They say, they want heavenThey say, they want GodI say, I got heavenWell I say, I am God
The Weeknd’s Heaven Or Las VegasMonday, August 20
1:43 AMJay is crying as he sits on the edge of his bedin his bedroom. His bedroom is a mess and hislampis on the floor lighting up the dim room as he tremblesin a crying fit. Jay is screaming,“I didn’tmean to kill her! I am so sorry, Lola”Jay runs over to a wall in his bedroom to puncha hole init and he then flips his bed over, rips histelevision off the wall, punches another hole into a wall, and he throws his side night tableinto awall. The table crashes intoat full speed wall and a bottle of pills rolls out of the draw of thetable. Jay franticly dives to the floor for the bottle. Jay wrestles the top off of the bottle only topour two black pills into his left hand. The pills are black mercy and Jay then pops both pillsintohis mouth. He wipes the running tears from his face and then says,“Maybe this will help me to relax.”Jay curls up on his bedroom’s floor like a dog. Jay calmly close his eyes and hums himself tosleep as he’s still trembling.