Does that sound backwards to what you’ve been taught?

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and my Bridegroom going on fifty-eight years now, and as I grew to know Their
nature, Their ways, Their thinking, Their acts and Their faithfulness, I learned what it
really meant to “walk by faith”. And, I learned what “walking by faith” was not. He has
been my Teacher and my Guide. It has been a hard road, but I am so grateful that,
because of His training, I can face the future without fear! My life is dedicated to
showing others that “walking on the water” is the only life to live—holding His hand
and reaching out to help others who are sinking.

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He leads us by His foreknowledge of the future. Therefore our faith rests solidly in
what He sees and knows, and in His love for us. He gives us a spirit of boldness and
clarity of direction to walk in His Presence into victory! This morning as I was walking
towards the Marina in downtown Tiberias, Israel, Father spoke these words to my
spirit that have made the title of this article: “Fear operates in the unknown; Faith
operates in the known. Then He proceeded to give me revelation on it, capsulizing it
from my years of experience in walking with Him in total dependency on Him.
I’ve lived a life of miracles, and I’ve tried to teach the wisdom I’ve learned to as many
as possible. I’ve written articles like “Faith Walk”, which is actually a manual on the
subject. I’ve written the companion to it: “Daily Flowing in His Perfect Timing” and
“Walk the Hard Road”, “Led” and “He Has Chosen the Poor of This World—Rich in
Faith”. In almost every article I give the wisdom I’ve learned about knowing
Him and trusting Him. But, Americans, more than any other people on earth, have
been, and are still being, methodically mind programmed--systematically from birth to
death--to make the totally controllable, dependent on man, and incapable of thinking
for themselves. The television, the Internet, the public school system, DVDs, movies,
magazines, and on and on, have all worked together. In the article “Quiet Wars and
Silent Weapons” and “Mind Control, Hidden Manipulation, and the World Brain” I
reveal from the Illuminati handbook itself what has been done to Americans, and to
people in the UK and Europe as well.

This mind programming has left people in a pathetic state of emotional and mentally
selfcenteredness—full of fear, dependent on man, living life for the lusts of their flesh
and the pride of life, and who are totally subservient to their programmers at
about a toddler level of emotions, and a twelve-year old level of understanding. No
matter how many PhDs they have, most are still emotional and mental children who
cannot face the real world without someone to hold their hand. Most have been so
pumped full of prescription drugs, hidden poisons, and genetically altered foods, that
they are physical, mental and emotional slaves, weak and pitiful, and unable to cope
with any reality that is beyond pleasant and nice.

Therefore, most are in denial of what is to come. If they wake up in the morning and
all is OK in their little world, they figure all is OK everywhere else. Therefore,
repentance and a dramatic radical turning towards submitting to walking by faith in
the real Elohim of the Scriptures, is next to impossible. Nothing is impossible with
Him! But, to deny themselves comforts, ease, promotions, and social status, to take
on the discipline of being a “good soldier of Messiah Yahushua” is unthinkable for
most. Therefore, they hear the warnings, the rumblings of things coming, and sit back
with pizza in hand for another episode of CSI. [For you without a T.V.—you don’t
need to know what CSI is—you’re obeying Isaiah 33:14-17 not to look on evil if you
want to escape the punishment of “devouring fire” and “everlasting burnings”.

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The ones that scare the Illuminati and Lucifer himself are the ones who don’t have a
T.V., who home school their children, teach their children the Torah of Yahuweh and
Yahushua, eat natural foods, keep abreast of what the enemy is doing in his camp,
practice their faith in obedience and fear of Elohim, witness to the saving good news
of Messiah Yahushua, won’t be controlled by anyone but their Elohim, and sure won’t
be controlled to do evil, who use the real Names of Father and Son, and walk in the
fruit of the re-born spirit. These people terrify the hosts of hell and their agents. Did
you know you were so scary? Did you know you are a threat to them?

