Welcome to my world

Do u know me ? Im just a girl same like the most girls in this world ... i have feeling, of course. I want to be beautiful, of course. I want to be loved by a boy, of course. I want have some pretty dresses, of course. But the most important is I want to have A REAL AND TRUE LOVE IN MY LIFE And its begin .... I have a boy. I have that relationship for about 2 years. He is really really understand my heart. He always accompany me wherever n whenever i go. Everytime i always spend my time with him. And one day, i saw him closed to my bestfriend. He almost never give his careness again to me. He give all his careness to that girl (my bestfriend). Im really hurted that time. But im trying to believe him. calm afternoon when the sun want to go down from the sky, he said to me that he want to break this relationship. Thats of course really hurt for me. I cant. But nothing i can do. He want this relationship really really finished.. i just crying crying and crying. I love

him. Im really really love him. I dont want like this. And the next day, he asked me to back again with him. But i dont want. Because he have been hurt my heart like that and then he back again to my life easier.. oh my God ! I dont believe it that he did like that to me. I thought he love me and didnt want to lose me. But, actually not like that.. and im choose to go far away from his life. Now i did. I have a new boyfriend. But, in the fact, i was the second girl for him.. of course that really hurt me. But i can forget my old boyfriend because of him. I really really love him like i did to my old boyfriend. I dont want to lose him. I dont want he choose his first girlfriend. But i want he choose me to be the only one that he love. That is my world... W.P.P