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OrdZ Vmo_a
(Vy {h_mc` H$`m JmargmaIr Amhog. \w$cm`m {Z`mO hg`m_mUo
Vy \w$cV ahm. {dH${gV hmo. gJ`mda o_ H$a. `mZm Amncg ~Zd
Am{U Vw`m OrdZmV Bam`m H$noZo emVrMm AIS> Pam dmhV
amhmo.)
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_m`m `m hVmja nwpVHo$~X`mV AXcm~Xc H$$ eH$co AgVo. EH$mZo
Va lr OcYa goZ m`m ghr`m ~X`mV Amncm ~h_y` {V{H$Q>mMm
A~_ Xo`mMr V`mar ~mocyZ XmIdcr hmoVr. lr. OcYa goZ Vohm IynM d
Pmco hmoVo Am{U ghO Hw$Umcm Amncr dmjar XoV ZhVo. `mM H$mimV
EH$Xm JwXodmZr dV: _m`m `m hVmja nwpVHo$`m n{h`m nmZmda
Aml_mVrc OnmZr {dmWu _mH$s, `mM nopgcrZo EH$ Ho$M {MVmac. _m`m
OrdZmVrc Vmo gdmV _mo>m gm{hp`H$ nwaH$ma AmOhr _m`mOdi A_y`
I{O`mgmaIm _r Oncm Amho.
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 13

Amn`m Aml_r` OrdZmVrc EH$m J_VrXma KQ>ZoMr _cm nwhm nwhm


AmR>dU hmoV.o `m H$mimV Aml_m`m ^moOZmc`mZo Am_`mgma`m {dZmVH$ma
amhUm`m {dm`mda CJmMM ~Q>mQ>m nadaMm _mam H$am`cm gwadmV Ho$cr
hmoVr. ~hVoH$ ^moOZmc`m`m Hw$Ur H$_Mm`mZr Hw$Ry>ZVar dVmV R>moH$ ^mdmV
EH$X_ Amcy Am{U nada EH$X_ IaoXr H$$Z JmoXm_mV ^$Z R>odco hmoVo.
ZmQ>mV nada, Xwnma`m Im`mV nada, amr`m a`mV nadc EdT>M H$m`
B{ce _mJwagmaIr dm{X> _mgirgwm nadaZo gO`m{edm` hmoV ZhVr.
H$mhr {Xdg hm _mam Amhr ghZ Ho$cm. nU `mdoir Aml_mV {nwam,
Hy$M{~hma`m amOn[admamVrcM Zmhr Va Xya ~_m, Omdm, gwdUZJar {gcmoZ
dJao mVmVrc A`V lr_V KamVrc {dmWu hmoVo. H$mhr {Xdg m Amcy
nadc{d AmXmocZ Ho$c. Aml_m`m dmMZmc`mg_moa EH$ _mo>m \$im hmoVm.
`mda Aml_mVrc _hdm`m H$m`H$_m~c {ZdoXZ, gyMZm {c{hco`m
Agm``m. EH$m amr AYmamVM `m gJ`m YwD$Z nwgyZ Q>mH$`m Jo`m.
H$cm^dZm`m Hw$ec {MH$mamZr {dcjU YmS>g XmIdc. _mUgm`m
AmH$mamMr ~Q>mQ>m-nadcMr {M H$mT>cr. `mMr _VH$ CS>dcr. "AmcynadamMm {Y$ma Agmo' Ag {c{hc. nU Aml_m`m A{YH$m`m`m H$mZmdarc
_merhr hccr Zmhr.
VH$mcrZ H$m`H$mar g{Md lr. gwaoZ H$a `m`mH$S>o Am_M EH$ {V{ZYr
_S>ihr nmohmoMc. nU A`V H$_r ~mocUmao gm` H$VrMo gwaoZXm {_erV`m
{_erV hgV AmhmcmM CnXoemMo S>mog nmOyZ Joco, ""Vwhr Aml_m`m
{dm{WZr AmhmV. gmYr amhUr Am{U C {dMmagaUr hoM Vw_M `o` Agc
nm{hOo.''
""nU hUOo gmYonUmMm AW Agm Va hmoV Zmhr H$s OodU hUyZ ~Q>mQ>o
Im, ~Q>mQ>o `m.'' Amhr CgiyZ hUmcmo. gwaoZXmgma`m `$s Aem ^mH$S>
MM}V Amncm doi WmoS>mM XdS>Uma hmoVo? EH$ {Xdg nwhm `mda {dMma
{d_e Pmcm. mdoir Amhr JwXodmH$S>o Jocmo. Vohm `mM {ZdmgWmZ
"`m_cr', nS>coc hmoV Am{U Vo `m`m "nwZ' `m Z`m KamV hmoVo. Amhr
nmoMcmo Vohm Vo ~mhoaM ~gyZ H$mhrVar {c{hV hmoVo. `m`m nm`mer `mZrM
14 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

MT>dyZ R>odcoco `mMo {` Amcy Xm ~gco hmoVo. Jmoc_Q>moc Agm Img H$moUVhr
d{eQ> Zgcocm Moham, H$mMo`m Jmo`mgmaIo Zoh_r M_H$Umao S>moio, Am{U
{dai Ho$g `m_wio AmcyXmZm XwZhr AmoiIVm `m`M. Amhmcm nmhVmM `mMo
S>moio M_H$co. `mZm H$nZm AmcrM H$s Amhr Z$sM H$mhrVar VH$ma KoD$Z
Amcmo AmhmoV. `m H$mimV EImm ImOJr g{Mdm_mUo AmcyXm gXd JwOt`m
~amo~a gmdcrgmaIo amhmV. EdT>M Zmhr Va Vo Aml_m`m ZmQ>{d^mJmMo
gwn[a{MV, gw{V{>V AmYmaV^ hmoVo. Agm O_OmV Hw$ec A{^ZoVm Am{U
`wn ~wrMm _mUyg IamoIaM AmO Hw$R>o ^oQ>U H$R>rU Amho. `m`mH$S>o
_moR>m MmJ`m {dZmoXr MwQ>`mMm EH$ _mo>m I{OZmM hmoVm. MwQ>Ho$ gmJyZ
hm`mMr ~hma CS>dyZ Vo dV: _m EImm H$mon`mV J^ra Moham YmaU
H$$Z C^o amhm`Mo. "Vmeoa Xoe'_`o `mZr `mMm Agm A{^Z` nm{hcm
Amho, Vo AmOhr Vmo {dgaU e` Zmhr.
JwXodmZr _moR>m AmnwcH$sZo Amhmcm ~gdc. Amn`m {` nwV`mcm
dZ_mircm H$mMoMr ~aUr KoD$Z `m`cm gm{JVc. `mVyZ Amhm gJ`mZm
`oH$s EHo$H$ Q>m\$r {_imcr. _J `o`mM `moOZ {dMmac, "gmJm, H$g `oU
Ho$cV? H$moU`m gm{h`g^oM A`jnX ^yfdm`M`, H$m nwhm Vw_`m Hw$Um
Ymo`m`m ~moQ>mV gwB Q>moMcr Amho? H$mhr {XdgmnyduM Am_`m {dmWu
{Zdmgm`m Ymo`m`m ~moQ>mV Hw$Um {dmWuZrZo ZH$iV _mcmcm ImoMyZ
cmdcocr gwB Kwgcr hmoVr. _J gJ`m {dm{WZtZm BH$S>o {VH$S>o Ymdni
H$$Z, dJUr Jmoim H$Z `mcm CnMmamgmR>r H$cH$`m`m hmpnQ>c_`o
nmR>dm`cm cmJc hmoV. dJUrVrc gdmV OmV a$_ {Xcr hmoVr dV:
JwXodmZrM. `m_wio `mMm Vmo EoHy$Z jU^a Amhr eaq_Xo Pmcmo. nU _J
_rM _mo> YmS>g H$$Z Am_`mda H$mogico`m gH$Q>JmWoMr VmdZm Ho$cr.
""H$ghr H$$Z Amhmcm Amcy nadcnmgyZ _w$s m.''
EH$Va Amhm CmaXoer` {dm`mMo Eadrhr Im`mMo hmc hmoVo. Vr
VwarMr S>mi Am{U dmJr H$er~er ^wHo$`m nmoQ>r KemImcr T>H$cm`Mmo. `mV
AmVm Vr Amcy nadcMr ImaQ> JmoS> ^mOr! ""AmO gVV _{hZm^a Amhmcm
Vo Amcy nadc Imdo cmJVmhoV. H$moUVrhr ^mOr `m, `mV Amnco Vo Amcy,
Amcy Am{U AmcyM!'' Amhr hQ>c.
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 15

Am{U BH$S>o AMmZH$ Amn`m YmoVamMm gmoJm gm^miV Amcy Xm CR>coM.


nQ>H$Z JwXodmZm Um_ H$$Z Om`cm cmJco.
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\$$ S>moioM ^$Z Amco Ago Zmhr, XmoZ Alwq~Xy Jmcmd$Z AmoKiV R>oD$Z
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AmVm H$m` _r BWo A{YH$ amh eH$Vmo? "nadc'cm KoD$Z AmVm Aml_mVyZM
OmVmo H$gm!''
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Y$Z Amhr `mMr j_m _m{JVcr Am{U AmXanydH$ `mZm Am_`m_`o
~gm`cm cmdc. nQ>cXm AmcyXmMoM chmZ ^mD$ hmoVo. H$mhr dfmnydu `m`m
S>mo`mda n[aUm_ Pmcm hmoVm Am{U EH$ {dPcocm H${Xc KoD$Z _`amrMo
{d{M hH$ma H$mT>V Vo Aml_^a M$a _maV. Am_M {eQ>_S>i Amncr gmar
JmhmUr Amn`mM H$R>mV {JiyZ naVc. nU `m {Xder n{h`mXmM amr`m
OodUmV emoYyZhr Amcy qH$dm nadaMm VwH$S>mhr gmnS>cm Zmhr.
{d{d`mV H$drd` adtZmW ho gJrV, gm{h` Am{U VdkmZmMo _hmZ
{enH$ma hmoVo nU Aml_dm{g`mgmR>r _m Vo hmoVo Ho$di JwXod, o_i {nVm_h.
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eHo$c H$m H$s AmO `m`m `emMr nVmH$m {Xem-{XemVyZ \$S>H$cr Amho,
`mZo H$Yr Amn`m doS>m {dm`mgmR>r Amcy-nadagma`m gm_m` g_`oV
OmVrZo cj KmVc hmoV.

16 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

2. JwXodmMr {` H$_^y_r
{d^maVr hmoVr JwXodmMr {` H$_^y_r. chmZ-_mo>m hm ^oX {VW`m n{d
_mVr_`o {_giyZ {_Qy>Z OmV Ago.
{nwamMo amOHw$_ma AgmoV H$s Hy$M{~hmaMr amOH$`m, gJio cmH$S>r
~mH$mda ~gyZ EH$ OodU H$aV Am{U Amnmnco AmgZ KoD$Z PmS>m`m Jma
gmdcrV _moR>m AmZXmZo {eH$`mgmR>r O_V.
chmZ adtZmW Oohm "~Jmc AH$mX_r'_`o {eH$`mgmR>r XmIc Pmco
Vohm `mZm Vr Amncr emim VwJmgmaIr dmQ>cr. `m{df`r `mZr EH$Xm
{c{hc Amho, ""Oo H$m` Amhmcm {eH$dc Om`M Vo H$YrM Amhmcm g_Oc
Zmhr. Zmhr Amhr g_OyZ Ko`mMo `Z Ho$co, Zmhr emio`m A{YH$m`mZr
Am_`m Z g_O`mMr ndm Ho$cr. AmVm _mPm dV:Mm EH$ Aml_ Amho.
{VWcr _wchr CZmS>nUm H$aVmV, nU eodQ>r Vr _wcM AmhoV Zm! ZQ>IQ> Va
AgUmaM! Am{U {ejH$? Vo Var \$ma j_merc H$go AgUma? nU Oohm
_m`m Aml_mVco {dmWu Iyn _Vr H$aVmV, AJXr `mZm XS> H$amdm Ag
dmQ>`mBVH$s _Vr H$aVmV Vohm _cm Amn`m emco` OrdZmV Ho$co`m
_VrMr AmR>dU hmoVo.''
Aml_mVrc H$moUmhr {dmWu {dm{WZrcm Ho$hmhr _mo>r H$S>H$ {ejm
hmoV Zgo mM hoM _yi H$maU hmoV. _m`m AmR> dfm`m Aml_r` OrdZmV
Ho$di EH$m {dmWu,{dm{WZrg Aml_ gmoS>y Z Om`mMr H$R>mao {ejm {_im`mM
AmR>dV.
Aml_mVrc H$moU`mhr emioV {dm`mda hmV CJmam`Mm Zmhr Agm
JwXodmMm AmXoeM hmoVm,. Varhr ${MV H$Yr H$Yr {ejH$dJ m AmXoemM
CKZ H$arV. {dOZ, _Qy> Kmof Aem XmS>JmB H$aUm`m _wcmZm H$Yr H$Yr
"T>moc, AS>mUr, ey, ney, Zmar' `m`m n$scm ~gdc Om`M nU Vgm VodT>m
\$maM _mo>m AnamY Ho$`m_wioM `mZm Ag Xw^m` m hm`M. EImX R>acoc
H$m_ ZrQ> Ho$c Zmhr qH$dm nmT>o nmR> H$$Z Z Am`m~c EImm H$mon`mV
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 17

C^ Ho$c Om`M. nU EImm H$mon`mV AmnU Ag Moham nmSy>Z C^o


AmhmoV Am{U Amgnmg`m PmS>mImcrM ~gcocr BVa B`mmVcr _wc
_wcr Amn`mcm nmhVmhoV hr {ejm H$m` H$_r Pmcr? BVa dJmVrc
{dm`m`m ZOao`m gw`mZm Aer Yma MT>m`Mr H$s, H$Yr dJ gwQ>Vmo`
Am{U H$Yr Hw$Umcm H$g IoMVmo` Am{U {MS>dVmo`. Am{U Vmo AmMmar ^mH$a
hm Agm Ammm BWyZ Jocm. Vm|S> cndV hgV hmoVm, AmVm Vmo gJ`m BVa
ZmoH$amZmhr gmJUma Am{U _J gJio {dMmaUma "`mo XrXr_Zr, AmO H$em~c
{ejm Pmcr?'
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chmZ_moR>m wQ>r JwXodmZr nm{h`m hmo`m, `mZm H$Q>mjmZo Amn`m Aml_mV
JwXodmZr Q>mic. BWo H$moUVmhr {df` {ZdS>`mM nyU dmV` hmoV. gJrV
emioVrc H$moUVrhr {dm{WZr dmQ>c Va {ejm ^dZ (H$mcO
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Og H$mhr Vo narjoM nwVH$ ZgyZ EImXm {_R>mBMm S>~mM Amho. {eew^dZ`m
chmZ _wcmgmR>r EH$ KQ>m hmoVr "Jmo>r`m dJmMr.' lr. AdZtZmW R>mHy$a
AmO hm dJ KoUma Ag H$ic Va _J ~Km`cm ZH$moo, chmZ-_mo>o gJioM `m
dJmV JXu H$am`Mo. {Jg qH$dm hg AS>agZ`m coIUrMr OmXyhr `m`mnwT>o
{\$H$s nS>cr AgVr.
_rgwm EH$Xm "_mo_oa nwVwc' (_oUmMr ~mhcr) ZmdmMr H$hmUr `m`mH$Sy>Z
EoH$cr hmoVr. EH$m_mJyZ EH$ VrZ Vmg ({n[a`S>) hmoD$Z Joco Varhr Amhr Vr
`mMr AX^yV H$hmUr __wY hmoD$Z EoH$V hmoVmo. BVH$s ``H$mar Am{U
JwJyZ Q>mH$Umar ^mfm hmoVr `mMr.
{ghm gXZ`m g_moa {dI$Z AgoM Ag` dJ Mmccoco - Hw$R>o
gcga ImXrMm Hw$S>Vm, CMr YmoVa, da aoe_r MmXa nmK$Z AmMm`
hOmargmX {doXr qhXrMm dJ KoVmhoV, Hw$R>o O_Z mo\$o ga S>m. Eoco g EaoZgZ,
_mOm}ar gmBg eog{nAa`m ZmQ>H$mM {dmmnyU {dcofU H$aVmhoV,
18 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

gm` `moJ Am{U MmdmH$`m VdkmZmMr MMm H$aVmhoV mo. A{YH$mar,


Hw$R>o ecOXm`m _Ywa dam_`o adt gJrVmgmR>r Zdr da YyZ EoHy$ `oVo
Amho.
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cmoH${` JrV Oohm W_ Aml_dmgr`m`m pZY J`mVyZ C_Q>c Vohm
`mMr _mo{hZr H$mhr AmaM hmoVr.
{ghm gXZ_`o EH$m Ocem`m Am`moOZmV dV: (empV_` Kmof)
empV Xm ~mD$c`m AZwn_ n[adofmV Oohm "Am_ma gmoZma ~mcm, Am_r
Vmo_m` ^mcmo~mer' hUV AmZXmZo ZmMV ZmMV JmD$ cmJco hmoVo, Vohm
{hZmoQ>mBO Pm`mgmaIo __wY hmoD$Z ojH$m`m nm`mZrhr Vmc Yacm
hmoVm. AgM AmUIr EH$Xm - Xwg`m _hm`wm`m PimZr ^maVmcmhr V
Ho$c hmoV, H$cH$`mda Onm`mMm EImX Xwgam ~m~ nS>`m_wio Aml_mVrc
emV dmVmdaUmVhr WmoS>r AdWVm OmUdV hmoVr. JwXodmM ZdrZ JrV
"qhgm` C_m ndr, {Z` {Zw>a ...' emV erVc cha C_Q>dyZ Joc.
IamoIa empV{ZHo$VZ ho JwXodm`m n{d Vnmo^y_rM EH$ gmH$ma dZM
hmoV. Zmhr Mma q^VrV ~{XV dJ H$s Zmhr daVr N>namMm AS>ga. {OWn`V
>r nmohmoMoc {VWn`V _w$ _moH$i {Zi AmH$me.
dJmV {eH$Vm {eH$Vm H$Q>mim Amcm Va AmH$memV {dhaUm`m n`mH$S>o
nhm`cm ~Xr ZhVr. {c{hVm {c{hVm hmV WH$co Va jU^a coIUr ~mOycm
R>oD$Z ~mOyZo OmUm`m EImm gWmcr O_mdm`m _wIm`m cm~ ~mgwarVyZ
Amcoco da EoH$m`cm ~Xr ZhVr. ^y{_Vr, {~OJ{UVmVrc Hy$Q> m`m_`o
BH$S>o {VH$S>o nmhmV Chmg O_m H$a`mcm H$mhr Hw$UmMr AmS>H$mR>r ZhVr.
g_moa`m \$mXrda H$~wVa `oD$Z ~gc` qH$dm ImamoQ>r Hw$Hw$ H$mhrVar
ImVr` Ag nmhmV nmhmVhr {dmWu nmZrnV`m {Vhr `wm`m VmaIm nmR>
H$$ eH$V. AH$~amMr Ym{_H$ ZrVr qH$dm {d`_ ~|{Q>H$`m emgH$s`
gwYmaUmM _mo> AmoP Aml_mVrc {dm`mda VodT>M hmoV, OodT> BVa
{ejUgWmVrc {dm`m`m Immda AgV. nU {eH$d`mMr, {eH$`mMr
Aer `dWm hmoVr H$s, {dm`m`m chmZ`m _|Xyda `mM AmoP H$YrM
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 19

cmXc Joc Zmhr. CcQ> Am_g`_mZo {dmWu Am`H$maH$ arVrZo Vo AmdS>rZo


Am_gmV H$aV.
Aml_mVrc {dm`mZm gy`m}X`mnyduM AW$UmMm `mJ H$amdm cmJm`Mm.
`mgmR>r VrZ KQ>m dmOm``m. {Vgar KQ>m Pm`mdahr EImXm Hw$Ur CR>cm
Zmhr Va {ejm hm`Mr. gH$miMm Zm>m Ho$`m{edm`M `mcm dJmV Omd
cmJm`M. AW$U Amd$Z AmKmoi dJao CaHy$Z gJio cm`~ar`m g_moa
doioda `oD$Z C^o amhZ mWZm hUm`Mo. gH$mir nYam Am{U g`mH$mir
nYam {_{ZQ>o hr mWZm g^m amoO hm`Mr. mWZmg^oV hU`mgmR>r "{d^mg',
"^adr', "^ad' `m amJmV aMcocr {deof JrVo hmoVr. "^oJo N>mo XwAma EeoN>mo
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Aem \y$VuJrVmgmR>r X_Xma AmdmOm`m Img Jm`H$mMr `moOZm Ho$cr Om`Mr.
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drg T>J EH$mdoir JaOVmhoV. VgmM OJV~YyMm KZJ^ra H$R> - damMm
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dJmV OmV. H$cm^dZMo {dmWu H$cm^dZmH$S>,o gJrV ^dZmMo gJrV emioH$S>.o
~mH$s nmR>-^dZMo BH$S>o-{VH$S>o doJdoJ`m PmS>mImcr Am{U H$mhr jUmV
gJim H$mocmhc emV hm`Mm. EH$ KQ>m nwhm dmOm`Mr Am{U Amnmn`m
dJmVyZ A`mg gw hm`Mm.

20 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

3. em{V{ZHo$VZM JwJm_ (Jwnr)


Aml_mM IoimM _XmZ. `mcm cmJyZ EH$ cmc aVm. `mn{cH$S>o Xwga EH$
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KamVrc AmVrc gmYrM _mS>Ur Am{U gm`m gai Zoherc _mUgmMo Mohao,
dof^yfm `mV Am`H$maH$ gmaIonUm hmoVm. ~g`mgmR>r EH$m AmoirV _mS>cocr
cmH$S>r AmgZ, nVeranUo KS>m KmcyZ R>odcocr gd Hw$Qw>~mMr AWU
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Cma Xoer`, qghc-rnr, nOm~r, qgYr, JwOamWr {dm`mZm nmohm`cm
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 21

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Am_Mm _moMm dio Am{U `m o_i pZY ^mdmZo Am_Mo dmJV H$aV. `m`m
22 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

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hQ>c Var {dgaVm `m`Mm Zmhr. Jmoar, chmZga MUrMr, AmZXr ^m^rOr
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_moR>m n{S>VOt`m dJmV Vohm Amhr Mma nmM _wcr Am{U XmoZ VrZ {dmWu
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hmoVm. EH$ {Xdg Am_`m dJmVrc EH$ A`V gai gmYm {dmWu eaUgmX
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gwnmargmaIm AmdiH$mR>r Vm|S>mV Yam`Mm. EH$ XmoZ doim `mnyduhr Xwg`m
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 23

{dm`mZm Aem Hw$Sw>_ Hw$Sw>_ Im`m~c n{S>VOtZr XQ>mdc hmoV. ""Vwhr


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24 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

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`mcm g_moa C^ Ho$c Om`M. VZ`Xm`m >rZo hm Kmoa Aj` AnamY hmoVm.
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~mhoa {ZKyZ Om. Omon`V AS>mUr, OJcr _mUgmgmaI Ag Vm|S> CKS>U ~X
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`mda H$m` _V Amho? `m CH$> H$cocm nwaH$V Ho$c nm{hOo H$s Zmhr?' ho
gJi Cnamo{YH$ ~mocU EoH$V AgVmZm _mPr Om^B Xo`mMr H$cm nwaH$V
hmoD$Zhr Jocr hmoVr. _m`m H$nmimda Amn`m hmVmV`m ISy>Zo EH$ dUdr
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Vr {nwa M{MV IOrc _wm nwT>o {H$VrVar {Xdg _m`m XwQ> dJ{__{UtMr
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 25

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CoeyZ ~moccoco eX _cm Q>moH$V ahmV.
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Agm H$R>moa AmXoe {_im`Mm. EH$Xm BVa {ejH$mZr WmoS>r MT>dyZ R>odco`m,
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dm` ImoS>c hUyZ AgmM H$R>moa AmXoe {_imcm.
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hUmcr, ""AmnU _m`m gnyU {Z~YmdaM H$mQ> _macrV''.
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Imcr _mZ KmcyZ {ejm _mU _mZcr.
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AmcQy>Z nmcQy>Z ~XcV {dm`mZm {eH$dV, H$Yr _mcVr`m Jma gmdcrV,
H$Yr cVmdoctZr ~Zco`m {ZdmV Hw$OmV, H$Yr ~Hw$i \w$cmMm gS>m nS>co`m
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Amn`m Zm[aJr emcrMm P|S>m \$S>H$dV cmohV^mgmaIo IS>o.
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26 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

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nm{hOo'', Vo hUV. {S>H$g `mMm AmdS>Vm coIH$ hmoVm. VZ`Xm H$Yr
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dmMV Vohm dJmVrc Eadr MMc dmJUm`m _wcmgH$Q> gdmM {Mm OUw Amn`m
_wR>rV ~mYyZ Q>mH$V.
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cmdyZ ~moQ> Y$Z nwVH$m`m ZXZdZmV Amhmcm KoD$Z OmUm`m `m Yra
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Am{U Ag gw^J `{$d H$s nmhUm`mcm n{h`mM ZOaoV AmH$fU dmQ>m`M.
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Aer H$mZmZm IwcdyZ Q>mH$Umar g~moYZmMr ~agmV H$aV ^mVXm dJmV doe
H$aV. VZ`Xm_mUo `mMrhr {deof {` OmJm hmoVr. Aml_m`m A{VWrJhm`m
g_moa EH$m Ow`m ~Hw$cdjm`m Imcr KmoS>m`m Zmcm`m AmH$mamMm H$>m
hmoVm.
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Om`Mm Va H$Yr PmS>m`m cm~ ngaco`m emImdarc n`mM EH$X_ Hy$OZ
gw hm`M.
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AmH$memVyZ?' Am{U dJmV hm`mMm EH$M H$moi CR>`mda Vmo {~Mmam
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Am{U hUyZM `m`mOdi Ow`m Ow`m AmR>dUtMm EdT>m I{OZm hmoVm H$s,
H$Yr H$Yr Amhr B{VhmgmMm A`mg {dg$Z Om`Mmo. Amnco Xmohr hmV
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 27

OUw H$moU`mVar A` Ocme`mV YaV Ag`m`m _wVo ^mVXm {eH$dm`cm


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Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 29

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Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 33

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Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 35

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JOV hmoVm. Kw_V hmoVm.
36 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

_memB Am_Mo ^yJmocmMo {ejH$ hmoVo Am{U Jwnr_`oM amhmV hmoVo.


