Concept Noun 1. A general notion or idea. 2. An idea of something formed by mentally combining all its characteristics or particulars; a construct.

3. A directly conceived or intuited object of thought.

This tale isn't about C.J., Chris, or Jay; this tale is about Concept Man: 1203948 or as you also know me as Jason. Right now I am leaning forward and leaving my past behind him. I am riding with the wind as it gently hits my face. This is what it feels like when the wind touches my skin. The city is so loud but I am deafen by the goal at hand but before we go on let's start this journey from the beginning. Concept Men can live between realms, Heaven and Earth. We'reSorry, they're employed by what you know as God but we call him by an unspeakable name. Many Humans misconstrued Concept Men for Angels when they're not one of the same. If there is ever a Concept Man seen on Realm: Earth by a Humans eye then that Concept Man is perceived as an everyday man in a black suit with a black tie, white shirt, and black shoes. Every Concept Man is always faceless, meaning Humans would never remember the facial appearance of any Concept Man. The most important thing is every Concept Man wears a tie clip that sparkles like a star in the sky. Thats no tie clip; the sparkle on their tie is their life force. The life force that keeps the Concept Men between realms helping to ground their mind to each realm they visit. The Concept Men are the keepers of order and chaos. The Concept Men balance that unknown force of existence. If there is too much order that would equal peace and that would equal the lost of faith for God. If there is a utopia for Humans that would only lead Humanity worshiping Humanity. God will not have lost of faith from Humanity as a whole. If there is too much chaos between

Humanity then Humanity will cease to exist because Humanity will destroy its own existence. The chain reaction of chaos and mayhem would become the lost of God. If there aren't any Humans to worship God then God would cease to exist. When Humanity developed the action of choice and free thought that's was when the first Concept Man came into existence. The Concept Men has been in existence since Humans were Humanoids. Each Human is appointed one Concept Man to follow and guide them through their life span. In God's eyes, he believes each Human has the capability to throw off the balance of chaos and order. The Concept Men guides their appointed Human through their life span to steer them off the destructive path of order or chaos. The Concept Men are able to intervene three times in a Human's life span. So, all the times you second guessed a thought or choose to do something different it was all the doing of your appointed Concept Man changing your mind. If you're life is destining for the path of chaos or order and your Concept Man cant steer you clear off that path; well, that is when the Concept Men's job become dirty. Have you ever heard of freak accidents or sudden death? Yeah, there is no such thing. That is all the doing of the Concept Men. The balance of order and chaos is very important for existence. So if a Human's life force is needed to be nonexistent then the Concept Man has to find creative ways to handle with their appointed Human untimely demise. The untimely demise might be handled with a mugger to a nasty car crash. In history the Concept Men's handy work has been all throughout civilization. Here are a few examples; the magic bullet that assassinated JFK was from Concept Man 8920, he was one wicked sharpshooter. The fall of Rome was the doing of many Concept Men. The destruction of the World Trade Centers on the eleventh of September was a thought whispered in the ears of many U.S. government officials then relayed to a CIA special black-ops agent, Osama bin Laden. As you can see Concept Men sometimes have to do evil actions for the common good of Humanity. If you're wondering how am I able to talk to you all because I still exist between two worlds, Heaven and Earth. Now, where do I fit within this story; I came to existence with the Society of Conception at the birth of Lola Rodriguez as her appointed Concept Man throughout her life span. The first moment she noticed my presence was at the age of seven. She was playing with her dolls in her bedroom in Houston, Texas. As soon as I walked into her bedroom, she looked my direction and said, "Hi. You wanna play wit me?" At first I thought she was playing childish games with an imaginary friend until she said to me, "Are you just gonna stand at the door all day? What's your name? My name is Lola and I am six. My mommy told me I am a big girl now 'casue I am six." I was shocked at her attraction to my presence. I was new as a Concept Man so instead of guiding her mind back to playing with her dolls I wiped her memories clean of my presence. Every now and again throughout Lolas life span she felt my presence by looking over her shoulder right into my eyes or by asking,

