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EDITORS CORNERHello Readers!I emailed the last issue on tongues at about 2am, the wee hours of Tuesday,January 8,2008. This date is personally significant in that January 8th is ananniversary for me. It was the day that I received a prophetic utterance about"the waters that heal" through the mouth of a 9 year old on January 8, 1983-aSaturday. Since I am dedicated to seeking truth, I am also trying the spirits regarding thisprophetic word as well---a prophecy that just celebrated its 25th year ofsignificant influence in my life. Today, my eyebrows are definitely raisedbecause of recent events. The Ascended Master called Maitreya is declaring thathe is actually 'healing waters' in various parts of the world. Many who eitherdrink from or bathe in these waters are reporting that they are being healed ofcancer and other diseases. I recognize that my prophecy of "waters that heal"arethe spiritual waters of the Holy Ghost, not to be taken literally. Even so, Iwill change my ministerial name if people start associating my ministry withMaitreya.A few hours after I released the issue by email, while asleep, a demon loudlyscreamed at me, "No one loves you. No one cares for you. What you need to do isKILL YOURSELF!!!!"Demons do NOT make it a practice to confront me with suicide. I have never beenself destructive nor suicidal. Furthermore, my will power and my faith are toostrong to succumb to any demonic commands. On the contrary, I believe that Jesusmay come back in my lifetime and consequently, my goal is to remain among thosewho are alive at His return. In truth, I have never suffered from suicideideation a day in my life. I will live until God takes me, either alive or dead.As I laid in bed, pondering this strange dream, I received a phone call from a"signficant other.". Two people who are very close to me were also attackedwhile they were sleeping that very evening, within hours of each other. Oneattack is extremely "insightful." A group of stars formed into a constellation,then turned into the face of a demon. The demon was threatening and menacing.The other person had night terrors. Apparently, the principalities and powers inthe heavenlies or "high places" are very disturbed by my questioning the speakingof tongues in this hour. After completing my studies on the history of tongues inthe church age, I suspect I now know why.Once I began to open up my 7 different emails after last weeks mailout, mysuspicions became clear. Since the inception of this newsletter, Not once have Ireceived as many "commentaries" so quickly. The responses were clearly impulsive,sudden reactions that "took aback those who speak in tongues. It was as if thecommentators did not even give themselves time to think and meditate on thenewsletter before emailing me. I was shocked. Readers actually sat down in theearly morning hours of Tuesday, 1/8, ---took time away from their busy schedulesto email me quite a few rather lengthy rebuttals about this subject. Tonguesis certainly a volatile issue, to put it mildly. It seems that I may have"touched on something" here.Some of you would contend that the reason two of my significant others and Iwere attacked in our sleep the very night that I emailed issue 18---practicallyat the same hour-- because you believe that "I am messin with God when I try thespirits on "tongues." By the various warnings implicit in each commentary, Isurmise that some of you believe that the Lord has released me into the hands ofthe tormentors. To those of that opinion , I ask, "would God send a messageto suggest that "I kill myself?" Was it God who spoke to Job through his wife with
 
a cold remark like , "Look, you just ought to curse God and die!!!" Do youbelieve that suicide is acceptable to God and that He would tempt anyone withself annihilation for obeying His very word by "trying the spirits to see if theybe of God?"Rhetorical in nature, I believe you already know the answer to my question. So Iask you, "why are the demons so upset, simply because I am obeying the spirit by"trying everything spiritual, including "tongues"?" The purpose of each issue isimplicit within the newsletter's subtitle, "Try the Spirits." Besides thenewsletters, I have personally confronted the religious demon on severaloccasions. I have even cast out various demons with much success. I havewritten a 356 page book about the religious demon, so my work and agenda isnot new to the enemy.In fact, it has been proven to me that demons can recall every sentence on eachpage of all 4 of my books--a feat that is impossible even for me, the author ofthem. I have to search the table of contents to find what I am looking for.Perhaps I did not get attacked for writing Faces of the Religious Demon, becausetongues, though mentioned, is not the primary emphasis of the book.As I reviewed several commentaries, it appears that when I indicated that I hadreservations about tongues for two decades, perhaps I did not make myself clear.You need to know that I did not originally question the tongues that othersspoke, but only my own "tongue." Nor did I mean that I originally believed thattongues was from the devil. I continue to uphold the biblical manifestation oftongues and interpretation in the early church, without a doubt.In truth, I have loved to speak in tongues. It certainly does sooth my flesh.In that regard, speaking in tongues is self edifying and self gratifying. I am aconversationalist---a preacher