What is the best thing about your life?
The best thing in my life is the people in my life, my family and closest friends. I’d be a very lonelygirl without them. I just feel like I could do more or them. I would rather people put owers on mygrave, instead of forgetting me – sounds quite depressing, but it’s true.
What is the worst thing about your life?
The relationship with my mother. And this is something that will never really be xed. She lives inSpain and she’s out of the way. People say we are too much alike and that’s why we argue. I don’t seeit like that. To have a relationship like I have with my dad would be great, but I don’t see it happening,so I just forget about it.
What would you change about your life, if anything?
The way I think and handle things. I don’t think about consequences. I got kicked out of college, Ihaven’t got a job and I smoke a lot of dope. The drug thing, I would denitely change. I wasted thelast three years of my life.
What has been the most important thing that has happened to you?
The most important thing to me is the fact of always having a home to go to. I’ve moved to Spain,lived in Durham and was always able to come home to my dad. Even on a Friday night, being wreckedand staying out late. If I couldn’t go home, I’d be on the streets.
What do you like/dislike about your town?
Like: Everyone likes being in a place where they know everyone and know where everything is andthat’s what Seaham is like. You go down to the harbour on a night and it’s like a big party, but outside.Dislike: Well, have you seen the clip of Seaham?
What is your dream?
I don’t have dreams or goals, you only get disappointment. There are people who go to college andwork hard to get what they want. I take things as they come. It’s a lot easier. No one can predict whattheir life is going to be. I didn’t think I would be who I am today. I don’t want to be the person I am,but you don’t plan your life.
How have your parents inuenced you?
I am who I am, deep inside, because of them.
What do you hope for your children?
I don’t really want kids, but if I did, I would hope they were always smiling, no matter what, and gofor what they want. You only live once and I’ve messed up the rst part of my life and it’s the rst partthat is the most important.