A Complete Burn out

The purport of entire spirituality, if oriented on human, is in these words: A Complete Burn Out. To Burn everything that exists within you and which keeps you away from Awareness. Spirituality mustnt become protection and getaway, it must become a crown of your Awareness, your Manifestation, your Authenticity. It must shine out yourselves, not ideas and ideologies. Entire Work on Self insists on Crystallization and Wholeness. There are separate sections within us that are fighting one another, and they must be recognized, brought to Consciousness and integrated. Integration is Work on Self and Fight for Self. Through Work, you become Whole, you synthesize fragmented pieces, i.e. you are integrating them into Crystallized I. When, through Work, we burn everything that we consider as self , the Crystallization of I is successful and we manifest our Nature in everything and through everything. Then you may say I am Everything and Everything is Me. Not before. When pure Consciousness remains, when your Nature remains, you start seeing everything around you as one of the Manifestations of your Nature, and that is what spiritualists talk about and dream of. And to come to that you must know yourself as you are. You can never know Self through getaway and projections, ideas and ideologies, because Self is not consisted in them. They are reflection of those who have known Self, and they tried to convey this experience they had, and still have, through stories and myths. All these ideas and ideologies are allegorical. The names of gods, demons, various chakras and nadis, mantras and yantras, all this only serves to prepare our Mind, to direct it to turn to Self, to turn away from projected Reality and to turn to Self. Then, when mature enough, the whole idea of Work is easily explained, as in a Verse of Vijnana Bhairava Tantra, where Shiva or Bhairava says: 11-13. From the absolute point of view, Bhairava is not connected nor with letters, nor with phonemes, nor with Three Shaktii, nor with penetrating through chakras, nor with any other belief, and Shaktii is not his essence. All these concepts learnt from the Scriptures are for those of immature mind, who cannot yet comprehend the Supreme Reality. These concepts are only appetizers which purpose is to encourage the Aspirants towards ethical behavior and spiritual work, so that they may realize one day, that the fundamental essence of Bhairava is not separated from their I. 14-17. Mystical Ecstasy is not a subject of dualistic thought, it is completely free from any idea of place, space or time. This truth can only be touched through experience. It can only be reached by those freed from duality and ego, firmly established in Consciousness of their I. This state of Bhairava is filled with pure bliss of Oneness of Tantric with the Universe. This very state is Shaktii. In reality, through such way if the individual nature is known, he reaches the highest sphere, containing the entire Universe. Then, who should be worshipped? Who can be filled with such worship? This very state, recognized as the highest, is the Supreme Goddess.

18-19. Since there is no difference between Shaktii and the one who embodies her, nor between the essence and the object, Shaktii is the same as I. the energy of flame is nothing else but fire. Each division is nothing else but an introduction to a Path of True Knowledge. When your search for self turns to I, i.e. what you deep down yourselves feel as I, and you start witnessing and manifesting your Self Consciousness, Awakening is not far away. You are one step to it. This is the final tread. Once you cross it, you are entering into a State which all Spiritual Traditions are trying to describe, and they all agree that it is not describable with common words. It requires Direct Experience. Then, your separated I Consciousness dies. It Dissolves, Integrates in the State which we may name as I Am It, or I Am All, but is only just another description and a cause of wrong comprehension, because you think that there will remain some I that will witness such State. There will be nothing but that State and It is Unspeakable, Indescribable, It Is the Absolute. The Work is different (not better, because it can also become an escapement from self), because it insists that you have attention, consciousness and to be critical in regards to everything. Anything that is outside of you, anything that you are seeing is not you. You are the witness (I Consciousness) that is seeing this Reality. But, some have taken this literally and misunderstood it. And then they started to wave around with this proof of enlightenment repeating like parrots I am witness ; or what various enlightenment intensives preach, that you will be realized or, with their words, that you will be brought to direct I experience naming this experience of I Consciousness as Awakening. But it is still far from Awakening, it is a cause of your nowadays life. It is manifested Consciousness and a Witness still separated with invisible membrane, from True Reality. I Consciousness, for which most of think that is Awakening, is Limited Self. I might accept it, if it would be said that the experienced I Consciousness is one form of Awakening, and when they realize that the I sensed, and in the background of any experience, or other words Witness, is cognition of Limited Self. I might accept it, if they explained this I State, as a return to a source of human existence. But it is not the end. It is the beginning of the end. But, newfangled spiritualists, have declared this State as Awakening, for their own marketing sale of their spirituality and wakefulness, and now they are catching gullible and nave ones into the webs of their foolishness. I Consciousness is the goal of Work on Self, but as a method of Work with (on) Mind. Awakening is not Mind, nor it has do to anything with the I Consciousness, because every sense of uniqueness, individuality, of I Consciousness disappears. It completely Integrates in the Ocean of Universal Consciousness. You loose any sense of self, of individuality and separateness. Nothing of you remains. In that moment, there is no you, there is only Consciousness, an Ocean of Consciousness, which doesnt even know anything outside of it. It doesnt know you, or the world, or anything. Ocean is not aware of a drop, it is only Self Conscious, and it doesnt even call that Self an Ocean.