Those that know Him well enough to trust Him, and whom He knows well enough to
trust, walking together in unity as one, also know His ways, His thinking, His manner
of doing things, and thus have no interest in submitting to man, for they are not
fearful…they don’t believe in fear. I’ve never believed in fear. I know my Father and
my Bridegroom! It’s Ok to brag if you know Him —in fact we are commanded to do
so…Jeremiah 9:23-24. A lot of people think they know Him, but they are untested.
They’ve lived in a self-centered bubble all their lives with their belief system, and
have no clue as to how to trust Him for basics like food, money, safety, direction, and
health. He tells us the end from the beginning. (John 16:13) And in between He holds
our hand and guides our steps (Isaiah 41:10, 13, Psalm 37:23).

FEAR PARALYZES A PERSON. IT DISTORTS TRUTH AND REALITY. IT CAUSES

WRONG DECISIONS BASED ON WRONG ASSUMPTIONS. IT HAS NO
FOUNDATION. IT IS LIKE WALKING IN TOTAL DARKNESS. FEAR IS BASED ON
THE UNSTABLE PREDICTIONS OF THE SOUL--mind, emotions, reasoning,
feelings, will power—and on assumptions of what the unknown might hold. FEAR
HAS NO ANCHOR.

It makes one lost in a sea of confusion. It’s reasoning is earth-bound. It is based in

panic for selfpreservation. It evaluates possibilities from a few facts and lots of
previous conditioning— mind control, negative experience, too many horror movies,
words of others who are in fear, fear tactics of the news, etcetera—and it makes its
decisions totally 100% without the Father Yahuweh and the Son Yahushua. He has
nothing to do with fear, whining, confusion, negative emotions like anger and panic or
trauma. He deals in peace with the peaceful that rest in Him because they trust in
Him. He cannot deal with us if we are not resting in His peace, which is a
demonstration of faith.

Isaiah 26:3-4: “You will keep him in PERFECT PEACE whose mind is stayed on You,
because he trusts in You. Trust in Yahuweh forever: For in Yahuweh is everlasting
strength”. HE IS LIGHT. Fear is of the dark kingdom of Lucifer. Fear is rooted in
what Lucifer might do, what demons might do, what evil people might do, what might
happen if Yahuweh doesn’t pull off a miracle according to your expectations.
Most people have total dependency on doctors, drugs, bosses, companies,
retirement funds, banks, pastors, priests and rabbis, etc., and yet they refuse to trust
Father—the Creator of heaven and earth! Many say they trust Father, and then grab
onto some human for their security blanket because they don’t know Father from “a
hole in the wall”.

Ask yourself: What are my beliefs based on? You will probably quickly think: “the
Word” or “the Scriptures” or “the Bible”. But, how well do you know what the WHOLE
Word says to you personally? Who is your teacher? How much time have you
devoted to studying the Word for yourself, alone with Him in His Presence, with the
Spirit of Yahuweh to teach you—not some book, or CD or DVD? Who interprets what
the Word says to you--a pastor, priest, rabbi, denominational or organizational
leader, congregational leader, or a T.V. minister or book author?

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If you are not taught by His Spirit as you STUDY (with notebook, pen in hand, ready
to record what He shows you so you don’t forget it) then your faith is most likely
based on probabilities—a mixture of truth and error. There is only one source of pure,
undiluted truth— His Spirit. Most read the Word with their denominational glasses on,
and do not see the fine print of truth. They assume it says a certain thing because
they heard some teaching on the passage. Get your truth from the Truth Himself!
Well does the Hebrew Matthew call the “foolish virgins” (KJV), “lazy fools.” The lazy
fools are too busy with the lusts of their flesh to learn from Him, so they do not
prepare for what is coming, and so will find themselves in a tormenting traumatic
state when reality hits.

