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Jurnal
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PETRE\u0162U\u0162EA

HUMANITAS
Bucure\u015fti, 1992
Coperta de
IOANA DRAGOMIRESCU MARDARE

Ilustra\u0163ia copertei:
M\u00eena Arhanghelului Mihail
lucrare de SORIN DUMITRESCU
(colec\u0163ie privat\u0103, Paris)

\u00a9 HUMANITAS, 1992
ISBN 973\u00ad28\u00ad0371\u00ad1
M\u0103\u00eentreb cum se poate explica\u00eendr\u0103zneala de a pune cuv\u00eentul meu al\u0103turi de cel al lui
\u0162u\u0163ea; atunci c\u00eend, locuind zi \u015fi noapte cu el, primeam zi \u015fi noapte r\u0103spunsuri, \u00eentreb\u0103rile nu

au avut timp s\u0103 se construiasc\u0103. Atunci erau fundamentale r\u0103spunsurile, pentru c\u0103 ele nu veneau at\u00eet la\u00eentreb\u0103rile mele, c\u00eet la cele ale lui\u0162u\u0163ea; de aici\u015fi impresia de monolog pe care mi\u00ado trezeau uneori. O dat\u0103 cu trecerea timpului,\u0162u\u0163ea a r\u0103mas\u00een con\u015ftiin\u0163a mea ca un r\u0103spuns \u2014\u015fi am sim\u0163it nevoia\u00eentreb\u0103rii. Iar paginile care urmeaz\u0103, chiar dac\u0103 nu s\u00eent c\u00eeteodat\u0103 deloc interogative, nu reprezint\u0103 altceva dec\u00eet\u00eentreb\u0103rile ce au crescut\u00een umbra unui r\u0103spuns infinit.

S\u00eent\u00een trenul care m\u0103 duce spre T\u00eergu\u00adNeam\u0163, punct de plecare spre m\u00een\u0103stirile din zon\u0103.\u00cei cer unui domn din compartiment o gazet\u0103; aflu acolo un interviu cu Petre\u0162u\u0163ea\u2026 Biletele la control! M\u0103 scotocesc prin buzunare\u2026 Revin la interviu. Nu ave\u0163i un loc\u015fi pentru mine, maic\u0103? O b\u0103tr\u00een\u0103, cu un co\u015f mare,\u00eempletit, st\u0103 \u00een u\u015fa compartimentului, cer\u00eendu\u00adne la fiecare pe r\u00eend, din ochi, s\u0103\u00adi d\u0103m pentru c\u00eeteva minute un loc ca s\u0103\u00ad\u015fi trag\u0103 sufletul. M\u0103 ridic\u015fi o poftesc s\u0103 \u015fad\u0103. Iau gazeta cu mine pe culoar. Reporter: Domnule Petre\u0162u\u0163ea, a\u0163i fost prieten cu Cioran, cu Eliade, cu Noica\u015fi cu mul\u0163i al\u0163ii din genera\u0163ia interbelic\u0103; pute\u0163i s\u0103 ne spune\u0163i\u00een ce a constat str\u0103lucirea acestei genera\u0163ii? Petre\u0162u\u0163ea: \u00abP\u0103i uite ce e, domnule: genera\u0163ia interbelic\u0103 \u015fi\u00ada luat\u00een serios calitatea de genera\u0163ie\u2026\u00bb Adic\u0103? \u00ab\u015ei\u00ada luat\u00een serios calitatea de etap\u0103 spiritual\u0103 a poporului rom\u00e2n, reu\u015find s\u0103 problematizeze esen\u0163ial.\u00bb Nu crede\u0163i c\u0103 realizarea Marii Uniri a avut\u015fi ea un rol hot\u0103r\u00eetor? \u00abCum s\u0103 nu! P\u0103i genera\u0163ia interbelic\u0103 a avut poate cea mai mare bucurie geografic\u0103 \u015fi spiritual\u0103 din istoria rom\u00e2neasc\u0103\u2026\u015ei mai e ceva: uite, eu de exemplu, nu prea am avut chef s\u0103 ies din\u0163ar\u0103.\u00cemi era suficient\u0103 bucuria de a merge la Chi\u015fin\u0103u sau la Sighet f\u0103r\u0103 pa\u015faport. C\u00eend ie\u015feam din

\u0163ar\u0103, oriunde m\u00ada\u015f fi dus, parc\u0103ie\u015feam dintr\u00ado cas\u0103 primitoare, cald\u0103, \u015fi intram \u00eentr\u00adun
cimitir\u2026\u00bb Eu cobor aici! M\u0103 uit, ne\u00een\u0163eleg\u00eend. Gazeta\u2026 A, da, v\u0103 mul\u0163umesc!
Trenul merge agale, oprind\u00een fiecare sta\u0163ie. E ca un interviu\u2026 G\u0103rile s\u00eent mereu
curate, rezistente, din c\u0103r\u0103mid\u0103;\u00eentreb\u0103rile s\u00eent la fel: precise, f\u0103r\u0103 ezit\u0103ri; r\u0103spunsurile s\u00eent
\u00eens\u0103 largi, zburdalnice. Trecem pe l\u00eeng\u0103cimitire \u015fi biserici. \u00cemi aduc aminte de ce spunea

acel Petre\u0162u\u0163ea. Cine o fi? Nu\u00admi amintesc s\u0103 fi auzit vreodat\u0103 de numele lui\u2026 Dealurile s\u00eent acum\u00eemp\u0103durite. Ne apropiem de mun\u0163i. La o sta\u0163ie, v\u0103d cum se schimb\u0103 locomotiva. Trecem iar\u0103\u015fi pe l\u00eeng\u0103 case, cur\u0163i, cimitire, biserici\u2026 Cred c\u0103 a\u015fa intr\u0103 \u015fi ideea\u00een om: mai

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