My Mother used to say get with the program not to me directly, but in her talking about others.

2007 a hispanic female comes into the laundrimat 0n east 109th st to tell me i was pretty and at some other time the same curly dyed red haired female told me to "get with the program" I had an aversion to the sight of blood when I was young and the color red. I thought it was because when I had nosebleeds my Mother would behave as if i were going to die. That Charlie Romas married trick of hers was visiting once when it happened because i had ben picking my nose. He put his keys under my back as I laid down. He told my Mother it would work to stop the bleeding. *the nosebleed I had in spanish class *Val's bleding out because of alcohol comsumption I now think my aversion to the color red was because my Great Uncle Norman Swilley's basement was painted red. In 1982 we were there visiting our cousin Leroy and watching Simon and garfunkel's concert in Central park and Val had gone into the basement to play some records when Norm tried to kiss her. It was Roy's funeral we were supposed to be attending and she spurned him. I ha a similar encounter wiyh his brother Roy. I was threatened by Roy, Earl and Norm at the behest of Dot while she assured me they were correct. They said with glee "men will use you and dump you because of your attitude?" I asked what attitude and to explain, but they all just smirked and I was glad i hadn't been raped. I had no intention on having anything to do with the opposite sex because they were all spoken for and everyone had already rejected me from day one They went through alot of trouble to make that seem to happen to me, but they could never get past the fact that I was being raped being dumped by these sadistic, pedophile, homosexual, rapists was not at all what happened to me I was dumping married men who were forcing themselves on me It would have been a pleasure if they had dumped me I had not chose them in the first place They are weak minded and heavily into paraphilia fixed fantasies They may have fooled some people, but orchestrations are just that orchestrations Broken hearted losers

The threat was most likely for Vikki's party gift and perhaps they ought to have had the power to orchesytrat Vikki actually graduating from St. Jon's University since that was her send off party that I did most of the work for. I most likely paid for it as well. Perhaps they could have exercised this so-called poower to orchestrate Vikki not having to leave town due to her whoring and corrupting that Brock boy (Native American Decent lived in the same building 74 Roxbury st) ) by having sex with him on the Catholic church steps on Harbor Road! Some fake power of illusion It puts me in mind of Mussilinni and his fake tanks he showed off to Hitler So-called masters of illusion tricksters and clowns *Easter 1980 Dot goes after my first born with a knife and claims he's possessed. I think she just saw my Dad's face in her grandson and freaked out. He looks a lot like him, very handsome. *Dot fights with Val and sits on Brandy to kill her. **Dot attacks Val 1976 and I pull her off of her she says to me with an evil glare "you love her" as if it's a weakness *my prophetic dream about Val and I 1968 Grand Daddy John Swilley's anti-kicking rule *Aunt violet kicking me 1967 *Kim Fisher kicking me with Sonia Boone while Vik and Val watched in glee *Kenny Fisher and Vikkii's control over him *older Boone boy who Elbert Quick saved me from *Khadijah and her affair with hercousin judy's boyfriend while Judy's (daughter Mika) husband was in the service *they try and get me and Theresa's little brother together (military) Eddie his issues with his Dad *his mean Mother and her hatred for my handsome son *Theresa stories she and sheila, Marty and G Khadijahs dilemna with her daughter Rahkia and her grandmother

*saw her and Patty Quick's nephew in bus station in Washington DC *Warren tried to take me to aryland to marry, but I didn't trust him because he told me he had sex with Patty Quick. I think he really didn't know we were cousins he said she was an exhibitionist and I told him if he liked her he ought to meet my half sister Vikki and as always the conversation must end because the bitch Vikki's name came up he said Patty drones on and on about her Bishop Father hating White people and she exclusively dates White males Yuck! he showed me a photo of a Black female he supposedly screwed and I was convinced he was one of Vikki's throw away hand picked losers Warren carney was way too interested in my biological Father and set it up for us to meet Warren told mye mybiological Father was a Satanist. *more on the Daddy Dearest and Warren stories apparently the idiots insist that I acceot them as they are while they insist that I change to make them feel comfortable with me. Val's daugher raped by boy her age outside for all to see Val wasn't angry about the assault, but that the neighborhood kids came to me and told me because she was usually still sleeping her drunk off in the daytime and everyone knew she didn't care Wille Smith used to try and get me to intercede on Brandy's behalf because she was supposedly outside asking strange men for quarters Brandy gets attacked by cute boy who she chased, but he didn't like her *Dot spike Renatta's baby bottle while baysitting for Loradean 1964 and she tells everyone about it she was so upset *Val tries to make my Daughter retarded because hers is *if Vikki were Morris' child Dot would have given "her" the gold watch he gave Dot for their anniversary and not Val

*Dot asking me "you know things, how do you know things"? I always answered "what do I know" *the men in Black in Manhattan who project "I know you and you know me their appearance freks out Vincent Joseph or so he says *Vincent Joseph after attending Joe Devoe's funeral I'd seen an hour before he died in Stapleton Park

no coincidence they were always trying to scare meThey were always trying to condition me into think they were all encompesing They are nothing, but criminals, condemned by God and delusionally beleiving that they are gods They may be gods, but not the all powerful God I serve and worship who says they are evil and explains what evil is and I totally agree with him about his view about everything I trust him because he can't lie truth is love he is all powerful because he can't lie everything except giving me my money and freedon to relocate away from them and their kind The cowards never scared me because they were all just a bunch of losers who had absolutely no self control and would inevitably punch themselves out They are probably demon ossessed due to the glazed over look they have in their eyes. They also have the look of some type of deep seated emotional pain they can't get over. Thank God for Jesus Thank God for Jesus because this world would be absolutely unbearable without him.

there was a nursury school in this building and i recall a little boy and girl playing doctor. They pulled eachother' pants down and looked at eacothers private areas in turn with one laying down while the other one looked. It seemed normal, but it may have been staged because i was looking out of the window. The pedophiles could have easliy staged it for me to see