Is anyone there? Just recently she was able to talking to me because of the narcotics she was taking helped to expend her mind on levels the average Humans mind cant process. The first time we actually had a two way conversation was one of the first nights she was using illegal narcotics. She said to me, I know youre in here with me. Youre always with me. Say something cuz I can hear your foot steps when youre walkin behind me. I said, Mmmhhh. Thats a problem. She said, Who are you? Your presence has been around with me as long as I can remember. I said, I am the narrator to your life. She said, Really? How does my life look in twenty years? Am I rich? Happy? In love? I said, I am not allowed to share that information with you. She said, Whats the point of being here if youre not gonna tell me how this story ends? I said, To observe and guide you. I am a Concept Man. She said, If youre one of those men who is writin our lives doesnt that make you God? I said, I only work for the entity you call God. She said, You work for him? Well tell him I wanna be somebody. Tell him I am gonna be somebody! I said, I am not going to deliver that message, Lola. She said, If hes your boss you can deliver my messageWait, I thought God had Angels workin for him, not abstract men. I said, Angels do work with him closely as his soldiers. Concept Men are more of the workers for his overall mission. She said, Concept Men? Whats Concept Men? I said, This is a mistake. You know too much. Sorry.

She said, I know too much?! You cant just stuck me I then wield her mind to sleep because Concept Men is suppose to stay unknown, just a figment of many Humans imagination and at times their death. My growing love for her overwhelms me to answer her calling out to me. I have watched her grow from a child to into an adult and thats when my emotions came into play. Concept Men are neutral to emotions, emotions are Human traits. Concept Men do not love or hate; Concept Men are just there to narrator and guide Humans to the wield of God. There was another time she reached out to me and I had to answer. Her voice to my ears was beautiful if there is such a thing. She said to me, I know youre there. ANSWER ME! I said, Yes. She said, Will I ever be happy? I said, I cant tell you that. I can will you to go to sleep. Youre body is tired. Go to sle I wish you stop tellin what to do. If youre not gonna tell me how everything ends for me then fuck outta here. I said, I am just here to narrate and guide. I am here to help you. I am sorry. She said, Listen, Concept ManDo I really need to call you that? That name sounds dumb comin out my mouth. I am gonna call you Jason. Okay Jason? I said, My name is Concept Man: 1203948. Youre not allowed to chance my name. She said, What? I can change your name if I want. If he was a real boss he woulda gave you a real name, Jason. I said, Please reframe from calling me that horrible sound thats coming out of your mouth. She said, No, I wont stop callin you by your new name, Jason. Why do you always show up? Are you my guardian Angel or something? I said, I am only here to narrate and guide you to a better path. She said, What! I dont get that riddle. Talk to me straight. I said, Okay. You need to stop using any illegal substance.

She said, I dont wanna stop! This stuff makes my body feel so good. My mind races so fast. You should try some. I said, No. She said, Why not? Cuz youre on the clock? I got you. So when are you gonna stop talkin to me bout what I do behind closed doors. Are you gonna be like that dick, C.J.? I said, No. I just want you to live a great life. The more you use any illegal substance your future grows darker by the hour. I just want you to live. She said, Its nice that you care bout me. I wish more men cared bout me like you do. Men only see me as a fuck toy. I just want someone to love me. I wish I can hug you right now, Jason. Lolas cellular phone rings and as I watched her crawl to it like a slug I felt something Ive never felt before, sorrow. I had to leave before I made a mistake. She yelled out, Jason? Jason? Where did you? Jason? Jason? Come back! I am sorry! Jason! Please come back! I am sorry, Jason. Come back. I dont wanna be alone. We shared many moments together talking with one another before her delayed death. With time I became comfortable with Lola and at certain point looked at her as more of a friend over an appointed Human. I actually shared with her the purpose of Concept Men and my role in this universal balance. I said to her, I have been here since the beginning. I watched your birth into this world and growth into an adult. She said, You have been there my whole life? Really? I said, Yes. I was there when you lost your first tooth to the first moment your minstrel cycle begun. She said, So, anytime I felt a presence round me when I was alone that was always you, Jason? I said, Yes. That was me. She said, Wow! You was always there for me. Wow! I knew you felt familiar, Ja Before she could finish her sentence her friend Christopher entered the dressing room. I had to slowly fade into the background so Christophers Concept Man didnt notice I was talking to Lola about the order of the Society of Conception. One day there was orders handed down from God to the Grand Concept and then was handed down me to kill Lola. I felt an emotion of being torn to fulfill my purpose but also to help the woman I love.

