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Au bout d'un silence, il reprit:
- Va fermer la porte, mets les verrous. Je veux que tu
sois seule, toute seule.
Quand elle revint, apportant une chaise, s'asseyant \u00e0
son chevet, il avait une joie d'enfant, il r\u00e9p\u00e9tait:
- Maintenant, personne n'entrera. Je n'entendrai plus
les cloches... Toi, quand tu parles, cela me repose.
- Veux-tu boire? demanda-t-elle.
Il fit signe qu'il n'avait pas soif. Il regardait les mains
d'Albine d'un air si surpris, si charm\u00e9 de les voir, qu'elle
en avan\u00e7a une, au bord de l'oreiller, en souriant. Alors, il
laissa glisser sa t\u00eate, il appuya une joue sur cette petite
main fra\u00eeche. Il eut un l\u00e9ger rire, il dit:
- Ah! c'est doux comme de la soie. On dirait qu'elle
souffle de l'air dans mes cheveux... Ne la retire pas, je t'en
prie.
Puis, il y eut un long silence. Il se regardaient avec une
grande amiti\u00e9. Albine se voyait paisiblement dans les yeux
vides du convalescent. Serge semblait \u00e9couter quelque
chose de vague que la petite main fra\u00eeche lui confiait.
- Elle est tr\u00e8s bonne, ta main, reprit-il. Tu ne peux pas
t'imaginer comme elle me fait du bien... Elle a l'air
d'entrer au fond de moi, pour m'enlever les douleurs que
j'ai dans les membres. C'est une caresse partout, un
soulagement, une gu\u00e9rison.
Il frottait doucement sa joue, il s'animait, comme
ressuscit\u00e9.
- Dis? tu ne me donneras rien de mauvais \u00e0 boire, tu ne
me tourmenteras pas avec toutes sortes de rem\u00e8des?... Ta
main me suffit, vois-tu. Je suis venu pour que tu la mettes
l\u00e0, sous ma t\u00eate.
- Mon bon Serge, murmura Albine, tu as bien souffert,
n'est-ce pas?
- Souffert? oui, oui; mais il y a longtemps... J'ai mal
dormi, j'ai eu des r\u00eaves \u00e9pouvantables. Si je pouvais, je te
raconterais tout cela.
Il ferma un instant les yeux, il fit un grand effort de
m\u00e9moire.
- Je ne vois que du noir, balbutia-t-il. C'est singulier,
j'arrive d'un long voyage. Je ne sais plus m\u00eame d'o\u00f9 je suis
parti. J'avais la fi\u00e8vre, une fi\u00e8vre qui galopait dans mes
veines comme une b\u00eate... C'est cela, je me souviens.
Toujours le m\u00eame cauchemar me faisait ramper, le long
d'un souterrain interminable. A certaines grosses
And after a pause he went on:
'Go and shut the door, bolt it; I want you to be alone,
quite alone.'
When she came back, bringing a chair with her, and sat
down by his pillow, he looked as gleeful as a child, and
kept on saying:
'Nobody can come in now. I shall not hear those bells
any more. When you are talking to me, it rests me.'
'Would you like something to drink?' she asked.
He made a sign that he was not thirsty. He looked at
Albine's hands as if so astonished, so delighted to see
them, that with a smile she laid one on the edge of his
pillow. Then he let his head glide down, and rested his
cheek against that small, cool hand, saying, with a light
laugh:
'Ah! it's as soft as silk. It is just as if it were sending a
cool breeze through my hair. Don't take it away, please.'
Then came another long spell of silence. They gazed on
one another with loving kindliness--Albine calmly
scanning herself in the convalescent's eyes, Serge
apparently listening to some faint whisper from the small,
cool hand.
'Your hand is so nice,' he said once more. 'You can't
fancy what good it does me. It seems to steal inside me,
and take away all the pain in my limbs. It's as if I were
being soothed all over, relieved, cured.'
He gently rubbed his cheek against it, with growing
animation, as if he were at last coming back to life.
'You won't give me anything nasty to drink, will you?
You won't worry me with all sorts of physic? Your hand is
quite enough for me. I have come here for you to put it
there under my head.'
'Dear Serge,' said Albine softly, 'how you must have
suffered.'
'Suffered! yes, yes; but it's a long time ago. I slept
badly, I had such frightful dreams. If I could, I would tell
you all about it.'
He closed his eyes for a moment and strove hard to
remember.
'I can see nothing but darkness,' he stammered. 'It is
very odd, I have just come back from a long journey. I
don't even know now where I started from. I had fever, I
know, a fever that raced through my veins like a wild
beast. That was it--now I remember. The whole time I had
a nightmare, in which I seemed to be crawling along an
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