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Erica Rose Campbell shares her story

Erica Rose Campbell shares her story

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Erica Rose Campbell had everything the adult entertainment industry could offer. She was the perfect example of 'success' in the industry. She was a world famous model posing for the most popular magazines (such as playboy) and countless internet porn sites. She has legions of fans around the world - yet it didn't fill the void in her life. Money and fame were only temporary and they didn't satisfy. She realized that only Jesus Christ could fill that void. She gladly traded in the fantasy of adult entertainment for something real! And now she is sharing her story of love, freedom and forgiveness with her friends and fans.
Erica Rose Campbell had everything the adult entertainment industry could offer. She was the perfect example of 'success' in the industry. She was a world famous model posing for the most popular magazines (such as playboy) and countless internet porn sites. She has legions of fans around the world - yet it didn't fill the void in her life. Money and fame were only temporary and they didn't satisfy. She realized that only Jesus Christ could fill that void. She gladly traded in the fantasy of adult entertainment for something real! And now she is sharing her story of love, freedom and forgiveness with her friends and fans.

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05/10/2014

 
I Iove you guys!The Only Way OutThis message is to ALL of my friends and fans. I wasn't sure how exactly to start this...but Itrusted that God would help me write this and maybe through me I could speak His word andmake His will be done.....For a long time I have been very lost. So lost in myself and in the world that I didn't evenREALIZE that I was lost. I have always thought of myself as a pretty good person. I love helpingpeople, I love befriending people, I love animal rescue and rehab. I care a GREAT deal for myfriends and family and ALWAYS do whatever I can to care for them and make sure that they areok. For a long time I THOUGHT that I was doing the right thing.....and doing my personalbest......well...I was wrong...dead wrong.Being in the world of adult modeling I see A LOT of pain....A LOT of heart break. SO many lostgirls get into this business just for some extra money....to help pay for school....to help supportthemselves or even their children as single moms. "It's just temporary". They are only going to dothis for a while...just a few shoots.I too started out to make some extra money to help me finish school. Almost ALL of the time Itdoesn't end where you think it will.....the path goes on......the hole gets deeper....and the roadgets darker. MOST of the time the girls don't even realize it. One day you see this bright beautifulgirl shooting tame nudes...the next they are signing on the dotted line of a hard-core porncompany. Lost. Broken. Alone.I being on the other side of these pictures you don't see the pain these girls are in. Thestruggle....the drugs that they take so they can get themselves through these sets. Sometimes it's just a show....you pretend to be someone else..become someone you never thought you couldbe...and the hole gets deeper.I never thought of myself as one of these girls. What I have been doing "wasn't porn". I connect towell and so close with so many of my fans. I didn't realize what I was doing or why.The past few years have been very difficult for me. That is no secret to anyone that knowsanything about me. I have been working my tail off to support myself, my farm, my rescues, myfamily, and the list goes on. No matter how hard I worked.....no matter how many people or creatures I helped I STILL had that void inside of my heart and my soul. Connecting with personafter person through my site as REAL FRIENDS. I understood the loneliness of the people that Iwould talk to...because I myself was so lonely. The more I shot...the deeper my darknessgot.....the more I understood the pain of others. My friends and my fan. There is ONE commonthread to so many of us online here.....the need to be loved, accepted, cared for, the need tohave SOMEONE understand you and connect with you. At the end of so many of these emailswas that loneliness. SO many men have asked me what they were doing wrong, how to find aspecial girl like me for THEM. How to fill that "void" in their hearts...in their souls. For a long time Ithought I was helping to fill that void in the lives of so many, and in a way I was. But it was all a
 