The night she was out with her friend Jaymen at a rooftop party I wield her to take a deadly narcotic called Black Mercy. Once Lola arrived home I cloaked my presence to her and wield her to sleep. The moment she fell into a deep sleep she vomited causing her to choke to death. I felt something else Id never felt before coming out of my eyes, tears as Humans would call it. As I watched her dying all I could do was cry. Once her heart stopped I stood over her lifeless body crying because the woman I watched grow up is dead. How can someone order a person to murder someone they love? Without a hesitation I gave her mouth to mouth only to breathe life back into her body. She released a coughed to indicate to me that shes alive. I wield her mind and body to rest for a day and I left her alive. I also left her a message to stop her deadly narcotic usages for me and she did. She found something else to make her happy, Christopher. I felt the emotion of being upset to see her in another mans arms but at the end of it all I am only here to guide and narrator her life span. I just want to see Lola happy. Once I arrived home to the Society of Conception God was furious with my decision and betrayal. Lola was stripped from my presence and was appointed a new Concept Man. I was put on trial with the Grand Concept being my judge, jury, and executioner. Before we go any further, allow me to explain the position of Grand Concept. Grand Concept is the very first Concept Man. He is the very first thought/decision Humanity conceived at the beginning of existence. That first thought from that original Humanoid was survival. The punishment for compassion to all Concept Men is Humanity. Compassion disrupts the universal balance of existence. God and Grand Concept banish any rogue Concept Men or Women to an immortal life as a Human on Realm: Earth. If you have ever seen a Human thats a new neighbor or somebody you have never seen before in your ten years of living in any particular neighborhood; he or she is a banish Concept Man. Banish Concept Mens immortality play as a contingency plan of Gods. The possible threat of Humanity extinction off of Realm: Earth the banish Concept Men are used to repopulate Humanity in the eyes of God. This wouldnt be the first time God and Concept Men worked hand to hand for the well being of Humanity and it will not be the last. Before Grand Concept banished me to an eternal life of Humanity he allowed me to watch Lolas final moments on Realm: Earth; dying at the manipulating hands of Concept Man: 344994180. Lolas voice cracked with disappointment in her tone and her words were filled with pain as she said to me, Jason. J-Jason! I know youre h-here. H-help m-me. Im s-sorrrry. Pl-Please f-forgive m-m-m-m-me. I couldnt do anything but watch, watch the woman I truly love dying inches away from me. God is cruel with his divined comedy. As I watched the final moments of her life seeping out of her body all I could do is cry. There were so many tears coming out of my eyes they broke through to Realm: Earth and dropped into Lolas puddle of blood. I closed her cold, dead eyes that were staring into oblivion. This unfamiliar noise of hissing and musical harps filled the room and then a beam of light from the ceiling touched Lolas heart pulling her soul out of body and guiding it to the Heavens. I watched her

