PREFACEWhen I was nine someone gave me a blank diary. Idon’t remember who. It was pure white and had a smallgolden lock that opened with a small golden key that wasalso meant to re-secure the lock, but never did. I loved thatdiary. I remember very distinctly knowing it was the best giftI’d ever received. I filled it with stories about princesses andkings, about horses ridden by girls whose fathers drovearound in fancy cars. I wrote about things that were nothingabout me.When I was eleven a poet came to my school to teach aclass for several days. She was called a poet-in-the-school, aspecial guest, a rare occurrence. Every minute she spoke itwas like someone was holding a lit match to the mostflammable, secret parts of me. One day the poet-in-the-school explained what metaphors were and then asked us towrite a whole poem composed of them. I was a lion. I was an