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nU Varhr _r `m`mg_moa Km~$Z WaWa H$mnV Ago. `mMm amJ \$maM
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Vwhr gJioOUhr nhm, dm`nUm Ho$cmV Va Vw_`m Ho$gmMrhr AerM AdWm
hmoD$ eH$Vo.''
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A{ZcXmZr Amhm gd H$nZrcm MmQ> {IcdyZ AmUc hmoV, nU Var Am_M
_Z ^ac ZhV. nwhm EH$Xm Q>m`mV ~gyZ {dZmWm`m JrVyZ {\$a`mMr
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 37

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^`mZH$ Xw:gmhgr ~oV Ho$cm. Mmo$Z, Am_`m CXma _ZH$ JwMr nadmZJr Z
KoVm Amhr EH$ Q>mJm ~mocmdcm, ~KVm ~KVm `mda EH$ MmXa VmUyZ ~gdyZ
nS>mMr `dWm Ho$cr Jocr. _J H$m`, Amhr H$mhr {dm{WZr `m Q>m`mV
dma hmoD$Z ehamV {\$am`cm ~mhoa nS>cmo. Amhr {dMma Ho$cm H$s, A{ZcXm
Amhmcm nwH$i {\$adyZ N>mmdmgmV AmmmM nmoMdyZ Joco AmhoV. AmVm
g`mH$min`V H$mhr Vo Amhmcm nhm`cm `oUma ZmhrV. `mZm dmQ>oc H$s
Amhr gJ`m WHy$Z Pmon`m Agy. Vo dV: OmJo hmoD$Z amr`m Ood`mgmR>r
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~m~y, ghm dmOon`V Amhmcm nmoMm`M Amho Am{U Q>mJm \$mQ>H$mnmgyZ WmoS>m
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Vwhmcm gJ`mZm KoD$Z Hw$R>o niyZ Jocm AgVm _J?''
38 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

Am_`m gdm`m _mZm EH$gmW ea_oZo Imcr Jo`m, EImm Im


{eH$m`mZo S>H$-eyqQ>J_`o ~XH$mMr _miM R>mo R>mo H$aV Imcr nmS>mdr Vem.
amJ, _ZVmn, Xw:ImdoJ `mZr `mMm H$R> XmQy>Z Amcm hmoVm. `m`mH$S>o
ZOa didyZ nmh`mM gmhg Am_`mnH$s Hw$UmH$S>oM ZhV. ZVa Ajae:
`m`m nm`mda S>moH$ R>oD$Z nwhm nwhm Amhr j_m _m{JVcr hmoVr Am{U
_moR>m _wpH$crZo `mZm nQ>dy eH$cmo hmoVmo. nU Vo BV`m cdH$a Amhmcm
emoYm`cm H$go Amco Am{U `mZm Amhr Q>m`mcm MmXa ~mYyZ {dZmWmM
XeZ H$am`cm Jo`mMr dmVm Hw$Ur {Xcr hmoVr?
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nU H$m Zmhr _mJdcm Hw$Ry>Z Var?'' amJmZo Vo Am_`mda JOVM hmoVo.
Oo hm Amhr Q>m `mda MmXa ~m Y y Z V`mar H$aV hmo V mo Vo hmM,
Am_`m~amo~aM H$mercm Amco`m EH$m {dm`mZo Amhmcm nm{hc hmoV. Vo
{dmWu hUOo _WwaoMo EH$ {gYo gmYo gai d^mdmMo n{S>VOr hmoVo. d`mZo Vo
Am_`mnojm _mo>o hmoVo. `mMr doe^yfm nU H$mhrer {d{M Agm`Mr. YmoVa
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cmdcoc n{S>VOr Amco H$s _wcr hUm``m, "nhm, {VWo cmc B{OZmMr gMcmBQ>
M_H$Vo Amho.' Am_`m hg`mcm n{S>VOr Zoh_rM OUy `m`m `{$dmcm
AnU Ho$co`m {dO`_mio_mUo drH$mam`Mo. _wcrhr `m`m gai ^mo`m
d^mdmMm A{YH$M Ja\$m`Xm `m``m,"n{S>VOr, Oam YmdV OmD$Z nmZ
AmUmc? Am{UH$ EH$, Oam EH$ hS>r M_M_ AmUmc, MmJc Img? H$mer_`o
M_M_ \$ma N>mZ {_iV Ag EoH$c`!' "O$a AmUrZ,' Am{U WmoS>m doimVM
Km_mZo qM~ hmoD$Z YmdV niV n{S>VOr hS>r^a M_M_ Am{U _KB nmZmMm
nwS>m KoD$Z `oV. `m [Xder Vohm `mZr Amhmcm ~mhoa Om`Mr V`mar H$aV
AgVmZm nm{hc Vohm Amhmcm dmQ>c H$s n{S>VOrMm ^moionUm H$Yr H$Yr
H$mhr _yInUm H$$Z ~gy eH$Vmo Vohm Oo H$m` Amho Vo `mZm n> gmJyZ
Q>mH$md, ""n{S>VOr EoH$m,'' Amhr Am_`m AmH$fH$ hm`mMm `moJ `m`mda
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 39

H$aV hQ>c, ""Amhr {dZmWm`m XeZmcm OmV AmhmoV, cJoM CcQ>m


nmdcr _mKmar `oV AmhmoV, nU Vwhr Hw$UmcmM H$mhr ~mocy ZH$m.''
nS>Xm VmUyZ ~m~m {dZmWm`m XeZmcm {ZKmco`m Y_nam`U
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Om. _r Amho Zm. Omon`V AmnU naV `oV Zmhr Vmon`V _r BWoM BH$S>o {VH$S>o
{\$aV amhrZ - eVnmdcr H$aoZ.'' nU `m`m `m eVnmdcrMr Amhmcm
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qnO`mV C^ Ho$c.
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Am{U {Vgar Zr{c_m Vohm emio`m nmR>-^dZMr {dm{WZr hmoVr. AmO VrM
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dmadma OmU hm`M, H$Yr {Z~Y {c{h`m`m {Z{_mmZo, H$Yr EImm H$R>rU
nXmMr `m`m H$a`mgmR>r Am{U `oH$ doir Vo H$nmQ>mVyZ emoYyZ emoYyZ
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`mMr nZr ~hVoH$ doir AmOmar Agm`Mr. {V`m CemerM MaIm KoD$Z
40 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

_cm hUm`Mo, ""~mB J, Vy {Z{VM _mJ`m O_mV ~Jmcr Agcr nm{hOog,


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EoHy$ `oVmo, ""~mB J, Vy _mJ`m O_mV Z$sM ~Jmcr AgUma.''
EH$Xm c{cV_mohZ~m~y`m "gr_mpVH$m'_`o ~gcoco AgVmZmM
A\$cmVyZ Am`{S>`m gwMcr hmoVr. `m H$mimV nm`mV Vmo {dcjU Omoe ZgVm
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Z_w`mMm nm`Kmoi H$moQ>. Amhr `mZm Z_H$ma Ho$cm Var {VgmX Zgo,
Moh`mda EImXrhr p_Vaofm Zgo. `m`m Aem VwgS>m d^mdm_wio Amhr
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gmho~, gcm_'' Am{U _mcmZm Am_`mH$S>o S>moio dQ>m$Z OUy Am_M ^_
hmoBc Aem ZOaoZo amoIyZ nhmV {ZKyZ OmV. EH$Xm _mcmZm AgoM _moR>m
gw>rV T>m`mcm Joco Am{U naVco Vohm gJ`m Aml_mV A\$dm ngacr H$s
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dmiV nS>coco nm{h`mMo gmJo, Hw$Ur H$Mam \o$H$`mgmR>r XadmOm CKSy>Z Vr
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nm{hcoc gmJo. AmVm BVH$ EoH$`mda {Vcm nm{h`m{edm` Amhmcm OodUImU
gwMU H$g e` hmoV? YmS>gmZr gVV Q>ohiUr H$$Z Pmcr nU ~waIm Va
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AmVm Amcr H$m nMmBV!
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 41

Zoh_r_mUo _mOam`m J`mV KQ>m ~mY`mM XwYa H$m_ _m`mda gmondc


Joc. _mcmZm gmho~m`m Kam`m _mJ`m ~mOyg EH$ _mo>m H$M`mgmR>r R>odcocm
S>_ hmoVm. `mda MTy>Z CM {IS>H$rVyZ AmV S>moH$mdyZ nm{hc AgV Va
{Z{VM `m T>m`m`m $ndVrM, T>mHo$arM XeZ KS>c AgV. nU `m
CM S>_da MT>U H$mhr gmon ZhV. Var H$gVar nm` CMmdyZ `mda MT>co,
nXa H$_aoer ImoMcm Am{U Pon KoD$Z {IS>H$s`m H$mMocm Y$Z cm|~H$ico.
nm{hc Va Imocr [aH$m_r hmoVr. BH$S>o {VH$S>o EImXr cwJr nS>cocr hmoVr Am{U
_mcmZm PmSy> hmVmV KoD$Z H$_am PmS>V hmoVo. WmoS> ^rVrZo, WmoS> `m`m
{d{M AdVmamH$S>o nmhZ _mPo Xmohr hmV S>i_ico Am{U IQ>mH$H$Z {IS>H$scm
~mYcocr Xmoar VwQy>Z Imcr Amcr. _mcmZmZr XMHy$Z da nm{hc Am{U ~hXm Vo
PmSy> KoD$Z _cm nH$S>m`cm niV `oD$ cmJco. _r YmS>H$Z Imcr CS>r _macr
Am{U ni H$mT>cm Vmo c{cV_mohZ ~m~y`m Kar Iyn doi XSy>Z ~g`mgmR>r.
`mMr Vr h[aUmjr ~oJ_ nmh`mM Hw$Vwhc _r nwhm XmIdc Zmhr.
EH$Xm ny` hOmar gmXOtZr `mZm EH$m gH$V gm{hp`H$ g^oV
"hXrg'da ~mocm`cm Am_{V Ho$c. Va gwI_` ~m~yZm qMVm nS>cr H$s ""AmVm
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cmoH$ _m`m hmVmcm cmJcm Amho.
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nZrMo VoO Mmoa`mV Vna Aer Q>monr S>mo`mda YmaU Ho$coco,
42 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

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XmT>r AgUmao _mcmZm AmX_wrZ gmho~ hXrgda ~mocco.
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Anwa dmQ>V Amho.
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~Jmc_`o {g hmo`m. EImm _wKc H$cmH$VrV emo^Umar `mMr Moh`mMr
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 43

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Aem doJdoJ`m H$m`H$_mgmR>r H$cm^dZ`m EH$m _moR>m noQ>m`mV


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AmOmar Agc Va niV MmH$er H$am`cm `oUma, H$Yr {IMS>r H$$Z nmR>dUma
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 45

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46 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

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Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 47

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48 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

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Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 49

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hmoV. Hw$UmM {M nmR>dm`M? Am_`mnH$s Hw$UmM nmR>dc Va ndmhH$mZo
50 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

hmVmV {M KoD$Z Amhmcm emoYc AgV, AmoiIc AgV. Am{U _J `m


H$mimV A{YH$mar dJmMm EHy$U _yS> nmhVm Am_Mr JR>S>r dicr AgVr. _cm
AMmZH$ Amn`m `m gwXa dm{gZr _{Ur`m {MmMr AmR>dU Pmcr. Vo
nmR>d`mV H$mhrM YmoH$m ZhVm. Vr ~_m_`o hmoVr Am{U Aml_mVrc Hw$UrM
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ghO S>moio Xya H$$ eH$Uma Zmhr. Pmc, nm~amo~a Vo {Mhr nmR>dc Joc.
nmm hmoVm, "lr_Vr JJm~mB, lr^dZ, empV{ZHo$VZ.' N>mZ ~w ~ZUma Vmo
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gmX`IZr, H$mh|Q> E`wHo$Q>oS>, _oUmMr ~mhcr.
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Vr OmXy`m hdmB KmoS>mda ~gdyZ {nQ>miyZ cmdoc.
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OmJV AgUmar ^yH$ Hw$R>o niZ Jocr hmoVr. ^yH$ Zmhr, VhmZ Zmhr, ~Jmcr
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Joco, AmVm H$ghr H$$Z Xwg`m `w$sMo Xoer hmWJmoio MmcdyZ `m AkmV
{XeoZo `oUm`m {dXoer cmQ>gmho~mcm Wmondm`cm nm{hOo.

Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 51

ghm`mM {Xder nmM Cma {Xc Am{U Am_Mo hmV nm` WS> nS>co. n
KoD$Z dmS>Z dV: {VWo C^r am{hcr hmoVr. ""hr JJm~mB H$moU Amho?'' {VZo
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am{hcmo Amho. nadm gd Jmo>r n`m H$a`mgmR>r `oV Amho.'' ho dmMyZ XmoKtMo
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hmoVr?
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gmJy `m. EH$ VoM AmVm Amn`mcm dmMdy eH$VmV.'' Am_Mo gwH$coco Mohao
KoD$Z Amhr `m`mH$S>o nmoMcmo Vohm Am_M _Z Zoh_rM dmMy eH$Umao Vo
OmXyJma hgm`cm cmJco, ""H$m` Pmc? H$mhrVar XmS>JmBV nH$S>cm Jocm
Agmc. VarM m hmVm`mMr AmR>dU Amcr Vwhmcm.''
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ImZXmZ Ag Amho H$s `m`mer _H$ar Zmhr. _r dV: AmVm JS> hmQ>occm
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OmD$Z Pmonm. JJm~mB`m _wcrcm nmhm`cm AmVm Hw$Ur `oUma Zmhr.''
52 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

Aem arVrZo {H$`oH$ doim Aml_mVrc {H$`oH$ {dm`mZm Aml_mVrc


`m nw`m`mZo A^` {Xc hmoV. ~wYdma`m mWZm g^oV _{H$ Zoh_r Amhmcm
`mM Vo {` ^OZ EoH$dV V~ eaUmB Am`mo
Am`mo _oao R>mHy$a !
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A{Ve` Cmo{OV hmoV Vo Amhmcm g_OmdV hmoVo.
""If music be the food of love - play on ''
~amo~a VohmM S>mi VmXimV ~wS>mcocm Agm Vmo gmn dm_Z Kmof`m
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nS>c, `mMm AmYrM cmc Moham amJmZo ZwgVm \$U\$Ucm hmoVm. hm dm`nUm
Hw$Ur Ho$cm hmoVm Vo H$im`cm doi cmJcm Zmhr. EH$X_ `mZr chmZIw`m
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 53

dm_ZmMr _mZ nH$S>cr, ""`y amH$c, `y {_OoQ>'' Ag hUV XmoZ Mma doim
`mZr `mMr _mZJyQ> {hgH$V `mcm gmoSy>Z {Xc Am{U cm~ cm~ T>mJm Q>mH$V
Z {eH$dVm Vo {ZKyZ Joco. gmn hm `mMm "drH$ nmBQ>' hmoVm. EH$ Va Aml_mV
Eadrhr gmn Iyn {ZKV, _J EoaZXm Zoh_r Amhmcm hUV H$s ""gmn ~KyZ
_cm H$m` hmoV g_OV Zmhr. Amo\$, BVH$s ^`H$a Jmo> Xwgar H$moUVr Zgoc.''
Xw> dm_ZZo Va OmUyZ ~wOyZM `m {Xder `mZm Km~ad`mgmR>r Vmo gmn
gmoS>cm hmoVm.

54 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

4. Aml_nd
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amhUma? ~KVm ~KVm JwOamVr, qghcr Am{U {MZr _ogMrhr gmo` Pmcr.
Cma XoeMm Hw$Ur AmMmar BV`m Xya `m`cm V`ma Pmcm Zmhr. Vohm Amhmcm
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Am_`mgmR>r VwarMr S>mi Am{U ~JZ ^aVm ~Zdm`cm cmJcm. gaOycm
gJrVmMr {deof AmdS> hmoVr Am{U adt gJrV Va Aml_m`m PmS>mnmZmVyZ
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 55

JwOV hmoV. Amcm Va [ahgc hmoVmZm gaOygwm MQ>H$Z EImXr AYu Amoi
{eH$m`Mm, nU adt gJrVmV `mZo H$mhr ZdrZM `moJ Ho$co hmoVo, Og nmJcm hmdma ~mXc {XZo am_m
nmJcm Am_ma _Z OoJo CR>o `oH$ AmoirV Vmo "am_m'Mr Ad` OmoS>Ur H$am`Mm. H$Yr ZmQ>H$mMr gyMZm
{_imcr H$s, Vmo nmM dmOVmM amrM OodU ~ZdyZ R>odUma Am{U Amhr
nhm`Mmo Vmo Amncm ojH$m`m_`o S>mo`mcm cmc J_N>m ~mYyZ gaOy _hmamO
_moR>m ~m~mV hgV ~gcocm Amho. "{MmJXm' Agmo H$s "MS>m{cH$m',
"_m`aoIocm' Agmo H$s "Vmeo Xoea'. dV: JwXod `mM g`moOZ H$aUma.
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gmoS>m`Mr. `m [aH$m`m hmVmVyZ gaga Xmoa gmoS>V {d{har_YyZ nmUr IoMUmar,
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Amn`m ZmVrda {H$Vr Anma o_ hmoV. JwXodm`m Aem `moM Am`moOZ Hw$Um
56 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

am`nmcm`m Aem ndV `mmnojm H$mhr H$_r Zgm`M. `m Am_`m `moV


Vohm dV: JwXod hmoVo, ~yS>r Xr hmoVr, {VMr AmB hUOo JwXodmMr
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~gyZ ~S>rXrZo _cm Amn`m JmoS> AmdmOmV EH$ JmU EoH$dc. Vo JmU am_JT>_`o
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H$_aoer nXamMm PwnH$m Am{U H$mZmV _moR> _mo>r gmo`mMr Pw~a, Vohm Hw$Umcm
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OmUma Amho. {VMo n{V lrH$U H$ncmZr gm{h` AH$mX_rMo g{Md hUyZ
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naeZo ma OoVmo Iwco

Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 57

Xmamn`V `oD$Z Vy naVcmg, nU ZwgVm ne Ho$cm AgVmg Var Xma CKS>c


AgV. ZZrVmccm OmD$Z _r {Vcm n {c{hc Am{U {V`m Vem AdWoVhr
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58 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

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Aml_mV JmYr {Xdg


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Aml_mVrc gd ZmoH$amZm gw>r {Xcr Om`Mr. gJir H$m_ {dm`mZm dV:
H$amdr cmJm`Mr. AmYrM EH$ {Xdg ZmoQ>rg ~moS>mda H$m_mMr `mXr cmdcr
Om`Mr. H$wUmcm d`nmH$KamMr dN>Vm H$am`Mr Amho, H$moU aVo g\$mB`m
JQ>mV Amho, emMJh, ZmZJh gJi AmaemgmaI cI Ho$c Om`M. nXa
ImoMyZ _wctMm JQ>hr H$m_mcm {^S>m`Mm. Hw$Ur ~Q>mQ>mMm T>rJ H$mnV ~gc`,
Hw$Ur H$mmMm _gmcm dmQ>V dmQ>V S>moio nwgVmhoV. a`mMr doJir g\$mB
Mmccr`, g`mH$mir ZmoH$amMr H$~>r aJcr`. {Xdg _mO_OoV hgV IoiV
Om`Mm. Xwgao {Xder _J Hw$Um`m ~moQ>mcm n>r ~mYcocr Agm`Mr, Hw$UmMm
nm` cJS>V Agm`Mm, nU Hw$UmMrhr AmX`m {Xder`m WH$dyZ Q>mH$Um`m
{Xdgm~c VH$ma Zgm`Mr.

Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 59

5. H$mhr _hdnyU Cgd


Aml_mVrc gd Cgdm_`o _hdmMm {Xdg hmoVm nmf g_r. `mAmYrM
H$mhr {Xdg ~cJmS>md$Z ~mJS>mMr XwH$mZ, _mVrMr ^mS>r, lr{ZHo$VZ`m
gmS>m, IoiUr, gWmcr Xm{J`mMm AZ_moc IOmZm KoD$Z gWmcr Q>mo`m
`oD$Z {_iV Am{U "Q>mQ>m ^dZ'n`V ~mOma ngaV Ago. Mma {XdgmMr gw>r
Omhra hm`Mr. Xyad$Z cmoH$ `oV. ~mhoaMo {dmWu, ZmVodmBH$ Am{U AZoH$
g_mZZr` nmhUo, d`godH$ _wctMo XcM ~Zdco Om`Mo. Hw$Ur Amco`m
nmh`mZm {\$$Z Aml_ XmIdV. Hw$Ur ojUr` Wi nhm`cm KoD$Z OmV,
Hw$Ur `m`m OodUm`m doir CnpWV amhZ OmVrZo `dWm nhmV. Am_`m
dgVrJhmVcr EImXr _mo>r Imocr [aH$m_r H$$Z dmicoc JdV ngac Om`M
Am{U gJ`m Aml_mVM `m CgdmMm AmZX AmogS>V Agm`Mm.
gwdmVrcm H$cH$`mhZ Amco`m gwIdVy _{hcmZm `m JdV ngaco`m
AW$Umda {ZOm`cm WmoS> mgXm`H$ hm`M nU hiwhiy `mZmhr `mVM
AmZX dmQ>m`cm cmJm`Mm. nmf g_rMr nyOm dV: JwXod H$am`Mo. amJmo`m
H$mTy>Z V`mar H$aV Jmar Xr Am{U {V`m {g{ZAa {dm{WZr. _o`m`m _OoM
dUZ H$m` gmJmd? dfmVyZ EH$ {Xdg Va nmZ Im`cm {_im`M, _J Vo H$g
Q>mic OmBc?
nmZmZo AmoR> cmc Pmcoco, hmVmV EH$ N>S>r. Hw$Ur ZmJaXmocm`m MH$mMm
(M{I`mMm) AmZX KoVmhoV Va Hw$Ur gWmcr Xm{J`m`m XwH$mZmda JXu
H$$Z AmhoV. T>mocm`m AmH$mam`m gmI`mZr ^aco`m Aem gWmcr
H$U^yfUmMr {dH$s _o`mV gdm{YH$ hm`Mr. EH$hr {dm{WZr Aer Zgm`Mr
H$s {O`m H$mZmV gWmcr H$U^yfUo ZmhrV. H$mZ ^mar MmXr`m ^mamZo VwQ>m`cm
Amco Var Hw$Um`mhr Moh`mda `m~c ZmngVr Zmhr. Hw$Ur _mVrM ^mS>
IaoXr H$aVo`, Hw$Ur IOwam`m JwimMr _mo>r dS>r IaoXr Ho$cr`. H$mhr
{dm{WZtZr {_R>mB d BVa Z_H$sZ nXmWmMm Q>mc CKS>cm`. O`m Anm
dm_rZo _oZyH$mS> {M~ Ho$c`. dV: ~wS>rXr ~Q>mQ>mMo H$Q>coQ> ViVo Amho.
60 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

JwOamWr {dm`mZr JwOamWr nXmW ~Zdco AmhoV Am{U Xm{jUm`


{dm`mMr BS>cr S>mogo Am{U qMMoMr MQ>Ur ^am^a {dH$cr OmV Amho. `mM
_o`mV ga AH$~a hXar Am_`m m Q>mcda Amco Am{U Amhr `mZm Xhm
n`mcm EH$ gm_mogm {dH$cm Va hgyZ hUmco, ""~a Pmc, Vw_`m `m XwH$mZmV
gmohZ hcdm Zmhr {dH$m`cm, ZmhrVa Vw_Mo ngo MwH$Vo H$am`cm {IemVco ngo
nwaco ZgVo.'' `m Q>mc`m g_moa Aml_mVrc Mhm`m XwH$mZmMo _mcH$
Agco`m H$miyM N>moQ> XwH$mZ _mS>coc hmoV. {~Mmam Xwgao {Xder {ha_wgcm
hmoD$Z Am_`m g_moa hmV OmoSy>Z C^m am{hcm, ""XrXr_Zr, AmnU Ag
MhmM XwH$mZ CKS>c Va _r H$m` {dHy$? _m`m XwH$mZmV H$moU `oUma?''
`mM hUU ~amo~a hmoV. `mM {Xder _J Am_M XwH$mZ gm_mZ dmQy>Z
Q>mHy$Z ~X Ho$c Joc. nmf g_rM Aml_m`m OrdZmV {deof _hd hmoV.
JwXodmMo dS>rc _h{f Xod|ZmW `mZr empV{ZHo$VZMr O_rZ Am{U H$mhr
B_maVtMm EH$ Q>Q> Ho$cm hmoVm, `mmao EH$ "~m{dmc`', "nwVH$mc`'
Am{U nmf g_r`m {Xder Aml_mV {deof _oim ^a{d`mg~Yr AmXoe
hmoVm. `m AmXoemZwgmaM Aml_m`m CXKmQ>ZmMr {VWr (23 {S>g|~a 1901)
nmf g_r R>a{d`mV Amcr hmoVr. Amn`mH$S>rc gmR>co`m doJdoJ`m
nwVH$m`m gmmZo JwXodmZr dmMZmc`mMr WmnZm Ho$cr. hiwhiy `m
dmMZmc`mMr BVH$s ^a^amQ> Pmcr H$s `mV nwVH$ R>odm`cm OmJm Anwar
nSy> cmJcr. JwXodm`m {_mZr Mma {dm`mZm gdW_ Aml_mV {eH$m`cm
nmR>dc. nmMdo {dmWu JwXodmMo nw aWt. nmf g_rcm Aml_mV gdW_
{dm`mZm doe {_imcm Am{U VohmnmgyZ Vr {VWr Aml_m`m B{VhmgmV
A_a ~Zcr. Aml_mMm nm`m hiwhiy n$m Pmcm. Xya XyahZ {dmWu `m`cm
cmJco Am{U nmf g_rMm Cgd Xadfu Z`m H$nZmZr, Z`m Amem
Cgmhmgh aJy cmJcm. nmf g_r `{V[a$ BVahr AZoH$ CgdmZr Aml_
~haV Ago. emaXmogd, dfm_Jc, _mKmogd, hmoirnm{U_m dJao. EH$Xm Iyn
Xw$Z X{jUoH$Sy>Z Amco`m EH$m {dm{WZrZo Aml_mVrc EH$m AH$mV {c{hc
hmoV H$s ""em{V{ZHo$VZ_YyZ Kar naVU hUOo Ag dmQ>V H$s Amhr Kamcm
nmaIo hmoV AmhmoV.''
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 61

Aml_m`m `oH$ {dm`mMm, {dm{WZrMm hmM AZw^d hmoVm.


Aml_mVrc Aer Hw$Urhr {dm{WZr AgUma Zmhr H$s Aml_mVrc n{d
dmVmdaUmV amhZ, Aml_ Jw`m _hmZ `{$_dmVyZ H$mhrM JhU Ho$c
Zmhr. em{Z{ZHo$VZ`m {dm`mda {VWcr {d{e> N>mn AmnmoAmn C_Q>m`Mr.
Aml_m`m `m AmZ X dZmV `m Ag ` {dm`m Z r Amnco
{dmWuOrdZmMo ~h_moc {Xdg Kmcdco AmhoV, VoM Ia OmUy eH$VmV H$s
`mMr {d^maVr Am{U XodVw` JwXodmM `m`m X`mV {H$Vr C WmZ
hmoV Vo.

62 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

6. Aml_{dH$mgmV JwXodmMo `moJXmZ


`m Aml_mMr gwdmV Ho$di nmM {dm`mZm KoD$Z Pmcr, {VWo AmVm
eoH$S>mo {dm`mMm JQ> kmZmOZ H$aV hmoVm. Aml_m`m `m g\$cVoM lo`
JwXodm`m eXmVyZ n> hmoV, ""{ejUmMm gH$ma VgoM Jm_ gOrdZr hoM
_m`m OrdZmMo _w` `o` Amho. _r BWo H$dr Zmhr, _r BWo gm{h` `dhma
H$aV Zmhr, VgoM _m`m `m jomV Oo ~mocc OmV, `m qMVZmMm H$me
C_Q>Vmo `mVM XoemVrc A^md Am{U `m~cMr ^mdZm `mM Cma {Z{V
Amho.''
`m qMVZercVocm gVV d{cV R>od`mgmR>r `mZr H$mhr H$_r `mJ
Ho$cocm Zmhr. gwdmVrcm Oohm Aml_ gw Pmcm Vohm {dm`mH$Sy>Z H$moUVrhr
\$s KoVcr OmV Zgo. EdT>M Zmhr Va `mZm H$nS>mcmm, ImU{nU, nwVH$
Aml_mH$Sy>ZM {_iV. _h{f XodoZmW R>mHy$a `m`m Q>Q>H$Sy>Z AR>ameo $n`o
Aml_mcm {_iV. JwXodmMo _m{gH$ Cnhr gmYmaUM hmoVo. Ag hUVmV
H$s, `m`m n{VdVm nZrZo doN>oZo Amnco H$mhr Xm{JZo {dHy$Z Aml_mMm
IM ^mJ{dcm. gZ 1902_`o nZrMm _`y Pmcm Vohm JwXodmM d`
Eo$Mmirg df hmoV. Amn`m nmM _wcm`{V[a$ Aml_m`m AZoH$ _wcmMm
^magwm `m`mdaM hmoVm. `mMm dV:Mm gdmV YmH$Q>m _wcJm AdKm AmR>
dfmMm hmoVm. BH$S>o Aml_mMr Am{WH$ pWVr `WmVWmM hmoVr. Am{U na_oa
`mMr H$R>moa narjm nhmV hmoVm.
W_ _h{fM {ZYZ Pmc, _J XmoZ {ddm{hV _wctMm _`y Am{U gJ`mV
chmZ _wcmMmhr _wJoa_`o gmWr`m amoJmV _`y Pmcm. Amn`m {` _wcm`m
_`yM Xw:Ihr `mZr Aml_m`m H$m_mV ~wS>dyZ Q>mH$c. Amn`m _wctda
`mM \$ma o_ hmoV. {deofV: ~ocmda. Ag hUVmV H$s Oohm {Vcm j`mMr
~mYm Pmcr Vohm JwXod {VMr am{Xdg godm H$aV hmoVo. naVw `mMr godm
Am{U o_ _`ycm amoIy eH$cr Zmhr. _mo>r _wcJr amUr {hMm j`mZo AmYrM
_`y AmoT>dcocm hmoVm. emoH$, _`y Am{U {d`moJ `mZr _m `mZm `m`m
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 63

H$_nWmd$Z {dM{cV Ho$c Zmhr. `mMr coIUr A{daV Mmcy am{hcr. _`yZo
`m`m JVrcm ~mYm AmUcr Zmhr. `mMo nw aWtZmW R>mHy$a `mZr EHo$
{R>H$mUr {c{hc Amho H$s, ""gH$Q>m`m Am{U _hmZ Xw:Im`m {XdgmVhr _m`m
d{S>cm`m coIUrZo hma _mZcr Zmhr. Oohm Vo amUr`m {df_damer cT>V
hmoVo, Vohm hdmnmcQ>mgmR>r Vo {Vcm EH$m S>moJami ^mJmVyZ XwgaroH$S>o ZoV, nU
{cImU Mmcy Ago. H$Yr "MmoIao ~mcr' Va H$Yr "ZmH$m Sw>~r'. Vo H$YrM EH$
H$mX~ar EH$XmM {chZ gndV ZgV. EH$ EH$ H$aU {c{hV Am{U EImm
{Z`VH$m{cH$mV N>mnm`cm nmR>dV. `mH$mao H$_e: Ymamdm{hH$ $nmV `m`m
H$mX~`m nyU hmoV. {H$Vrhr {damoYr KQ>ZmMm gm_Zm H$am`cm cmJmo, {H$Vrhr
_mZ{gH$ AmKmV `mZm V H$amoV, gnmXH$mZm `m`m H$mX~ar`m nwT>`m
H$aUmgmR>r H$Yrhr Wm~md cmJc Zmhr. Ag gmJVmV H$s `m`m gm{hp`H$
OrdZm`m Ama^H$mimV EH$ {Xdg _h{f Xod|ZmWmZm Hw$UrVar gm{JVc H$s
V$U adtZmW H${dVm {c{hVmV, Vr nwhm BVa V$U H$dt_mUo AS>
o_H${dVm Zho Va ^$s ^mdZoZo AmoVmoV Aer J^ra H${dVm {c{hVmV.
_hfvZr EH$ {Xdg m ZdrZ H$drcm ~mocmdU nmR>dc. adtZmW EH$mnmR>monmR>
EH$ H${dVm hUV hmoVo Am{U _hfu S>moio ~X H$$Z, AmZX{d^moa hmoD$Z
H${dVm EoH$V hmoVo. Oohm Vo H${dVm JmD$ cmJco Vohm _hfvMm H$R> J{hd$Z
Amcm. hUmco, ""H$me, AmO Oa _r amOm AgVmo Va Vw`m `m H${dVmM `mo`
_y` XoD$ eH$cmo AgVmo.'' `mM H${dVmM gH$cZ ZVa "Zdo' `m ZmdmZo
H$m{eV Pmc.

64 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

7. JmYrOr Am{U JwXod


JmYrOtMm O_{Xdg em{V{ZHo$VZ_`o _moR>m CgmhmV gmOam Ho$cm Om`Mm.
Am_Hw$OmV mWZm-g^m hm`Mr. EH$Xm `mM g^oV JwXod hUmco hmoVo,
""AmO _. JmYt`m O_{XZ g_mamohmV AmnU Aml_dmgr AmZXmogd H$aUma
AmhmoV. _cm `m`m H$m`m`m Ama^mMm da JmadmZo OmJdmdmgm dmQ>Vmo.
AmO`m CgdmV `m`mgmR>r AmZX H$Q> H$amdmgm dm>Q>Vmo, `mM WmZ
H$m` Amho? `mM Agm_m`d H$emV Amho? `m T>e$s`m ^mdmZo
JmYrOtZr g_V ^maVdfmcm OmJ Ho$c Vr MS> Amho. gJ`m Xoem`m
N>mVrda nS>co`m OS>Vo`m MS> Ym|S>mcm `m T>e$sZo hcdc Amho.''
JmYrOt`m CnmofUmZohr gJ`m Aml_mda EH$ CXmgrMr Am{U {MVoMr cha
C_Q>dcr hmoVr. gJ`m Aml_dmgr`mZm EH$ H$$Z JwXodmZr nwhm `mM
Am_Hw$OmV EH$ g^m KoVcr hmoVr. ""Omo AmO _`ycm gm_moam OmD$Z ~gcm
Amho, `m Vn`mMm O` hmodmo. g_V X`mVrc o_mcm AmdmhZ H$aV,
Vn`m H$aV `mZo na_oamcm X`mV ~gdc Amho `mMm O`O`H$ma H$am.
Vw_Mm X`da `m`mn`V nmoMy Xo. `mcm gmJm Vw_Mr ^mdZmM Amhr JhU
Ho$cr Amho, Vw_`m g`mMm Amhr drH$ma Ho$cm Amho. Vo `m ^mfoV ~mocV
AmhoV Vr Ho$di H$mZmZo EoH$`mMr ^mfm Zmhr, mUmZr OmU`mMr ^mfm Amho.
_m`m ^mfoV Vmo Omoa Hw$R>o Amho. Vr _Zw`mMr A{V_ ^mfm Amho Or Z$sM
Vw_`m mUmn`V nmohmoMV Agoc.'' ~mocVm ~mocVm JwXod BVHo$ Cmo{OV
Pmco hmoVo H$s `mMm AmdmO H$mnV hmoVm Am{U _J Oohm gZ 1940_`o
\o$~wdmar _{h`mV JmYrOrM Aml_mV Amco Vohm Va Cgdmcm CYmUM
Amc. Iyn _mo>m em{_`mZm C^macm hmoVm. ny` "~m'hr Am`m hmo`m.
VhoVho`m amJmoir {MmZr ^y_r gOdcr Jocr Am{U XmoZ VrZ {Xdgn`V
ZmZm H$mao Cgd Mmcy am{hcm.

Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 65

8. AZoH$ {d^yVtMo AmJ_Z


Aml_mVrc OrdZmMm hm EH$ {deof hmoVm H$r, {H$Vrhr _moR>_moR>m `$s
AgmoV, BWo Am`m H$s AmnconUmZo dmJV. _mec M|JH$mB eoH$ _S>_Zm KoD$Z
Amco Va `mZr Aml_m`m doJdoJ`m {d^mJmVyZ dV: {\$$Z {dm`mer
n[aM` H$$Z KoVcm. Am_`m dgVrJhmV Vohm EH$ A`V gwXa Aer {MZr
{dm{WZr hmoVr, _mar dmJ ZmdmMr.{VZo {cMrZo {deof gOdyZ EH$ {MZr
nXmW V`ma H$$Z `mZm {Icdcm hmoVm. n{S>V Zoh$ Va Zoh_rM `oV, Am{U
Vo Amco H$s Aml_mVhr EH$ doJimM Cgmh Ago. EH$Xm "MS>m{cH$m'Mr
pQ>g Mmccr hmoVr. Zoh$Or Zoh_r_mUo JwXodm`m Odi `oD$Z ~gco.
JwXodmZr gm{JV`md$Z `m`m EH$m A~Jmcr {dm{WZrZo {deZr OJmoe`mZo
`mM "gmPoa O_wZm`' JmU EoH$dc, Va n{S>VOr AJXr _mohZ Joco. {deZrMm
gw_Yya AmdmO OUy adt gJrVmgmR>rM {dYm`mZo KS>dcm hmoVm. Vr \$$ EH$
{ZnwU Jm{`H$mM ZhVr Va Anyd Z`mJZmhr hmoVr. {VMm cmImV EH$ CRy>Z
{XgUmam Moham nmhZ "Cder' Ag {VM Zd Zm_H$aU Ho$c hmoV. Aml_mV
`o`mnydu Vr cmhmoacm Z`mZoM Pmco`m AmH$medmUr H|$mMr EH$ gw{g
Jm{`H$m hmoVr.
n{S>VOt{edm` gdnr amYmH$UZ, `m_mgmX _wIOu Ago {H$VrVar
_m`da do$ doimodi
o r Aml_mV `oV Am{U Amhmcm Amn`m AmoOdr d$dmMm
cm^ Ko`mMr gYr XoV.
EH$Xm lr. gw^mfM ~mog Amco hmoVo, Vohm Va {ghm gXZm`m ~mhoa,
Iw`m _XmZmV `mM dmJV Ho$c Joc. g`mH$mirM `m`m A{^ZXZna
g^ocm gwdmV Pmcr. Amn`m ^mfUm`m AIoarg lr. ~mog `mZr hQ>c H$s
""AmVm _r _mP ~mocU gndc Amho. Amn`mcm AmUIr H$mhr {dMmam`M
Agoc Va {dMmam.''
_J H$m`! mMr PS>M CR>cr. {dmWu H$mhrhr {dMmaV hmoVo Am{U
lr. ~mog hgV hgV Cma XoV hmoV.o am Pmcr Var gdmX Mmcy hmoVm. Aml_mVrc
66 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

`m C_w$ AmH$memImcr Aer gwXa Am{U gOrd g^m ^acr hmoVr H$s,
Hw$UmcmM doioM ^mZ ZhV. Oohm OodUmMr KQ>m Pmcr Vohm g^m {dg{OV
Pmcr. JmYr Amcoco AgmoV H$s Zoh$, Aml_mMr KQ>m doiodaM dmOm`Mr.
`oH$ KQ>oMm doJdoJim gXoe Agm`Mm. OodUmMr Amho H$m gw>rMr, g^oMr H$m
H$moU`m Cgdr g_ma^mMr, Ymo`mMr H$m Hw$Um`m _`yMr. `oH$ KQ>oMr
"H$moS>'^mfm Aml_dmgr ~amo~a AmoiIV. gH$Q>mMr KQ>m dmO`m~amo~a gdmMo
H$mZ Q>dH$maco OmV. EH$Xm gWmc Jmdm`m EH$m {d{j _wcmZo JdVr PmonS>rcm
AmJ cmdcr. ~KVm ~KVm AmJr`m dmim AmH$memH$S>o Ponmdy cmJ`m.
AmJr`m `m cmc ^S>H$ Or^m nmhZM gH$Q>mMr KQ>m dmOdcr Jocr. Q>J Q>J - Q>J - Q>J - Cn|XmMr V`ma Ho$cocr Q>r_ VH$mi KQ>ZmWir nmohmoMcr
Am{U `mZr AmJ H$m~yV AmUcr.
H$Yr H$Yr _hm_margma`m gmWr nga`m Va Aml_mV Chm`mMr
gw>r cdH$a hm`Mr. JwXod H$Yr H$mqcJnmJ, H$Yr _gwar Va H$Yr A_moS>mcm
Om`Mo Am{U _J Owcn`V Aml_ EH$H$mao COmS>M ~Zm`Mm. nyOo`m EH$
_{h`m`m gw>rV Iyn Xyad$Z Amco`m {dm`mZm Kar OmU e` Zgm`M
Vohm `mZm {deof gw{dYm {X`m Om``m.Vo {dmWu JwXodm`m ImOJr
cm`~arVyZ nwVHo$ AmUyZ dmMy eH$V. nwH$ier nwVHo$ dV: coIH$mZrM
JwXodmZm {Xcocr Agm`Mr, `m_wio Amhmcm EH$mnojm EH$ ZdrZ nwVH$
dmMm`cm {_im`Mr. BVa {Z`VH$m{cH$mMr Va aocMocM. Amgnmg`m {H$`oH$
JmdmVyZ XwJ}`m _yVu ~ZdV Am{U Amhmcmhr XwJmnyOm ~Km`cm Zo`mV `oB.
_J `m`Mm Xgam. `m {Xder XwJmnyOo{Z{_mmZo ZdrZ ZdrZ aJr~oaJr gmS>m
ZogyZ, Ho$g _moH$io gmoSy>Z {dm{WZr Am{U aoe_r Hw$S>Vo Am{U emVrnwar YmoVa
ZogyZ {dmWu JwOZmZm Um_ H$a`mgmR>r {ZKV. W_ JwXodmH$S>o OmV,
_J `m`m gwZocmhr Um_ H$$Z A{Zc MXm, amZrXrcm {dO`mXe_rMm
Z_H$ma Pm`mda gJio "Jwnr'H$S>o diV. H$m`H$mar g{Md gwa| Xm, ZXcmc
~gw, ^wdZS>mJm S>o, ^mVXm, gwYraam`, gwYra Jwm, Aml_mMo AH$mD$Q>Q>
^wOJ~m~y dJao AZoH$ {ejH$mMm o_i AmerdmX KoD$Z Am{U _moR>_mo>o agJwo
ImD$Z Am_Mr Q>moir _moR>m CgmhmV Xgam gmOam H$$Z Kar naVm`Mr.
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 67

nyOo`m gw>r {Z{_mmZo Aml_m`m {Z`_mVhr WmoS>r {T>cmBM {Xcr Om`Mr.


EH$Xm nyOo`m Cgdm{Z{_mmZo ^wdZS>mJm JmdmV Hw$Ry>ZVar EH$ {g
ZmQ>H$_oim Amcm hmoVm. ZmQ>H$ gmYmanUo amr CeramM gw hm`M Am{U
~mam EH$ dmOon`V Mmcm`M. Vohm Am_Mr dmS>Z EH$ \|$M r hmoVr, {H$M`mZm
~mg{ZH$ hUyZ. JwXodmZr {VM Zmd R>do c hmoV "~gVr', nU gJ`m Aml_mMr
Vr hmoVr XrXr - _mo>r o_i {eV{` Aer XrXr. {dm`mZr _o`mVc
ZmQ>H$ nmh`mMr nadmZJr _m{JVcr Va {VZo EH$X_M ZH$ma {Xcm. _J
JwnMynnUo _wcr JwXodmH$S>o OmD$Z nadmZJr KoD$Z Am`m _J XrXrMr H$m`
VH$ma AgUma? OodUImU CaHy$Z, Ja_ emcr KoD$Z, ~Q>`m KoD$Z Amhr
{dm{WZr, XmoZ ZmH$amUr, H$mhr {dmWu Am{U dV: XrXrhr "^wdZS>mJm'
Jmdmcm Jocmo. ZmQ>H$ nmh`mMm Anma Cgmh hmoVm. Vmon`V H$Yr Jmd`m
OoVc ZmQ>H$ nmh`mMr gYr {_imcrhr ZhVr. WmoS>m doimV ZmQ>H$mcm
gwdmV Pmcr Am{U aoe_r ^aOar M_H$Xma nmofmImVrc amOmZo ""Aao, Vy
nmIS>r nm_a'' Ag JOV doe Ho$cm. `mMm AmdmO BVH$m _mo>m hmoVm H$s
H$mZmMo nS>Xo \$mQ>co. Am_`m \$mg`m XrXrcm hm AmaS>mAmoaS>m ngV nS>cm
ZhVm. Amn`m gmS>r`m nXamZo Xmohr H$mZ K> Xm~yZ {VZo S>moiohr ~X
H$$Z KoVco hmoVo. BV`mV amYoZo doe Ho$cm. AmVm ZmQ>H$_S>itZr Hw$Um
XoI`m {H$emoad`rZ _wcmcm amYo`m $nmV AdVa`mgmR>r {ZdS>c AgV
Va R>rH$ hmoV nU CMr, qH$_Vr gmS>r ZogyZ EH$m A`V Y>nw> V$UmZo
amYo`m dofmV aJ_Mmda `oD$Z, A{Ve` ~ogyanUo JmU hUm`cm gwdmV
Ho$cr. ~ra^y_r`m ~Jmcr CmamMr EH$ {deof YmQ>Ur AgVo. `mV _J lr`wV
amYm Amn`m ZH$cr damV JmD$Z JmD$Z gIrcm hUy cmJcr,
Amoho ~mXr R>mHy$a Pr
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Amocmo hm`mN>r Vmo
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68 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

Aar ~mXr (EH$>Om{V {deof) ZZ{X`m gmJ Va Ia, _r ZXm`m _wcmer H$Yr
W>m _H$ar Ho$cr? Am{U g_Om WmoS>r hgr-_OmH$ Ho$crhr, Var Vy H$m
OiVo Amhog?
amYmamUrM ho AZwn_ JmU Iyn {Xdg {dm`m`m _ZmoaOZmMm {df`
hmoV. dgVrJhm`m `oH$ ImocrVyZ, ""Amocmo hm`mN>r Vmo doe H$moaoN>r''Mm
AmdmO CR>m`Mm Am{U _J OmoaXma hem. nyOo`m gw>rZVa Aml_mV {\$$Z
EH$Xm Ym_Yy_ Agm`Mr. `mM H$mimV Aml_m`m ZdrZ gmcm gwdmV
hm`Mr. {H$VrVar ZdrZ {dmWu doe Ko`mgmR>r `oV. _J Aml_mMr
"{d^maVr' Ago {c{hcocr ~g ~mocnya`m MH$am H$am`Mr Am{U {dm`mZm
KoD$Z `m`Mr. nmT>ao ew^ H$nS>o KmcUm`m, ~gMmcH$ Zrc_Zr ~m~yZm `oH$
{dm`m`m `oUm`m aodoJmS>m`m doim ~amo~a cjmV Agm``m. H$moU
_mg _ocZo `oUma Am{U H$moU nOm~ _ocZo. Amncr cm~cMH$ ~g Vo nwgyZ
nwgyZ dN> M_H$Xma R>odV. `mM ~g_`o ~gyZ JwXodmZr Aml_mMm AIoaMm
{Zamon KoVcm hmoVm. `mZVa `mMmM \$moQ>mo Amn`m nm{H$Q>mV Zrc_Zr ~m~yZr
gOdyZ R>odcm hmoVm. {H$Vr `mVZm_ `$sZm Amn`m ~g_YyZ Zo`mAmU`mMm g_mZ `mZm m Pmcm hmoVm H$moU OmUo. ""JmYr~m~mZmgwm
`mV ~gdyZ AmUc hmoV'' Vo _moR>m JdmZo hUV Am{U Amn`m ~gH$S>o Ago
nmhmV H$s, OUw JmYr~m~m AmVm `m ~g_`o ~gcoM AmhoV. ""hr ~g H$m`
Aer Ver gm_m` Amho?'' Ag Vo hUV Vohm Amhmcmhr `m`mgmaImM
~m~ dmQ>m`Mm.

Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 69

9. lr{ZHo$VZMm _oim
lr{ZHo$VZMm _oim hmhr Aml_dm{g`mMm {` Cgd hmoVm. `m {Xder gH$mirM
Am_`m Q>mo`m lr{ZHo$VZH$S>o {ZKV. `m {XderM OodU {VH$S>oM Ago.
dmQ>oV ~cJmS>rV _moR>_moR>m H$T>`m CcQ>m R>odyZ, _moR>_moR>r nmVocr R>odyZ `mda
~gyZ JmUr JmV ^moOZmc`mMo H$_Mmar Mmccoco {XgV. `m doiM `mM EH$
cmoH${` JmU gJ`m Aml_mMM cmoH${` JmU ~Zc hmoV.
~m~yOr ~m@@~yOr
gH$mco MmaQ>m ~mOo
nmMAm H$Zmo ~mOoZm
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~m @@~yOr ~m~yOr, gH$miMo Mma Va \$ma cdH$a dmOVmV - g`mH$miMo nmM H$m Zmhr
cdH$a dmOV?
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N>moQ>g _emZ cmJo. Xmohr ~mOycm EH$ chmZer q^V, EH$m H$mon`mV EImX
\w$Q>H$ _S>H$, XmoarMo VwH$S>o Am{U BH$S>o {VH$S>o JdV nS>coco Ago. H$mhr
{dmWu hgV hgV "~moc h[a, h[a ~moc' Ag hUy cmJV Va gamo{OZrXr _J
\$Q>H$mam`Mr, ""ea_ Zmhr dmQ>V, Aem OmJr _Om H$aVmV H$m? XwJm, XwJm,
Ag hUm.'' _J H$m`? eoH$S>mo H$R>mVyZ XwJm On gw hm`Mm. gamo{OZrXrMm
XwJmOn gVVM Mmcy Agm`Mm. H$Yr amrMm doUwdZmVyZ {d{M AmdmO `m`Mm,
_J Amhr {dMmam`Mmo, ""gamo{OZrXr, ~K ~a gmnmMm AmdmO `oVmo` H$m?''
""XwJm, XwJm'' S>moio ~X H$$Z, Xmohr hmV H$nmimer OmoSy>Z AmYr Z_H$ma
H$$Z _J Vr Amhmcm XQ>mdm`Mr, ""XwJm, XwJm, gmn Zmhr hUm`M. Vmo Va
VjH$ Amho, VjH$.''
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"lr{ZHo$VZ'cm nmohmoMdm`Mr. g_moa "~S>r hdocr' {Xg`mdaM AmZXmZo AmoaS>m
70 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

hm`Mm. lr{ZHo$VZMr "~S>m gmho~mMr H$moR>r' EImm {demc mgmXmgmaIr


hmoVr. `m VrZ _Ocr CM hdocrV Mmar ~mOycm {MH$mMo nS>Xo cmdco`m
{IS>`mM {IS>`m hmo`m. cmoIS>r Jmoc Jmoc {OZo, _moR>_moR>m Imo`m Am{U
EImm MMgmaI ~mYH$m_. EHo$H$mir {ZirMr eoVr H$aUm`m OmZ gmho~mMr
Vr hdocr hmoVr. ZVa _J Aml_mZoM Vr {dH$V KoVcr. H$moR>rV nmoM`m~amo~a
EH$X_ Y_mH$m CS>m`Mm. Hw$Ur JmU JmV`, nmo IoiVmhoV. H$moUr XrXrMr ZOa
MwH$dyZ niV OmD$Z moU ^$Z nH$mS>ohr KoD$Z `oB. lr{ZHo$VZ`m _o`mV
EH$ {deof mWZm g^m Agm`Mr. `m~amo~aM H$rS>m nYm, H$m`-Jmo>rhr.
lr{ZHo$VZ_`o V`ma Pmcoo`m gwXa gwVr gmS>m, cmIoMr ^mS>r Am{U IoiUr
`mM XeZhr Agm`M. AmO Oohm H$moQ>m, ~mYUr Aem qH$_Vr gmS>mMr
Va\$Xmar EoH$Vo Vohm lr{ZHo$VZ`m OoVrc `m AZ_moc gmS>mMm ne
AmR>dUt`m hmVmV AmnmoAmnM gigiy cmJVmo, `mMr qH$_V Vohm Agm`Mr
\$$ Xhm qH$dm nYam $n`o Am{U `m`m aoe_r H$mR>mnXamV lr{ZHo$VZ`m
Agc hVH$coMm agaJ {dUH$m_ H$$Z Jw\$cocm Agm`Mm.

Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 71

10. Ioi Am{U _ZmoaOZ


Cgdm{edm` BVa IoimVhr Aml_ _mJo ZhVm. \w$Q>~mc`m Q>r__Yrc
"H$mZyXm', "Agr_Xm', "gVmofXm' `mMr {gr H$cH$`mn`V hmoVr. {H$VrVar
doim H$cH$`m`m {g \w$Q>~mc Q>r_hr Aml_mVyZ S>md h$Z naV OmV.
Aemdoir Aml_m`m _moH$`m _XmZmda {VimEdT>rhr OmJm CaV Zgo. Cgmh
BVH$m AmogSy>Z dhmV Ago H$s nmdgmMr _mo>r ga Amcr Var Ioi Mmcy amhr.
dm{fH$ H$sS>m _hmogdmMr emo^m Va ~K`mgmaIr Ago. lr. JwX`mc _rH$
`m`m H$m_|Q>rMr cmV `mZr MmIcr Amho VoM `mMm AmZX g_Oy
eH$VmV. H$Yr H$Yr {dmWu-{dm{WZtMr EH${V hmH$s _M hmoV Ago. Verhr
{dmWu {dm{WZtZr EH$ `oD$Z Ioi`mda H$moUVrhr ~YZo ZhVr. EH$
nYmhr hmoV. JwXodmZr "Cmam`U'_Yrc Q>o{Zg cmZhr Am_`mgmR>r Iwc
Ho$c hmoV. Q>o{Zg Ioim`cm H$Yr H$Yr A`mnH$hr `oV Am{U Q>o{Zg`m nYmhr
AgV.
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A`m{nH$m {_g _mOar gmBg~amo~a Jmdm-JmdmVyZ OmD$Z Jm_godoVhr ^mJ
`mdm cmJo. gWmc Jm_dm{g`mZm dN>Vm {eH$d`mV Amhmcm H$mhr {deof
H$> H$amdo cmJV ZgV. `m`m PmonS>m BV`m dN> Am{U gwXa AgV
H$s Am_`m dXirZoM `m _iV. gWmc {`m H$mem`m MH$MH$sV cmoQ>mVyZ
Aml_mVrc A{VWtgmR>r "ag' KoD$Z `oV. hmM ag ChmV R>oD$Z _J `mMr
VmS>r ~ZdV `mcm `m "_X' hUV. VmOm ag A`V _Ywa dm{X> Ago.
ag {X`mZVa Amncr JmUr JmD$Z, `mda _Zmohmar Z` H$$Z `m Am_Mo
_ZmoaOZ H$aV. `mMm Vmo H$mim Hw$iHw$irV M_H$Xma nmcre Ho$`mgmaIm
VoOdr H$mim aJ, \$ma gwXa nri XoD$Z S>mo`mda n`mgmaIm ~mYcocm
~wMS>m Am{U YmoVa. `m`mH$Sy>Z Ho$gmMm A~mS>m Kmc`mMr nV {eHy$Z
em{V{ZHo$VZ`m {dm{WZtZr EH$m Z`m Ho$eaMZoMr {Z{_Vr Ho$cr, Or ZVa
H$cH$`m`m \$eZo~c dJmV "gmC>Vmcr Imonm' hUyZ A`V cmoH${` Pmcr.
72 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

AemM {Z^a gWmc {H$emoa Xcmcm nmhZ JwXodmZr Amnc ho JmU {c{hc
hmoV AmoJmo gmC>Vmcr N>oco
`m_c gKZ Zd dafma {H$emoaXyV H$s Eco YmZoa IoVoa nmao
emco` N>m`ma Ymao
~mera gwaoVo gwXya XyaoVo
Mc N>o X` _oco ""Aao Amo gWmc {H$emoa, Vy `m_c gKZ df}Mm, {H$emoa XyV hUyZ Va Amcm
Zmhrg Zm? Ym`m`m eoVm`m H$S>ocm, emc djm`m N>m`mVcr C^m amhZ ho {H$emoa, Vw`m ~mgarMm gwaoc da, Vw`m X`mVyZ OUy C_Q>V Amho.''
Amhr ho JrV JmV gWmc JmdmVyZ OmV Agy Vohm gWmc {`m Vm|S>mda
nXa Xm~yZ hgV. BVa H$mhr `mZm g_Omo Z g_Omo, "gmCVmcr N>oco' g_OV
Ago.

Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 73

11. Aml_dm{g`mgmR>r JwXodmMr JmUr


{H$VrVar H${dVm JwXodmZr Img Aml_mgmR>r {c{h`m hmo`m. `mV`m H$mhr
{dmWu dJmV {deof cmoH${` hmo`m. hr H${dVm ghcrV Iyn AmZXmV Jm`cr
Om`Mr.
^mcmo _mZwf ZmB ao _moam
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Am_Mr qZXm hmoVo Am{U nmdcmonmdcr Amhr gH$Q>me
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CcQ>o H$aVmo. Am_`m O_m`m doir ~hYm ~hnVr gw>rda Joco
hmoVo, `m_wio eZrMr dH$>r Am_`mda nS>cr. Am_Mr ZmH$m Va
A`mocm {ZKmcr Amho, ^mB! \$imMr Va Amhr AmemM H$aV Zmhr
Am{U JVr Va Amhmcm ZmhrM, - ~g \$$ nmohV amhm`M - hrM
Am_Mr JVr.
74 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

AgM AmUIr EH$ {g JmU hmoV.


Zm JmZ Jmdma Xc ao
Am_am Zm Jcm gmYma
_moXoa ^ad amJo, a{da amJo _wI AmYma
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amh cmJma dXoZ cmJo ny{U_m MmXoa
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Zmhr. Amhr ^ad Jm`cm cmJcmo Va gy`mMo _wI H$moYmZo cmc~wX hmoVo Am{U
Am_`m ~amo~a Am_Mr ~ogya Jm`H$s EoHy$Z _moh`mVcr Hw$rhr ^wH$m`cm
cmJVmV. Amhr _oK_hma N>oSy> cmJVmo Va nmD$g Wm~yZM OmVmo, {~Mm`m
N>rdm`m`m XwH$mZmda eZrMr dH$>r hmoVo. ~gV ~hmaMm EImX AYm gya
cmdcm Zmhr VmoM amYoM {dah Xw:I Xya hmoV. Am_md`o`m amr Amhr {~hmJ
JmD$ cmJcmo Va H$mo{H$iocm Xhmdm Jh KoaVmo Am{U H$moOm{Jar nm{U_ocm Amhr
O`O`dVr N>oSy> cmJVmo Va nyU Mmcm amh JmgyZ Q>mH$Vmo.
AmO g_V ^maVmM JmadJmZ Agcoc Amnc am>JrV "OZJU_Z
A{YZm`H$ O` ho' Aml_mV {deof CgdmVM Jm`c Om`M. gnyU JrV
XmoZXm AmidyZ hQ>c Om`M. `mM_mUo "dXo _mVa_'`m da{cnrMmhr
{Z`{_V A`mg ~wT>r Xr qH$dm em{VXm`m Odi ~gyZ H$am`cm cmJm`Mm,
Vohm `mVcm "{eH$mo{Q>^wOo' hm AVam JmVm `m`Mm. AmO hUyZM _cm
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 75

AmOM "dXo _mVa_' Zoh_rM AYwa Am{U AZmoiIr dmQ>V. `m`m AV`mVco
H$mo_c da Va `mMr Iar emo^m AmhoV.
Aml_m`m Cgd Am{U ghcrM EH$ Img JmU hmoV. {d^maVr`m
Zm[aJr dm`m _mJo, {d^maVr`m n{Ho$`m eodQ>`m nmZmda hoM JrV
{c{hcoc Agm`M. m H${dVoV Aml_mVrc {dm`m`m ^md^mdZm, `m`m
Aml_r` OrdZmVrc gwI Am{U Chmg `mZmM JwXodmZr da~ Ho$c hmoV.
_Ywa damM EH$ OmiM {dUc hmoV. AY JmU JmD$Z _`o JwOt`m
O`O`H$mamMr ~wcX AmdmOmV KmofUm H$$Z _J nwhm JrVmcm gwdmV hm`Mr.
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ
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Am_am OWm` _amYyao
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76 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

o_oa eoVma
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_moXoa mZoa gJo
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EH$VmZo
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Am_M empV{ZHo$VZ - Am_M gJ`mV {` empV{ZHo$VZ, `m`m
AmH$me J^mV Am_Mr X` AmZXmZo ZmMVmV. Amhr nwhm nwhm
cjnydH$ nmhVmo Va gVV {Z` ZdrZ H$mhr JdgV. Am_Mo dj,
Am_Mr _moH$ir _XmZ Am{U `mVcr Am_Mr H$sS>m. gH$mig`mH$miM gm^m`emcr {Zi AmH$me, Am_Mr emc dm{Q>H$m
Amhmcm ^{d`mMr JmUr EoH$dVo. Am_Mm Amd`mMm Hw$O nmZm`m
gigirZo Zoh_r IwerV YwX Ag`mgmaIm AgVmo. Amhr Hw$R>ohr
Agy, Am_Mm Aml_ Am_`mOdiM AgVmo. `m`m o_mMr gVma
Am_`m _ZmVrc dam_`o PH$maV AgVo. Am_`m mUmerM `m
gVmarMr YyZ EH$$n Pmcr Amho. Amhm `oH$mcm Aml_mZo EH$_Z,
EH$mU H$$Z Q>mH$c Amho. Ag A_wM {` empV{ZHo$VZ.
hr hmoVr Aml_mMr JwdmUr. Aml_dmgr Hw$R>ho r AgmoV, Aml_ `m`m X`mVM
dVrcm Ago. adt gJrVm`m dachar Xoe {dXoemV Kw_y cmJ`m. Aml_mMo
EH$ OwZo {dmWu {nZmH$s `mZr gdW_ adt gJrV JwOamWr_`o gmXa
Ho$c. _w~BhZ Amco`m `m`m {dm`mZr Cmam`U_`o JwOamWrVyZ EH$
gJrV ZmQ>H$ gmXa Ho$c. `mM_mUo H$cH$mm, _mg, ~_m `m {R>H$mUrhr
{dm`mZr "aqd gm{h` g^m'Mr WmnZm Ho$cr.

Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 77

12. {dm`mMo A{VWro_


empV{ZHo$VZMo {dmWu Aml_mVrc BVa Hw$Urhr {dmWu ^oQ>`mda `m`mer
\$ma o_mZo dmJVmV. EH$Xm Amhr ~Jcmoa_`o hmoVmo. Aml_mVco EH$ Iyn OwZo
{dmWu lr. Jmonmi ao>r _wm_ ^oQ>m`cm {VWo Amco. _moR>m o_mZo `mZr
Amn`m JmS>rVyZ Zocmoa`m "gwXeZ _hc' `m _moR>m hdocrMr ga H$adcr
Am{U Am_M IynM AmJVdmJV Ho$c.
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Agmo, Aml_mVyZ AgVw> OmVm H$m_m Z`o mH$S>o {deof cj {Xc Om`M.
EH$Xm am>nVr amO| gmX Aml_mV Amco. {~hmar {dm`mZr EH$ `oD$Z
dm{X> {~hmar nXmW ~Zdco. _cm AmOhr AmR>dV, Vri ^mOyZ ~Zdcocr
EH$ {d{e> AmoiIrMr {_R>mB nmhZ amO|gmX Am`mZo M{H$V hmoD$Z {dMm$
cmJco, ""Aao, Vwhr! ''
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V`oV R>rH$ ZhVr Varhr `mZr Amhr ~Zdco`m nXmWmMr Md ~{KVcr,
H$mVHw $ Ho$c, Am{U `mZm nwhm nwhm ImoH$cm `oV hmoVm Varhr Am_`m dmjarnwVH$mVyZ gm Ho$`m. cmS> cmo[a`Z, {OZohmhZ Amcoco ga _m[ag dm`a,
dkm{ZH$mM EH$ {e>_S>i, Hw$Urhr Aml_mV `oV. BWcr _m{cH$ {ejU nVr
nmhZ g hmoV.

78 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

13. JwXodmMr Am_r`Vm


ZVa ZVa JwXodmMr H$Vr R>rH$ Zgm`Mr Am{U _J `m`mOdi Ho$hmhr
Om`mMr e`Vm H$_r Pmcr. `m`mOdi am{Xdg `mMr gyZ {V_mXr
Agm`Mr qH$dm ZmV ~wS>rXr (Z{XVm H$ncmZr) qH$dm amZr MXm. `m`m
_OuVcm ZmoH$a dZ_mir `mZrhr {eVrMm cJm_ IoMcm. EH$ {Xdg Vmo Amhmcm
dmBQ> nVrZo \$Q>H$maV hmoVm, ""doi H$mi H$mhr nhm`M Zmhr. {XgV Zmhr
Vwhmcm ~m~m _moem`mMr V`oV H$er Amho Vo?''
JwXodmZr AmVyZ ho EoH$c Va CcQ> `mcmM Pmnc, ""`oD$ H$m XoV
Zmhrg? `m AmV `m...''
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hUmco, ""O`VrH$Sy>Z ~XdmZ`m amOdmS>mV`m ^yVmMr Jmo> EoH$crV H$s
Zmhr?'' Amhr Zmhr hQ>`mda dV:M EoH$dy cmJco. O`Vr _mPr _moR>r
~hrU hmoVr Am{U ~XdmZcm gH$VMr H$m`VrW narjm Xo`mgmR>r Jocr hmoVr.
dV: JwXodmZrM {VMr amh`mMr `dWm ~XdmZ`m amO_hmcmV Ho$cr
hmoVr. `m ^yV_hmcmV ^yVmMr EH$ {d{M crcm nmhZ Vr naVcr hmoVr.
JwXodmZr Vr H$Wm BVH$s CH$R>mdYH$ nVrZo dUZ H$$Z gm{JVcr H$s,
AJmda H$mQ>m C^m am{hcm. Ag dmQ>V hmoV H$s, Amhr Cmam`U_`o Zmhr Va
~XdmZ`m amOdmS>mVM ~gcmo AmhmoV Am{U EH$ _mg, Mm_S> Zgcocm
gmnim Am_`m AdVr ^dVr \o$`m _maVmo`.
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"X` Am_ma ZmMr ao, AmOr Ho$ _`w`oa _V ZmMr ao' dV: JmD$Z EoH$dcr
hmoVr. `mZr `m`m Vm|Sy>Z hr H${dVm EoH$cr Amho VoM OmUy eH$VmV H$s,
Amn`m H${dVoVrc CVma-MT>md Amn`m _Ywa dmUrZo JwXod {H$Vr gwXa
`$ H$arV. Cmam`U`m _mJ`m ^mJmV EH$ \$ma gwXa ~mJ hmoVr. `mcm
cmJyZ _moR> _moR>m {IS>`m Am{U XmamZr emo^Umar Aer XmoZ _Ocr _moH$ir
Imocr hmoVr. OdiM EH$ chmZg Vi ~Zdcoc hmoV `mV gwXa \w$ccocr
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 79

H$_i VaJV Agm`Mr. `m ~mJoV \w$cm`m_`o C^ amhZ \$moQ>mo H$mT>`mMr


hmg Aml_mV BVH$s dmT>cr H$s ZVa JwXodm`m nadmZJrZoM \$moQ>mo H$mT>Vm
`oBc Agm {Z`_ Ho$cm Jocm. Aml_mMo N>m`m{MH$ma e^y gmhm H$cH$`mhZ
`m`Mo Vohm gJio _J nadmZJr _mJ`mgmR>r JXu H$am`Mo. JwXodmZm ho ~YZ
\$mag Mc Zmhr. `mZr EH$ {Xdg gJ`mZm gmJyZ Q>mH$c, ""Vwhmcm
Oohm dmQ>oc Vohm BWo \$moQ>mo H$mTy> eH$Vm.'' _J Va H$m` Agm EImXmM
A^mJr {dmWu Cacm Agoc `m`mOdi `m \w$cco`m ~mJoMm \$moQ>mo Zmhr`o.
Aml_mVrc {dm`m_`o Aerhr EH$ nV hmoVr H$s `oH$ dfu
Chm`mnydu Cmam`U`m nmoM_`o JwXodm~amo~a EH$ \$moQ>mo H$mT>m`Mm. H$Vr
R>rH$ ZgVmZmhr `mZr Amn`m {dm`mZm H$Yrhr {Zame Ho$c Zmhr.EodT>M
Zmhr Va EH$Xm \$moQ>mo Iam~ Pmcm hUyZ Amhr `m`mH$S>o nwhm EH$Xm \$moQ>mo
H$mT>`mMm AmJh H$a`mgmR>r Jocmo Va `mMo Oo> nw aWrXm `mZr Amhmcm
dmBQ> VhoZo {PS>H$mac. nU Hw$Ry>Z H$g H$moU OmUo JwXodmZr EoH$c Am{U
dZ_mircm Imcr nmR>dyZ gm{JVc,""Xwnmar VrZZVa Vwhr Ho$hmhr `m'' Aer
hmoVr `mMr CXma _Zmodmr Am{U _mo>onUm. dmjar nwpVH$mMhr AgM hm`M.
`oH$ {dm`mcm dmQ>m`M JwXodmZr H$mhrVar `mV {chmd, Ho$di ghr
H$$ Z`o, `mZr `mV EImX {Mhr H$mT>md hUyZ `oH$ {dm{WZr
YS>nS>m`Mr. gmYmaUnUo JwXod `m_`o AmerdmXna H$mhr {chZ dmjar
H$aV.
JwXodmH$S>o naXoer n Iyn `oV. {dmWu `m`mH$S>o `mdarc {V{H$Q>o
{_i{d`mgmR>r Iyn JS>~S> _mOdV. EH$ {Xdg `m Q>nmcmV Amco`m EH$m
{H$moUr {V{H$Q>mgmR>r {dm`m`mV Aer H$mhr PQ>mnQ> Pmcr H$s `mZr
{VH$sQ> dmQ>UM ~X H$$Z Q>mH$c. amJ Am`mda JwXod AerM {ejm H$aV.
A`dW hmoD$Z {~N>mZm Ya`mAmYr JwXodmZr {eew^dZm`m EH$m g^oM
A`jnX drH$mac hmoV. _cm AmR>dV `m_mUo `mZVa JwXod BVa H$moU`m
g^oV, CgdmV `oD$ eH$co ZhVo. Vg Va Aml_m`m `oH$ gm{h`g^oM
Amnmnc dV `{$d hmoV, nU {eew^dZm`m g^oMr emo^m H$mhr {ZamirM
Agm`Mr. nmT>ar ew^ gmS>r ZogyZ _mer_m Amn`m gJ`m ~mcgoZocm {eVrV
80 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

amJm H$$Z KoD$Z `oV. chmZ chmZ _wc nmT>ar YmoVa Am{U Hw$S>Vo KmcyZ
g^oMr gOmdQ> H$a`mV JwJ hmoV. `m`m `m nmT>`m ew^ YmoVaHw$S>`mMm
$~m~ _cm AmOhr H$moU`mhr `mV npcH$Hy$c`m coPa_`o {XgV
Zmhr. EH$Va {eew^dZMr g^m, `mV g^mnVr dV: JXod! cm~ar`m
g_moaM `mMr g^m ^acr hmoVr. EH$ EH$ H$aV chmZ _wwcJm qH$dm _wcJr
`m`Mr Am{U Jmo>, coI qH$dm EImX JmU hUyZ ojH$mM _Z _mohZ Q>mH$m`Mr.
Aml_mV egm H$a`mgmR>r H$Yrhr Q>m`m dmOV ZgV. JwXodmZm XmoZ
Jmo>tMm {VQ>H$mam hmoVm EH$ Q>mir Am{U Xwgam "hm_m}o{Z`_.' Q>mirEodOr EH$m
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cmJcm. coImM erfH$ hmoV,"JwXod Iyn MmJco AmhoV.' `m coImMr n{hcr
Amoi hmoVr, "Amhr JwXodmda o_ H$aVmo, Am{U eodQ>Mr Amoi hmoVr, "JwXod
Am_Mr AmB AmhoV.' `oH$ dfu `m`m O_{Xder, O`Vrcm Xoe {dXoemVrc
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nwmMm g_mZ H$amdm? nU `m`m Aml_mVrc EH$m chmZ {dXoer {dm`mZo
Iyn dfmnydu `m`m CnpWVrV, AdS>~a Z H$aVm gai ZohmZo `mZm
_mnc Am{U hQ>c, "JwXod Am_Mr AmB AmhoV.' {n`m`m o_mV {eVrMmhr
aJ AgVmo, ZOao`m YmH$mMm cJm_ AgVmo, nU _mVoM o_ AgV gai,
j_merc-{ZdmW!
chmZ`m VmZ crcm ~hYm `m o_mMr Imocr g_Ocr hmoVr."" ${MX{n
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Zmhr.)

Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 81

14. gmYr H$cmnyU amhUr


gmYmaUnUo gcga Hw$S>Vm Am{U YmoVa hm A`mnH$mMm nmofmI Agcm Var
{deof g_ma^mV A`mnH$mZm EH$ {deof H$maMm nm`Kmoi AJaIm Kmcmdm
cmJo. H$U H$ncmZrOr gc nm`O`mda eoadmZr KmcV, hmM nmofmI A{Zc
MXmZmhr AmdS>o. dV: JwXodmH$S>o H$mim, nmT>am, Am\$ hmBQ> Am{U BVa
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AJa`m~amo~a VemM aJmMr WmoS>r\$ma Zonmir nVrMr Q>monr Vo KmcV. J`mV
\w$cmMr _mi Am{U VoOdr ^mcXoemda MXZmMm {Q>im. `mM {IemV R>odm`M
KS>mi H$m`_ EH$m cm~ aoe_r {\$VrZo ~mYcoco Ago J`mV iV Ago.
{dm`mdahr A_wH$M nohamd hdm Aer ~YZo ZhVr. naVw Aml_mMr amhUrM
BVH$s gmYr gwYr Aer Agm`Mr H$s `mV EoQ> H$$Z ~hmXwar XmId`mMr
e`VmM ZhVr. gwVr H$nS>o Am{U Mnc, \$ma Va Hw$Ur Ho$gmV EImX \y$c
AS>H$do. `m H$mimV cmD$O`m ~mmZm PmcarMr \$eZ Mmcy hmoVr, nU
`mMr cm~r R>am{dH$M Ago. EH$ BM OmV Zmhr H$s H$_r Zmhr. EH$Xm qgYr
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{Xder dV:M `mZr `mMr admZJr noQ>r`m Vimer H$$Z Q>mH$cr. EImXrZo
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{_im`M H$r dV H$nS>mhr qH$_Vr dmQ>m`Mm. Zm[aJr aJ {dm`mZmM Zmhr
Va JwXodmZmhr {deof {` hmoVm. {dm`m_`o EH$m {d{e> VhoZo {edco`m
Hw$S>`mMr nV hmoVr `m`m ~mm Q>moH$mer K> nU da {T>`m gcga
Agm``m. empV{ZHo$VZMr {ejU nVrM Zmhr Va {VW`m dof^yfoVhr
EH$ AZmoIr A{^Mr {Xgm`Mr. `m_wio Oohm BW`m {dm{WZr H$cH$`m`m
"{dmgmJa H$mcoO_`o' {d{dmc`m`m narjmgmR>r Om``m, Vohm {VW`m
82 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

"T>mH$mB', "Q>mJmBc' Am{U "_w{eXm~mXr' ^S>H$ gmS>m ZogyZ Amco`m


{dm{WZr Aml_m`m gai gm` {dm{WZtH$S>o nhmVM amhmV. lr{ZHo$VZ`m
gmYmaU dm_`o Or _mohH$Vm Agm`Mr Vr `m`m qH$_Vr H$nS>m_`o
Zgm`Mr! {dm{WZrhr doimodoir dV:hr Z`m Ho$eaMZm, Z`m VhoZo gmS>r
Zog`m`m arVr emoYV.

Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 83

15. Aml_mda H$mio T>J


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AmUc hmoV, naVw Aem AmZXmogdmVrc _w` VoOdr VmamM _X hmoD$
cmJcm. JwXodmMr H$Vr nwhm {~KS>cr. AOyZhr `mMo Aml_dmgr, AmZXmMr
JmUr JmV CVam`UmH$S>o OmV, naVw `m`m damV Vmo nyduMm VmOonUm Omoe
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H$mimV Aml_mM ZdrZ drOKa ~ZV hmoV, Vo nmhZ JwXodmZr Amhmcm
hQ>c hmoV, "AmVm Vw_M Zd drOKa ~ZV Amho, Vwhmcm AmVm drOoMm mg
hmoUma Zmhr' nU Aml_mMr Iar amoeZr Va {dPy cmJcr hmoVr. Aml_m`m
Cgd g_ma^mV AmVm Vmo AmZX ZhVm, Vmo Cgmh ZhVm. `mcm nhmd Vmo
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{dmWu Kmoi`m Kmoi`mZo `m`m XeZmgmR>r Cmam`Ucm OmV Am{U
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AmYr `mMo {dmWuM hmoVo. {eH$dVm, {eH$dVm Jn hmoV. nwVH$ ~X H$$Z
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gJ`mZr `m`m nm`mMr Yyi _m`mcm cmdcr Am{U hiwhiy {d^maVrMr
Vr cm~ ~g JwXodmZm KoD$Z Am_`m ZOao`m n`mS> Jocr.
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_mo>m ZmoQ>rg ~moS> hmoVm, `mda {XdgmVyZ Mma doim `m`m V`oVr{df`r
84 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

ZdrZ dm {c{hc Om`M, ""AOyZhr pWVr qMVmOZH$ Amho.'' Am{U _J


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{ZmU Pmcm Var `m`mM dmUrV {OdV hmoVm.
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Amn`m Aly`m _m`mdr Xmoam`m ~YZmV _cm ~mYy ZH$m. OrdZmMr
gw>r gncr Amho. AmVm S>moio didm, _m`mH$S>o nmh ZH$m, _cm
AmVm ZmdmZo hmH$m$ ZH$m. ^mB, _cm AmVm cdH$a Joc nm{hOo.
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`mMm n{d gXoe `wJmZw`wJo cmoH$mZm MV` XoV amhrc. _`ye`oda `mZr
{c{hcoc JrV Zoh_rM {XJVmV {dhaV amhrc.
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 85

""g_wIo empV nmamdma


^mfmAmo VaUr ho H$UYma&''
g_moa empVgmJa CM~iV Amho. ho Zm{dH$m, Zmdocm `mV {dhma
H$$ Xo.

86 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

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nmhZ nmhUm`m`m Vm|Sy>Z ghOM "dmh' Agm CXJma {ZKVmo nU Varhr
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gVr dY`mM ho _hmXw:I H$mhr WmoS>Ho$ XwXdr _{hZo Var ghZ H$am`cm `m
ndrda H$er am{hcr? _r ^m^rOtMm Vmo emV, o_i Moham AmR>dVo Vohm
_cmM _m`m `m _yI eHo$M Cma "_mZg'`m JyT> AmoirV {_iV.
AdJwU EH$ _moa _ _mZm &
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ZmW gmo Z`ZhH$a AnamYm &
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g_Oy eH$Vo. AmYrMr XmoZ df n{S>VOr emar[aH$ Am{U _mZ{gH$ Xmohr
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 87

AmKmVmZo Iyn VwQ>co hmoVo Vohm ^m^rOtZr `m`m^modVrM Amnc OmJ$H$VoM


H$dM A{YH$M K> Ho$c hmoV. H$Yrhr EImm {_Q>tJcm Vo cIZmcm `oV Vohm
^m^rOrhr `m`m~amo~a `oV.
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Q>mH$c` Vw`m ^m^rOtZr.'' AmOhr Vo g_moa ~gyZ ~moc`mgmaI AmR>dV
H$s, n{S>VOr Amn`m AmoiIr`m Am{d^mdmV, _mS>r KmcyZ _m`m g_moa
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Ver OUy H$mhr ehamMr H$moVdmc ~ZV Mmccr Amho.''
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drH$maVrc, AmO H$m` Mmcco H$cH$`mcm, H$Yr ^monmicm Am{U H$Yr
hXam~mXcm. S>mQ>amZr `mZm qhS>U {\$aU EH$X_ _Zm Ho$c Amho. hUyZ Va
AmVm _r `mZm EH$ {_ZrQ>hr gmoS>Uma Zmhr.''
`m`m `m Am_{dmgmZo Ho$co`m KmofUoda `mM jUr _m`m nmnr
_ZmZo eH$m Cn Ho$cr hmoVr. OrdZmV EH$ jU Agmhr `oVmo H$s EH$
{_ZrQ>hr EH$Q>mcm Z gmoS>`mMr KmofUm H$aUm`mcm na_oa Agm Y$m
XoVmo H$s, `mMm gd AhH$ma EH$m jUmV Mya Mya H$$Z Q>mH$Vmo. H$mim`m
dmH$S>m Hw$Q>rc JVrer Vmon`V _mPm n[aM` Pmcm hmoVm, `m_wio
_ZmV`m _ZmV `m {Xder `m gwIr OmoS>`mcm CoeyZ mWZm Ho$cr, Ba
H$amo, Am{U ^m^rOr n{S>VOt`mgmR>r Zoh_rM Aem H$R>moa eha H$moVdmc
hUyZ amhmoV.
n{S>VOtMr H$Vr {Xdg|{Xdg T>mgiV hmoVr ho _r nhmV hmoVo. _mPo {OZo
MT>VmZm `mZm Ymn cmJV hmoVr. H$Yr H$Yr AMmZH$M J^ra ~ZyZ H$moU`m
{dMmamV ~wSy>Z OmV H$moU OmUo. qhXr gWmZmZo `m`mgmR>r Aer H$mhr
qMVoMr Omir ngadcr hmoVr H$s `m`m gai, ^mo`m, {ZH$nQ> X`mZo
H$Yr H$nZmhr Ho$cr Zgoc. Am{S>Q>`m Xw> ^wc^wc `mV `W AS>H$y Z, doN>Zo o
88 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

BVam`m MwH$mMr O~m~Xmar Ko`mM {df YmaU H$$Z Vo ZrcH$R> ~Zm`cm


{ZKmco hmoVo.
^m^rOr EH$ {Xdg \$maM ^S>H$`m. `m {Xder XmoKho r amr`m OodUmgmR>r
_mPo A{VWr hmoVo. _r d`nmH$KamV nw`m ViV hmoVo Va ^m^rOtZr hmH$
_macr, ""E JC>am,'' (XmoKho r _cm Zoh_r `m {d{M ZmdmZoM hmH$ _maV.)""BH$S>o
`o ~Ky Oam.''
_r H$T>B CVadyZ Joco, ~{KVc Va n{S>VOr J^ra hmoD$Z ~R>H$sda WmoS>o
cdSy>Z EH$ {Z`VH$mcrH$ CJrMM MmiV AmhoV Am{U ^m^rOtMm Jmoam Moham
gVmnyZ cmc~wX Pmcm Amho. _r Va Km~$ZM Joco. Ammm Ammm Va XmoKmZm
c_r{dUy`m OmoS>m_mUo ~R>H$sda Wm{nV H$$Z Amco hmoVo, Va Ag
EdT>mV H$m` KS>c?
""~K, H$mc am^a Pmoncoco ZmhrV. gWmZ, gWmZ, Oohm nmhmd
Vohm gWmZ! _r Va hUVo Oimo Vr ZmoH$ar, XoD$Z Q>mH$m amOrZm_m!
`mZm {OWo hdo {VWo `m`mH$Sy>Z gm H$adyZ KoV`m. AmVm Xmof Hw$UmMm,
^moJVrc ho! _r H$m ~mocy ZH$mo! _cm _mhrV Zmhr H$m?''
_r `mda H$m` hUUma? _cm Jn ~gcoc nmhZ `m AmUIr Vi_iyZ
gmJy cmJ`m, ""am am PmonUma ZmhrV. S>moH$ Va Ag XwIV {dMm$ ZH$mo.
H$mhr hQ>c Va gmJUma, AmVm cS>oeaMr Jmoir KoVmo, ~a dmQ>oc, nU _r
hUVo ho XwIU H$moU`m AmfYmZo ~a Zmhr hmoUma; gWmZmMm _moh gmoSy>Z
m, VohmM ho XwIU OmBc.''
""R>rH$, ^m^rOr R>rH$, _mPr H$T>B WS> Pmcr Agoc. `mcm AmVm Ja_
hmoD$ Xo, AmnU emV hm, WS> hm, _r AmVm Oodm`cm dmT>VoM.''
_r PQ>nQ> OodU dmT>c Am{U _m`m ^mOr, am`V, Ira `m`m~c
~mocV amhZ gWmZMm A{` {df` nwT>o `oD$M {Xcm Zmhr. nU ^m^rOtMr
{VIQ> ZOa n{S>VOt`m `oH$ KmgmH$S>o Amho ho _r nhmV hmoVo. ~Q>mQ>mMr
^mOr Va KoV ZmhrV? VmQ>mV ZOa MwH$dyZ OmXm {_R>mMr {M_yQ Va dmTy>Z KoV
ZmhrV?
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 89

""Ao@ Ao@ ho H$m` H$aVog? dmQ>r ^$Z Ira dmT>Vog `mZm? ~g \$$
EH$ S>md Md Ko`mnwaVr dmT>.''Ag hUyZ Vr dmQ>r^a Ira naV nmVo`mV
AmoVy cmJ`m Va n{S>VOtZr AOrOr`m damV hQ>c, ""AOr, ImD$ Xo
Zm, EH$ {Xdg Hw$n` Ho$c Va H$mhr hmoV Zmhr. JC>am Ira \$ma N>mZ ~ZdVo,
Oam MmIyZ Va ~K.''
""AN>m @@, AmVm g_Oc, ~Zmagcm `oD$Z H$m Vw`m hmV`m OodUmMr
Vmar\$ H$aVmV Vo,$ amoO Ira Im`cm KmcVog Zm `mZm?''
n{S>VOtZr `mHy$i >rZo _m`mH$S>o nm{hc OUw gmJV hmoVo, Amncm
AnamY _m` H$$ ZH$mog.
""Zmhr ^m^rOr. _cm H$m` _mhrV Zmhr H$m n{S>VOtZm JmoS> Im`M Zmhr
Vo?''
""d`nmH$ Va Vy IamoIa MmJcm {eH$cr Amhog J. AmR>dV, EH$ {Xdg
nmcH$ \$moS>UrV Q>mH$VmZm EH$X_ Omi ^S>H$cm Va Vy Km~$Z H$er ~mhoa
niV Amcrg Vo?''
Iyn nydu em{V{ZHo$VZ_`o AgVmZm EH$Xm ^m^rOr nmcH$ \$moS>Urg
Q>mH$Uma Va VodT>mV Ymo~r Amcm. hUm`m, ""~K, qhJ, _oWr, {_MuMr
\$moS>Ur H$$Z nmcH$ Q>mH$, _r Ymo`mcm H$nS>o XoVo.''
Vmnco`m VocmV _gmco KmcyZ _r AS>mUrnUo Amocm nmcH$ Q>mH$cm Va
H$T>B dmimZr cnoQ>crAm{U _r Km~$Z ~mhoa nimco hmoVo.
gJi AmR>dc, gJi. Vmo {Xdghr AmR>dcm Oohm `m dmg`_yVu
JwnZtcm _r n{h`mXm nm{hc hmoV. Vohm `m nMdrg gdrg dfm`m
AgVrc. Jmoam, Jmoc Moham Omo gm`m`m Jmo>rZohr amJmZo cmc hm`Mm. N>mQo >mem
ZmH$mda gmo`mMr Jmoc M_H$s, K> ~mYcocr doUr, Or gwQ>`mda Amn`m
XmQ> Ho$gm_wio nmR>rcm Ko$Z H$_aon`V nmoMm`Mr. gm`m nXamMr gmS>r. Vm|S>mV
gVV nmZmMm {dS>m. H$nmimda Iyn _mo> cmc Hw$Hy$ Am{U ^mJmV qgXya.
Vohm `mMm n[adma _`m{XV hmoVm. VrZ _wc. `mMr VohmMrM Zmd AmOhr
AmoR>mda `oVmV, `mZm `mM ZmdmZ g~moYc Om`M - ~~wAm, nwVwc Am{U
90 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

{V{Vc. n{S>VOr Vohm "Jwnr'_`oM amhmV. JdVr N>VmM Vo OwZ Ka hmoV.


`m`m Xwg`m ^mJmV amhmV JmogmBOr. {VWoM `m`m V$U _wcmMm dr$Mm
_`y Pmcm hmoVm. n{S>VOt`m N>moQ>m`m AJUmV EH$ PmS> hmoV. `m`mImcr
Chm`mV ^m^rOr Amncr _mo>r eoJS>r AmoTyZ _mo~mBc {H$MZ AmUm`Mr
Am{U _J `mM H$mon`mV Amhm CmaXoer {dm{WZtMm AmdS>Vm A>m
O_m`Mm. BV`m gJ`m {dm{WZtZm dmT>VmZm _cm EH$Xmhr ^m^rOt`m
Moh`mda m{gH$ ^md C_Q>`mMo _aV Zmhr. ~mho$Z Iyn ~S>~S>oc, ""cmo,
Am JB _hmamZr, ZoVm ~ZyZ ! `m, ~gm, nJV dmTy>?'' nU `j dmT>VmZm,
S>mirda Vyn gmoS>VmZm Aer H$mhr o_i gmW Agm`Mr H$s ~g, A_VmMr
cmV `m`Mr.
lmdU Amcm H$s Am_`mgmR>r _ohXrMm _mo>mgm ~m~JmoimM dmQy>Z V`ma
Agm`Mm. ~KVm ~KVm ^m^rOt`m d`nmH$KamVrc nmQ> XmoZ Xmo`m_`o
~gdyZ PmoH$m ~mYcm Om`Mm. Iyn doi Amhmcm PmoHo$ XoD$Z, _J ^m^rOr
dV:hr Pwc`mMm AmZX `m`cm Am_`mV gm_rc hm`Mr. Aml_mV ~wYdmar
gw>r Agm`Mr Am{U ZD$ dfmV EImXmM Agm ~wYdma Agoc H$s Oohm _r
^m^rOtH$S>o Joco Zmhr.
"nm{hc V ,' _cm nmh Z J ^ ranUo `m n { S>VOtZm gm J m``m,""
_moR>m YrQ> _mergmaIr Im`m`m dmgmZo ~amo~a doioda nmoMVo. AmoiIc
Amho Zm H$s H$T>r ~Zdcr Amho.'' nU dmT>m`cm cmJcr H$s ZH$mo ZH$mo
hQ>c Var H$mem`m WmirV Iyngm ^mV dmTy>Z, H$T>rM Ami H$$Z hUo,
""Aar, Vy Amcr ZgVrg Varhr _r Vw`mgmR>r dmTy>Z {VH$S>o KoD$Z Amco
AgVo.''
Amhm XmoKr ~{hUtda {VM gmaIM o_ hmoV. nU Varhr _m`m _moR>m
~{hUrM WmZ _m`mhZ WmoS> A{YH$ _mZmM hmoV - Og H$s {Vcm H$Yr
^mOr AmUm`cm, qH$dm n{S>VOt`m coS> AmUm`cm ~mOmamV nmR>dc Om`M
Zmhr, {Vcm Im`mMm nXmW Zoh_r coQ>_YyZ {Xcm Om`Mm, nU _m`mH$S>o
^m^rOtMm ~mOmahmQ> H$aU EH$ H$mao gmondcocM hmoV. VgM ^m^rOr Mwmda
eoH$cocr Ja_ Ja_ amoQ>r _m`mH$S>o \o$H$m``m Am{U Hw$ec {H$Ho$Q> IoimSy>`m
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 91

