Betsisanders is Inspired by a painting on display at the %arina %andarin &otel in singapura. It is only in death that perfection is attained, where there is lasting peace'everlasting calm. Death ends all suffering.
Betsisanders is Inspired by a painting on display at the %arina %andarin &otel in singapura. It is only in death that perfection is attained, where there is lasting peace'everlasting calm. Death ends all suffering.
Betsisanders is Inspired by a painting on display at the %arina %andarin &otel in singapura. It is only in death that perfection is attained, where there is lasting peace'everlasting calm. Death ends all suffering.
I also love receiving flowers. Give me flowers when I can still touch and smell them; when my eyes can still see and appreciate their beauty. Do not send flowers when I die. Send them now, when I am well and able to than you. !the classic ballerinas are always on tiptoe because they are at the same time touching the earth and reaching for the sy" #aulo $oelho Inspired by a painting on display at the %arina %andarin &otel Singapore. !Dream on, follow ' live your dreams. Be yourself ' catch that star. Don(t stop at dreaming. %ae life happen." )he sunny ballerina is still at the springtime of her life, as I hope to still be in mine. In reality, I am at the autumn of life. It is at this point of my insignificant life that I value friendship more than anything. *ccdg to $icaro, !In order to have a true friendship with someone, one must have complete honesty, truth, and trust. &e said that friends would do things for each other without e+pectation of repayment. Inspired by the movie !)he Blac Swan", one of the most intense movies I have watched so far. It is only in death that perfection is attained, where there is lasting peace ' everlasting calm. Death ends all suffering. )he blac swan, frail ' obsessive, fell into madness, blurred by her perception of reality, driven by her desire to be perfect, attained perfection in death. ,e die everyday. ,e sleep, regenerate. -ie the caterpillar that builds a cocoon, hides ' sleeps for days, to come out more beautiful, ma.estic, elegant; have become a better version of its old self. )his is how she sees death, a metamorphosis, a rebirth. ,e will become butterflies with beautiful wings, who can fly ' soar, be an inspiration for writers, poets, musicians, painters. ,e are near the end of our lives, .ust lie the caterpillar in !*lice in ,onderland", who said, !I(ll see you in my ne+t life." /n dreams 0 other people cannot mae your dreams come true 0 only you can 1 Being lied by a lot of people is popularity; Being significant in someone(s life is more important; Be an inspiration to others; Inspire others in art 0 being happy is not as important as maing other people happy, Dance ballerina1 2our art inspires. By e+pressing yourself, you not .ust mae yourself happy, but mae others happier. -ive, love and Dance1 !)o start a day is .ust lie painting, draw the lines with prayers, erase errors with forgiveness, dip the brush with lots of patience, color it with love" I read this in #aulo $oelho(s blog. * certain 3ayeeta wrote this. Simply Beautiful1 ,hile watching the biography of 4incent 4an Gogh on the Bio$hannel, one tran5uil morning, the narrator said, !4an Gogh never sold a painting ' gave away all of his paintings. /ne recipient even used his painting for target shooting." I found myself in tears again. Small minded people, unappreciative, do not see the goodness, intentions, aspirations, dreams of artists. )he artist(s creations, may be a photograph, poem, song, casserole dish, cae, table setting, fruits in a bowl, a $hristmas tree or a painting. )hese are simple e+pressions of the artist(s soul. !*rt is the power aimed at developing the soul." 0 stripped of all pretensions, bare, naed, taen apart, where only her truth is revealed, where only her soul e+ists. She dismantled all the walls she built in her entire life; is free from the dictates of other people; found solace in being; is tran5uil; content in being simple, or simply being; where grief, anger, loneliness, discomfort and pain are things of her past; has overcome her fear of aging; lives a full happy life; ready to face the inevitable; that thing which is certain. She came into this world naed and shall leave the same. *midst conflict ' chaos, surrounded by the noise of life; living with uncertainty, the ballerina sits0 is cheerful, content and secure. She has learned to cope, to not complain, to suffer in silence ' to count her blessings instead of suling ' crying all the time. She is beyond playing the victim, the suffering patient. She transformed her pain into paintings, prose ' caes. She learned to be 5uiet, not bother those around her with her troubles. She lessened the load that she carried, and thought 0 !if life hands her lemons , she will mae lemon s5uares". * benefit of age, of being golden, 0 is nowing how to ignore what others thin or say; 0 is being courageous to stand up on my own ' not be intimidated with other people(s opinions; 0 is doing what my heart desires; 0 is fulfilling my dreams now; 0 reali6ing that there isn(t much time left and that my time and end is near. So dear friend 0 I leave you my art, for you to eep in your heart, where I shall remain forever. /verwhelming sadness0 I now how it felt, I now how it hurt. I used to wae up in the middle of the night screaming, not remembering the dream. I wae and reali6e she(s gone. I close my eyes, try to go bac to sleep, but sleep evades me. She is in a better place. Death ended her suffering, a relief. 