Qoutes of Him Edward Cullen

"i can deal with the clouds, but i cant fight with an eclipse"- jacob
It would be more… prudent for you not to be my friend. But I’m tired of
trying to stay away from you, Bella.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.84
It’s not only your company I crave! Never forget that. Never forget I am more dangerous
to you than I am to anyone else.
To me, it was like you were some kind of demon, summoned straight from my own
personal hell to ruin me.
In that one hour, I thought of a hundred different ways to lure you from the room with
me, to get you alone. And I fought them each back, thinking of my family, what I could
do to them. I had to run out, to get away before I could speak the words that would make
you follow…
And so the lion fell in love with the lamb…

What a sick, masochistic lion.
I wrestled all night, while watching you sleep, with the chasm between what I knew was
right, moral, ethical, and what I wanted. I knew that if I continued to ignore you as I
should, or if I left for a few years, till you were gone, that someday you would say yes to
Mike, or someone like him. It made me angry.
Bring on the shackles — I’m your prisoner.
Isn’t it supposed to be like this? The glory of first love, and all that. It’s incredible, isn’t
it, the difference between reading about something, seeing it in the pictures, and
experiencing it?
I was surprised by the flare of resentment, almost fury, that I felt — I didn’t recognize
what it was at first.
I wrestled all night, while watching you sleep, with the chasm between what I knew was
right, moral, ethical, and what I wanted. I knew that if I continued to ignore you as I
should, or if I left for a few years, till you were gone, that someday you would say yes to
Mike, or someone like him. It made me angry.
The feeling that coursed through me then was unnerving, staggering. And I knew I
couldn’t ignore you any longer.
I’m new at this; you’re resurrecting the human in me, and everything feels stronger
because it’s fresh.
For almost ninety years I’ve walked among my kind, and yours… all the time thinking I
was complete in myself, not realizing what I was seeking. And not finding anything,
because you weren’t alive yet.
But you see, just because we’ve been… dealt a certain hand… it doesn’t mean that we
can’t choose to rise above — to conquer the boundaries of a destiny that none of us
wanted. To try to retain whatever essential humanity we can.
I know that at some point, something I tell you or something you see is going to be too
much. And then you’ll run away from me, screaming as you go. I won’t stop you. I want
this to happen, because I want you to be safe. And yet, I want to be with you. The two
desires are impossible to reconcile…
I’m never angry with you — how could I be? Brave, trusting… warm as you are.
I infuriate myself. The way I can’t seem to keep from putting you in danger. My very
existence puts you at risk. Sometimes I truly hate myself.
I love you. It’s a poor excuse for what I’m doing, but it’s still true.
I don’t seem to be strong enough to stay away from you, so I suppose that you’ll get your
way… whether it kills you or not.
It’s possible to take bravery to the point where it becomes insanity.
That’s how it’s supposed to happen. How it should happen. How it would have happened
if I didn’t exist — and I shouldn’t exist.
I’m hardly a lottery prize.
Bella, we’re not having this discussion anymore. I refuse to damn you to an eternity of
night and that’s the end of it.
You need rest. All this arguing isn’t good for you.
I told you I’m not going anywhere. Don’t be afraid. As long as it makes you happy, I’ll be
here.
That’s the beautiful thing about being human. Things change.
Don’t worry about that now, Bella. You can argue with me when you wake up.
I’m sorry if there’s been some kind of miscommunication, but Bella is unavailable
tonight. To be perfectly honest, she’ll be unavailable every night, as far as anyone besides
myself is concerned. No offense. And I’m sorry about your evening.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Epilogue, p.483
Don’t be difficult, Bella.
When someone wants to kill you, you’re brave as a lion — and then when someone
mentions dancing…
Bella, I won’t let anything hurt you — not even yourself. I won’t let go of you once, I
promise.
He called you pretty. That’s practically an insult, the way you look right now. You’re
much more than beautiful.
Twilight, again. Another ending. No matter how perfect the day is, it always has to end.
I don’t want my presence to take anything away from you, if I can help it. I want you to
be human. I want your life to continue as it would have if I’d died in nineteen-eighteen
like I should have.
You thought that would be a black tie occasion, did you?
I’d rather treat it like a joke, though, than believe you’re serious.
So ready for this to be the end, for this to be the twilight of your life, though your life has
barely started. You’re ready to give up everything.
I’m not worth it.
You can’t really believe that I would give in so easily.
Is that what you dream about? Being a monster?
I will stay with you — isn’t that enough?
Yes, it is enough. Enough for forever.
So, as discussed, I am not allowed to wish you a happy birthday, is that correct?
Edward Cullen, New Moon, Chapter 1, p.9
Be good, please.
Your wish, my command.
You know, I’ve never had much patience with Romeo.
Mistake after mistake. Could he have destroyed his own happiness any more thoroughly?
Last spring, when you were… nearly killed… Of course I was trying to focus on finding
you alive, but part of my mind was making contingency plans. Like I said, it’s not as easy
for me as it is for a human.
Well, I wasn’t going to live without you. But I wasn’t sure how to do it—I knew Emmett
and Jasper would never help… so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do
something to provoke the Volturi.
Anyway, you don’t irritate the Volturi. Not unless you want to die—or whatever it is we
do.
I’ll never put you in danger again, so it’s a moot point.
Bella, the last real birthday any of us had was Emmett in 1935. Cut us a little slack, and
don’t be too difficult tonight. They’re all very excited.
Bella, you gave yourself a paper cut — that hardly deserves the death penalty.
