kid. Somewhere in my storage unit I should still have the—"Terri groaned and dropped her head to the counter."What? I'm talking about a perfectly acceptable hobby here. Lots of people areinto it these days, with the new quarters coming out In fact, I've even startedsaving them."Raising her head, Terri gazed at Suzanne. "You do not need a hobby. You need aman."Sure enough, the concept made her stomach tighten, as it had ever since Jared'sdeparture. "I'll get one of those, too, sooner or later. Right now I'd rather lookfor quarters.""How will you ever get a man at the rate you're going? It's been six months, andyou refuse to let anybody fix you up. More than that, you walk around with thisdo-not-touch attitude that would warn off any guy but the terminally obtuse. I sayyou're gun-shy."Suzanne opened her mouth to object."I don't blame you," Terri continued. "Jared wasn't very sensitive about thebreakup.""If you're referring to his comment that I'm an anal-retentive ice queen, I guessyou could say that." Suzanne had taught herself to repeat the phrase with a smileto show that she wasn't bothered by it anymore. Which, of course, she was."That comment only reveals Jared's insecurities," Terri said."Absolutely." And hers, she thought. In the year she was with Jared she'd neverbeen able to get into his rhythm. Her struggle to keep up with Jared'sexpectations had been a lot like trying to keep up with the treadmill tonightJared belonged to a gym like this one. He liked loud parties, action-adventuremovies and marathon sex.They'd never been right for each other, but he'd convinced her that they would beonce she learned to loosen up. She'd never learned. Having him gone was a relief,which told her that she'd never really loved him, just the idea of being in love.But she missed little things, like the scent of his aftershave in the bathroom,the rumble of male laughter, the comfort of cuddling on the couch. Jared hadn'tbeen much for that, but he'd managed it on a few rainy afternoons.Terri stirred her rosy drink with a straw. When she spoke, her tone was careful."Have you ever heard anybody in our apartment building mention Greg?""The handyman? What kind of mention?""I mean, like,mention .""Uh, no." Whenever she thought of the handyman, she always felt a thrill offorbidden pleasure. Her first glimpse of him shortly after moving in had sent ajolt of sexual awareness through her. She'd never had that kind of reaction to aman before.Since then she indulged in a secret fantasy life with Greg, and that was so
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