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MASTERING ENERGY 
St. Germain through Joanna Neff (Jyoti Alla-An)
 Jyoti Alla-An - The Light Expansion Center - 3250 O'Neal Circle, D13 - Boulder, CO 80301 - Tel: (720) 406-1894
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I am St. Germain. It is a great honor and privilege to be with you here this evening. Wehave been discussing energy. As you may have understood in having read informationabout me that has come through--either erroneously or truly--other channels, and soforth, I am considered a master of the use of energy. An alchemist, a magician, if you will.In my Merlin expression I am interpreted as quite a crusty old fellow . . .very gruff, sort of world-weary and tired of it all, and so forth. We all have our grumpy days, and so it is insoul expression, in so-called "past" lives and in various other expressions.When you're in a body, and when, day after day, no one around you seems to want torelate to who they really are, it can get frustrating to a "magician." It seems easy whenyou're not in a body to make all these plans for what you wish to accomplish when you'rein a body, but when you get in that body, you say something like "Oh, no! What have Idone!" And you're doing that in many lives at one time. There's this ringing chorus of "Oh,no! What have I done!" throughout your many lives. But you come into expression as asoul group to explore certain issues--for example, Courage. Truth. Freedom.Many great masters, as you know, came into being at the time of your AmericanRevolution. All your Founding Fathers were masons--very mystical men, as you know.Spiritual adepts. Again, you have a period in history in which there's an acceleration of consciousness. One such obvious one would have been the Renaissance. Suddenly,seemingly out of nowhere, there was the flowering of the Arts. This was a shift inconsciousness. Every great age is a representation of a shift of consciousness, only nonecan compare to the one you're going through now in your Ascension consciousness.Understand that this is not the first time this has happened. It happens with regularityand in cycles. This evening I wish to give you some information about mastering your use of energy. Youhave thought of the mastery of the uses of energy as magic or alchemy: translating basemetals into gold, and so forth. This is nothing but understanding that everything whichyou live here is a hologram. Therefore, you create holographically within the rules anddimensions here what you need in your life, whether it be financial, relationship, and soforth. Once you get into a holographic kind of perceptual habit, then you learn the rulesand you extend from your spiritual evolution into the ability to call forth. You demand. Youdon't say: "Please" and grovel. You say: "I command. I demand." This is your mastery.Because of some confusions in the interpretations of religion and so forth, people havecome to feel that it is wrong to demand and to command. But, you see, that is whatmasters do. Boom! "I command this to manifest in my hand" or whatever it might be. Of course you're not going to do this overnight because your belief structures are not goingto allow you to. But, I assure you, if you were able to come into total, absolute belief thatyou could manifest piles of $100 bills in your hand, you could. So only your lack of belief holds you back.When manifesting it is important to be in a state of expectancy. Expectancy is a state of being, and I would use this term instead of "expectation" just because of the connotation.
 
Expectancy doesn't require some outcome. Expectation does. You say, "I am inexpectation of such-and-such, and if it doesn't happen, I get disappointed anddepressed." And there's the attachment, you see. Expectancy is a continuous state of being where all possibilities can come to me in this day, in this hour, in this minute.Virtually an infinity of options can play out. But the starting point, the first step, here is tosee that this reality is a hologram and that you create holographically within it.It is not difficult to create money if you realize that money is just energy. Money is a thingthat represents energy and that moves like energy. In fact, money moves energeticallymore than it moves actually. You know that it moves electronically from bank to bank. Nobills go anywhere. Correct? That's just energy moving from one location to another. The trick to creating your ideal world is to stop looking for the reflections of your being,your acts. Gurumayi Chidvilasanda, the great Siddha Guru, has said, "If you want yourdreams to come true . . . wake up!" This means changing your consciousness. As youevolve "spiritually," you lose self-consciousness, and this is both in the sense of feelingself-conscious and being conscious of self as an identity. The more empowered you are towork with these holographic-energetic structures, the less self-conscious you will be.When you are self-conscious, everything is reflected back to you and then processed. So Isay this, and it reflects back, and I say "This is the effect it had on so-and-so," and Iprocess it through my ego. That's what self-consciousness is.When you come into mastery, you are no longer attached to the outcome of your words,your thoughts, your actions. This is what the great enlightened masters mean bybecoming detached. No, you don't become aloof and arrogant and non-loving. You havecompassion, but it is not an attached compassion; meaning, "I feel compassion for youand I want to see in the mirror that you're grateful," do you see. True detachment is notbeing attached to the results of your actions, thoughts, words, feelings or deeds--bad orgood. Karma has been created as people are attached to the results. So if I do gooddeeds, and I am attached to your thanking me, and on your putting my name on aplaque?, I create karma. So, in the next life, you have to give back to me. The idea is notto create karma. Now, you know that in this great age karma is said to have beendispelled. It is the end of 
Kali Yuga
, the darkest spiritual age. You are coming into theGolden Age of Light. But you create karma within a day, within an hour, and so forth. You may be wondering why I am telling you all of this in such detail. It is because it willhelp you track your thoughts. You can say: "When I said this to so-and-so, was I expectinga certain reaction or was I looking to see what kind of reaction there would be?" There'sthe attachment. And so you move into your mastery when you come out of the reflectionback to self. You just
do
for its own doing. Or you
become
what you're doing. You are in astate of being. Then you get the ecstasy and the joy. Then you get the freedom fromhaving that mirroring going on, which only gratifies the mind momentarily and whichmust be constantly fed like an addiction, again and again.I would like someone in the group to pose a question, a hypothetical situation, and seehow I would answer you. For example: "I have such-and-such a situation in my life. Howwould I work with it energy holographically to manifest?"
