"Why are you telling me this?" she finally asked. "Why do you thinkI have the slightest interest in it?"I knew it was time to quit. Homeworlders might be fascinated bythe trivia of Terra, but Nikki wasn’t a Homeworlder. Besides, I’d alreadyturned her off once, talking about my early experiences on Atlantea –not the sort of thing to bring up to a woman whose sister had fled theRites.But this time I thought I'd found the right approach to my quarry."Nikki, the thing is,
I
didn't give a shit about these people any morethan you do. I don’t know what happened to them after I left, and Idon't want to. I wanted to get out of Llanview in the worst way. Iwanted to get to Velor in an even worster way. I'd had two years tothink about it, remember?""I'm trying to forget. Can you get to the point?""I'm getting there. You’re like me, before I left Llanview and cameto Velor. Only for you, Velor might as well
be
Llanview. You're bored outof your gourd, you have nothing to do with yourself -- nothing that'sallowed to you by your station. And the things you
do
want to do are…forbidden."I realized too late that I'd hit a raw nerve -- one I wasn't supposedto know about."
WhatÂ
things? Did Mother tell you that? Did she send you to mindme again? She doesn't trust Sara, is that it? Or is this sort of scam?Like, you’re going to enhance me? Make me a P1?"I saw through the sarcasm. She must have thought I was a prettypoor excuse for a supremis, even an M-class supremis like herself. Shewas just being testy. And paranoid. She had a right to on both counts,so I just ignored her bitter words."Hear me out. You might be surprised.""You're just desperate to get laid. Big surprise."Â
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