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NEW ENERGY SPIRITUAL MOVEMENT
HI Friends! My name is Sreedhar and I am a bachelor. I was born in dharmapuri,kareemnagar district, Andhra Pradesh, India. I was brought up in Warangal. Myfather worked in the police department. For the past ten years I lived in Hyderabadand practiced my auditing. I came into meditation in the month of February 2004.Since June 2007, I left my auditing and started my march towards spreadingawareness to people about the NEW ENERGY CONCEPT. I would like to share withyou the changes in my life which led me to take this decision. I also want to tellyou how I was before and how I am now after entering into meditation. I was bornin a strict Brahmin family, which was deeply involved in all religious beliefs andcustoms who also performed various kinds of pujas, sthotras and japas. We aremodern pancha pandavas to our parents. While they all created the history, wewere all born with various health problems. I am nakula the fourth one, I used tobe all fit and fine. At home we had saligramas and marakata (emerald) lingam, for which abhishekams were performed continuously. But still, there were manyproblems at home; all my 3 brothers suffered from a lot of health problems, my 2elder brothers are not yet married. Conventionally it is said that if u do good ureceive good but it is not happening like that we are doing only good but almostbad is happening in our life. Through my practical knowledge what I mean to sayis even if we do good, good will not happen in our lives. So we cant assume that,if we do bad good will happen. On planet earth you will find mostly two categoriesof persons. Good and bad. You will find both happiness and sadness in their livesbut mostly sadness. A person who belongs to third category always enjoys hislife. I belongs to third category. People of this category always stay in bliss. Thiscan only be understood after you read to my lecture.My brothers faced a lot of health problems, the elder one suffered fromconstipation and my 2
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one always suffered from diarrhea and both of them hadasthma. Many doctors have performed a lot of tests, all reports were normal butproblems have never solved. We prayed to lot of gods but our problems never subsided and also my mother prayed to lord balaji that she would come to tirupatiif the eldest one had got married, that never happened so we never went totirupati. We put forward a condition before god to fulfill our wishes. We visittemples only if our desires are fulfilled , if not we change god himself. Everydaythere were a lot of pujas performed at home, but still the tough times alwaysprevailed. So I didn’t understand what exactly was going on.I was happy and enjoyed my college life. My thread marriage ceremony wasperformed for me 15 yrs ago. After that I learnt Vedas from my grandfather and
 
also used to perform abhishekams and sandhyavandanam. I was quite a devotee. Ihad a penchant for lord Shiva, Krishna, Hanuman and lord Narsimha. I used tothink god really existed and thought that he would help us and give happiness.But ten years ago I suffered from asthma, even my mother and 2 brothers had ittoo. Then I asked my mother that, if really god existed? why am I having thisproblem? why did I also join group of ill health? My mom answered that it is dueto karma and the sins committed by me in the previous birth. My belief in godstarted coming down then I started practicing astrology. I used to wear a lot of malas and I used to perform grahashantis. For a period of time I felt a little relief,but later on my problems started again. I started observing the other astrologersand the way they lived, they too faced a lot of problems, if astrologer himself hadso many problems then what about the layman? I felt that astrology is not theright path to go. I started asking pundits about the solution to the problems, buteveryone had the same answer that is karma. I asked my mother y should we prayto god? She answered that in order to have a better next birth we need to pray togod.My father as I have mentioned earlier had worked for the police department. Manypeople from the police department used to offer him bribes, but he never used toaccept them . So they used to offer to us but then he never let us accept it .Healways used to say it is a sin. My mother then said that money earned throughcorruption would not last for long only money earned with sincerity would lastforever. But none of us settled in life, after my father’s retirement, we put up afinance business with my fathers retirement money, but then we ended up with aloss of 5 lac rupees in 2 years. Then again I questioned my mother aboutwhatever she said, but again the answer was karma and fate. The position in myhouse was so bad, it was like a man who went to the astrologer like me andquestioned him about his future, then the astrologer answered that his bad timewould last for over a period of 40 years. Though he was disappointed, again hehad a small ray of hope and then asked him again, whether his position wouldimprove after 40 years, but the astrologer said that he would get used to theproblems. Many people used to share their problems with my mother. I againasked my mother as to why people are coming to us sharing their problems, whenwe ourselves are flooded with problems. My mother then answered that we areseniors in facing these kinds of problems, we have faced them right fromchildhood but these people are not familiar with them and so they share it with us.This was the problem with us. I shifted to Hyderabad when the financial problemsgrew worse at home and i practiced auditing in Hyderabad. I used to live in a smallroom as a bachelor. I was all alone in the room, so I was filled with a lot of thoughts and fell victim to depression. I never understood how to overcome thedepression. I wanted to make my parents happy by solving all the problems athome. I used to get money but, it was all fraudulent. Then I took a decision to die.One of my friends close to my place had killed himself in an accident under the
 
lorry, and his parents got an insurance amount of rupees 5 lacs. I too wanted todo the samething, so that my parents would get the money and all the debts athome would be cleared, but then I got an inner message that if I die, my parentswould be swept by a wave of sorrow through out the life, so I then took a decisionthat I would live till my parents lived and would die after they died because thereis no more happiness in life.Then I started practicing as an auditor, I had a few clients only and the money wasalso not sufficient. Then one of my friends told me that this wouldn’t work out if Isit at home, and that clients wouldn’t come to me. So he advised me to go toattend the meetings in order to increase my clients. Then, one of my clientsinvited me to a meditation class. I thought who would attend a meditation classand thought it was not my cup of tea. In the beginning I had a negative opinionabout meditation like everybody has usually, but in reality this is wrong, only atrue meditator enjoys life to the full extent. After you read this lecture you willunderstand how I am enjoying my life becoz of meditation.In order to increase my practice I attended meditation class. It was the first day,we had one hour class and one hour meditation. I gave my visiting cards toeveryone there. After going home I got a thought while cooking (as I was abachelor) why can’t I concentrate on my breath when the rice gets cooked. Isuffered from a lot of sleepless night’s becoz of my asthma, due to this I hadmemory loss and went down in my studies. I tried my best to improve myconcentration power. I even chanted uthista ganapathi’s mantra, but there was noresult. So I thought I can start concentrating on my breathing and practiced itdaily, from then my life had started taking a new turn. I never thought I wouldreach this stage. It’s actually said that what ever we think god will not think thesame. Here we means the mind and god means the soul. If mind has one kind of program then soul has another kind of program for u. I went into meditationthrough the mind programming in order to increase my practice but my soulprogramming was entirely different. I left auditing and started spreading theawareness about new energy concepts since 1 and half year.I started meditation and on the second day itself I sat for 8 hours, that is 2 hourssitting for 4 times, I was feeling a kind of dizziness, which was the energy flowingthroughout me. I was feeling as if ants were crawling all throughout my body. Iwas wondering if it really happened to me. On the third day also I meditated for around 8 hours and on the fourth day I got a message from within that somemiracle would happen to me. I don’t know what miracle was it but I still continuedto sit in the meditation. I used to listen to a lot of bhagwathgita in which lord
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