Father tests. Father disciplines. Most people think when the hard times come that it’s
the devil after them. They do not know that He only disciplines those He loves.
Untested, undisciplined, unbroken people—people that remain self-righteous,
stubborn, in delusion, and in denial—will end up with the consequences of their own
choices. He will not intervene if you decide to trust man over Him. He’ll back off. He’s
a jealous Elohim. Sometimes He sends people to help us, but then He lets us know
they’re from Him. Even at that, the Word warns us, especially in these last days, that
we cannot trust human beings! Faith has substance—it is anchored, grounded,
tested, strong, and knows before hand the end from the beginning. Faith is NOT
“HOPE”! Faith obtains what is hoped for. Faith is an action word. It acts on what it
believes and moves out on it—knowing it will not be disappointed. Faith’s substance
and evidence is based on:

HIS FAITHFULNESS! HIS PROMISES! HIS INABILITY TO LIE!

Personal, tested, intimate relationship where we thoroughly trust Him, and He

thoroughly trusts us on a moment by moment basis Personal experience where
we’ve seen His faithfulness over and over Hearing from His Spirit the end from the
beginning, and knowing the outcome before anything starts—learning the general
path, and watching Him lead your steps KNOWING HIS NATURE AND HIS WAYS
AND HIS THOUGHTS!

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Yet, foolish people trust in man, who by his very sinful nature is prone to lie, to fail, to
deceive, to let us down, to reject us, to manipulate and control us. If He doesn’t give
us a spirit of fear, and He doesn’t, then who does? Who do the fearful “trust” to do
bad things?

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FEAR IS FAITH IN REVERSE! IT PRESUMES THAT YAHUWEH AND YAHUSHUA
WILL FAIL, AND LUCIFER AND EVIL MEN WILL PREVAIL, OR THAT SOMETHING
WILL BE TAKEN OUT OF OUR CONTROL. If you are in anxiety and fretting, it is
because you are trying to control your situation. If you are in peace and rest it is
because you trust Him to control everything for your good. He does only want our
good!

Because Greco-Roman westernized man is not used to trusting Elohim, the thought
of trusting One not seen is scary. Yet, they say they trust Him to give them eternal
life. Where’s the logic! How can you trust someone you don’t know with your eternal
life? How can you love someone you don’t know?

FAITH IS ROOTED IN WHAT HE HAS ALEADY SAID, AND HIS FAITHFULNESS

TO DO AS HE HAS SAID. True faith must be rooted in the written Word first and
foremost. But, daily, faith should be also rooted in His personal words to us as we sit
in His Presence and let Him teach the written Word, and point out to us personally
what He wants us to know and to do.

VERY IMPORTANT: Just because something is written in the Word, you can’t just
blab it and grab it, name it and claim it, unless He personally lets you know it is
yours! Just because He made a promise to Abraham, or someone else in the Word,
doesn’t mean He made it to you! Just because He allowed Gideon to “put out a
fleece” doesn’t mean it is precedent for you to do that. There are promises to
different groups of people. For examples: Psalm 91 was written by Moses--the
Bride’s Attendant. It is the Bride’s Psalm. If you do not meet the condition in verse
one, the other verses do not apply to you. The promises in Deuteronomy 28:2-14 can
only be claimed by those who astutely obey verse one. If you do not pick up your
own execution stake to die to self, and forsake all to follow Him, you are not His
disciple – Luke 14:25-33.

You have to obey the conditions. If you are daily flowing in His perfect will and His
perfect timing as a good servant of Messiah Yahushua, then there are rewards, but
the lazy ones will be beaten with many stripes. (Luke 12:47-48)

There’s a lot of religious sentimentality in the religion of Christianity that will fall apart
when tested by pressure. Everything depends on knowing the character and nature
of the one you trust. If you do not know by experience His nature and character, His
ways and His thinking, then you won’t know how to walk with Him. And, I might add,
those who know Him use His correct Names and titles, and won’t play games by
willfully throwing paganism in His face!

