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Table Of Contents

My Sister’s Keeper— January 1937
Jenny Lind and Josephine— A Summer Day in 1940
On Being Poor— An Overnight Visit with a Classmate
Touched by God
The Birthday Party— February 11, 1944
Christmas 1948
The Cookies
The Life and Death of Charles
Life After Charles
The Holiday Scam
Ed
Last Beating
Billy
June 1950 to June 1951 Ellicott City
On Being Perfect
The Perfect Notebook
The Senior Year— September 1951—June 1952
End of Senior Year
Nice Girls Don’t Play Cards
Basic Training
On Being in Charge/ The Assistant T.I. Mutiny
The Alamo
On Being Government Property/ The Visits to the Dentist
The Final Days of Basic
Scott Air Force Base
Lack of Stripes
Brown—In Charge
The Wash
That Horrible Name
The Egyptians
Roller Skating with my Classmates
Officer’s School Detail
Getting It From a Flake
The Secret Police
The Shiloh Orphanage
On Doing Something Special
Eglin Air Force Base
Swimming Lessons
Nice Girls Don’t Go To Beach Parties
Scum of the Earth
The Boy from Michigan
The First Squadron Party
Julius and Raymond
Nice Girls Don’t Sew
First Radio Test Assignment
The Last Gay Party
Nice Girls Listen to Stan Kenton
Dancing with Tom and Danny
Nice Girls Don’t Learn What I Learn
The Last Squadron Party
Christmas 1953
The Last Evening with Flo and Dirk
Second Radio Test Assignment
Captain’s Inquisition
Flo and Dirk
Working in the Wind Tunnel
Mardi Gras—1954
The Last Radio Class
AWOL in South Carolina with Julius and Terry
The Second and Final Time at Babysitting
On Being Discharged as Homosexual
A Blind Date
Nice Girls Don’t Do Details
The Psychiatrist Visit
Nice Girls are in by Ten
On Clearing the Record
Nice Girls Don’t Go To Church
On Letting Go
Nice Girls Eat Breakfast
The Last Acceptance Test
The Oral Examination
Communication Squadron
Nice Girls Think They Know It All
Our Final Farewell
The El Rancho Crowd
The Parade Field
The Fish Fry
Vernon and One Nice Day
The Rape
After the Rape
The Perfect Mate
On Losing My Mind
P. 1
The Right to be Slandered /Right to be Raped

The Right to be Slandered /Right to be Raped

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I was lying on the floor in my closet in the dark - afraid to go to sleep, afraid the nightmare would return. I had been to a psychiatrist. I told him about sleeping in the closet and he told me that was normal. He said, “Everyone feels a need to sleep in the closet at times.” This was in 1983 and at one hundred dollars an hour, I discontinued the visits. I did not tell him about the nightmare. It was always the same nightmare. When the marriage was at its worst, the nightmare occurred more often. When the job was at its worst, the nightmare occurred more often. When both the job and the marriage were at their worst, the nightmare became more real and it was then that I was afraid to come out of the closet. It was then that I was afraid to go to sleep.
I was lying on the floor in my closet in the dark - afraid to go to sleep, afraid the nightmare would return. I had been to a psychiatrist. I told him about sleeping in the closet and he told me that was normal. He said, “Everyone feels a need to sleep in the closet at times.” This was in 1983 and at one hundred dollars an hour, I discontinued the visits. I did not tell him about the nightmare. It was always the same nightmare. When the marriage was at its worst, the nightmare occurred more often. When the job was at its worst, the nightmare occurred more often. When both the job and the marriage were at their worst, the nightmare became more real and it was then that I was afraid to come out of the closet. It was then that I was afraid to go to sleep.

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