a month. Moderation is key, girls. Moderation.
And prayer. Weird? Maybe. But trust me that when you sit
down and ask the Lord to direct how you eat, He will. I have
grown to love my body, to love the way the Lord made me, so
I cant imagine filling my body with food or drink that will
destroy it. I try to choose the things that will honor my body
and represent the Lord well.
3. Buy Cute Earrings. Or bracelets. Or necklaces. Or rings.
Or toe rings. Or brooches, like my grandmother. That classic
look is coming back, or so she keeps telling me. Again, Im not
saying spend a lot of money. Just add some sassy jewelry to your
wardrobe. Need help? Ask someone who reeks of sass. A girl
whose fashion sense you respect greatly. Get her to go with you
to a store and help you buy one thing.
4. Wear at Least a Little Makeup. Again, this is where some
help is goodfrom your mom, or a mentor, or a friend who
has makeup-wearing tactics that are phenomenal. Dont put
makeup on like youre icing a cake. It shouldnt be a layer. But
use the products that are out there to enhance the beauty that
the Lord has already given you. Remember, it is all about making your outsides reflect the beauty that is on the inside. Its
also about showing the world youre beautiful, and you know
it. This isnt for other peopleits for you. For you to see on the
outside the beauty you have on the inside.
5. Pluck or Wax Your Eyebrows. My mom told me to do this
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when I was in college, and I got highly, highly offended. I did not
care what my eyebrows looked like. I fought it until my roommate talked me into doing it. It didnt feel awesomeobviously.
But my eyebrows looked great. Once it was done, I was hooked.
I cant believe Im saying this, but my mother was right. My face
really did look better with well-sculpted eyebrows.
In fact, when I went this past Thursday to get my eyebrows
waxed, the beautician said something rather interesting in her
thick Russian accent: Your eyes are beautiful, but you have to
bring the beauty out by framing them beautifully. Beautiful
brows equal beautiful eyes. I also had her wax my, ahem, mustache. Dont get me started. I cant believe that I even have hair
growing over my lip, but its true and it has to go. Wax it, ladies.
6. Get Enough Sleep. Just do. It will make your face look
better and it will make you be nicer to your friends and family. Sleep rejuvenates your body. Im quite the accomplished
sleeperI love going to bed early and staying in bed late. I love
to take naps (which I like to call snoozle mcdoozlesand no,
I dont remember why). So this isnt a challenge for me. But it
may be for you. Make a choice to get enough sleep. To live up
to your potential in Christ, you have to have rest.
Focus Your Attention on the Inside

This is where well camp. Because if your heart, your soul, your
spirit arent in line with who God wants you to be, then fixing
up the outside is pointless. Who you are on the outside should
be a reflection of whats on the inside. Your knower, as I like
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to call it. If you have accepted Jesus into your heart and He is
your Savior, then by the power of His death and resurrection,
you are clean. And you can be grateful for that. But more than
being clean, do you want to be holy? To live in a way that glorifies God? We want our bodies to be instruments of righteousness (Romans 6:13).
This is a lot of information, I know. But use it as a resource.

Dont go changing every area of your life tomorrow. People
will be weirded out, and you will be exhausted, trying to be
someone youre not. These are the steps that worked for me and
many of the women I have talked with. Embrace them slowly
but surely. Choose to love yourself not because of who you are
but because of Who made you. And then live in a way that
honors Him.
Maybe today you just need to be able to say that you are
okay with how He made you. Maybe there is no love yet.
Thats fine. Just take a step. One of my favorite Faith Hill songs,
This Is Me, says, Im just like everybody else. I try to love
Jesus and myself.
And thats all we can do. Try. Just try to love Jesus. And
yourself. In that order.
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chew on this
Ponder:
What are your best qualities?
What kind of lies are you hearing in your head?
Who do you trust to talk through this stuff with?
Read: Psalm 139

Look up: beautiful, lovely
Do it:
Take out your journal and write down a few of the things
you already really like about yourself. Then list a few of the
areas in which you hope to improvenot necessarily your
body itself but ways you want to improve in how you treat
the body God has given you.
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"This book will touch

your heart, encourage you,

To the She-Ra girls.

Chapter 10 Knees . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 164

Dear young lady reading this book,

Our bodies are unique. No two bodies are

So often when we read this passage or hear sermons on

Our goal is to please God, whether were at home in the

I remember the first time I hated my body.

Were supposed to love other people the same way we love

1. Accept Who You Are Today

2. Identify the Lies and Call Them That!

3. Believe the Truth

Work on What You Can

Focus Your Attention on the Inside

This is a lot of information, I know. But use it as a resource.

Read: Psalm 139

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