Your faith must be based on the faithful reputation of the one who is giving you the
instructions. If you don’t know His ways of doing things, you may end up thinking the
works of the devil are His works, and the works of Yahuweh are the works of the
devil. You need to know how He operates. By reading the Tenack you will learn a lot.
You can’t know Messiah outside knowing the Father (John 6:44-45). When He says
something is, you can “take it to the bank”. It’s for sure! But, you must learn to know
His voice. He speaks to us in at least forty ways—but mainly by impression to the
spirit (not the soul). He speaks to us in our re-born spirit, and directs us by His
Presence. He doesn’t fool with our fluctuating soul realm that is controlled by our sin
nature, our fleshly lusts and can be so easily manipulated by controlling people.
If the soul is not controlled by the Spirit of Yahuweh within our re-born spirit, then
there is constant confusion, and usually the spirit is stifled and the soul takes control.
Many who say they are born from above act just like anyone else who is on their way
to hell.

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The fruit of the re-born Spirit (Galatians 5:22-23) is what distinguishes the real from
the false—slowly read I John, with Him to teach you. How well do you understand
what He is telling you to do? If you are used to hearing Him you know His voice. You
know what He is saying—you have a relationship with Him. He is telling you daily
what to do—via the Word and a personal plane. I live in His Presence. If His
Presence even steps back for 30 seconds, I know it— and I panic. I fear losing Him. I
fear displeasing Him. I fear Him. Whatever or whoever you fear losing is your
“Elohim”—the one that controls your actions and your decisions. For many it is
money, for most, it is security. But, without the fear of Yahuweh, you can’t have any
clear wisdom. Fear of losing Him is a natural result of falling in love. It is a natural
result of even thinking of losing your best Friend, your constant Companion, Your
precious beloved, your Master— the King of Kings. How well you understand
anything is dependent on how well you know Him—not by some churchy or religious
sentimentality, concept, philosophy, or belief system, but by actual real experience in
knowing Him—the real One of the Word. You can’t know Him outside the Word! He
does NOT think like we do (Isaiah 55:8-11). We must LEARN HIS WAYS: Psalm
103:7 … “…HE SHOWED HIS WAYS TO MOSES”.

If you don’t walk with Him and let Him show you His ways, you’ll never learn them.
Walk the hard road—it is the easiest way in the long run. He gave me Psalm 94:12-
13 in Hong Kong in 1994: “Blessed is the man You discipline O Yah, and instruct out
of Your Torah, to give him rest from the days of evil, untilthe pit is dug for the
wicked”. Hebrews 11:5-10: If He does not discipline us, this passage says we are
bastards—not His kids! We must submit to His discipline, for He is training us for
reigning! Never make a decision based on fear-that’s the stupidest thing you can do!
I’ve watched people come to Israel, or Aqaba, Jordan, and they come like scared
rabbits with all their Babylonian idolatry in tow-–their material junk—along with their
cultural baggage, their emotional toddler baggage, their “hang ups”, and their sins,
and they fall on their faces from fear and ignorance. They don’t study, don’t
research—don’t learn anything, they just come with their pride and arrogance and
expect to be treated like royalty, and find they are treated with all sorts of putdowns
by the locals. They expect Someone they do not know to do something for them, and
when He doesn’t, they grab some human to help them and fall apart. I’ve watched it
over and over. Like I said, it is not impossible, but almost impossible to learn to live
by faith in America, or in the cushy surroundings of the UK or other places of relative
freedom, for a while longer. He is bringing a remnant into the wilderness, stripped of
all but a few necessities and a longing to know Him. When He called me into the
wilderness of Edom, He said, “I want you to give away all that you have and move to
Jordan”. I did it. Do I regret it? NO!!!!

He taught me fearlessness in the bold power of the anointing of the Spirit while
preaching on the streets of Los Angeles’ skid row at all hours of the night,
ministering in rescue missions and prisons, facing gangs, Arab terrorists, murderers,
hauling loads of Bibles through the streets of Hong Kong by myself at all hours of the
night, going through tribal wars in Africa, dodging secret police in China, and almost
being killed over and over in a few other experiences. But, I gained the reputation of
being a “risk taker” because I didn’t make any decisions based on fear—just based
on what He told me to do. I’ve lived a life of miracles…and I know Him!

