Well here we are again almost at theend of our lenten journey. We arealways on a journey in our separatelives with family friends and career.However every year the church invitesus to go on a corporate one with ourfellow sisters and brothers in thechurch universal. We are invited
“ to
the observance of a holy Lent, by self-examination and repentance; by prayer, fasting, and self-denial; and by reading and Meditating on God's holy Word. And, to make a right beginning of re-
pentance,” BCP1979
This is a season of change, a time of letting go, and of taking on. It might be the change of attitude or habit, of letting go of grudges, or of ways of thinking. And replacing them, takingon new healthier ones. Jesus began his Fast of 40 days andnights, what we would call the firstLent, By this example of the Son of God, taking the time to be alone withGod the Father, his Father, our Father.To strengthen the connection betweenthem and become focused on what hewas called to do is one of the mostpowerful examples he left us Withoutgoing through this spiritual exercise, Jesus would not have been able tocomplete his mission. Not just his pas-sion but the daily struggle of preachingto the crowds, healing the sick, and
teaching the Gospel to God’s people
and his Disciples. After all this was achange for him, he went from living athome with his mother and working as acarpenter, to the life of his public min-istry.
So there’s that word change again, notalways a welcomed word in people’s
lives. Some people fear it others wel-come it. Sometimes we become soroutine in the different aspects of ourlives we do not even realize it. Nowon a personal note I am not good with
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change, although I am getting better.And there has been a lot of change inmy life. For example I no longerhave my immediate family and haveeven lost some close friends. But outof this has come other families of friends. When I was diagnosed withdiabetes, which was a huge changethat I struggled with in my eatinghabits, being a junk food junkie thatwas tough. However I made itthrough these changes, by the Graceof God with prayer and thanksgiving.The biggest change in my life, which Ihave to admit is still happening with a
lot of work on the Holy Spirit’s part,
is learning to let go and let God. To
get out of God’s way, and allow him
to lead me on my journey. To listento that small voice and trust that eve-rything will be ok. My Mother told
me just before she died, “ Christo-
pher you allow your self to be guided by others, and not trusting yourself tolisten to what your heart is telling you
or what God is telling you.” I,
thought about this for quite a whileand began to realize just how often I
do get in God’s way, and from that
point have been working on letting goand letting God.
Here at St. Paul’s we as a community
have gone through and are goingthrough Changes. From the suddenretirement of Father Blasingame, whomwe wish well on his Journey during thistime in his life, To condensing to one
service at 10:15 so the 8:00 o’clock
congregation has been coming to the10:15, which is a whole different ser-vice with music. We have had differentclergy; first two visits from the Dio-cese and then Mother Rhoda whom wewish a speedy recovery and then FatherWalsted who is with us now, both oldfriends of the parish. We have a mid-week service of Evening Prayer onThursdays at 7:30 pm. Mid- week ser-vice used to be on Tuesday and stationsduring Lent were on Wednesdays butnow are on Thursdays. Which is aslight change. The liturgy of the Masshas gone through some changes withdifferent prayers, and every so often themusic for the mass setting changes. Butwe are a strong group and have cometogether working through the power of the Holy Spirit. I believe we will travelthis journey together, some of us un-comfortable with changes and others okwith it. But together, Loving, caringand supporting each other, is a beautifulthing to watch and be a part of and tosee the Holy Spirit in action, working in
all of us carrying out God’s will andChrist’s teachings of love and commu-
nity. God bless us all as we continue onthis journey of change, in this Holy sea-son of Lent and beyond.Your Brother in ChristChristopher Still
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