have endowed to us is an evolving blessing that can take years toreach maturity.‘I wasn’t talking about Connie at the time, Angie, I was referring toyou.’‘Me!’ I said, surprised. ‘But my name didn’t come into it.’‘Not at that moment it hadn’t. But I knew I was in the presence of anemerging invocation. There wasn’t anything I could say that mighthave encouraged its manifestation, but I knew, in my psychic, that oneday in the future you would come back to me. Isn’t that why you’rehere? To seek the answers to your puzzle?’‘I … I don’t know, Edith. It’s true I wanted to ask you if I might have thegift – perhaps explore the possibility together. But it never occurred tome that it was preordained we should meet. I mean I’m astonished – I just wanted to talk to you …’‘And isn’t that what we’re doing?’ She asked in a gentle voice.‘Yes. Of course. But you’ve anticipated me.’ I shook my head, unable toaccept the reality of what she was saying. This was not what I hadexpected … talking about it … yes … discussing how, if the psychic giftwas present in me, we might develop it? … Yes. But to have somethinglike this hurled at me was pretty bloody frightening. I got up from thechair following the impulse I had to just run away.‘And now you want to escape – is that it?’‘I can’t deal with this, Edith,’ I exclaimed. I rubbed my forehead withthe back of my hand as if I were trying to clear my thoughts.‘Yes. I know, Angie. It’s made you afraid, hasn’t it? It isn’t surprisingyou know.’ She laid her hand on my shoulder. ‘I’m sorry if I startledyou. So why don’t we sit down again and try to talk about it. See if Ican’t give you some reassurance. I’ll make us some coffee.’I didn’t reply. I was almost in the same state of shock that hadconsumed me at the University. All these years and Edith had waited,patiently, knowing that at some time in the future I would return to her.But what would she expect me to do now? I mean, here I was as shehad foretold, but how on earth could I seize this gift and turn it to myadvantage? That’s if she was right. I was still shaking my head whenshe returned with the coffee.‘Feeling better, my dear?’I wasn’t sure but I nodded. The coffee was strong and hot, just what Ineeded.‘Well, when we’ve finished our coffee I would like you to come withme.’‘Come with you … where to, Edith?’‘To church. It’s only down the road.’‘I don’t understand. What has this gift to do with God?’‘Where do you think it emanates from, my dear?’‘I … I don’t know,’ I gasped, astonished at her suggestion. ‘What I doknow is that I am not the least bit interested in religion.’
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