Being with Father, and a lot of the time by myself in “foreign countries”, and trusting
Him for everything, is one constant adventure. My life is one of daily tackling “the
slopes of Everest”. Nothing boring about following the Lamb wherever He goes! Just
remember: “home is where the toothbrush is”. And, for those more advanced than
that in following Him, “home is where the tree twigs are”.

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I found that out one day on the top of a mountain above Sipi Falls in Uganda. Tree
twigs make good toothbrushes. Romans 4:14-22 tells us that Abraham was
“completely persuaded that what He had promised, He was also able to do”—verse
21. Rav Sha’ul was completely persuaded that He was able to keep Him: II Timothy
1:12: “For this reason I also suffer these things, but I am not ashamed, for I know
whom I have believed and am persuaded that He is able to watch over that which I
have committed to Him until that Day”. As with faith, so with intercession: As we hear,
so we proclaim. (II Kings 17:1, for example) As we hear, so we do. NOT: “As you
proclaim, so He does for us”. He is not our servant! Tested faith via experience
produces BOLDNESS! Faith is an action word. He speaks; we jump while calling out
“Yes Sir!” It’s Ok to jump—He’s got a strong net positioned about 10 feet down.
(Read my article: “Walking the Hard Road”)

Knowing Him is the only way to have the “intestinal fortitude”—the guts--to walk by
faith. I once saw a T-shirt in a Christian bookstore with the prayer: “You give me the
guts and I’ll give you the glory”. I’ve prayed that a lot. I have physical impairments.
I am not strong physically. But, I praise Him for every step I take! Spiritually fiery
strength goes a long way in strengthening the mind, emotions, will power, and body.
Look at “Gideon’s 300” and see how many went home cowards. He doesn’t need
cowards—He needs disciplined, submitted soldiers, servants, personal friends, who
will move forward at His command without any excuses or “yeah but”. If you’re not
cut out to live His lifestyle of faith, then stay home. But, if you are ready and willing to
learn, step out today and do something that will test your faith. Faith equals walking
in His Light, in set-apartness – walking in the known—and fear equals walking in
darkness—stumbling in the unknown.

The end of the fearful and the coward is found in Revelation 21:8—a horrible end. To
be cowardly and fearful means not only no reward, but can mean no eternal life. To
have fear and anxiety— which is lack of faith in Him—reveals that one does not know
Him. It is frightening that many will hear Him say at the judgment “I never knew you –
depart from Me…” It is amazing how few who are in the religion of Christianity or the
Messianic religion have a spirit of repentance, humility, contriteness, are sensitive to
His conviction of sin, and who walk in the genuine fruit of the re-born spirit—love, joy,
peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control.
(Galatians 5:22-23) Verses 24 and 25 say: “And those who are Messiah’s have
nailed to the stake the flesh with its passions and desires. If we live in the Spirit,
let us also walk in the Spirit”.

All too many have a religious spirit. There is no more vicious spirit than a religious
spirit, which also contains jezebel spirits, spirits of jealousy, competition and cruelty.
Most are religious, proud, haughty, self-righteous, and self-centered with hidden
agendas. When reality hits, they will be exposed. The day to come will reveal all
things, our Messiah tells us. These will be rightfully terrified at the judgment seat of
Yahuweh.

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Those that want truth are willing to change in a second—dump the old, embrace the
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TRUTH DEMANDS CHANGE! If you hear truth and do not change, then the
judgment ax will fall. I had a dream in which I saw a short little well dressed man with
dress slacks, coat and hat, walking into a huge empty room. He was looking around
at the emptiness. Then two huge hands came out of nowhere and locked onto the
man’s little hips. He looked startled but not afraid. The hands lifted him up and turned
him totally around and took him out of the room. As he was being carried
out, he looked at me and said, “He picked me up, and He turned me around”.

Profound!

Our Father wants to take us and turn us totally around and bring us into the fullness
of His Kingdom. Let Him do it!

Sister in Yahuweh
April 5, 2009