There was noescape for thehelpless mantrapped between awall and the barrel of my Luger P08 pistolclasped in my hand. In the condition he was in it seemed that I wasdoing a favor for him as is dying anyway. He is pleading to me in some foreignlanguage not to kill him. Maybe you should have thought of that before you andyour people invaded Germany and bombed all our men. I shot him twice in thechest and barked at a nearby solider to deal with the corpse.Back at in the bunker it was as miserable as ever. Still more reports of the SovietUnion approaching the bunker. Yet despite all this the

Führer seems unaffected bythis new news thus encouraging that we will prevail and what the Führer Sais goes. Thatnight at dinner he told me that I was t be appointed commander-in-chief of the army groupupper Rhine. Following morning me and a squad of 50 men headed north to hold off someenemy forces that were reported to of been coming through that way it was cold and snowingin the April morning my breath wrapped itself around my face as if to suffocate me. Weslowed down as visibility became to a minim and we could run over a tank and not notice it inthese conditions. The rest of the squad realized this and talking came down to a bare minimthe only noises where the occasional bump as one of the trucks hit a loose flagstone. As theeerie silence drew one a shout was heard from outside the truck as machine gun fire rippedthrough the truck up ahead. A shell hit and detonated sending debris everywhere.I woke up on the dirt road surrounded by flaming pieces of metal and gasoline nearly all fiftyGerman allies lay dead where they fell torn to bits by the machine gun fire from the sovietonly a couple of the Germans had time to reach for their gun before they were shredded andturned into the bloody carnage that was strewn around him I tried to get up but immediatelypain shot up from his right ankle and I fell on top of a mangled corpse reaching out for hisweapon I gagged and rolled back onto my back to try and relax my ankle it was as if it wason fire. It dawned on me that I was extremely close to dying and that there was not oneenemy body to be seen amongst all the carnage the yanks had just walked straight over usand continued on their way towards the center of Berlin, blacked out.Eventfully when the bunker lost contact with the group they sent out a reconnaissance teamto investigate.I was being lifted by someone up high onto a truck and bumped about as someone tended tomy ankle. Back at the Bunker I gave a very brief report to the fuehrer I told him that therewas no chance against them and how merciless they slaughtered our men and left us fordead. Adolf questioned me of my loyalty in the Fatherland at the time I was in no state toargue being carted off to the medic station for concussion, so I swore my loyalty to himknowing he was sending us into a suicidal position. But he was Hitler and anybody thatdenied him was shot or tortured.