Question
:I'm going back home to complete the circle with my father, to claim my power.What I don't understand is why I have this phobia about encountering spiders when I getthere. Is this somehow connected with my father?Oh, I have an answer right away, and this comes right out of [the channel's] experience.What you're talking about is fear of starting over again and again. I will tell you a storythat shows this is truly what your fear of spiders is trying to tell you. It's about a very bigspider, big in the body, almost crab-like in color, that built a web out on [the channel's]patio. She felt very honored that the spider picked this spot. The problem was that shekept forgetting that the spider was there, and as she would lean over to water her flower
 
box plants, she would break part of its web. And she did this five or six times, each timeapologizing profusely to the spider. Or she would go out and see that the wind haddisconnected some of the lines. She would say: "Doesn't that spider know how to makestrong lines anyway? What's wrong with this spider? I thought spider webs were supposedto be stronger than this."Finally, she got used to the spider's being there and no longer disrupted the web. Butwhat happened is that the left side of the web kept getting disconnected over and overand over again. Guess what the spider did? Again and again, the spider rebuilt itselaborate web. [The channel] got the message. She thought: When this happens topeople, they complain. They'd be saying: "Oh, God. I have to build this web again. I justdid this. This is so much work!" Whine whine. Moan moan. Groan groan. Do you see? Butanimals don't complain. This is the great lesson of nature. They just do what they'reintended to do, just as the spider did. Change, you see, is the nature of all existence, andin Third Dimension it is the most difficult to relate to change, because "just when youthought it was safe to go back in the water," there's Bruce, the shark.One of the greatest fears of all humans is big changes, and yet so many of you areactively seeking these shifts now. You imagine, however, that if you shift in these ways,then your Ascension path is all going to be beautiful, and then you can coast for five-thousand lifetimes, or whatever. There is never any coasting . . . at
any 
level. I nevercoast. And, as Jyoti has said, "that is a bummer" in 3-D, because, in the density of thehuman body, it is intolerable to the 3rd-dimensional mind to believe that "This goes onforever at every level of existence." This is purgatory, like Sisyphus rolling the rock up thehill one more time. Then it rolls down, over and over again.Unencumbered by the body, however, you experience this as great adventures andopportunities. This is why your achievement here is so great, and why you are sohonored, and why you are heroes to us. Because doing what you're doing in physicalbodies is incomprehensible on the spiritual level, and you gain many more "browniepoints" by doing it in a physical body than you do in a disembodied state, which is whyyou decided to come here to do this . . . because of the tremendous merits, if you will, onthe Spirit and Soul level, not only for you but for all in your soul group. For all the HigherSelves, for all the Oversells, on "up" "up" up," as you say; for all the angels and AscendedMasters and all the other Great Beings of Light--every "tiny" thing that you accomplishhere in the light is magnified exponentially, and only
you
do not see the greatness of your achievement. The other vision that I got when you asked your question about spiders was not that youfear spiders such as the big, hairy tarantula but more that you fear the spider's function--the whole process of "building the web." And this particular spider that I've been tellingyou about had a lot of babies too. It was as in the beautiful story,
Charlotte's Web
. Do youknow that story? It's about rebuilding. It's about setting up your web that is the wholecenter of your universe. Where your food comes in. And then you wrap it, and then youstore it over here in this intersection of these lines.And the other thing about a web that's very appropriate here is that when spiders touch apart of the web, they hear a
sound 
. That's how they always know where they are so thatthey don't get caught in their own webs. They know where all the bugs are because theytouch the web and they can hear all the relationships of those sounds. It's like axylophone. So, you see, the web for you, and the whole spider thing, is the construct of your life as you have known it so far. Quite literally, you are the weaver of your owndestiny. This "phobia" is actually an energetic pattern, or energetic structure, representing thatissue that can be read by others. Another channel, for example, might pick up on thatstructure and translate it into a clairvoyant image that makes sense to him as a past lifein which you are trapped in a ravine with tarantulas. It hasn't actually
happened 
in a past
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