Actually, it cannot be named, because what might perceive Self as an Ocean does not exist. That is why I say that what has been sold in the market of spirituality is merely a lie and you are paying a high price for it. When you reach the I Consciousness, and you focus to It, when you start Work on Self, i.e. I Consciousness, it means that you are no longer seeking protection, nothing serves you as a method of escapement. You are confronting all your thoughts, emotions, experiences and you negate all of that, because it is not You. It is a method, a concept through which help you are destroying all other concepts, ideas and ideologies remained. When you get filled with I Consciousness, the Ocean of Consciousness, the Absolute will simply absorb you in. it has nothing to do with you, but in order to reach it you must give in to the Absolute. Hence the idea of some Paths, oriented to Bhakti approach, that they must have confidence to god, or that they must have him in their thoughts constantly, in order to experience their goal. They are trying to imitate Surrendering. Surrendering is an act which has nothing to do with the concept of surrendering. For, you cannot think or create ideas of it, as most of them are trying to. They sill project ideas of god and imagined reality, by that revealing their deep ignorance. When I Consciousness is cleansed from projections, ideas, ideologies, and from whatever is not I Consciousness, but identification with the processes, the Absolute, or the Original Consciousness magnetically absorbs the last remains of you as of I Consciousness, and it can be followed by various experiences flashing in front of your eyes. Some have visions of Kundalinii Shaktii, others have visions that everything that they are is turning into a little shining dot slowly shutting down into the vastness of Nothingness, some see visions of their favorite god or goddess and merging with them. All these are final discharges of Impressions or Samskaras that remained within you, and in according to Tradition, you are experiencing these final moments where you, as individual, disappear. That means Complete Burn Out. To Disappear in Reality. And that is the Goal of Work on Self, and of True Spirituality. Then you know that all the Teachings are just symbolical representations and nothing more. You are no longer fascinated with the finger pointing at the Moon. You reject the finger and you look directly into the Moon. Ideas that we have, in a sense of nourishing the virtues, meditations on love, bliss and such, are just ideas that calm our Mind. You cannot realize any of that through them. Let alone will you get so called Love, Joy, or Peace, Bliss. Because descriptions you have read of and heard of are only descriptions describing the Reality but not expressing it. There is a big difference between description and manifestation. Love, Joy, Peace, Bliss are the consequences of Union with the Universal Consciousness, Ocean of Consciousness or the Absolute. And all these virtues only resemble the descriptions we are stuck to. The Sensation occurring after and during the Union with the Absolute is no Love, nor Joy, Peace or Bliss. There is no abundance of sensations, only One. But we call it different names. I might poorly describe it as an Ecstasy which

overcomes any descriptions, words that we have. An Ecstasy that springs deeply from yourselves. From the Integrity or Wholeness of Yourselves. Do you think that there is Peace? No, because everything in this Universe is a constant flow of Energy within Consciousness. And that produces noise. There is no Peace. But, Peace is a description for a state of Wholeness, and which means that there is no conflicts within us, no differences or a Witness who could witness the flow of Energy, because that flow disappears in the Union with Absolute. There is no Love, it is just an idea. But, in the lack of other possibility of description this State was described as Love. God is not Love. Enlightenment is not Love. God is LIKE Love. Enlightenment is LIKE Love. When we put a log into a fire, it burns, nothing remains of it. Flame was a product of its union with Fire. Nothing remains of the log after the burning flame. It will be the same with you. And burning is the goal of Work. Enjoy this burning for it tells you that you are approaching to Self, which is a goal of all Genuine and True Teachings. There is no need to meditate and to imagine Love, for what remains will be named as Love. Imaging and meditating on it only speaks that you are working with the concept of love, not with Love. It cannot be imitated, or meditated. What we know as Love is only a mental emotional concept. And concept cannot bring you to Love. Do not seek Peace, for it is just another mental emotional concept. There is no Peace, it is a name for Union with Self. The name in which all the opposites are gone, burnt with you. There is no need to seek for Peace when it is a consequence of Wholeness, Integration into Original, Source Self. Do not seek for anything, for you will get nothing. Leave it be. Leave ideas and ideologies to live their life. Leave others crawl in them. You leave this shore. Set out from it. Leave this shore to be what it is, a lie. Path to Self starts with decision to follow only Self and to burn out into that Self. Confront boldly, with everything that exists within you, that is separated from the I Consciousness. For it is not You. No matter what, no matter whether you will attain the Enlightenment or not, everything that you know will die with your body in the moment of death. What will live on, are Impressions or Samskaras which will wait for you in your next life (if you believe in such thing), and you will have to re live them until you learn to focus on I Consciousness. Everything that you know as self now, will be gone with your body. Person that you are, so called individuality, ideas, concepts, spirituality all will be gone. Only the I Consciousness will live and take the Samskaras into the next life, because It has been Identified with them. But if you have brought your Impressions to Consciousness, there will be possibility, in the moment of death (if you hadnt experienced it during the lifetime), to see the Reality, to be absorbed by the Magnetic Force of the Absolute. If you are holding the Impressions and parts of Mind which live on some time after death, you have just bought your self a ticket back to new body, new birth and the same pains you have now.

Hence, burn the remains of your Impressions in time, through the concept of I Consciousness, and finally LIVE I until Magnetic Force of the Absolute absorbs you.