connection is as fast as it can get. How do they go from excellent Connection toTurbo Charged haha, idk Turbo sounds like such a silly word. Try to say it with astraight face..ahh you can't :) (if you just said it with a straight face, thenyour probally like 'wtf' I just did..but I could care less..) Anyway. This weekendwas pretty Epic..I got curfew and took care of my bad 'cough'. And Today (Sunday)I sat around playing fable 2..it was like a drug..pretty amazing. Then Gabbiecalled me and we had a pretty long semi awkward conversation about things..but shewas really distracted after awhile so I just went to 'bed'. Don't worry she won'tread this :] and if she does tell her shes a pretty cool person.Nov 17th 2008 5:29 pmThere's this girl that hates me more than anyone else in my school. She's kind ofhot though in a way though, I think if we had sex it would be amazing haha. Ifonly I knew the right words to get to know her, I'm fascinated really ha. Anyway Ipretty much didn't do anything today, I texted a girl saying you wanna fuck andshe said though I said what the fuck and it made her sad. Then I said oh I'm justa horney person and she didn't reply, lol..of course I have to big of an ego totake that as an insult. I wrote a song today but I don't want it to go on top ofthe thoughts journal, so I just saved it. Life is interesting, I can't believe Iconsidered it when someone asked me if I wanted to rob a house, I concluded Iwould only do that if they deserved it and I hated them, maybe if I robed thegirls house then gave her emotional support and had sex it would be the perfectscheme, maybe after that she wouldn't think I was a faggot that looked like agirl..nah she still probally would.. lol ( I do kind of look like a girl though:O) (and I'm probally somewhat bi so she's probally right..lmfao) My goal is to befriends with her..on a side note..I wonder if I'm cool and or popular yet atschool, I wish I had someone who told me everyday what I was..cause I have nofuckin clue niggah.Nov 27th 2008 5:29 pmHonestly I don't even feel like writing in here, so its been awhile. Things havebeen going great and I don't like that girl any more hah. Pretty funny now that Ithink back on it, Its raining pretty hard, today is Thanksgiving hopefully me andshyler will be enjoying an epic weekend this weekend. You know you like someonewhen you sit next to them and feel like your body is being embraced by the airaround you, when you sit a little closer then usual just hoping to brush with her.She's beautiful.Nov 28th 2008 12:46 pmI feel like I have been on auto drive for awhile, its nice when you don't have tothink much. This weekend will be epic, I feel a relationship coming up in thefuture hopefully its better than the rest of my relationships with girls. Mybiggest problem in life is how well I understand people but how bad peopleunderstand me and miss understand my intentions leading to me getting emotionallypunched in the balls. I think that if I be as Jesse or crazy as I can be maybe Iwill leave an impact in this reality, on this planet. I live it up. Most peoplesabout me's only show there hard side, including mine so I would like to say howloyal and caring person I am. I have a lot of best friends ricky,shyler,john,tomif I could hang out with all of them, I would probably have a lot more fun invegas. I haven't lived in Vegas all my life, I lived in Florida for almost 4 yearsand my parents told me that were going to visit my Dad in vegas, but it was a lieobviously.
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