soul go up as she looked down and smiled at me. She looked ever so beautiful and happy while I am stuck down here on Realm: Earth for eternality. The moments after Lola ascended to Heaven I was then put into my Human life as Jason Blaine, a trash man. But I remembered everything; I remembered the reason to why Lola needed to die. Christopher and Lola were destining to be together as lovers. Lola and Christopher previous had met twice in their lives. The first time was when the two were eighteen and Lola was visiting her cousin in Brooklyn, New York and Christopher and Lola crossed paths catching one anothers eye. I had to will her not to talk to him by having her calling her mother back home in Houston, Texas. The second moment was when Lola was an extra on Christopher and Jaymens show, Bosom Buddies. The two exchanged conservation until I wield her to stop the conversation before the two exchanged numbers. I wield her mind many times working with Christopher. I also wield her to be disgusted by him. Once my presence was known by Lola, her mind become too strong to be wield therefore Destiny played her hand. The night Christopher and Lola were engaged in the act of sexual intercourse Christopher actually impregnated Lola with a boy. If this life played it course for Lola and Christopher the two would had quitted the Amazing Poof show and settled down together in a happy marriage with three children. Lolas friend C.J. would have lost his passion to continue on with the show. Truth be told C.J.s show and himself actual plays a great role in the balance of chaos. Lola and Christophers son would have grown up to be the President of the United States of America in thirty-eight years. President Goldberg would have started a holy war with Iran leading into nuclear fallout for both countries expanding into the nuclear fallout within seventy-five percent of the world. The fallout would have extremely tipped the balance of chaos causing most of Humanity to lose faith in God. Thirty-six years after the fallout a utopia would have been established called North Haven. Humanity would have lived in peace with one another only having faith in Humans, not God. God, Heaven, Angels, and Concept Men would have ceased to exist. Without Humanities faith there is no God. So in Gods eyes Lola Rodriguez needed to be murdered for the well being of Humanity and the universal balance of existence. Now that you all know everything, lets go back to the beginning; the beginning of my life as a Human. So far this has been a hard at times troublesome life to live as a Human. It pains me each and everyday I have been living in this realm without Lola. I cry everyday before I go to work and some nights I cry myself to sleep. For the past few days I have been trying to remember one clause as a Human from Concept Man, its more like a hidden clause. The clause is, As a Human from Concept Man, you will be granted immortality for being a criminal to Heaven and you would live as a Human for eternality. You, Human from Concept Man would feel pain in the physical, emotional, and mental but never experiencing a fatality UNLESS suicide is committed by Human from Concept Man. The act of commit suicide as a Human from Concept Man will grant honorary entrance into Heaven. With that being said allow me to expend this picture. Right now I am leaning forward and leaving my past behind him. Not because I want to forget about my lovely Lola. I am

running from the two Concept Men who are behind me reaching out to me. I am leaning forward to follow my true destiny, to be with Lola. I am leaning forward to escape the cold, calculated, and manipulating narration and guidance of the Concept Men. I control my life now. No mind willing within my thoughts or whispering thoughts into my ears. I am escaping this personal purgatory. This is what I am choosing to do with my life. I am going to end it by leaning forward into this on coming bus riiiiight abooooutNOW! UhOuch! Thats what that feels like. Dying is not a good feeling, a lot of pain, fear, and loneliness wrapped up into one extreme feeling. I am never doing that againWaitWhat is that warm feeling of light hitting my face. As soon as I open my eyes I hear the most beautiful sound I ever heard in my short life. The sound calls out to me by saying, Hey you I focused my eyes beyond the blinding lights of Heaven only to see a big beautiful smile thats on the golden brown face of Lola. Shes dressed in a beautiful white gown. She extends her hand to me, I guess to help me up from the floor. She says to me, I was watchin over you like you was watchin over me. How do you feel? As I am getting up from the floor dusting myself off I say to her, Sore. Where Am I? Lola stares at me in awe as she looks up at me while shes saying, Heaven. Duh! You committed suicide, remember. You beat the systemI didnt expect you to be Latin. I say to her, Whats Latin? How should I look? Lola smiles at me and then grabs my right hand to pull me toward the big golden gates. She says, You look fine, silly. Lets go, Jason! Lola and myself, Concept MaI mean, Jason runs into a beautiful golden city thats welcomed by a astonishing garden thats beyond the golden gate. Lola and I run through the garden playing as if were two happy children. I turns back to look at the closing gate as I stand in the garden. I smiles as Lola yells out, Cmon Jason! I have so much to show you! I happily run to Lola only to grab her in my arms to do what Humans do to show affection, its called kissing. As I am kissing my lovely Lola, I think to myself,

I guess this mean this is a new beginning...This is how the concept of love begins.