WmQ>mV _r Vmo ~mD$ga Pocm`Mr. `m amoQ>rdaM cmoUMmMr \$moS> KoD$Z amoQ>r


nmoQ>mH$S>o _mJW hm`Mr.
""E JD$am, Om ~a nQ>H$Z H$mo-Amnao{Q>h Q>moAa_YyZ ho gJi KoD$Z
`o.'' `m _m`m hmVmV `mXr XoD$Z hUm``m, ""EH$ AmUm Vwcm Ko Am{U
~~wAmcmhr ~amo~a KoD$Z Om. `mcm nU XmoZ nemMr Q>m\$s KoD$Z Xo.'' ~g!
`mMm hm AmXoeM _cm MrS> AmUm`Mm.
""Zmhr, _r Zmhr `mcm ZoUma'' _r hUm`Mr, ""EH$ Va `m`m Ho$gmZm
{H$Vr Voc MmonS>c Amho, `mda BVH$m cm~ gXam KmVcm`. Hw$Ur nm{hc Va
dmQ>oc Imcr H$mhr KmVcM Zmhr`o.''
IamoIa ^m^rOr H$Yr H$Yr hm`mnX dmQ>oc EdT>m cm~ gXam ~~wAmcm
Kmcm`Mr. `m gX`m`m cm~r_wio KmVcocr hm\$nQ> PmH$cr Om`Mr, KmVcr
Amho H$s Zmhr? eH$m `m`Mr. Iar Jmo> AmUIrhr hmoVr. ~~wAmcm ~amo~a
ZoVmZm nmdcmonmdcr _m`m \$m`mcm R>oM cmJm`Mr. Amncr Q>m\$s Vmo nQ>H$Z
ImD$Z da _m`m H${_eZ_YyZ AmUIr {_i{d`mgmR>r OmoaOmoamV ^moH$mS>
ng$Z XwH$mZmVM R>mU _mS>m`Mm.
""AN>m, Va Vy AmVm ~S>r _o_gmho~M ~Zcrg H$s? ~~wAmMm gXam cm~
Amho, hUyZ `mcm ~amo~a `m`cm Vwcm ea_ dmQ>m`cm cmJcr! Om, Om, ni
Amn`m hmoQ>oc_`o, I~aXma nwhm BH$S>o Amcrg Va!''
^m^rOrMm ^S>H$cocm Moham nmhZ H$mhr nwT>o hU`mM YmS>gM hm`M
Zmhr. _r Amncr MwnMmn ~~wAmMm hmV nH$Sy>Z ~mOma H$am`cm Om`Mr. Aml_mV
IynXm ZmQ>H$ hm`Mr. H$Yr {MmJXm, H$Yr MS>m{cH$m, H$Yr _m`oa Icm
Am{U H$Yr "dmp_H$s {V^m.' ^m^rOtZm ZmQ>H$ nmh`mMm Iyn emH$ hmoVm.
`m {Xder _mPr hrM {deof S>wQ>r Agm`Mr H$s `m`mgmR>r Aer OmJm
Yam`Mr H$s {OWyZ `m _wcm~amo~a ~gyZ ZmQ>H$ MmJco nmh eH$Vrc. OmJm
Zgoc Va nwVwc Am{U ~~wAmcm _m`mH$S>o gmondV. ""Om, Am`mOdi ~gyZ
nhm.'' _cm nwVwcMm Vmo Jmoam [Z`mO Moham AmR>dVmo. Vr ZmQ>H$m`m _`o
_m`m _mS>rda PmonyZ Om`Mr. ZmQ>H$ gn`mda Oohm _r Pmonco`m nwVwccm
92 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

H$S>od$Z ^m^rH$S>o gmondm`cm Om`Mr Va nwhm EH$ \$Q>H$ma {_im`Mr,


""Pmondcg Zm? _cm _mhrV hmoV Vy hoM H$aUma.''
""_r WmoS>M Pmondc, VrM Pmoncr...''
""VrM Pmoncr! Aar, _`o _`o CR>dm`M Zmhr {Vcm! AmVm H$moU {hcm
Kamn`V ZoUma gwZy?''
nwVwccm `mZVa nwhm _r H$Yr nm{hc Zmhr. nU VrZ dfmnydu ~~wAm
^oQ>m`cm Amcm hmoVm, Va {dmgM dmQ>oZm H$s hmM Vmo ~~wAm Amho, Omo Amn`m
A`m`nyU Y_H$sZo _mP H${_eZ cmQ>`mgmR>r AmaS>m AmoaS>m H$$Z O{_Zrda
cmoiU `m`Mm. ""Vy Va EH$X_ hmVmam Pmcmg ao ~~wAm'' Ag _r hQ>c
Va hgm`cm cmJcm. d{S>cmM Vo ^moi {ZH$nQ> hm` `mM $nmV _wcm`m
Moh`mdahr CVac hmoV.
Am{U {V{Vc, {VZohr _cm EH$Xm aS>dc hmoV. `m dfu BQ>a`m narjoV
n{S>VOtZr {eH$dco`m nmR>mVrc EH$hr Amcm ZhVm. _r nona XoD$Z
Amco, Am{U n{S>VOtZm Iyn doi gVmdV am{hco, ""AmVm \$Q>cmg Va
JocmM, nmg Var hmoBZ H$s Zmhr Hw$Umg R>mD$H$..''
""Mc, OmD$ Xo'' n{S>VOr hUmco, ""`oH$ doiog AgM hUVog.''
nU _r Varhr Joco Zmhr. Hw$aHw$aV am{hco. eodQ>r H$Q>miyZ Vo hUmco, ""AN>m,
{V{Vccm {dMm$, {VMr H$moUVrhr JmoQ> Ho$hm ImoQ>r R>aV Zmhr.'' {V{Vccm
{dMmac Joc, ""`m| {V{Vc, Am`m \o$c hmoUma H$s nmg?'' Vohm n{S>VOtMr
gJir _wc ~Jmcr ~mocV. Amn`m _moR>m _moR>m S>mo`mZr _cm {ZaIV,
_mPm ccmQ>aoI dmMyZ OUy Vr Cmacr, ""\o$c.''
Am{U _r aS>m`cm cmJco.
""Eo nmJc!'' n{S>VOr _mP aS>U ~KyZ MmJcoM Km~aco hmoVo.
""{V{VcM ~mocU H$m` AmOn`V H$Yr Ia Pmc`? Oo hUVo `m`m
~amo~a CcQ> hmoV. AJ, EoH$cg H$m? ~mhoa `o, hr nmoaJr ~K H$er \w$XyZ
\w$XyZ aS>Vo`.''

Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 93

^m^rOtZr ~mhoa `oD$Z _cmM XQ>mdc. {V{Vc {~Mmar ~md$Z _m`mH$S>o


nmhmV hmoVr. ""H$m` _yI Amhog Vy? Aar, Mma dfm`m {V{VcZo hQ>c Am{U
Vy H$m` Zmnmg Pmcrg? Om Vm|S> Yy Am{U hmoQ>ocda Om.''
XwJmnyOo`m doir {dm`m`m Kar Om`m_wio N>mmdmg COmS> dmQ>m`Mm,
nU "Jwnr'_`o EH$ AZmoIr emo^m dmT>m`Mr. Z`m H$mo`m gmS>mMm dmg,
{_>mmMm gwJY Am{U _J ~JmcMr {_R>mB m _{h`mV A{YH$M Iwe~yXma
~Zm`Mr. ^m^rOtH$S>ogwm `oH$ nyOocm KamV`m gJ`mgmR>r Zdo H$nS>o
KoVco OmV Am{U `m`m `m IaoXrV _r `mMr ImOJr g{Md ~ZyZ
`m`m~amo~a OmV Ago. _m`m AmdS>{ZdS>rda eodQ>n`V `mMm {dmg
H$m`_ hmoVm. EH$ {Xdg AmYrM _m`mH$S>o ~mocmdU `m`M H$s Cm
^m^rOt~amo~a ~mocnyacm Om`M`. ~mocnyaMm Vmo N>moQ>mgm AZmH$fH$ ~mOma
Vohm Am_`mgmR>r ~JXmXMm ~mOmaM hmoVm.
Ka Iyn Xya Ag`m_wio Amhr nyOoMr gw>r Aml_mVM KmcdV Agy.
`m_wio {Xdg^a gw>rM gw>rM Agm`Mr. ~mocnyacm Om`mMm Vmd Zoh_r
Cgm{hVM H$am`Mm. gamoOaOZ MmYar n{S>VOtMo ghm`m`r hmoVo. `m`m
_moQ>aJmS>rV `mdoir Amhmcm {cQ> {_imcr hmoVr. hr H$mhr gmYmaU Jmo>
ZhVr. gamoO~m~y`m gd n[admamgmaIM `m`m m JmS>rMhr EH$
A{^OmVnyU `{$_dM hmoV. Hw$Um Eo`mJ`m ZWy-IXocm `m JmS>r`m
Immda hmV Q>mHy$ XoV ZgV. Amn`m m H$m`m _m{ZZrcm Vo Zoh_r
AmaemgmaIr M_H$Xma R>odV. Jmoao gwXeZ~m~y Oohm gwVr, gmoZoar H$mR>m`m
emVrnwar YmoVam`m {Z`m gmd$Z, g\o$V aoe_r gX`mcm gmo`mMr M_H$Umar
~Q>U cmdyZ, MmcH$m`m grQ>da ~gV Vohm `m`m XohmMm Vrd gwJY _mJ`m
grQ>da ~gco`m _mUgmcmhr gwJ{YV H$$Z Q>mH$m`Mm. pQ>A[aJda hmV
Y$Z hgyZ Amhmcm {dMmaV, ""H$m`, H$er Amho _mPr Agam?''
`m {Xder `mZm Hw$R>oVar Om`M hmoV. dmQ>oV OmVmZm Amhmcm ~mocnyacm
gmoS>Vrc Am{U naVVmZm `m`m~amo~a KoD$Z `oVrc Ag R>ac hmoV.
^m^rOt~amo~a Om`mV EH$ AmZX hmhr Agm`Mm H$s `m ~mocnya`m
nmMH$mS>r`m JS> hmQ>oc_Yrc S>~c AmcoQ> Zoh_r {Icdm``m. Vg Vo _V,
94 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

hmoS>mcr Am_coQ> nwhm Am`w`mV H$YrM Im`cm {_imc Zmhr. `m N>V


Zgco`m hmQ>oc`m Mmar ~mOycm MQ>B`m q^Vr hmo`m. EH$ cmH$S>r OwZ
nwamU Q>o~c, XmoZ VrZ ~mHo$, g_moa ~moS>da {c{hcoc Agm`M, ""nmMH$mS>rM
JS> hmQ>oc - BWo S>~c AS>mMo Am_coQ> {_iVo.''
`m JS> hmQ>ocMr H$moUVr dVy JS> hmoVr ho n{h`mXm H$mhr g_Oc Zmhr.
`m hmQ>oc_mUoM `m hmQ>ocMm dm_r-~mdMu, doQ>a `mM $nhr OOa Pmcoc
hmoV. ~g, VrZMma XmV Agco`m ~moi`mM _Ywa hm`, AJXr {dai Ho$gmVyZ
{XgUma Q>$c, Iyn cm~ dmH$S>o YZw`mH$ma ~marH$ hmV, Oo nmhZM EH$X_
H$ic H$s JS> hmQ>oc ho Zmd `m dm_r`m H$moU`m {deofmda ^amogm R>oD$Z
R>odcoc Amho. Ag dmQ>m`M H$s JmhH$m`m AmS>ar~amo~a Hw$Um A` _moQ>aZo
nmMH$mS>r`m `m XmoZ hmVmV {dwV gMma Ho$cm Amho - IQ>m-IQ>-IQ>mIQ>!
""H$m` ImUma, XrXr_Ur? Am_coQ>?'' IQ>m-IQ>-IQ>m-IQ> hmV gw$.
""H$m|~S>r`m AS>mM H$s ~XH$m`m?''
~XH$m`m _mo R >_mo R >m A S >m M o Am_co Q > nm M H$m S >r`m OmXy B
hVH$me`m_wio EH$X_ S>~m ~ZyZ \w$cyZ `oV ho _cm _mhrV hmoV, hUyZ _r
VrM \$_mBe H$aV Ago. \$Q>m\$Q> AS>o \$moSy>Z, Vmo ga ga \o$Q>m`Mm Vohm
doJmZo {\$aUm`m n`mMr nmVr Oer {XgoZmer hmoVmV Ver `mMr ~moQ> A`
hm`Mr. nwhm VemM doJmZo H$mXm H$mnUma. {hadr {_Mu, H$mo{W~ra, EH$ M_Mm
Ja_ XyY KmcyZ \$mBJ nZ eoJS>rda MT>dm`Mm. EH$m {gJaoQ>`m Q>rZ`m
S>`mVyZ Vyn H$mTy>Z nZda KmcUma Am{U _J Ama^ hm`Mm `m`m gJ`mV
_OoXma ndmcm. \o$Q>cocr gm_Jr Ja_ nZda AmoVyZ Vmo nZ WmoS>g eoJS>rnmgyZ
da CMcV, hmVmV M_Mmhr Z KoVm Vo Ag H$mhr {\$adm`Mm H$s Am_coQ>Mr
nmoir EH$ jU da CSy>Z ncQ>r ImD$Z nwhm nZda IXIXy cmJm`Mr. Ogm
EImXm ~mOrJa Vm|S>mVyZ AmJrMo Jmoio hdoV \o$H$Vmo - hm Jocm, hm Jocm.
mg amoIyZ _r `mM ho Am_coQ> CcQ>d`mM H$me` OmXyMm Ioi
nm{h`mgmaIr _wY hmoD$Z ~KVM amhm`Mr. dmQ>m`M Am_coQ>hr AmVm ZmhrVa
AmH$memV CSy>Z hadyZ OmBc.
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 95

""co XrXr, Im. Ag Am_coQ> Vwcm AmUIr Hw$R>oM {_iUma Zmhr.'' Vmo
hgV coQ> _m`mnwT>o gmam`Mm. nU `m {Xder ^m^rOr gVV _m`m `m
{ZdmV `mhmarV {dZ AmUV hmoVr, ""E , Im nQ>H$Z, gmS>rhr `m`Mr Amho.
VrZ dmOVm gamoO~m~y `m`cm `oVrc.'' _m`m dW adW H$a`mda
A{ZN>oZoM Amda KmcyZ _r `m`m~amo~a ~mhoa nS>co.
Am_Mm Xwgam _w$m_ hmoVm {dZmWMo XwH$mZ. {dZmW _m`m dJmVcm
hmoVm, Am{U `m`m XwH$mZmVyZ H$mhrM IaoXr Ho$cr Zmhr Ag H$g e`
Amho? H$maU EH$ AmUm {X`mda Vmo {nedr^a Q>m\$s m`Mm, AWmV `mMo
dS>rc XwH$mZm`m JmXrda Zgco Va. `m {Xder gwXdmZo XwH$mZmMm Vmo EH$_m
g_mQ> hmoVm. EH$ AmUm \o$H$`mda {nedr^a Q>m\$s `mZo {X`m `mda ^m^rOr
J^ra Moh`mZo hUmcr, ""`oD$ Xo Vw`m ~mnmcm, `mcm gmJVo _wctZm nmhZ
Amncm ~oQ>m XwH$mZ cwQ>Vmo Amho.''
Vohm ~mocnyacm H$nS>mM EH$M _mo> XwH$mZ hmoV. Amhmcm nmhZ
XwH$mZXmamZo gmS>mMm T>rJ ngacm. `m {T>JmVyZ EH$ gmir`m aJmMr gmS>r
{ZdS>m`cm _cm H$mhrM H$> nS>co ZmhrV. _mo>m nmod`m`m aJmMm nXa,
AJmV VgmM MmH$S>m. qH$_V hmoVr gmV qH$dm AmR> $n`o. `m H$mimV gmV
AmR> $n`mV Or gmS>r {_io Vr AmO H$Xm{MV e^a $n`mcmhr {_iUma
Zmhr. BV`mV `m MVwa XwH$mZXmamZo EH$ AmUIr J>m CKSy>Z _mS>cm. ""hr
nU `m, EH$X_ ZdrZ {S>PmBZ Amho.'' `mZo Amncm {_>mg ~ra^y_r choOm
H$mTy>Z hQ>c. ^m^rOr nmhZM Iye Pmcr. {ndim aJ, cmc _mo>m nXa,
nXamda H$_imMr \w$c, VaJUm`m docrcm H$_cn Am{U `mVyZ Xmo`mZo
{dUcocr EH$ Amoi ""gr_Voa qgXya Aj` hmo$'' (^mJmVcm qgXya Aj`
amhmo) gmS>r nYam $n`mMr hmoVr.
qH$_V nmhZ ^m^rOtMm Moham {ha_wgcm. JmR>rcm XhmMr \$$ EH$ ZmoQ>
Cacr hmoVr. _rM {ZdS>cocr gmS>r `mZr _moR>m A{ZN>oZoM CMccr Am{U
AJ{VH$, _mo{hV >rZo `m {nd`m gmS>rH$S>o nhmV hQ>c, ""amh Xo, Ammm
BVHo$ ngo Zmhr`oV.''

96 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

""KoD$Z Om _m, KoD$Z Om, $n`o _mJmhZ nmR>dyZ m.''


""ZH$mo ^m^rOr,'' _r `mZm amoIc, ""Amn`mcm hr JmdR>r nVrMr
gmS>r Zmhr `m`Mr.''
""Vy Myn J, Amcr _mo>r mcm JmdR>r gmS>r hUUmar!'' hmVmVcr gmS>r
Q>mHy$Z `mZr nwhm Vr XohmVr gmS>rM KoVcr hmoVr.
A>_r`m {Xder Oohm `mZr Vr gmS>r Zogcr Vohm \$maM IwcyZ {Xgcr.
Vm|S>mV KmoiUmam nmZmMm {dS>m, Jmo`m M_H$Um`m H$nmimda _mo>mgm e|Xar
{Q>H$m, cmc aoe_r ~mJS>m, ^mJmV qgXya ^acocm Am{U `mcmM gmOogm Vmo
cmc nXa, Omo Amn`mdarc Jw\$co`m H$_i, nn Am{U Vr Amoi, "gr_Voa
qgXya....' coD$Z N> Mm_amgmaIm S>mocV hmoVm.
EdT>M Zmhr `mZVa EH$ {Xdg ^m^rOtMr eoOmarU Amcmo ~D$XrZm VrM
gmS>r Zogcocr nm{hcr, Va ^m^rOr _m`m H$mZmer \w$g\w$gV hUm`m,
""~{KVcg, _mPr VrM hr gmS>r, Vy _yInUo "XohmVr' hUV hmoVrg, AmO
{Vg`mXm {hZo _mJyZ Zocr Amho.''
`mZVa nw`m AS>Vrg dfmZVa, nwhm EH$Xm _cm ^m^rOtgmR>r gmS>r
{ZdS>m`M gm^m` m Pmc. XmoKohr _m`m amO^dZmVrc cQ>_`o am{hco
hmoVo. n{S>VOr H$cH$`mhZ Amco hmoVo. _r Jo`m~amo~a ^m^rOtMr N>moQ>rer
n`mMr Q>H$ CKS>cr, ""~Ky Va, H$cH$`mhZ Amn`mgmR>r H$moUVr gmS>r
AmUcr` Vo?'' ""~Km'', nmZ V`ma H$aVm H$aVm hgyZ ^m^rOtZr n{S>VOtZm
hQ>c, ""{hMr OwZr gd` AOyZhr Jocr Zmhr. Vohmhr Am`m~amo~a _mPr
Q>H$ YwS>mim`Mr.''
_r nm{hc, `m CXmg Q>Ho$V AmVmhr `mM `m T>m`m`m VrZ gm`m
MwaJico`m gwVr gmS>m hmo`m, Oem H$mhr KmJarVyZ H$mT>`m AmhoV Am{U
EH$ emc Am{U EH$ nmZ~hmaMm S>~m.
""{N>: {N>:! n{S>VOr,'' _r hQ>c, ""BVH$m _mo>m adt nwaH$ma {_imcm,
Varhr ^m^rOt`m Q>Ho$V `mM VrZ gwVr gmS>m, `mMr Xem Var nhm, _r m
KoD$Z OmVo, ^m^rOr, Br H$$Z XoBZ.''
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 97

""Agy Xo, R>>od `m Q>Ho$V. Br {~r Zmhr H$am`Mr. aoe_r gmS>r Br


H$am`cm R>odcr Amho _r...''
""{dMma Va Ia, Hw$R>o Br Mmcy Amho Vo?'' n{S>VOtZr hgVM
hQ>c.
_r H$mhr {dMmac Zmhr. _cm _mhrV hmoV hUyZM JmXr CMcyZ nm{hc.
^m^rOtMr gmS>r Zoh_rM Aer JmXrImcr am^a X~yZ amhm`Mr.
""Ymo`mcm \w$H$Q>Mo ngo XoD$, Aer _yI Zmhr`o _r,'' `mZr hQ>c.
""dmh, H$m` N>mZ Br Pmcr`... ~Km.'' _r gmS>r H$mTy>Z `mZm XmIdcr.
eoH$S>mo gwaHw$`mZr ^acocr Vr gmS>r nmhZ n{S>VOr OmoamV hgco, _J hUmco,
""AmO {hcm Amn`m~amo~a ZoD$Z EH$ {MH$ZMr gmS>r IaoXr H$$Z Xo, Iyn
{Xdg {V`m _ZmV Amho. {H$Vrn`V `oBc?''
""H$_rV H$_r XrS>eo Var.'' _r hQ>c Va ^m^rOtZr _`oM hQ>c,
""{Vcm H$m` {dMmaVm? gwVr gmS>r Am{U XrS>eo $n`o? Ch! Aao Vrg Mmirg
$n`mV Iyn MmJcr `oVo, {hcm ~mocy Xo H$mhrhr.''
""Va _J AmnUM OmD$Z AmUm, _r Zmhr `oV. gmS>r H$m`,Vrg $n`mVhr
{_ioc, nU Amn`mcm MmJcr gmS>r `m`Mr Amho H$m ~Zmagr J_N>m?''
""E JCam,!'' ^m^rOtZr S>moio dQ>m$Z _m`mH$S>o nm{hc, ""_m`mer
hmV Kmcy ZH$mo! nmg $n`o m, _r KoD$Z `oBZ.'' Iyn MM}ZVa e^a
$n`o KoD$Z Amhr OmD$ cmJcmo. _r hQ>c, ""n{S>VOr, BV`m ChmVyZ
A_rZm~mXn`V [ajmZo OmVmZmM X_m`cm hmoBc. Amncr JmS>r ~mhoa C^rM
Amho, KoD$Z OmD$ H$m?''
""Zmhr!'' n{S>VOr CgiyZ hUmco, ""gaH$mar JmS>r Amho, A_rZm~mXcm
{MH$ZMr gmS>r IaoXr H$a`mgmR>r Zmhr. _r JmS>rV Zmhr Am{U Vwhr XmoKr
OmUma, ho _cm ~amo~a dmQ>V Zmhr.''
""Va _J AmnUhr Mcm Zm'' _r WmoS> YrQ>mB H$$Z hQ>c, ""cmoH$
hUVrc AmnU gWo`m H$m_mgmR>r Amcm AmhmV.''
98 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

""H$m ~a? gWogmR>r aodS>r-JOH$ IaoXr H$am`Mr Amho - H$m`? Om,


Om, dmX Kmcy ZH$mo.''
""Aao, `m`m~amo~a H$emcm _mWm\$moS> H$aVog?'', ^m^rOr hUm`m,
""`mMm Hw$Ur Vmo "\$cmUm' dmQ>oc {VH$S>o {\$acm Va MmcV, nU ho nS>co
amOm h[a!''
Iyn {Xdg gWmZ`m H$m_mgmR>rhr hr JmS>r n{S>VOtZm {Xcr Jocr Zmhr
Am{U Vo [ajmZo {\$aVmZm nm{hc, Vohm "dmVm`Z'_YyZ _r `m A`m`m~c
Q>rH$m Ho$cr Va n{S>VOtZr _cmM Om~ {dMmacm hmoVm, ""H$m` {c{hcg Vy?
[ajmZo Jocmo Va H$m` {~KS>c?''
""Zmhr, EH$X_ ~amo~a {c{hcg Vy, em~mg!'' ^m^rOtZr _mPr nmR>
WmonQ>cr hmoVr, ""B{XamOr Ag`m Va qh_V hmoVr Hw$UmMr?''
`mZr ~amo~a gm{JVc hmoV. Aml_JwMm B{XamOr Omo g_mZ H$am``m
`mMr MMm dV: n{S>VOrhr Zoh_r H$am`Mo. AmO OZVm emgZ Amn`m
H$m`mMr cmI egm H$amo, `mV _m eH$m Zmhr H$s Amn`m `m N>moQ>m
de{gV emgZH$mcmV Amn`m m Oo> gm{hp`H$mcm Vo g_mZmMr dmJUyH$
XoD$ eH$co ZmhrV Omo `mMm O_{g A{YH$ma hmoVm.
`m {Xder Amhr [ajmZoM Jocmo Am{U Iyn dfmZr OUw H$mhr Amhr XmoKr
nwhm EH$Xm ~mocnya`m Jr ~moimVyZ {\$acmo. _r ^m^rOrcm ZoVam_Mr Ja_
{Oco~r Im`cm AmoTy>Z Zoc. {ed_{XamOdi`m XwH$mZmVyZ Img _KB nmZ
{Icdc Am{U gm{JVc, ""^m^rOr, Ag EoH$c` H$s H$_cmnVr {nmR>tgmR>r
mM XwH$mZmVyZ Zoh_r nmZ OmV.''
nmZ Xm~yZ `mZr AZw^dr {haonma`m_mUo Vnmgc, ""h, Amho Ia
Agcr _KB.''
N>Jm_c`m XwH$mZmV Jocmo Va `mZo EH$mhZ EH$ gwXa {MH$Z gmS>mMm
T>rJ nwT>o Ho$cm, nU EH$hr XmoZeo`m Imcr Zmhr. ^m^rOtMm Moham VgmM
CVacm Ogm `m ~mocnya`m N>moQ>m XwH$mZmV CVacm hmoVm. _r Xwgam J>m
XmIdm`cm cmdcm Am{U EH$ gwXaer ~Xm_r gmS>r ngV Ho$cr. qH$_Vhr hmoVr
E|er $n`o.
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 99