lie. I could never fill that void for anyone...only be a sinful band aid for it. Only cause theloneliness to deepen....only cause my own soul to ache more.I have been looking so long and so hard for someone to love me. Love ME for ME. Fill that hole inmy soul. Complete me. All this time the only thing standing in my way was me. I have been blindand wrong. On so many levels for so long.I have decided to leave the world of adult and porn behind me....and follow the lord. I haveaccepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior and am devoting my life to HIS WILL. I have foundthe one thing that can, will and DOES fill that void...and that's GOD.I have been trapped in sin and destruction for so long. Disappointment after disappointment......painful venture after painful venture. I have been my own worst enemy.Holding the key all along that could set me free from the darkness that had slowly envelopedme....that was eating away piece by piece my soul. Burning the light out of my eyes so slowly thatI didn't even see it....didn't know it.....It is will a new clarity and a new purpose that I will continue my life. I WANT TO HELP THESEGIRLS! These lost souls.....these girls that are ABUSING THEMSELVES. Selling themselves for NOTHING. I want to help them STOP THIS PAIN. I want to show them the light.....and the love of Jesus. ONLY HE CAN FILL THIS VOID IN THEIR LIFE! HE IS THE WAY....THE ONLY WAY.I also want to help my fans...my friends......This void in your life and heart. You seek pornographyto fill it....it's only a bandage. Sin isn't ugly....it's beautiful. It can't fill the voids in your life. ONLYGOD CAN FILL THEM!I love my fans, and I love YOU. I want YOU to feel this peace. I want YOU to get out of thedarkness that is all around you. You can not live with one foot in Christ and one in the world. Our time here is so short....today could be your last day here. And what will you have lived for? Diedfor? There is only one way to heaven and eternal life....and that is through Jesus.I will not and can not desert my friends and fans. The models.....the world. I can't and I won't. I amhoping that the Lord will work through me and guide me to do HIS will and help those that I can.Those that will stop and listen....those that will allow the Holy Spirit to fill them and speak to themas it has me.I know that there are going to be a lot of people that will think this is a big joke....laugh.....wonder if I have lost my mind....well....I have news for you.... FOOLS MOCK THE TRUTH. There is ONEWAY. And only one way. I have found that way. I have FILLED THE HOLE IN MY SOUL! Filledthat void that I couldn't fill with anything else. My life isn't about ME anymore.....My life is aboutGod and HIS will. I want to spread HIS love. Tell people about Him......lead people home to Him. Idon't care what you have done.....how lost you think you are....how hopeless you think thingsare......I HAVE GREAT NEWS FOR YOU! It's NOT TOO LATE. God LOVES YOU! He wantsYOU. All you have to do is accept His gift. IT'S RIGHT THERE FOR YOU! Jesus died on thecross for OUR SINS. The price for us has already been PAID IN FULL.I will not be attending glamourcon or shooting anything else. The next and last person that willsee and enjoy my body will be a husband AS GOD INTENDED! I have asked for forgiveness for what I have done AND HAVE BEEN FORGIVEN! I will spend the rest of my life doing the Lordswill and the Lords work. I AM HIS!I want you ALL to know that I love you very much.....you ARE MY FRIENDS! I want you to knowGod.....I want you to get out of this darkness...this saddness and follow the word of God. There isONLY ONE WAY OUT!I will not abandon you......

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Caleb Drew Walde added this note
I always knew the spark in your eyes meant you were meant for more than the industry could ever do for anyone. You were a great model because you were genuine and sincere, and I am glad you have found a way to save that light inside. I wish you nothing but happiness and fulfillment Erica, you are a sweet and wonderful person and deserve all good things!
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Erica, so many voices and opinions have arose since your wonderful switch. I am the man in the looking glass, the person on the other side. I am a christian man who is fallen and weak. I believe whole heartedly in Christ and am at a place in my life who recognizes where I need to be, on my knees physically and internally before Jesus. Every day I feel as if I'm the man who Jesus spoke about when h
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Just for the record, her AOL e-mail addy, EricaRoseCampbel@aol.com, has been deleted.Her gmail address ericafanclub@gmail.com still works but I doubt she checks it ever Her real name is NOT Barbara Rose Walker, she has denied this herself. Just saying.
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It is so refreshing to see the power of God work in a human being. You have come out of such a dark and despairing industry. I hope you are in a good church with a solid foundation with Godly people who are discipling you. God's word is powerful, and can change any life. Don't worry about the naysayers, but continue to love and pray for them. My best to you, and may God bless you greatly in y
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