A constant assault of textual over-stimulation and visual informationwhich barraged Malcolm’s hyperlexic mind with messages. Even simplethings jumped into his mind, had to be processed before being filed awayforever in his memory. "Closed," "Sale," and "New summer Fashions"screamed at him, while most people completely overlooked them. Some of these messages came from human agencies, but some of them came from afar more occulted source that had never been clear to him. Inwardly, hetrudged, as if he was walking against a blizzard.Along with the requisite coffee shop, this block featured a clothing resaleshop, and an almost as obligatory Polish restaurant. A Polish man with alimited English vocabulary stood in its doorway, passing out papersadvertising the restaurant, which were mostly discarded a block ahead, mostnot even hitting the garbage can, an exercise in futility. Malcolm pocketedthe one he was handed quickly, never looking at it. There must have beentwo dozen in his files at home, collected while working various cases. It wasthe first time he'd seen this particular man, and the momentary contact withhis hand brought Malcolm the image of him, tyrant, beating his five year oldson for wetting the bed, an act his son did for attention. The image was notof his concern, but would never be forgotten, but filed to an area of his brainreserved for memories that were none of his business. Malcolm had long agolearned to keep his mind pure of problems that aren't his.Malcolm had to walk this street with a carefully trained tunnel vision tomake any forward progress whatsoever, had to limit his intake in order tomake it all comprehensible. He needed milk for his cereal. That was all heneeded, then he could start his day and go to work. He didn’t need thebillboards, the advertisements for thousand dollar watches or overpriced jeans for which were placed in bus kiosks. Their target market wasapparently people that are not able to afford cars in the city. He didn’t needthe neon signs in the windows of every market and liquor store, the sandwichboards with the special of the day in front of every restaurant and bar, or aweathered Sun-Times newspaper box proclaiming “Hospital Evacuated Dueto Mystery Illness,” (and affixed to this, the stickers for a band,Geostationary, defunct several months ago due to band politics and the bassplayer sleeping with the guitar player’s girlfriend).Everywhere was that smell of rotting. Urban decay. Flesh being strippedfrom an animal, a person, a neighborhood.Finally he arrived at the store, walked past the front windows and theirads for cigarettes and alcohol. The smell was now unbearable, flies swarmedin the air near the door, which opened diagonally out to the heart of theintersection. He made a familiar half-turn to the door, but was stoppedbefore entering. A pair of police officers blocked the way seeming ratherserious about keeping people out.“Sorry buddy, store’s closed,” one of the officers said, keeping his eyes onMalcolm.Malcolm was confused. He wasn't sure if this was some kind of joke, or if this was a Chicago cop feeling big today. Either way, Malcolm just needed his
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