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DREAMS OF A LIFE | The British filmmaker reveals what drew her to the enthralling and tragic story of Joyce Vincent.
Dreams of a Life is a compelling new feature documentary which examines the tragic tale of Joyce Vincent, a lady of 38 who died alone in her North London flat in 2003 and lay there for three years before being discovered. We met up with director Carol Morley [pictured] recently to discuss the process of piecing together Joyces life, what attracted her to the story, and her own filmic influences. >>

When did the title of the film come to you? Morley: The title came immediately. I didnt know anything about Joyce, and what was in the newspapers was so anonymous [Morley first heard about Joyce when she picked up a copy of the Sun on the London Underground] that I knew anything I did would reflect a dream of somebody elses life. As the film and research progressed, dreams also stood for her aspirations and her hope for a life. We have The Things That Dreams Are Made Of by Human League on the soundtrack, a tunnel with the word dreams scrawled on it, theres other songs that mention dreams. I think somehow theres a dreamlike quality to a life thats gone, and it felt like what I was trying to summon up. Thematically it has a lot on common with your earlier film The Alcohol Years, in which you yourself were the subject. Other than the hard work and time you put into it, how much of your inner life did you put into this project? Weirdly, and Im not sure if they meant it as a compliment, someone emailed me and said, How long did it take you to find another film to make about an absent person? And I thought, Oh my God! Thats not what I set out to do! But I must be attracted to this idea of absence and I think with Joyce, I never could have made the film if it was about a man who had died in front of that TV. There was some connection in this film being about

what it is to be a woman in todays world. When someone says in the film its bad enough being 40, yet being 40 and alone, its those anxieties that women have I found interesting. With Joyce - and without me wanting to sound like a nutter - it felt like I was chosen to do the film. When I met the family, I found that they

Its weird, though, because people have 300 plus Facebook friends and you wonder if youd notice if one of your friends dropped off the list.
never called her Joyce, they called her Carol. We were the same age. I wanted to be a singer, like Joyce. Her mum died when she was 11 and my dad died when I was 11. I really understood the idea of how losing a parent early on in life can destabilise you. I didnt want to impose my life on Joyce but I didnt want to just make a film like look at that person over there! I wanted to make the connection to a real, breathing person. Had you seen Zawe Ashton in anything else before? No, but the casting agent said her name and I looked up St. Trinians and I said Oh, I dunno!, so it wasnt from what shed been in, it was how she was at the

audition. She did two auditions, she got recalled because I wanted to be absolutely sure. We did workshop things together. Wed play music and shed look at photographs, but she never saw any of the interviews. I never wanted her to come to the role through the people, I wanted to come to the role from the inside, not from something external. The only time she saw the interviews was on the TV; I did put those on the TV for real, its not added on over the top. When they popped up in the bedsit, thats when we filmed them. Joyce died before the full social media age flourished. Did you get a sense from the interviewees that she might have been saved if her situation had happened five years on? >>

Its not in the film, but there were two colleagues who said that they thought Joyce would have been on Facebook because she was so sociable. Its weird, though, because people have 300 plus Facebook friends and you wonder if youd notice if one of your friends dropped off the list. If you have a closer friend, you dont normally just do Facebook, youd use the phone, contact them properly. I dont think it necessarily would have [saved her]. Although the people from work said that Joyce told them she was going to New York and wouldve expected to see that on their Facebook page, the thing is that if someone goes abroad you get the feeling theyre just too busy. Actually, I think it [Joyces situation] is more likely to happen now. In the days when you had milk delivered and there was 18 milk bottles built up outside the flat, people would notice. I think its more likely to happen because the communication is less physical. And how did you get your head around the three years undiscovered thing? It is incredible. Its a long time. The film took five years to make, and when I was at the three-year point - which was a long time, a lot of things had happened I thought God, that is such a long time in peoples lives for that to pass. For me it feels like a sign that the film needed to be made. Its so extreme. When the story unfolds and Joyce is the opposite to how youd expect its important because you realise, Oh my God, if someone like her can go unnoticed, then what else are we missing? It makes you take a look around you. The situation has an almost horror filmesque quality... It does, because you know that she decomposed, became skeletal. I did a lot of research at the British Library to find out what would have happened to her body which is horrible, but its more an internal horror. I didnt want to show it as such, only the things happening at the

flat [with the police and cleaners who arrive]. But after three months there wouldnt have been a smell anymore; it wouldnt have gone on forever. It doesnt get worse and worse. It just goes away. The film feels very restrained. It doesnt take the route of reflecting the style of the tabloids that the story appeared in in the first place. How did you approach it to make sure you were being tasteful? I spoke to a coroner and did research. I knew there wouldnt be loads of flies. I wanted to be accurate. There wouldnt have been what you see in CSI. I knew I didnt want to focus on that side of it. Its why I found the story interesting; concentrating not on how she died but on how she lived. While you do need to present the story, you need to do it in a way thats not exploitative or just tawdry. One of the most interesting things about the film is the almost Rashomon-esque way that the men in her life give directly contradictory views on Joyce. She remains elusive. Would you describe it as a feminist film and did you develop a distaste for any of the men? I didnt at all. What I felt was fantastic about them was that they were prepared to actually talk and I know that John whos in the film [and talks about sex a lot] said afterwards Im a complete pillock! Rather than being conscious of how they spoke, they brought themselves and their attitudes to it, and I respected that because it would have been easy to have not done so. They are very honest, and I was thankful because they gave an indication into the male psyche and also an insight into how Joyce was around men and how they perceived her. Its a film about Joyce but also not a film about Joyce. Its about how Joyce was constructed by a lot of people. She >>