""hm Va EH$X_ d`H$a aJ Amho, Oam ^S>H$ H$mT>.'' `mZr hQ>c. ""_r
Va Amn`m d`mcm gmOogm aJ {ZdS>cm hmoVm'' _r hgV hQ>c.
""Aar, _cm Hw$R>o _m`mgmR>r `m`Mr Amho?'' `mZr hiy AmdmOmV
hQ>c.
""_J?'' _r Am`M{H$V.
""gwZocm XoBZ Zm, {Vcm Iyn {Xdg dmQ>V hmoV. AmVm {VMoM {Xdg
AmhoV ZdrZ gmS>r hmgoZo Zog`mgda`mMo. nU EoH$, Amn`m n{S>VOtZm
H$mhr ~mocm`M Zmhr.''
_cm _mhrV Zmhr Vr gmS>r `m`m H$moU`m ^m`dmZ gwZocm {_imcr Vo,
nU AmO`m `m dmWu OJmV {H$Vr gmgdm Aem {Z_i CXmaVoZo, hmVmanUr
nVrH$Sy>Z {_imcocr o_^oQ> Aem o_inUo gwZocm XoD$ eH$Vrc?
`mZVa H$mhr _{h`mZr nwhm _cm ^oQ>m`cm Am`m Vohm KmBV hmo`m,
""Iyn KmBV Amho, hmo, ho R>od'' `mZr ^mO`m {MdS>mMr {nedr _cm {Xcr,
""Vw`mgmR>rM AmUcm hmoVm, Vwcm Iyn AmdS>Vmo Zm!''
_cm `m`m hmVMm Vmo ^mOH$m {MdS>m Iyn AmdS>m`Mm. _J H$ic chmZ
_wcmgmR>r Wi Amc hmoV. _wcJr cIZD$_`oM hmoVr, {Vcm nhm`cm XmoKo
OmV hmoVo.
""_r nU `oD$?'' _r {dMmac.
n{S>VOr CgmhmZo hUmco, ""Mc, Mc, cdH$a V`ma hmo, Cera H$$
ZH$mo.''
""ZH$mo'' ^m^rOtZr J^ranUo hQ>c. Ia `m`m nmZm`m ntH$~amo~a
AmoR>mda Amc, ""{hcm ~amo~a ZH$mo `m`cm. hr Amho _o_gm~, e^a eH$m
Hw$eH$m H$mT>Uma. H$mhr ngVrg Amc Zmhr Va {VW`m {VWo ~mocUma.''
""AN>m,'' _r hQ>c, ""Vo {Xdg {dgacmV H$m Oohm gmS>r ngV
H$am`cmhr _cm ~amo~a ~mocnyacm ZoV hmoVm?''
""Vo Va Ammmhr KoD$Z OmVo, nU gyZ ngV H$am`cm Zmhr..'' `m hg`m
Am{U hUm`m, ""Vm|S>mH$S>o H$m` nmhVog, Om cdH$a gmS>r ~XcyZ `o.''
100 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

""Zmhr, ^m^rOr, _cm Ammm H$mhr H$m_mgmR>r ~mhoa Om`M`..'' _r


`m`m~amo~a Joco Zmhr.
_cm Hw$R>oM Om`M ZhV, nU ^m^rOr ~amo~aM hUm`m hmo`m, `m
XmoZ AgmYmaU `$s`m gX^mV, _r {Ocm nmhrZ {VMr An~wrhr _m`m
>rV IanUo OmUd`mMr e`Vm hmoVr.
`mZVa hm~mXcm Joco, Va {V{VcZo gm{JVc H$s AmB AmOmar Amho.
a$ H$_r Pmc hmoV nU Vo VohmM H$ic Oohm `m EH$Xm nS>`m. n{S>VOr
`mZm XmId`mgmR>r cIZD$cm KoD$Z Amco Vohm EH$Q>oM _cm ^oQ>m`cm
Amco.
""Mc _m`m~amo~a, {Vcm Oam g_OmdyZ gmJ, Cm doihr R>adcr Amho,
nU hUVo Zmhr OmUma, H$Vr Zmhr XmIdUma, AmVm a$hr KoUma Zmhr.''
n{S>VOtMm Moham H$midS>cm hmoVm, CM Xoh dmH$cm hmoVm. n{h`mXmM
_cm dmQ>c H$s n{S>VOr OrdZmMr cT>mB haV AmhoV.
""n{S>VOr,'' _r Km~aV Km~aV {dMmac, ""H$hr..?''
""Zmhr, Zmhr,'' _cm _`oM Wm~dV, `mZr Og H$mhr `m`mhr _ZmV
CR>co`m eHo$M OmoamZo IS>Z H$$Z PQ>H$`mMm `Z Ho$cm, ""H$ga {~ga
Zmhr`o. n{Zeg A{Z{_`m Amho, {H$VrVar doim `mAmYrhr a$ XoD$Z Pmc`...''
_r OmD$Z nm{hc Va, ^m^r ~gyZ nmZ cmdV hmoVr, EH$X_ VerM
nydugmaIr. earamda H$moU`mhr amoJmM H$mhr {Mh ZhV. nU Am_Mr
ZOamZOa Pmcr, Am{U `mM S>mo`mV H$m`_ gmo~VrMr Amem _mdi`mM
^` XmQy>Z Amc hmoV. _cm `mM jUr g_Oc H$s Odi `oUm`m _`yMr
nmdc `mZr EoH$cr AmhoV.
""AmVm _r AmUIr Q>moMmQ>moMr Zmhr H$$ XoUma. cmoU`m`m qc~mgmaI
Q>moMc`, ~K..'' `mZr Amnco hmV XmIdco. IamoIa Q>moM`m_wio {eam \w$JyZ
Am`m hmo`m. ""_r H$m` Vwcm AmOmar dmQ>Vo?''
Iyn `Z H$$Z `mZm nwhm _o{S>H$c H$mcoO_`o Zoc hmoV. VrM _mPr
`mMr eodQ>Mr ^oQ> hmoVr.
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 101

Hw$Umcm _mhrV hmoV H$s Or Om`mM gm_mZ ~mYyZ V`ma hmoD$Z C^r
Amho Vr _mJo amhrc Am{U `mZm Om`M ZhV Vo nQ>H$Z n{h`mXm OmVrc?
AmO ^m^rOt`m _`yMr ~mV_r H$icr Vrhr nw`m EH$ _{h`mZVa.
R>mHy$agmXqgh `mM n g_moa nS>c Amho, ""_mJMo H$mhr {Xdg ~Zmagcm
Jocmo hmoVmo, n{S>VOr Va JocoM, `m`m_mJmo_mJ _mVmOrhr Jo`m. g`mH$mir
`m`m `m _moR>m Kamg_moa C^m am{hcmo, Kamcm Hw$cyn cmJc hmoV Am{U
Hw$R>oM H$me ZhVm. _cm XrS>dfmnydu n{S>VOr ~mocco hmoVo `mMr AmR>dU
Amcr, Am{U Ord Jc~cyZ Jocm. `mZm ~Zmag gmoS>mdg dmQ>V ZhV H$maU
~ZmagM ho Ka `mZm \$ma {` hmoV, naVw `mZm ^rVrhr hmoVr H$s Oohm Vo
ZgVrc Vohm m KamV {Xdm cmdUmahr Hw$Ur AgUma Zmhr.`m`m Kam~mhoa`m
MQ>nQ>r XodrMm hm Vmn Agoc ~hYm! Ho$hmhr Vo Oohm KamVyZ ~mhoa nS>V,
Vohm diyZ Xodrcm dmHy$Z Z_H$ma H$aV, `mM {dmgmZo H$s `m H$m_mgmR>r
Vo OmV AmhoV Vo MQ>MQ> hmoD$Z OmBc. _cm Ag dmQ>V H$s Hw$Umcmhr Z
gmJVm `mZr XodrOdi Amn`m _w$sMr mWZm Ho$cr Agmdr, Am{U Zoh_r_mUo
XodrZo `mdoirhr `mMr mWZm _mZcr...''
IaM, AgM Pmc Agoc.
AmO _m`m `m XwXdr EH$mH$s jUr, AVam`mMm Mm~yH$ nwhm nwhm
_mPr Mm_S>r cmoidVmo Amho. nwhm nwhm ^m^rOt`m Odi Om`mM R>adyZhr
_r H$m OmD$ eH$co Zmhr?
n{S>VOt`m _`yMr I~a EoH$`mda {H$VrVar doim _ZmV Amc hmoV H$s
AgM YmdV `m`mH$S>o Omd. _m`m A{^ZXZmgmR>r _mP BXmacm OmU
BVH$ O$arM hmoV H$m? _m`m g_mZm`m `m jw cmcgonwT>o _m`m `m
_mVog_mZ {` JwnZrM o_, dmg` gJi hadc, {dgac Joc. nU
_Zw`mM _Zhr H$g {d{M AgV! H$Yr Vo `mMr qZXm H$$Z OI_r H$aV
Va H$Yr dV:M `mMr H${\$`V _mSy>Z gmdZ H$aV. BXmaMr drH$Vr Iyn
AmYr nmR>dcr hmoVr. `mMr H$mS>hr N>mnyZ dmQ>cr Jocr hmoVr. _cm {d_mZmM
{V{H$Q>hr nmR>dc Joc hmoV. _r Joco ZgVo Va {H$Vr Ag`nUm Pmcm AgVm!
naV Amco Va AmOmar nS>co.
102 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

nU AmVm {dMma H$aVo Va dmQ>V Joco Zmhr Vo MmJcM Pmc. cmc


{Q>`m{edm`M `mM Vo M_H$V H$nmi, ~mJS>m{edm`Mo Vo ^wS>o hmV nm{hco
AgVo Va H$Xm{MV `mMr Vr dY`JV _wmM OrdZ^a gcV am{hcr AgVr.
_m`m AmR>dUt`m OrU A~__`o `mM Vo Yyga, YwaH$Q> Pmcoc Xwc^
{MM Amho. Vm|S>mV nmZmMm {dS>m, hmVmV {H$U{H$UUmam aoe_r MwS>m, Jmo`m
H$nmimda Hw$H$dmMm _mo>m {Q>H$m, ^mJmV qgXya ^acocm Am{U `mM aJmMm
_m`mda N>Mm_amgmaIm hcUmam - hmdS>m ~mOa`m {nd`m gmS>rMm cmc
_mo>m nXa - nXamda ngaco`m cmc H$_im`m nmH$`m, VaJUm`m docr
Am{U _`oM cmc Xmo`mZo {dUcocr Amoi "gr_Voa qgXya Aj` hmoH$!'

Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 103

17. _`ygmJam`m nma


XwJm geVr`m Xwg`m A`m`mV, ~m, eH$a Am{U B Am{X XodVm`m
earamVyZ EH$ ^mar VoO {ZKm`mMm CoI Amho. _hmZ VoOmMm Vmo nwO,
Omd`_mZ ndVmgmaIm dmQ>cm, EH${V hmoD$Z `mM EH$m r`m $nmV
$nmVa Pmc Am{U Amn`m H$memZo `mZo {Vhr cmoH$ `mnyZ Q>mH$coco
{Xgco.
""AVrd VoOg: Hy$Q> dcV{_d ndV_ XewVo gwamV_, dmcm `m
{XJVa_& AVwc V VmoO: gdXod earaO_ EH$W VX^ymar `m cmoH$`
pdfm:&''
AmO, AgmM EH$ VoO:nwO, `mMm H$me {Vhr cmoH$mV nyU $nmV
ngacm hmoVm, Am_`mM XwH$_m`m ^mdm_wio ey`mV {dcrZ hmoD$Z, Ho$di
^maVmcmM Zmhr Va gJ`m {dmcm AY:H$mamV ~wS>dyZ Jocm Amho, Vohm
dmQ>V Hw$UrVar hQ>coc ~amo~a hmoV H$s _aUmam _aV Zmhr, _mJo amhUmam Iam
_aVmo. Omon`V _Zw` `m ndrda AgVmo, Vmon`V `mMr _hmm, `mMo XodXwc^
JwU `mV Amhmcm XmofM {XgVmV, hr {H$Vr Hy$a Mo>m Amho. `m`m _hmZVoMr
{MVr Amhmcm VohmM hmoVo Oohm VmoM am{hcocm ZgVmo.
Jmo`m`m {ZKU {ZX` _m`mZo Ho$di B{XamOtZm {ZmU Ho$c Zmhr,
Va EH$ EH$ Xoedmgr`mMm Xoh AmO A` Jmo`m`m _mamZo {ZmU Pmcm
Amho `mV H$moUVmhr gXoh Zmhr.
EH$ hV~w VYVm, {OZo Am_Mr dmMmM Zmhr, Am_Mm {ddoH$hr {hamdyZ
Zocm Amho. Agm VoOdr, g_W Am{U gmhgr "dcV{_d ndV_' VoO:nwO
`m ndrda H$m` nwhm nwhm H$Q> hmoVmo? Amhm ^maVdm{g`mZm H$moU`m Var
nydH$V nw`mMo \$id$n hUyZ, Am_Mr `oH$ g_`m gmonr H$aUmar EH$
ZoVm {_imcr hmoVr. Ver Hw$R>cr doJir e$s AmVm Amhmcm {_ioc? AmVm
H$moUmg_moa Amhr `mM loZo Am{U {dmgmZo ZV_VH$ hmoD$Z hUy eHy$
104 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

H$s gd}ar, Vy AemM H$mao {Vhr cmoH$mVrc AS>MUtMo {ZdmaU H$a, Am_`m
eyMm Zme H$a. EImm g_W, gj_ Hy$Q>{Z{Vkmcm ~h`m_mUo AZoH$
nmMm nohamd YmaU H$aU A{Zdm` R>aV Ag hQ>c OmV.
g`mZVm nfm {`dm{XZr M {Z```m Mwa YZmJ_m M do`{Z[ad
ZnZr{V AZoH$ $nm!
do`o_mUo amOZrVrcm AZoH$ $n YmaU H$amdr cmJVmV. Vr g` ~mocVo,
Ag` ~mocVo, H$R>moa ~mocVo, {`dm{XZrhr AgVo, gVV YZ IM H$aVo,
{_idVo. dm^m{dH$nUoM Aer Xwc^ {gr m H$aVmZm H$Yr H$Yr mUmhZ
{` `$scmhr Xya H$amd cmJV, {_ H$_r hmoVmV, ey A{YH$. rgmR>r
amOZrVrMm hm aVm A{YH$M gH$Q>mZr ^acocm AgVmo. nU `m H$mQ>mZr
^acocr dmQ> VwS>dyZ B{XamOr `em`m {eIamda EH$Q>rM {damO_mZ Pmcr
Zmhr Va {VZo Xoemcmhr `m {eIamda nmoMdco.
_r Oohm em{V{ZHo$VZ_`o doe KoVcm Vohm B{Xam H$cm^dZMr {dm{WZr
hmoVr. VrZ Mma _{h`mZo Vr Aml_ gmoSy>Z Jocr. {VM {__S>i _`m{XV hmoV.
nm$c MmYar, A_cm Am{U {d_cm Vd} `m {V`m Odi`m _{Ur hmo`m.
nm$c, gwYra ImVJraMr nZr _wHw$cXr {hMr NmoQ>r ~hrU hmoVr Am{U A_cm,
{d_cm {~hmahZ Amco`m Ow`m ~{hUr hmo`m. `mMr Zmd hmoVr H$U_mo{hZr,
{d_mo{hZr naVw JwXodmZr `mMr Zmd R>odcr hmoVr A_cm, {d_cm. XmoKtMr
eara`>r, {XgU EH$X_ gmaIr, BVH$s gmaIr H$s EH$scm cndmd Am{U
Xwgarcm XmIdmd.
A_cmXr Vohm B{XamOtMr {OdcJ _rU hmoVr. nm$cXrcm _r AmOn`V
nwhm ^oQy> eH$co Zmhr nU A_cmXrcm ^oQ>V Ago. {VMm {ddmh ~Zmag`m
`mV am` Kam`mV am` g`dV~amo~a Pmcm. nwT>o {Vcm H$ga Pmcm
Am{U naXoemVM {VMm _`y Pmcm. Vr Zoh_r gmJm`Mr H$s B{XamOt~amo~a
Zoh_r {VMm n`dhma Mmcy am{hcm Am{U Vrhr \$moZd$Z {VMr Iwemcr
{dMmaV AgVo. {V`m _Vr{`W {V`m nVrZo EH$ emim H$mT>cr Am{U
Zmd R>odc "A_cmc`.' H$mhr dfmnydr `mM emioV dm{fH$ g_ocZmV
g`dVOtZr _cm _w` nmhUr hUyZ ~mocmdc hmoV. nU H$mhr H$maUmZ _r
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 105

{VWo OmD$ eH$co Zmhr. _mJ`m dfu Joco Vohm am`gmho~mZr gm{JVc H$s XmoZ
dfmnydu `mZr Km~aV Km~aVM B{XamOtZm `o`m{df`r AmJh Ho$cm, H$maU
Hw$R>o YmZ_tMm EH$ EH$ A_y` jU Am{U Hw$R>o hr N>moQ>rer emim. nU `m
Am`m. Amn`m `V H$m`H$_mVyZ `mZr Aml_mVrc Amn`m ~amo~a
{eH$Um`m `m _{Ur`m N>moQ>mem emiogmR>r doi H$mT>cm Am{U chaVmam`m
`m cmoH$m`m Kam_YyZ OmUm`m Jr~moimVyZ `m {VWda nmohmoM`m. AmO
"A_cmc`'Mr EH$ nyU Imocr Aml_mV A_cmXt`m~amo~a H$mT>co`m
B{XamOt`m \$moQ>m|Zr ^acr Amho. Vr N>moQ>rer emim `m _hmZ A{VWr`m
AmJ_Zm_wio _hmZ Pmcr. A_cmXr _mPrhr OdiMr _rU hmoVr nU Amn`m
AH$_m_`o WmoS>mgm doi H$mTy>Z _r cIZD$hZ ~Zmagcm nmoMy eoH$co ZhVo,
{VWo Xoem`m YmZ_r Xoe{dXoemV gVV nm`mcm MmH$ cmd`mgma`m
{\$aV AgyZhr _moR>m AmXm`mZo Amn`m Iyn dfm`m _rcm OmJ`m hmo`m.
H$mhr dfmnydu _m`m gaH$mar KamV R>m_nUo nm` amod`mgmR>r mUnUmZo
`Z H$aVmZm _mP AdgmZ Jim`M. H$mhr gaH$mar Xcmc _cm `m KamVyZ
hmH$c`mMm `Z H$aV hmoVo. `m`m _Vo nH$m[aVo`m H$moU`m H$m_{Jar`m
H$joV _r `oV hmoVo? Vohm EH$ {Xdg hOmargmXOtZr _cm gm{JVc, ""{H$Vr
doS>r Amhog, Mc _r Vwcm B{XamOtH$S>o ZoVmo, Vwcm _mhrV Amho Vr Amn`m
Aml_r` gh`m{`Zt~m~V {H$Vr Zoherc Amho Vo, Vy Va `m`mdoir {VWoM
hmoVrg. _r gmJoZ `mZm. _J ~Ky Vwcm H$moU hmH$cVo Vo.''
naVw _r Joco Zmhr. OmUma Var H$er? _cmhr H$m` `m`mgmaImM
Aml_mMm Jw_ {_imcm ZhVm?
""{dnXo _moa ajm H$amo E Zhr _moa mWZm {dnXo Am_r Zm OZmo H$ar ^`''
_mPr hr mWZm Zmhr`o H$s Vwhr gH$Q>mV _mPo ajU H$am. _mPr mWZm
Amho H$s _r gH$Q>mZm H$Yr Km~$ Z`o BVHo$ _cm gm_`dmZ ~Zdm.
EH$ gJ AmR>dVmo`. Aml_mV Hw$UrVar {deof A{VWr `oUma hmoVo. AmR>dV
Amho `m_mUo ~hYm MJH$eoH$M `oUma hmoVo. n{S>VOt~amo~a B{XamOr Aml_mV
Am`m hmo`m. H$mhr {dm{WZr Zm dmJVmgmR>r {ZdS>c hmoV. _rgwm `m`mVcr
EH$ hmoVo. EH$gma`m gmS>m ZogyZ, hmVmV \w$c, MXZ dJaoMr Wmir KoD$Z
106 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

Amhr AmoirV C`m hmoVmo. A{VWr nmoMm`cm WmoS>m AdYr hmoVm. gmdYmZ C^o
amh`mMm AmXoe {dg$Z Amhmcm Z OmUo H$moU`mVar gJmZo hgm`cm
cmdc, BVH$ H$s gJ`m amJoV hg`mMr OUw EH$ \w$cPS>rM gwQ>cr. Amhr
hgm`cm cmJcmo Vohr amJ _moSy>Z.
Hw$Ry>Z H$moU OmUo dm`m`m doJmZo n{S>VOr Amco. `mZr _m`m Xmohr
ImmZm {hgH$m XoV hQ>c, ""gai C^ Zmhr amhVm `oV?'' gJ`m amJocm
Ogm H$mhr gmn S>gcm.
Xya JwXodmMr gyZ ZpXVm H$ncmZt~amo~a C`m Agco`m B{XamOtZr
_cm amJmdU ~hYm nm{hc hmoV. dmJVmZVa `m _m`mOdi Am`m Am{U
Iyn o_mZo hUm`m, ""Vwcm dmBQ> dmQ>c Zm, hr S>O ZmQ> _rZ BQ>.'' (`mMm
AW Vmo ZhVm.)
_J Iyn dfmZVa `mZm ^oQ>co, nlr JhU Ho$`mZVa AnmonhmamgmR>r
gJio `m`m~amo~a O_co hmoVo Vohm lr. `enmc OZ `mZr `m`mer ^oQ>
KS>dyZ AmoiI H$$Z {Xcr, ""hrgwm empV{ZHo$VZMr {Z`{_V {dm{WZr
hmoVr.''
_cm jU^a _ZmV Amc, hUmd, ""_r VrM, {Ocm AmnU {dMmac hmoV
H$s Vwcm dmBQ> dmQ>c H$m?''
`mZr dV:M {dMmac, ""Vwhr Ho$hmnmgyZ Ho$hmn`V {VWo hmoVmV?''
Am{U _r `mZm gm{JVc H$s Amn`m {ddmhgJr ^oQ> hUyZ lr{ZHo$VZMo
ncJnmog nmR>dco hmoVo, Vohm _rhr Aml{_H$m gKmMr gX` hmoVo. Amhm
gdm`m gm `mda hmo`m. _r Oohm `m`mer ~mocV hmoVo Vohm EH$m
\$moQ>moJm\$aZo `m`m~amo~a _mPmhr \$moQ>mo H$mT>cm. _r AmOn`V `m Xwc^
\$moQ>mogmR>r Vi_iVo Amho, \$moQ>mo~amo~a \$moQ>mJm\$ahr Hw$R>o Zmhrgm Pmcm H$moU
OmUo.AmOn`V H$mhr _cm Vmo \$moQ>mo {_imcm Zmhr.
{H$mrdoim _ZmV Amc, Amnc nwVH$ "Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ' `mZm
dV: OmD$Z ^oQ> XoD$ H$maU Vr gJir "Jwnr' VerM Amho Or `mZr
H$YrVar nm{hcr hmoVr.
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 107

Aml_mV Hw$Um _hdm`m `$s`m {ZYZmMr ~mV_r Am`mda emoH$


g^m ^am`Mr Vohm Amhr JwOZmgh ZV_VH$ hmoD$Z, adt gJrVm`m
EH$m {d{e> AmoirZo lmOcr AnU H$aV Agy. Ho$di VoM JmU hQ>c Om`M.
B{XamOtZrhr Aml_mV AgVmZm H$YrVar `m Amoir hQ>`m AgVrc,
`m_wioM _ZmV Amc AmO OJ^a Xyada ngacoco Aml_mMo {dmWu {dm{WZr
`m {dcjU {dcjU {dm{WZrcm Amncr _yH$ emoH$mHy$c lmOcr mM AmoitMo
A` dmhZ XoVrc.
""_aU gmJa nmao Vmo_am A_a
Vmo_mXoa _[a''
_`y gmJam`m n{cH$S>ohr Vwhr A_a AmhmV, Amhr Vw_Mo _aU H$aVmo
AmhomV.