2et it hurts to now that I will never hug her again. I cry in the shower so no one will hear me scream. I wait for everyone to fall asleep, so I can fall apart. I hide my pain and pretend that everything is fine. I eep silent even if I want to shout. I smile, but every breathe I tae is painful. It is not easy to be enveloped with overwhelming sadness. I miss my 7anay. I blamed myself for everything that had gone wrong in my life. It was all my fault and I cried bucets. I thought I was not smart enough, not pretty enough, not rich enough, not good enough, not enough. )hen, I blamed others. It wasn(t all my fault. It taes two to tango, two to fight and two to mae things right. I had seen their true faces; I new she was self centered, selfish, narcissistic; I new she was user friendly and immoral. I new she gossiped, is a social climber. I new she was good for nothing, a pathologic liar, a leech, a cheat, an adulterer, a 8mistress( 0 but I gave e+cuses for her behavior. I hoped that maybe, in time, she will change. I gave her permission to be in my life. ,hen I was betrayed and hurt by a loved one, a friend, now frenemy, a sister 0 I ased, ! why didn(t I see9 &ow can I be a dolt9 *m I really that stupid9" I am responsible for what others bring into my life. I am the only one who gets to say what goes on in my life. If people hurt me, it(s because I allowed them. Iyanla said, !,hen cra6y comes into your own family, or within your circle of friends, is it oay to wal away and never have a relationship with them9" *s a child, I stayed. *s a grown up, I waled away. Iyanla advised to release my story. I can have a good relationship with them within myself, not necessarily have a physical relationship. By continuing to be angry means I still care and wish to go bac to the way it was. &ow do I now I have forgiven9 0 when I don(t feel anything anymore; when I have no more emotions; when I can tal about the past and not be upset;0 it is .ust as it is. I will also forgive myself for .udging myself. I will let go of the guilt that I did something wrong and then let go of the shame, that there is something wrong with who I am. I will let go and let God. ,hen I turn my bac, wal away, close my door and eep it shut, it means that I value my peace of mind and myself more. )hey are .ust not worthy of my time and my love. I(ll eep them in my heart but not in my life. :betsisanders ;<=; 0 not where you studied, your diplomas or degrees; not where you live or what cars you drive; not the designer clothes, bags or .ewelry you flaunt; not where you shop or dine; not the 8who(s who( in society you rub elbows with; not even the church where you worship. Some are defined by their parents, siblings, partners or their children. I watched a show where they featured a man, a medical doctor, whose wife and two daughters were raped, murdered and burned to death. &e said that his life revolved around his family and now that they have passed, he is lost. &e is stripped of everything that defined him. ,hat matters9 ,hat counts9 0 when everything is gone, when all that(s left is you 0 bare, naed, stripped. ,hat matters is one(s personal integrity, honesty, truthfulness, values and principles. ,hen there is nothing left, 0 ,ae up, get up, show up to the world with integrity, indness and gratitude. )o laugh as often as I can, )o giggle or chucle 0 and not whimper, sob or weep, and hope to never shed another tear. )o grab every chance on happiness, )o dance to the music that life plays, )o sing or hum along with life(s melodies. )o receive all that life gives me, )o accept, even if it could brea my heart, )o learn from these heartaches. )o grab every opportunity to mae myself a better, more caring and more loving individual, )o gain and benefit from life(s blessings. )o endure the suffering caused by failed relationships, )o bear the pain from the holes in my heart, )o allow others to mend and fill up these holes, )o heal and forgive fast. )o never be angry, hurt or lonely. )o never despair and lose hope. $alm ;<=; is the si+th among the series of !)he *rt of $alm" mini>boos. /ther mini>boos are: !Be Still and Simple" !)he *rt of -ife" !)he *rt of &appiness" !)he *rt of *waening" !-ive, -ove and Be &appy" : betsisanders ;<=; )o not fear death, Instead 0 to start living. )o want or desire some things and let the universe help in obtaining all these wishes. )o pray and always be thanful, )o someday be with those loved ones who have gone ahead, )o tae my place, my reserved seat beside my $reator. )o be remembered by you, )o be ept in your heart always, )o now my life(s purpose and .ourney that has brought meaning in my life. So dear friend, stay safe. ,hen the time comes that I cannot be with you. ?eep me in your heart ,,, and remember that every drop of rain is a teardrop from my heart. : betsisanders