First Sight: Zawe Ashton

This actress, writer and ex-slam poet has the charisma to go from a comedy turn on TV to the lead in a compelling drama documentary Share 61.

Who is She?

A 27-year-old from Stoke Newington, London, who learned the lessons of the acting trade early. At five-and-a-half, she lied about her age to get into drama classes, pretending to be six.

Why are we just hearing about her?

Shes been busy filling her CV with other activities: acting on stage; writing plays and a script for the BBC; developing a TV drama with Idris Elba; starring as Vod in Channel 4s Fresh Meat. Oh, and as a teenager she was a champion slam poet. The reason film people are taking notice is that she appears in Carol Morleys brilliant Dreams of a Life (pictured, in cinemas on 16 December).

did seem to have more male associates than female, so its going to tell that story. I think it is a feminist film in that its engaging with ideas of what it means to be a contemporary woman. But I wanted to explore, so once you start to say This film will do this, you shut everything down. I was very open with the people. I didnt want them to hold back, otherwise that does a discourtesy to Joyce, and to themselves in a way. Music is everywhere in the film, can you tell us a bit more about the music and the decisions you made around it? The soundtrack [but not the Barry Adamson score] came first. Once I started to get to know Joyce a bit I began to put together some of the music she liked. I knew she liked soul, and I knew she liked Kate Bush which we couldnt clear the rights to, which may have been fortunate! And then I started to look at songs from the time she was born, and everything became connected to her. She had sung Midnight Train to Georgia when she was 16 and really liked that song, thats the one Ive got her singing as a kid [in the film]. There was one song that didnt make it in: Missing That Girl by Tony Orlando and Dawn, and the backing singer is called Joyce Vincent. The music came first and the connection was very strong. Because she had wanted to be a singer it was important that the film was led by the music; its a very musical film.

Which documentaries and documentarians have influenced your work? I studied Fine Art and Film at St Martins so I like experimental film, and when I first discovered what documentary could do it was through Errol Morris The Thin Blue Line and the Maysles Brothers Grey Gardens. Ones very constructive, ones observational; cinma vrit. Also, one of my heroes is Agnes Varda. With this film [DoaL] I was interested in Vagabond, which was a fiction film from the mid 80s. It starts with a womans death, and goes through interviews with people on the street and theyre talking about her, and its almost a bit like An Inspector Calls; you wonder if they are all describing the same woman! And you see the last few days of this womans life. Its a brilliant film. Also Cleo from 5 to 7, that woman is a singer so those that were on my mind. I also included an homage to Maya Derens Meshes of the Afternoon, when the little girl looks at the window; I love that idea that if youre a film buff, you can spot little references in there. Whats next for you?

Isnt that a documentary?

Drama-documentary. It reconstructs the life of thirtysomething Joyce Vincent, who died alone in her London bedsit; her body was found three years later, TV still on. When her friends and exboyfriends didnt hear from her, most assumed she was off being fabulous somewhere. Ashton plays Joyce subtly, flickering between vulnerability and being the life and soul of the party.

And Ashton writes

Yes, she started at drama school, disappointed with how few roles exist for black and mixed-race women. Annoyance leads the creativity. Right now, shes writer in residence at Clean Break theatre company & working with women in prison and ex-offenders.

Id like to adapt a book, but I cant say any more than that for now because of rights. Also, I did a short film a few years ago about mass hysteria and I found an article from a 1970s medical magazine and it was the case histories and confessions of two girls and it was Theres a very evocative feel for the music a case of mass hysteria that had hapand the studios of the 80s and 90s pened in a North London comprehensive school for girls and the insight into The location person found the recordit and the background is fascinating. I ing studio used in the film, and it was dont know what form itll take, maybe actually behind the flat where she died a feature, but I have been trying to find in Wood Green. But all the staff were the girls, or women as theyll be now. from the 80s, like theyd never left. They Even if I didnt I might still make it. had the computer stuff but they still had Theres lots of interesting themes in it, the same mixing desk and they had all and Ive already started to think about the microphones, it was brilliant! I guess the music too, what music they might people dont change as much as they do have been listening to. That comes now but it was all original gear. from Joyce, its a good way into a film.

Whats next: more acting or writing?

Both. Acting is a job I love, that Im committed to. My first love. Writing is the mistress in this scenario. Or whatever the male version is of my man on the side.