108 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

18. H$mc_wm
Iyn dfmZVa, EImm gwXa n[a{MV Moh`mda H$mim`m Hy$a IwUm C_Q>co`m
nmhZ Ogo AmnU jU^a V{^V hmoVmo, VgmM AZw^d Iyn dfmZr EImm
n[a{MV ehamcm nmhZhr `oVmo. Mmirg dfm`m AVamZo Oohm _r H$cH$mm
nm{hc Vohm dmQ>c H$s, `m _hmZJarMm gnyU ^yJmocM ~XcyZ Jocm Amho.
hmdS>m ~rOMr Vr _aUmMr JXu, JmS>m, Q>H$, R>oco, H$ma `m`m AVhrZ amJm
ghZ H$aUmao WH$coco dmgr, YwamMo XmQ> cmoQ> ho gJi nmhZ Mmirg dfmnyduMr
Vr g`mH$mi AmR>dcr. Oohm mM hmdS>m ~rO`m \w$Q>nmWda WmQ>`m
Joco`m N>moQ>m N>moQ>m XwH$mZmVyZ Amam_mV {\$$Z hmdS>m ~mOma`m nmM nmM
$n`m`m gmS>m IaoXr H$arV Agy. AmVm H$Xm{MV nmM $n`mV nMmhr
{_iUma Zmhr.
em{V{ZHo$VZ_`o Vohm Amnc dV:M narjm H|$ ZhV, hm`Hy$c
BQ>a`m {dm`mZm narjm Xo`mgmR>r {dmgmJa H$mcoO_`o Omd cmJm`M.
Iynem {dm`mMo H$cH$`mV Hw$Ur ZmVodmBH$ dJao AgV, nU XwZ
Amco`m {dm`mMr amh`mMr `dWm EImm hmoQ>oc_`o Ho$cr Om`Mr.
`mdoir ~rS>Z Q>rQ>darc `m hmoQ>oc_`o Am_Mr amh`mMr `dWm Ho$cr
hmoVr {VWo AMmZH$ Xodr`m amoJmMm H$mon Pm`m_wio Amhr narjm Xo`mgmR>r
OmoS>mgmH$mocm Jocmo hmoVmo. JwXodmMo g{Md AXm ~m~y Amhmcm narjm Xo`mgmR>r
{VWo KoD$Z Amco Am{U Omon`V BVa MmJcr gmo` hmoV Zmhr Vmon`V
OmoS>mgmHo$_Y`m EH$m _moR>m ImocrV Am_Mr amh`mMr `dWm Ho$cr Jocr.
Vohm _Y`m EH$m _moR>m hmc_`o EH$ _mo>m Pmonmim Q>mJcocm hmoVm, `mda
PwcV PwcV Amhr ~moamM cmoUM MmQ>V MmQ>V, narjmMr V`mar H$arV Agy.
g_moa EH$ _mo> _XmZ hmoV {OWo Mma dmO`mnmgyZ \w$Q>~mc o_r H$cH$`mMo
{H$emoa Iyn AmaS>mAmoaS>m H$aV, Va AXm ~m~y hamS>mV `oD$Z _moR>mZo
JOV, ""Aao, Vwhr BVH$m XJm, AmdmO H$$ ZH$m, Aml_m`m _wcr BWo
narjm Xo`mgmR>r Am`m AmhoV.'' Am{U `m`m EH$Xm gwZmd`mZo, jU^amV
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 109

`m Cgmhr IoimSy>Mm AmaS>m AmoaS>m EH$X_ emV hm`Mm. AmO Aer {dZ_Vm
EImm XVH$WogmaIr A{dgZr` Zmhr dmQ>V?
naVw EImXm jU Agmhr `oVmo, EImXr gwJYr PwiyH$ Agmo, qH$dm _mdi`m
gy`mMm {d{e> cm{c_m qH$dm a`mdarc JXuMr EImXr N>Q>m AMmZH$
Amn`mcm Iyn H$mi {dah gmogco`m {_m_mUo AmoiI nQ>dVmV. dmQ>V
eham`m ~Xc`m {dH$V Moh`m_YyZhr AmnU AmoiIc Amho, ehamZohr
Amn`mcm AmoiIc`, Hw$R>oVar AmnUhr VoM AmhmoV Am{U H$cH$mmhr VoM
Amho.
{\$_mogdm`m `mgnrR>mda Oohm g`OrV am`Zm CXKmQ>ZmM ^mfU
H$aVmZm EoH$V hmoVo, Vohm EH$X_ Mmirg dfmnydu`m Aml_mVrc `m J^ra,
VQ>W amhUm`m g_H$mcrZ {dm`mM _aU Pmc. Vohm gwHw$_ma am` `mMm
_wcJm hUyZ Vmo A{YH$ {g hmoVm. `m`m {dcjU coIUrZo "Am~moc
Vm~moc' gma`m _Zmohmar nwpVHo$Mr aMZm Ho$cr, `mMo nw g`OrV mM
Amnc Ag EH$ {__S>i hmoV. g_a|, {XZH$a H$m{eH$, A{_Vm^ dJao.
`mVcm `oH$ gX` Ia Q>rH$mH$ma hmoVm. ZmQ>H$ Agmo dm gm{h` g^m,
{dm{WZr Va Km~$Z AgV H$s Ho$hm m _S>itMr Vr Ohmc coIUr Amn`m
hV{c{IV n{Ho$V `mMm ImV_m H$aoc Zo_ Zmhr! BV`m dfmZVa Oohm
Amhr ^oQ>cmo Vohm dmQ>c ^yVH$mimVrc `m gwIX Aml_ dmgm`m Ag`
_Vr Am_`mOdi AmhoV ~mocm`cm, nU doiM H$_r Amho. ""AmnU gJ`mZr
OrdZmV Oo H$mhr {_idc Amho Vr Aml_mMrM XoUJr Amho.'' `mZr hQ>c
Am{U EH$X_ hoM CXJma Xwg`m {Xder Cmaco gw{Mm {_ `mZr, Or gw{Mm
AmO adt gJrVmMr `mV gwaoc Jm{`H$m Amho, Xoe{dXoemV {OZo adt
gJrVm`m _Ywa char nmoMd`m AmhoV, AmVmhr Amn`m dmgr nwmH$S>o
_YyZ _YyZ OmD$Z adt gJrVmMo, gJrV g_mamohmMo Am`moOZ H$aV AgVo.
EdT>M Zmhr Va _w~BVhr `mZr adt gJrVmMo dJ gw$ Ho$co AmhoV. _cmhr
AmO AmR>dV, Vr Oohm n{h`mXm Aml_mV Amcr Vohm H$cH$`m`m
nm^y_rda Aml_m`m gai gm`m OrdZmV $im`cm WmoS>m doi cmJcm
hmoVm. `mMo dS>rc gmat _wImonm`m` ~JmcMo OmZo _mZo gm{hp`H$ hmoVo.
110 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

`m`m XmoZ _wctnH$s EH$sZo EH$m {dXoer _mUgmer {ddmh Ho$cm hmoVm. XmoZ
do`m KmVcocr gw{Mm Oohm dgVrJhmV Amcr Vohm H$mhr jUmVM {VMm
~m~ Am{U AmdmO `m`mda Aml_mZo {e$m_moV~ Ho$c.
BV`m dfmZr ^oQ>`mda Amhmcm XmoKtZm EH$X_M Aml_mVrc Vr
g`mH$mi AmR>dcr Oohm amJm_mQ>r`m EH$m {eioda ~gyZ _r {Vcm EH$
_mohH$ nhmS>r cmoar {eH$dcr hmoVr. ""^m _oamo KwJamcr ^m, ^m _mJZ N>m MrZr
Amhm.'' WoQ> nhmS>r CmamV Am{U Aem H$me`mZo {VZo VrM cmoar hQ>cr
hmoVr H$s _r M{H$VM Pmco. BV`m dfmZVahr {Vcm Vr cmoar AmR>dVo Amho.
_cm EoH$dy cmJcr Vohm _ZmV nwhm EH$Xm VrM V$UmBMr Ch{gV PcH$
VaJyZ Jocr.
{Vgar ghm`m{`Zrgwm {\$_mogdm`m `m aJrV JXuVM ^oQ>cr. AZoH$
Mohao nmhmV hmoVo. eer H$nya, O{Z\$a, Hw$Umc, gw{Mm goZ, dgV MmYar,
gm{_ MQ>Ou, nU Vmo Moham Hw$R>o hmoVm Omo _r emoYV hmoVo. _r Va {Vcm \$moZda
gm{JVc hmoV H$s _r g_ma^mV `oBZ, Vy nU `oV Amhog, ~Ky `m H$moU Hw$Umcm
W_ AmoiIV Vo! OmUy Va OmU`mV H$moU AmYr qOH$V Vo!
`m ^aJ JXuV {VZo Amn`m gmS>rMm nXa Immd$Z IoMcm Am{U
nmR>r_mJoM ~gco`m Amn`m nVrcm H$mhrVar gmJyZ Vr hgcr Am{U `m
hg`md$ZM _r {Vcm AmoiIco Am{U emoYm`m Jmo\$UrM a~a VmUc, "ZwHy$!'
Am{U {VZoo `oD$Z _cm {_R>rM _macr.
""`m ZmdmZo _cm hmH$ _maUmao AmVm H$moU Cac`? Am{U Vw`m AmdmOmMm
_waH$m AmoiI`mV _r H$Yr MwH$Uma Zmhr.'' AYVr Xodr Ag EoH$`mMr
gd` nS>co`m H$mZmMr _aUe$s {d_aUmV Jococ ZwHy$ EoH$`m~amo~a
S>mo`mnojmhr A{YH$ Vrd Ag`mM {g Pmc. g_moamg_moa ~gyZhr ZOa
EH$ Xwg`mcm AmoiIy eH$V ZhVr. `mV ^yVH$mimVrc EH$m chmZem
g~moYZmZo MV` OmJc.
~JmcMr {g {MnQ> A{^Zor, {ZX}{eH$m AYVr Xodr, {OZo A{^Z`
Am{U {XXeZ XmohrV gmaIrM {gr m Ho$cr, Xoe{dXoemV {\$acr Am{U
AmO CVaco`m V`oVrZohr nam{OV Pmcr Zmhr`o. ""Vy _cm VwPr H$mX~ar
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 111

nmR>d, _r `mda {\$_ ~ZdrZ.'' {VZo _mPm hmV Y$Z hQ>c. _r `m


AYmaco`m ojmJhmVhr {VMm Moham nmh eH$V hmoVo. {H$Vr Am`mMr Jmo>
hmoVr H$s BV`m dfmZVahr `m {V`m {hadQ> {Ziga S>mo`mM VoO Og`m
Vg hmoV. {V`m _mohH$ p_VmV AOyZhr VmoM AmH$fH$nUm hmoVm, Omo EHo$H$mir
Aml_mVrc gmX` a{gH$ {dm`mMr X` H$m~rO H$$Z Amn`m _wR>rV
R>od`mg g_W hmoVm.
AmMm` {jVr_mohZ goZ `m`m n[admamcm ^oQ>U ho _m`m H$cH$mm dmgmM
gdm{YH$ AmZXXm`H$ nd hmoV. `mMr gyZ A{U_m, AmO {Vcm nm{hc Va
W_ AmoiIcM Zmhr. ""Iyn {XdgmnmgyZ ~a dmQ>V Zmhr`o, `mV Zr{c_m`m
nVr`m AH$_mV {ZYZmZo EH$X_ VwQ>`mgmaI Pmc`.'' {VMo S>moio ^$Z
Amco. Zr{c_m, {VMr N>moQ>r ~hrU adt gJrVmMr `mV Jm{`H$m Amho.
Xwg`m _{Urcm nm{hc Va _Z A{YH$M {I Pmc. _moR>m _moR>m
S>mo`mVrc nmUrXma gmJa gwHy$Z Jocm hmoVm. nmR>rda nmdgmir _oKmgmaIo
iUmao {VMo Hw$aio H$mio Ho$g AmH$gyZ AmVm gwnmarEdT>m A~mS>mV _mdco
hmoVo. H$mhr XmV nS>co hmoVo `m_wio Jmc\$S> ~gcr hmoVr. _r {Vcm nmhZ
AdmH$M Pmco, ""H$m`, H$m` Pmc` Vwcm, EH$X_ d`H$a Pmcrg!''
EH$ H$mo_oOcoc hgy CmamXmIc XoD$Z Vr Jn ~gZ am{hcr. hiwhiy
g`_mMm ~mY \w$Q>cm. nmo{cgmMr Jmoir cmJyZ W_ chmZ ^mD$ Jocm, dVVm
gJm_mVrc ~hYm Vmo gdmV chmZ goZmZr. nVr {_imcm Vmo ^`H$a ge`r,
{Vcm AmR> _wcmMr _mVm ~ZdyZ, XrK ddm{hH$ OrdZmV {df H$mcdyZ `mZo
{Vcm nwhm EH$ H$mao A`mVM gmoSy>Z {Xc. Varhr dY`mer PJS>V {VZo
_wcmZm MmJc {ejU {Xc. ""EH$m _wcrZo dV:M EH$m MmJ`m KamVrc
_wcm~amo~a ZmV Owidc nU `mcmM H$gaZo {hamdyZ Zoc. EH$m _wcmcm
Zeo`m Jmo`mMr MQ>H$ cmJcr, EH$mZo {Z _wcr~amo~a c Ho$c Am{U
gJ`mnmgyZ doJim Pmcm.H$YrVar df ghm _{h`mZr `oVmo Am{U _cmM
AmaS>mAmoaS>m H$$Z ~mocyZ {ZKyZ OmVmo. Xwgar _wcJr hmoQ>oc_`o [agoe{ZQ>
Pmcr hmoVr nU hmoQ>oc`m Hw$Um ZmoH$am~amo~a niyZ Jocr. AmVm Aml_m`m
_Vr hmM _mPm EH$_m AmYma, R>od Amho.''
112 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

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lr ^mVHw$_ma _wH$Ou, MmJco AmR> df _mPo {ejH$ hmoVo. `m`m {ZYZmMm
g_mMma EoH$cm Vohm Iyn dfm`m AVamimcm ^oXyZ `m gm`mH$Vr JwMm
Moham S>mo`mg_moa C^m am{hcm. Ogo H$mhr AmOhr `mM Zoh^`m >rMr
qenU H$aV amJmdVmhoV, ""H$m` hm _yInUm, H$mhrhr A`mg H$$Z Zmhr
AmUcm.'' AmVm H$Yr H$Yr dmQ>V IaM {H$Vr _yInUm Ho$cm hmoVm _r! Aem
Xwc^ JwOZmH$SyZ {eH$`mMr gYr `W Kmcdcr. AkmZmZo `m`m dJmVyZ
niyZ Om`mMm Ho$cocm A{ddoH$s `Z AmO `m~c nmmmn dmQy>Z {I
H$$Z Q>mH$Vmo. {H$Vr doim `m`mH$Sy>Z amJmdyZ KoVc Am{U {H$Vr doim gJ`m
dJmV`m {dm`mg_moa Vmg^a H$mZ nH$Sy>Z C^ amh`mM Xwc^ gwI ^moJc.
dJhr Agm H$s d$Z VmnUma D$Z, `mnojm OmV Vmncocr O_rZ, ~gm`cm
Iw`m ZmhrV H$s ^modVr q^Vr ZmhrV. XJS>mMoM JmocmH$ma ~|M, `mda nagco`m
lr{ZHo$VZr AmgZmg_moa cmdcocm \$im Am{U S>Q>a KoVcoco ^mV _wH$Ou.
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Va ^mVXm ZmhrVM, naVw nwhm `m VrU >r_`o VoM ^mVXm JdgVmV
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~w{_mZ Moh`mda CRy>Z {XgUmar Zm{gH$m, AmoR>mda gVV ZmMa hgy, WmoS>r
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adtZmWmMr {ejUUmcrM JhU Ho$cr Zmhr Va `m`m AmH$Vrcmhr YmaU
Ho$c hmoV. IamoIa EH$Xm EH$m ~mOyZo nm{hc Va _cm dmQ>c Aml_m`m
mWZmg^oV ~gco`m JXodmZmM nhmV Amho. VerM H$mir Q>monr, VrM nmT>ar
ew^ XmT>r, _moR>o Ho$g Am{U VgmM AJaIm. Aml_mnmgyZ XrS> _c Xya ^wdZS>mJm
JmdmV `mM dV:M Ka hmoV. `mMr ghY_Mm[aUr gwYm_`r, hr `m H$miMo
{g ~m Xme{ZH$ grVmZmW Vd^yfUmMr _wcJr. ~mocnya ~m{cH$m
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 113

{dmc`mMr WmnZm `mZr Ho$cr hmoVr. `m EH$m `mo` nVrMr gw`mo` nZr
hmo`m. `mMm gJ`mV chmZ _wcJm {Mm{` _m`mM dJmV hmoVm, `m_wio
`mZr _cm Zoh_r _wcrgmaIM _mZc, _m`mda _r A~Jmcr Ag`m_wiohr
`mMm {deof cmo^ hmoVm. Aml_mVrc JwOZmMm hm EH$ {deofM hmoVm H$s
doJdoJ`m mVmVyZ Amco`m {dm`mH$S>o Vo {deof AmWoZo cj XoV. gwYmXr
hUm``m, ""dm, {H$Vr XwZ Amcr Amho hr coH$, {h_mc`mMr H$`m Am{U
Zmdhr Jmam Amho.'' _m`m m $m{c{\$Ho$eZZo _cm `m JwJhmV AZm`mgo
doe {_idyZ {Xcm.
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Om`Mr. hmV CcQ>m H$$Z AYdQ> {_Q>co`m _wR>rVrc XmoZ ~moQ>m`m hmS>mMm
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Adkm H$$Z Xya PQ>Hy$ eH$Vo.
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`mcm ~o~r hUyZ nwH$maV Agy, `mZo dJmVM _cm {nZ Q>moMcr. _r cJoM
^mVXmH$S>o MwJcr Ho$cr. `mcm Q>o$m Va nS>cmM, da ^a dJmV _m\$s _mJm`cm
cmdcr. `mMm _mo>m _wcJm Xod{` _m`m _moR>m ^mdm`m dJmV hmoVm. nwT>o
`mZo [aPd ~Ho$V C nXmda {damO_mZ hmoD$Z Iyn `e {_idc, Xoe {dXoemV
114 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

dmg Ho$cm naVw Vmo Aml_mVrc gJ`mV {dZ_ Am{U emV {dmWu hmoVm.
`mnojm _moR>m g`{` Aml_mMm gwaoc Jm`H$ hmoVm. `mZo Jm`coc
gH$mco AmR>Q>m ~mOo
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`{$JV A{^kVoMr Z {_Q>Umar _wm A{H$V Pmcr.
adtZmWmZr Aml_m`m "Jwnr'cm Xw$Z Xw$Z aZ AmUyZ gOdc
hmoV. `mZr lr h[aMaU ~Xmonm`m`mZm AmUc, ~Jr` eXH$moem`m aMZogmR>r.
lr. {dYweoIa emr Amco. gH$V, nmcr VgoM {V~oQr> JWmMr aMZm
H$a`mgmR>r. hOmargmX {doXr Amco qhXrMr O~m~Xmar gm^mi`mgmR>r,
^mV _wH$Ou Amco ^maV Am{U {dgH$Vr`m g`moJmMr $naoIm V`ma
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amoO Zdo Zdo Cnm` gwMdVmZm Amhr WH$V Zmhr, Ia hUOo Am_`m
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{d^$ H$aV Amho. hr KmoH$n>rda AmYm[aV nVr {S>Jr {_i{d`mgmR>r ^cohr
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eXmV H$$Z {Xcm hmoVm, ""AmO Amn`m `m ZdrZ Aml_dmgrZo `oD$Z _cm
Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 115

hQ>c H$s AmO _mPm O_{Xdg Amho, _r AmO d`mMr AR>am df nwar Ho$cr.
`m ZdrZ A{VWr`m `mdZH$mimMm Ama^ hmoVmo` Am{U _mPm `m mT>d`m`m
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_m`mnmgyZ {H$Vr Xya C^m Amho. `m`m Am{U _m`m d`m`m_`o {H$Vr
g_r hmoBc, {H$Vr {nHo$ {nH$Vrc, {H$Vr H$mncr OmVrc, {H$Vr g_r,
{H$Vr AH$mc dmQ> nhmV AgVrc _mhrV Zmhr!''
_`o H$mhr H$mi ^mVXm Aml_ gmoSy>Z Joco hmoVo. 1918_`o Vo nwhm
nmR>^dZMo {ejH$ hUyZ Amco. VgoM {d^maVr`m JW
mc` _wImMm nX^mahr
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dmMc nm{hOo, H$moUV nwVH$ {H$emoad`rZ _|Xycm A`mo` Amho gJi `mZm
_mhrV hmoV.
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Vohm Oog Om`g`m `w{c{ggMr Iyn MMm hmoVr. Am_`m dgVrJhmVrc
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adt gJrVmMr {g Jm{`H$m H${ZH$mXodrMo dS>rc g`Xm nwVH$ Xo`m~m~V
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nmcm`m IwMuda {damO_mZ
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An_mZmMr MwJcr Ho$cr. `mZr Xwg`mM {Xder _cm ~mocmdU nmR>dc. AmnU
Ho$coco dm{XQ> cmSy> {Icdco Am{U ^mVXmZm amJmd`m. ""{N>:, {N>, Aem
_moR>m, d`mV Amco`m _wcrcm gJ`mg_moa Ag C^ H$m Ho$cV?''
116 / Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ

AmO `m o_i JwM _aU H$aVo Vohm dmQ>V `m {Xder `mZr _mPo
H$mZ nH$Sy>Z _cm dJm~mhoa H$mT>c AgV Var Vr _m`m OrdZmVrc gJ`mV
gwIX _Vr AgVr.
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`m`mH$Sy>Z {eH$`mM ^m` `mZm {_imc VoM `m {dcjU JwMr _hmm
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_mZdOmVrer n[aM` KS>dm`Mo, EdT>M Zmhr, nmdcmo nmdcr Amhmcm nS>co`m
_`mXmZm CgdV, Xoem`m MV`ercVo~m~V Amhmcm OmJ$H$ H$aV, `m
H$me`mZo Amhmcm EH$m {demc _mZd g_mOmer OmoS>V, Ver `mo`Vm AmO
{H$Vr JwOZmH$S>o am{hcr Amho?
Iyn dfmZr `mMm m `wJmVrc {ejm nVr{df`r EH$ coI dmMcm hmoVm.
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`mZo H$m` {_idc Amho, H$m` J_mdc Amho. g_mO OrdZm`m cm^mMo,
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gnH$m_wio EH$ mMrZ Xoe Amn`m gnyU gnXonmgyZ d{MV Pmcm Amho.
gJir gH$VrM AmO ^> Pmcr Amho, Xoe g_mo{hV Amho, Am_{d_V
Amho, `mMr >r _mohJV Amho. `wamo{n`Zm`m ~m$nmM ho X[ar, H$Jmc
$n Amho, naH$s`mMr dmUr `m`m H$R>mMo Am^yfU ~Zcr Amho, `m`mgmR>r
JdmMm {df` ~Zcr Amho.''
ho eX `m {ejU JwMo AmhoV `mZr H$moU`mhr H$mcoOM AHo$S>o{_H$
{ejU KoVc Zmhr, Varhr `mZr AZoH$ nwVH$ {c{hcr, Iyn {gr {_idcr.
{V^oMo aZnmaIr adtZmWM Aem AZmo`m, A{V_ aZmMr {ZdS> H$$
eH$V hmoVo.

Am_mXoa empV{ZHo$VZ / 117

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