Caitlin over 2 years ago

Okay. So I just finished reading through the first chapter I missed. I have to say it didn't make me like her any more. The fact that she is supposedly better than Buffy in every way and gets Spike to forget about his love for her? Just plain wrong. And Buffy seems so...weak. The presence of Aerin is making Buffy seem ignorant and weak and have no power. It is very weird. It gets better as it goes on because Aerin becomes more clinging and petpeeves-y. So hopefully it will just get better. And I know I have to stay on to the bitter end to see what becomes of the relationships that are very twisted and strange at the moment. They "fell in love" very quick for me.....just hard to believe that he's known her for only what seems like a matter of days and he is already apparently in love with her?

It just doesn't seem very spikey to me. Whenever they talk about spike being weird or that there is something off about him, I keep thinking it's going to be the way he is acting with aerin. It is just that Spike is such a love's ***** and such a great man that I didn't think his love for buffy would ever just phft! you know?

Anywho. Just my ramblings again. I love the story!