and a teacher of the word of God as well--- so Itend to be articulate.. Even so, in tongues, I can utter non-stop for hours. Youneed to be aware that chanting, transcendental meditation and yoga have the samepleasant and even ecstatic affects upon the flesh. Laboratory research hasproven that tongues and other forms of mental passivity give the frontal lobe ofthe brain a real rest.This is because the mind is literally unfruitful when tongues is uttered, evenmore unfruitful then the state of sleep. Our minds work pretty well duringsleep, as evidenced by the quality of our dream life. However, when I speak intongues, all thinking actually stops until I cease from speaking. Even if I wereto try to babble out something, my mind would be thinking of the next babblingsound to utter. However, not so with tongues. All thought comes to an end as theutterances roll off of the tongue like water.Not at all concerned until recently about the legitimacy of the overall tonguesmovement in our time, my original concern was totally personal. Simply put, Iquestioned whether or not I myself had received tongues in the correct spiritualmanner. To explain further, I wondered why tongues did not "come upon me" as Iwitnessed the speaking in tongues of others and along the same lines, I wonderedwhy I seemed to have so much control over my own utterances. I spoke tonguesregularly, but in my own personal life, I never attributed my spiritual growth toit.Actually, I personally found no spiritual benefit to it other than its soothingaffects upon my flesh. Rather, I have grown in Christ by submitting myself to thecorrection and chastizement of the Holy Ghost, groomed and strengthened in thefires of refinement as opposed to uttering by the fires of a prayer language.A particular incident is noteworthy. The year was 1985. I was travelling on a
 
narrow, country road in upstate New York on a very cold, bright and sunny wintermorning. Since it was bitter cold, I had the heat blasting--- but on top of that,the sun was shining directly on me through the car windows, in all of itsbrightness. I was very warm but not sweating. Then there was the sound of thetires on the road that made a repetitive sound every few seconds---kerplunk,kerplunk, kerplunk.As a former student and practitioner of relaxation therapy, aka hynosis, theimagination and visualization of heat accompanied by a the monotonous tone of thehypnotist's voice are frequently used as mesmerizing tools to "put a personunder."In short, I became hynotized by the heat and the tire sounds as I continued todrive. While in an hynotic trance, I heard in the spirit a very audible voicewhich continued to repeat, "follow that car, follow that car, follow that car." Icould also feel a push forward, as though an invisible being was compelling me totake action.A car pulled out from behind me in order to pass me in the oncoming trafficlane to my left. As it passed me, a voice urged me to "follow that car", I wasabout to obey that voice when my hands gripped so tight on the steering wheel thatI couldn't move them if I wanted to. My hands actually froze---locked tightly sothat all I could do was drive straight ahead. My eyes were opened the entire timeand I saw it all, yet I was hypnotized. Suddenly, as I awoke out of the trance, ahuge truck whizzed right by me in the opposite lane. I realized then, that if Ihad followed the car, I would not have been alive today to write about this. Iwould have crashed head on into that truck. There were about 5 cars behind thetruck as well. Others would have certainly died that day.When I got home, I spoke to a close "significant other" who rather casuallyremarked, "as I was sitting at my desk today, I saw a vision of you. You wereriding in a car and the sun was shining very brightly on you. I didn't know whatwas going on so I just "prayed in tongues." For 20 years, this incident was mymain proof that tongues was a "prayer language." I found a supportive scripturetaken "out of context" in Romans 8:26 as my so called "confirmation", namely,that we know not what to pray for as we ought and that the Holy Ghost prays theperfect will of God for us.Yet I ignored the rest of that scripture, namely, that the Holy Ghost does thiswith groanings, and not with tongues. The scripture clearly states that thegroanings "ARE NOT UTTERED." Speaking in tongues is AN UTTERANCE, so I believe weare in error when we stretch Romans 8:26 in order to confirm that tongues is a"prayer language.". So that you know, the enemy is famous in the use of whatChristians call "confirmation,"---a subject of a future newsletter issue.Within my own congregation, I witnessed how tongues spontaneously came uponothers and how "ecstatic" the experience was for them. In my case, it was neitherspontaneous nor ecstatic, and I wondered if "it should be." On the contrary, whenI spoke in tongues, it was rather "conversational,and "though it felt good, Irarely became ecstatic or emotional.I also noted that among the tonguetalkers within the congregation that Ipastored, I could find no fruits of the spirit. In fact, some church memberswere seriously demonized, others suffered from mental illness. In short, everyChristian drug addict among us were prolific in the speaking in tongues. Iperceived a problem with that.Since I began to take a serious look at tongues in 2007, I decided totemporarily stop speaking in tongues until I was assured. Strangely enough, since
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