Yeh 2the toy store, however, Sylvia begins to wrestle with the more unpleasant realities of her life. Sheadmits that she “[feels] funny, shame”, and loses her earlier bravado, unable to even open thedoor (42) . It's Mercedes, whose family can afford a desk and nice stationary, who is comfortableenough to enter the building first.Sylvia's anger builds and takes shape over the course of events. Miss Moore's lesson, infact, is designed to elicit just that reaction. When the group looks in the window and sees the price of a toy sailboat, “for some reason, [the price] pisses [Sylvia] off,” while Miss Moore standslooking at her and her friends, waiting expectantly for a reaction. In the store, Sugar runs her hand along the boat, and Sylvia finds herself “jealous and want[ing] to hit her” (42).By the story's end, all this anger culminates and morphs in to something potentially positive. Sylvia forgoes racing her best friend Sugar to buy junk food and opts instead to leaveon her own, without fanfare, “to think this day through,” even though on the cab ride down thetoy store it was she who was disappointed when “[nobody wanted to] go for [her] plan, which[was] to jump out at the next light and run off to the first bar-b-que [the kids] could find” (43;39). The extra four dollars that initially seemed to provide an exciting opportunity to indulge areonly a reminder the disparity between her economic status and that of the customers of F.A.O.Schwartz. Sylvia's insistence that though Sugar can run faster than her, no one is going to beather, underlines her earlier anger at Miss Moore's accusation that she and her friends lived in aslum, the anger she felt when she read the price tag of a toy sailboat, and her anger at Miss Moorefor revealing this new facet of life (43).Sylvia is no less surly after the lesson than before, but her perceptions have been broadened, along with her anger, and her ambitions, and her actions reveal newly manifestthoughtfulness and determination.
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