our blasphemy doesn't slight God, but seperates ourselves from him. it distances ourselves from him.

we haven't the power to slight God. it is the foggy film in which the untouchable unseeable brilliance is that our sacred thoughts focus up on. we can't cut through it, can never clearly see through it. but striving towa rds such impossibilities is different than the huddling that is blasphemy. be ho ly! strive to see or feel God, knowing it is impossible. the blasphemous is wors e than cowardly: we are all cowardly -- it could not but be. the blasphemous is delusional about moments of finite completeness: he perceives them as not epheme ral and inadequate. live in revolt: focus on the paradoxical, the ineffable. cow ardice will oscillate within revolutionaries with perceived disassembling effica cy. but this is the misperception of the blasphemous. we haven't the power to sl ight God. Whoever has not built his home, never will build it. what we are is pa radoxical, ineffable -- disquiet. the perception that reality is ephemeral (alwa ys disassembling) is only truthful if this ephemerality is the perceived effect of that which is ephemeral. that which disassembles dissambles itself. we cannot hold onto anything, but fall into this disassembling with this utmost bliss. THERE IS ONLY RELATIONS!!!!!! HOLY SHIT THIS IS THE POINT. THERE WOULD NOT BE BU T RELATIONS. WE CAN'T HAVE ONE THING AND HAVE IT BE THIS ONE FUCKING HTING. IT W OULD NECESSARILY BE IN RELATION TO SOMETHING. GODDAMNIT THERE ONLY IS RELATIONS. THEREFORE IF THERE WERE THIS ONE THING, IT WOULD NECESSARILY HAVE TO BE IN SOME THING, THERE ONLY IS RELATIONS, AND THEREFORE FORE THERE TO BE SOMETHING THAT TH ERE MUST BE SOME RELATION, WHICH THAT THE ACTUALLY IS. THEREFORE, FOR THIS ONE S INGULAR THING TO EXIST IT MUST BE IN A RELATION WITH ITSELF, WHICH NECESSARILY I MPLIES A DISQUIETUDE, BECAUSE THE THING IS INTENDED TO BE POSITED AS A SINGULAR THING (THE ONLY ONE THING THERE IS) AND IT ACTUALLY REVEALS ITSELF TO BE TWO THI NGS WHEN POSITED IT SUCH. EACH POSITING OF THE SOMETHING NECESSARILY OF OVERTURN ED BY THAT WHICH SELF-DEVELOPS FROM THIS POSITING. ALL THINGS MUST BE FOR AND TH ROUGH SOMETHING!!