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Memories…This is the story of a satellite surveillance victim. Notes fromher diary The beautiful girl in the bus

Today i woke up in the morning with a sadness..i sat in the bed for 10 minuts..my mother asked me what r u thinking ...i said nothing....the people who ar notfamilier to me but talking to me all the time to my mind..i too talk to them....they woke me early morning....i asked them why u woke me up this much morning....iaksed them whether my exboyfrind is there or not...they said he is sleeping...he isalso with them...i used to talk him also...some mechanism is in my body...ya..yesterday night u know what happend..we did that....i dont know how they are doing that...they made me erotic ..i felt those feeling in my senses..notreally but..its there..i tried to finish it off..but i couldnt..they were doingsomething..i tried but i couldnt...i told them ,pls stop doing this..let mecomplete..they dint do..so i decided to sleep....thats what happend yesterday...today..i saw a beautiful girl in the bus..i told them how beautiful sheis..they also agreed..y u r looking only girls....no boys..are u a lesbion..they asked..i laughed...the girl next to me stared at me..the reason is the no reasonlaugh of mine...

FRIDAY, AUGUST 29, 2008

a smile created a small problem in the morning

hi today u know what happend..nothing specially...when i woke in the morning,i was so sad...i dont know what is the reason...they didnt talk to me..i dint heartheir voice...i found so dull...suddenly i heard their sound..they started talking tome...i smiled ..regarding my mother,it is an unwanted reasonless smile..she askedme why are you laughng..i told they told me dont sing...at that time i washumming a song....they keep on warning me ,dont sing dont sing...i always objecttheir order...this time my mother told me ur medicine is not enough...need somemore dose...i stopped smiled...in the bus i talked to them about girls and boys...how difficult for girls comparing with boys...they told we gents are big bigpeople ..u gals are incoparable ...like worms on the earth... i agree with that..

MONDAY, SEPTEMBER 22, 2008

passing urine everywhere

this week was horrible..u know ,they are doing something in my body,and i mpassing urine everywhere ..i cant control myself....every where it is urine...my

mother took me to consult with a doctor..the doctor asked to chek sugarlevel..they took blood and checked...no sugar...because of the fear aboutdibetics,my mother cut short my sugar intake...i dontlike sugarless coffe ortea..then i asked them pls dont do this..u cando what ever except this..they dintlisten..but after one day's horrible urination,they stoped...thank god..and irealised that urination out of control is how horrible and emabaressing...thatfellow who are talking to me have a good voice..that i m listening for the past one year.....what are all the things that i could face in this small life..

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

The morning,that i never forget

nothing but a simple incident...i told u they keep on talking to me..but they neverinterfere inmy sleep...this time,the day i was in my hometown,they asked one of my cousine to irritate me emotioally...so she did...their gang done it so...they asked this team to watch me all time in the sleep,in the night,day all tim...they arekeep ontalkng to me..that day when i was in my new house..i was in sleep after a bitter experience,.....my mind was not in good mood...in the morning they askedme to,shall we do soemthing for u,because u dint acheive the goal that udeserve...i woke up early morning by hearing their voice...can u show me agirl with this kind of experiene ever in the univers...but i am

WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 3, 2008

I laughed in the bus agian.

morning..they made a great dream ...i was in sleep...it was about a great torturing..the heroin was me..i couldnt complete that dream actually..before that they woke me up..they dint talk to me..i thought did they go or not..but...becouse of that dream they kept silent..they thought i would have asked about that..but iforgot about that....then remember again...i dint ask about that dream...by the way to the office i asked about the delivery...have u seen a delivery ever..iasked..he said,the invicible said..ya i ve seen it when i was born.....i was delivered by my mother..so i v seen it...i laughed in the bus agian..pasengers looked atme....i stoped luaghing....

TUESDAY, SEPTEMBER 2, 2008

Blue wear

today morning,they did somethng to make a dream..i was sleeping...every morning they are doing this...this morning,the dream was about an exam...i think they wanted to know what will be prominent in mymind...so they are keep ondreaming every morning...(may be they wanted to prove that early mornigdreams are simply not going to happen)...ya..in the bus we were keep on talking..today when i stoped talking,they asked me to talk...when i sang they told dontsing..i obeyed their orders...then i saw a bus with lot of paintings on its body..iasked them which color do ulike the most..they said...nothing..which color do uprefer me to wear on my marriage..they said..wear what color u like..again iasked..they said..we like blue...i said..i wont wear blue..i dont like to be watchedlike a blue film throught the marriage ceremony...u guys are like this only..ualways like blue....then they said..u dint understand or what throught thesedays..we are guys..i think we keep on proving that...i laughed in the bus agian..theconductor looked at me.....i stoped

no conversation today..

nothing specially happend today..what they did to me is they made me a pain inmy ear...like pricking effect...it was a little bit painful..i shocked...then irealised..it is just a feeling...not really...what they had done to me past few months was ...the bleeding thing..i dont know how they are doing all these..may be some electrode or something inmy body...without my knowledge somebody installed...they are telling u wont go anywhere...as my marriage is fixed withsome guy working in america..i dint care about that...it is simple threatening ithink..they wont do like that..somhow i m enjoying...today no fairies..no girls..ithought about some adult onlies...they made me a pain there...then said..only thismuch pain ..not more than that in the first attmpt..i said..i dont want to marry...iam afraid of it...they laughed in the other side...

TUESDAY, OCTOBER 7, 2008

Lucifer in the nightmare

this week till now nothing specially happend...normal days..i m withdrawing frommy mood..the pain that i had during last week's incident is reduding day afterday...everythin is goin smoothly...today i read meenakshi reddy madhavan's blog...feeling good after reading all...theose people are keep on talking to me...iasked my exboyfrind to come and meet me...he is in the town..as if he is talking tome through this malintent mechanism..he is the other fellow are the two peopletalking to me..talking in mind..mind whispering...i think they too talking usingtheir mind... i think my mother is a little bit more close to me..they might bescared of a suicide of one of their daughters..may be because of that they areshowin much more closeness to me... what a terrible life..hell here in my mind..as lucifer in the nightmare