“This is New York, yes, Mr. Dekalb? That is the famous Statue of Liberty.” Ayaan didn’tlook me in the eye but she wasn’t looking at the statue, either. She had the most Englishof any of the girls so she’d acted as my interpreter on the voyage but we weren’t exactlywhat you’d call close. Ayaan wasn’t close with anybody, unless you counted MamaHalima, the Warlady and President-for-Life of the WRS. She was supposed to be a crack shot with an AK and a ruthless killer. She still couldn’t help but remind me of mydaughter Sarah and the maniacs I’d left her with back in Mogadishu. At least Sarah wouldonly have to worry about human dangers. I had a personal guarantee from Mama Halimathat she would be protected from the supernatural. Ayaan ignored my stare. “Theyshowed us the picture of the statue, in the madrassa. They made us spit on the picture.”I ignored her as best I could and watched as the statue materialized out of the fog. LadyLiberty looked alright, about like how I’d left her five years before. Long before theEpidemic began. I guess I’d been expecting to see something, some sign of damage or decay but she had already rusted green before I was born. In the distance through the mistI could make out the pediment, the star-shaped base of the statue. It seemed impossiblyreal, hallucinatorily perfect and unblemished. In Africa I’d seen so much horror I think I’d forgotten what the West could be like with its sheen of normalcy and health.
“Fiir!”
one of the girls at the rail shouted. Ayaan and I pushed forward and stared intothe mist. We could make out most of Liberty Island now and the shadow of Ellis Island beyond. The girls were pointing with agitation at the walkway that ringed Liberty, at the people there. American clothes, American hair exposed to the elements. Tourists, perhaps.Perhaps not.“Osman,” I shouted, “Osman, we’re getting too close,” but the Captain just yelled for meto shut up again. On the walkway I saw hundreds of them, hundreds of people. Theywaved at us, their arms moving stiffly like something from a silent movie. They pushedtoward the railing, pushed to get closer to us. As the trawler rolled closer I could see themcrawling over oneanother in their desperation to touch us, to swarm onboard.I thought maybe, just maybe they were alright, maybe they’d run to Liberty Island for refuge and been safe there and were just waiting for us, waiting for rescue but then Ismelled them and I knew. I knew they weren’t alright at all. Give me your tired, your poor, your wretched refuse, my brain repeated over and over, a mantra. I was butcheringEmma Lazarus but I couldn’t stop, my brain wouldn’t stop. Give me your huddledmasses. Huddled masses yearning to breathe. “Osman! Turn away!”One of them toppled over the side of the railing, maybe pushed by the straining crowd behind. A woman in a bright red windbreaker, her hair a matted lump on one side of her head. She tried desperately to dog-paddle toward the trawler but she was hindered by thefact that she kept reaching up, reaching up one bluish hand to try to grab at us. Shewanted us so badly.Wanted to reach us, to touch us.
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