disease: it is accompanied by great suffering. The suffering, however, isrendered endurable by interruptions; for the strain of extreme pain must cometo an end. No man can suffer both severely and for a long time; Nature, wholoves us most tenderly, has so constituted us as to make pain either endurableor short. The severest pains have their seat in the most slender part of our body;nerves, joints, and any other of the narrow passages, hurt most cruelly whenthey have developed trouble within their contracted spaces. But these partssoon become numb, and by reason of the pain itself lose the sensation of pain, whether because the life-force, when checked in its natural course and changedfor the worse, loses the peculiar power through which it thrives and through which it warns us, or because the diseased humors of the body, when they ceaseto have a place into which they may flow, are thrown back upon themselves, anddeprive of sensation the parts where they have caused congestion. So ought, both in the feet and in the hands, and all pain in the vertebrae and in the nerves,have their intervals of the rest at the times when they have dulled the parts which they before had tortured; the first twinges, in all such cases, are whatcause the distress, and their onset is checked by lapse of time, so that there is anend of pain when numbness has set in. Pain in the teeth, eyes. and ears is mostacute for the very reason that it begins among the narrow spaces of the body,-noless acute, indeed, than in the head it self. But if it is more violent than usual, itturns to delirium and stupor. This is, accordingly, a consolation for excessivepain,-that you cannot help ceasing to feel it if you feel it to excess. The reason,however, why the inexperienced are impatient when their bodies suffer is, thatthey have not accustomed themselves to be contented in spirit. They have beenclosely associated with the body. Therefore a high-minded and sensible mandivorces soul from body, and dwells much with the better or divine part, andonly as far as he must with this complaining and frail portion."But it is a hardship," men say, "to do without our customary pleasures,-to fast,to feel thirst and hunger." These are indeed serious when one first abstainsfrom them. Later the desire dies down, because the appetites themselves whichlead to desire are wearied and forsake us; then the stomach becomes petulant,then the food which we craved before becomes hateful. Our very wants dieaway. But there is no bitterness in doing without that which you have ceased todesire. Moreover, every pain sometimes stops, or at any rate slackens;moreover, one may take precautions against its return, and, when it threatens,may check it by means of remedies. Every variety of pain has its premonitory symptoms; this is true, at any rate, of pain that is habitual and recurrent. Onecan endure the suffering which disease entails, if one has come to regard itsresults with scorn. But do not of your own accord make your troubles heavier to bear and burden yourself with complaining. Pain is slight if opinion has addednothing to it; but if, on the other hand, you begin to encourage yourself and say,"It is nothing,- a trifling matter at most; keep a stout heart and it will sooncease"; then in thinking it slight, you will make it slight. Everything depends onopinion; ambition, luxury, greed, hark back to opinion. It is according toopinion that we suffer. A man is as wretched as he has convinced himself that heis. I hold that we should do away with complaint about past sufferings and withall language like this: "None has ever been worse off than I. What sufferings, what evils have I endured! No one has thought that I shall recover. How oftenhave my family bewailed me, and the physicians given me over! Men who areplaced on the rack are not torn asunder with such agony!" However, even if allthis is true, it is over and gone. What benefit is there in reviewing pastsufferings, and in being unhappy, just because once you were unhappy?Besides, every one adds much to his own ills, and tells lies to himself. And that
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