the Twilight, either, and I sometimes help them to do good deeds forthe poor and miserable… though Facyr and Cassandra sometimeskeep grumbling about making the job of the City Guard harder.I sometimes wonder just how am I supposed to handle all this! You said that I'm not really a hero, just a professional trouble solver.I'm finding that more and more true. One of the reasons I love therestofthepeopleattheCompanyisthatallofusaretroublesolvers,not heroes. We all know that accomplishing something isn't all thatimportant and we all know that we have to keep fighting on.Oh well—the Company has already survived a few “great hon-ours”, and people have always more or less forgotten about us. TheCompany will be going on, and I'll go where they go. Everyone ex-cept Jenyr (the chest holder of our Company and a Captain of theCity Guard, I don't think you've had the chance to meet him) willprobably be happy to follow me on a few expeditions to the far seas.(Oh, as a side note, we had great fun in Facyr's and Cassandra's“honeymoon cruise” – short but ever-memorable trip to the Sand-hjolmintheGerthinesandafewotherniceislandsonthewayback!) And like I said, I'm not terribly worried about having a lasting im-pression as a Duchess and a Special Envoy of Kingdom of Furinel.Well, I'm sure someone at
the Times
will make a joke or two about“grappling-hook diplomacy”, but…I want to be perfectly honest, though – I long back to the dayswhen I was a Privateer of Varmhjelm, with nothing but a ship, opensea, the crew buzzing around, and adventure just beyond the hori-zon. I am happy that everyone is supporting me to attain that goal– especially you and Mother.But this is not really why I am writing to you. You probably knewalready what I think of these things. Life's too short to worry, dearMarita.What I'm about to tell may worry you. But don't worry, Marita. You'realwaysworriedaboutchange,and—ofcourse—
youdon'thaveto change.
Well, since I left, you've gotten married (at a proper young age, no less) and moved to Varmhjelm and you're with a fam-ily of your own… but that's just building up from what you've beendoing, not changing the whole
direction
of your life. I, on the otherhand, havehadtochangebefore, andI'mnotafraidofchange. Well, yes, I know I was scared to tears, so many years ago, when I trust you the secret that I was going to run away rather than getting mar-ried. The thing is – I've been shocked by change, but that's not thesame thing as being afraid of the change itself. The change is neverreallyallthateasy, butIalwaystrustthateverythingwillbeallrightin the end.I am just writing this letter to say that there are things you canrely on when you think of me. I am, and always will be, on the sideof the good guys. You know this, I know you do. If something goeswrong – which isn't going to happen, I know it, by Old Notty's Dice– I know all of my friends will say the same thing in my defence.I am basically writing to tell you that I've done something thatmight cause some ruckus. I've done a thing that people do not ap-3
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