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The Reincarnation of Austin Spare

The Reincarnation of Austin Spare

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Published by: Andras Nagy on Dec 04, 2012
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My Reincarnation Story or writing about Austin Spare.
Finding out about my past life was both exhilarating and disturbingexperience. I was never intended of seeking to find out about my past life,thinking that I most likely was a person like million other cases, an unknown,undocumented personality, whose life is hidden behind the veils of history.I was drawn to mysticism and magic since my late education and initiationinto an obscure type of Yoga, called Agni Yoga. After my fall-out with myteacher I begun my solitary journey that eventually had lead me to Hermetic philosophy and later Chaos magic.It must also be told that while I was born and raised in Budapest, Hungary, Iwas an anglophile as early as I remember. My reading and education bothlead me to the English culture and literature. I have attempted to immigrate toEngland first and only after I was refused, I looked into emigrating to Canadaor the United States.Austin Spare died in the Spring of 1956 and I was born in December 1956.Spare died of a burst appendix and while I've never overly concerned myself with my health, the concept of appendicitis, inexplicably has always gave mealarms. I would guess our dying leaves an imprint, a memory that sometimesstays around and can get carried over into the next incarnation.My life and childhood was non-typical for a Hungarian youth. I was veryself-conscious and inhibited with women but I was drawn to older women for comfort and sex. This pattern is a prepetition of Spare's sex life. I never hadany homosexual experience nor the inclination or curiosity but I had certaineffeminate characteristics that gave out false signals and I was approached bygay men throughout my life. This is also a very Spare-like attribute.I loved doodling and drawing of pictures of animals and persons. My mother encouraged my artistic persuasion while my father told me that I needed tolearn something I could support myself with. In addition to drawing and painting I loved cats and other animals as well. I was frequent visitor in theZoo.After discovering my past life I begun reading and studying the life andworks of Austin Spare and wanted to go deeper. I wanted to know what was before Austin Spare. Who was he/us, before that time? This overactivecuriosity eventually got the better of me. I stated imagining things and started
actually believing them. Of course there is no proof or definitive verdict thatI was Austin Spare. I believe in my own instincts and inner guides, coupledwith certain facts about me that I know, that others might consider lesser importance, would not believe the same way as I. This paper or my book isnot about convincing anybody. Certain people who are predisposed againstthe idea of reincarnation and karma would never believe my story, no matter how much convincing I could muster. Similarly, those who are friendlytowards the idea of reincarnation would find my story completely plausibleand believable.The idea of writing a fictional story - partially based on biographical facts,largely based on imagination and the freedom of the novelist. Ideas expressedvia a novel do not need to be explained, rationalized or proved. They have to be told, interestingly and with believable and well developed characters.
Figure 1 Austin Spare as a young man.
 The Synopsis of the Novel"During the cold war, Mihai finds himself an orphan and anew immigrant in America. When there is a shooting duringtheir daring escape attempt on the border of Yugoslavia andItaly only Mihai manages to esape. He finds himself inAmerica alone and without a clear purpose, playing pokerand using his magic to get buy. Mihai is discovering that he isalso a natural magician. Through the power of his will andimagination he can conjure up cards. After a while Mihai'sskill to do magic is gradually fading and he must find work.After a series of attempts to find happiness in self-indulgenceand gaining material wealth, he finally finds his purpose andsolace after a chance encounter with Raphael, an old andmysterious man in Ashland, Oregon. When Raphal, who isalso a spiritual teacher, reveals to Mihai that he is thereincarnated Austin Osmond Spare(AOS), the Edwardianpainter and occultist. This revelation changes our protagonistforever. Researching the life and deeds of AOS leads himfurther into the occult. When Raphael dies, before he has achance to Initiate him, Mihai's life again becomes disoriented.Gradually he starts making contacts with the subtle world,where he receives guidance and instructions. Is he in contactwith his Guru or something more sinister? Is he losing hismind or his visions are real? Will he find out his life's karmiclesson that his past self has now to learn in order to move upon the "spiritual ladder" and find peace and joy, or will herepeat the "class" again? ...
This serial book will be re-titled and republishedas
Reincarnation of Austin Spare: from Chaos to Order 
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