Don’t try to take any of this on yourself, Bella. It will only make me more disgusted with
myself.
Don’t be melodramatic, please.
You can’t have it both ways—either you want people to ignore your birthday or you
don’t. One or the other.
You’re greedy tonight.
You’re overestimating my self-control.
Bella, I don’t want you to come with me.
Of course, I’ll always love you… in a way. But what happened the other night made me
realize that it’s time for a change. Because I’m… tired of pretending to be something I’m
not, Bella. I am not human
You’re not good for me, Bella.
I promise that this will be the last time you’ll see me. I won’t come back. I won’t put you
through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more
interference from me. It will be as if I’d never existed.
Don’t worry. You’re human—your memory is no more than a sieve. Time heals all
wounds for your kind.
Well, I won’t forget. But my kind… we’re very easily distracted.
You smell just exactly the same as always. So maybe this is hell. I don’t care. I’ll take it.
They have a name for someone who smells the way Bella does to me. They call her my
singer—because her blood sings for me.
You should probably know that I’m breaking the rules right now. Well, not technically,
since he said I was never to walk through his door again, and I came in the window…
But, still, the intent was clear.
I wasn’t hunting for food… I was actually trying my hand at… tracking. I’m not very
good at it.
The odds are always stacked against us. Mistake after mistake. I’ll never criticize Romeo
again.
I thought I’d explained it clearly before. Bella, I can’t live in a world where you don’t
exist.
I’m a good liar, Bella. I have to be.
You weren’t going to let go. I could see that. I didn’t want to do it—it felt like it would
kill me to do it—but I knew that if I couldn’t convince you that I didn’t love you
anymore, it would just take you that much longer to get on with your life. I hoped that, if
you thought I’d moved on, so would you.
After all the thousand times I’ve told you I love you, how could you let one word break
your faith in me?
I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn’t want you anymore. The
most absurd, ridiculous concept—as if there were any way that I could exist without
needing you!
You’re not asleep, and you’re not dead. I’m here, and I love you. I have always loved
you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind,
every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn’t want you, it was the very
blackest kind of blasphemy.
Only you could be more important than what I wanted… what I needed. What I want and
need is to be with you, and I know I’ll never be strong enough to leave again. I have too
many excuses to stay—thank heaven for that! It seems you can’t be safe, no matter how
many miles I put between us.
Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—
points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly
everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone,
when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had
changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And
there was no more reason for anything.
My heart hasn’t beat in almost ninety years, but this was different. It was like my heart
was gone—like I was hollow. Like I’d left everything that was inside me here with you.
I cannot be without you, but I will not destroy your soul.
You will always be the most beautiful thing in my world. Of course… If you outgrew me
—if you wanted something more—I would understand that, Bella. I promise I wouldn’t
stand in your way if you wanted to leave me.
I’ll earn your trust back somehow. It’s my final act.
Your hold is permanent and unbreakable. Never doubt that.
If there was only some way to make you see that I can’t leave you. Time, I suppose, will
be the way to convince you.
You, at least, made an effort. You got up in the morning, tried to be normal for Charlie,
followed the pattern of your life. When I wasn’t actively tracking, I was… totally useless.
I couldn’t be around my family—I couldn’t be around anyone. I’m embarrassed to admit
that I more or less curled up into a ball and let the misery have me. It was much more
pathetic than hearing voices. And, of course, you know I do that, too.
You’re wounding my ego, Bella. I just proposed to you, and you think it’s a joke.
Well, I’m nearly a hundred and ten. It’s time I settled down.
Because she’d rather you became one of the eternal damned than get married.
So eager for eternal damnation.
Charlie… is probably not going to kill you, but he’s thinking about it.
Edward Cullen, New Moon, Epilogue, p.553
Thank you. I will never be able to tell you how grateful I am. I will owe you for the rest
of my… existence.
I’m a quick learner, Jacob Black, and I don’t make the same mistake twice. I’m here until
she orders me away.
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Do you really have any idea how important you are to me? Any concept at all of how
much I love you?
Edward Cullen, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.34
I’ll be back so soon you won’t have time to miss me. Look after my heart — I’ve left it
with you.
You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours.
Do you ever think that your life might be easier if you weren’t in love with me?
How can someone so tiny by so annoying?
And the sound of your heart. It’s the most significant sound in my world.
If I had found you, there isn’t a doubt in my mind how I would have proceeded. I was
that boy, who would have — as soon as I discovered that you were what I was looking
for — gotten down on one knee and endeavored to secure your hand. I would have
wanted you for eternity, even when the word didn’t have quite the same connotations.
For this one night, could we try to forget everything besides just you and me? It seems
like I can never get enough time like that. I need to be with you. Just you.
BELLA
When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it’s not reasonable
to grieve when it comes to an end.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Preface, p.1

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And so the lion fell in love with the lamb…

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