idkra tu& jNmyo Tae x8e,

tne jotaj b3a Aan&d iv-or 9yel.

tne bolavva lagel.
stt tarI AagX pa2X rheva lagel.
3r ma& b3aj tarI vato krta& 9akta nhI&,tne w&3ma& p8 rmaDta.
idkra tu& 9oDIk Aa&` ma&DI ,AoX`to 9yo…
Aa marI “ma”Aa mara “bapa”.
Tae x8e to b3a Aan&d iv-or 9yel.
Hay mne AoX`to 9yo….tne p8 AoX`to 9yo….

idkra tu& mo4o 9yo jate calto 9yo.

Tae x8e tne calto jotaj b3a Aan&d iv-or 9yel.
b3a tarI Aa&gXI pkDva tlsta hta,potana vara nI rah jota hta.
tu& pDI n jay te ma4e stt tarI n@k rheta hta&.
tu& pDI jto to potane vaGyu& hoy te4lu& du` Amne 9tu& htu&.
idkra tu& jvan 9yo Tae x8e .
tne jotaj b3a Aan&d iv-or 9yel.
mno mn bolta “hve” maro dIkro mo4o 9; gyo 2e.
Aa x8e mne yad 2e.
Aa&`e Aa2u& Aa2u& jota& tarI v<#3 dadI kheta ke
“dIkra” baXp8 Aej 3Dp8” Ane “3Dp8 Aej baXp8”.
“tara baXp8 ma& tarI kaX@ lenar b3anI kaX@ temna 3Dp8e l;= to taro
“p/-u”ra@ rhe=e.ma bap na Sa&Skaro no varso jaXvje.Ane b3anI kaX@ leto 9je.”
nana “3r” ma& rheta& mo4u& idl ra`I taru& jtn krta& krta&,smy ivtto gyo.
idkra tu& jNmyo Tae x8 9I l; .
tara mo4p8 su3I stt tne huf Aapnar tara “ma…..bap” Aaje 3rDa& 9ya 2e.
tne jotaj Aan&d iv-or 9ay 2e.
Aaje tu& mo4a “mkan” ma& rheva gyo 2u&.
pa&c beDrum vaXa tara “mkan” ma& `u8a ma& Aavel S4or nI bajuvXo rum te Amara
ma4e faXVyo 2e.
idkra ne stt njr same jova nI AmarI 4ev kemey krI ne 2u4tI n9I.
tu& “DIS4bR”n 9ay,tu& guSso n kre te ma4e ,
 tara kame jva Aavva na smye,
tara Aavva jvana rSta wpr ,
AekI4se Aa&`o go5vI ra`IAe 2IAe.
tara su`vaXa mu` ne jota&j jota&j AmarI Aa&`DI hr`9I 2lka; jay 2e.
“covIs klak” tarI smIp rheva 2ta& ,
“covIs sek&D” tne jota&j Amaro mansIk 9ak wtrI jay 2e.
Ane p/-u ivn&tI ma& mn lagI jay 2e.
te Amar rum ma& mukel A&g/@ kelNe Dr ma& jota&j `br pDI ke
Aaje “pereN4s De ”2e.
Amo bNne p/-u ne ivnvIAe 2IAe
“he p/-u mara idkra ne Amara jevI pa2lI @&dgI n Aapto,
tena mo4a “mkan” ne mo4u& “3r” bnavI Aapje,
stt tena baXko nI njr smx
tenI 3Dp8 nI x8o vItave….
tevI k<pa krje”.

gOtman&d
wfeR gu8v&tray Aem.gjjr ,
rIcmoND,kelIfonIRya,Yau.Aes.Ae.
Sunday, February 15, 2009.
 Aek grIb ku4u&b htu.& mgn iv[vkmaR Sa`t pir[am krI potana ku4u&bnu& gujran clavtae htae.Aa
nana ku4u&b ma& Aek idkro Ane Aek idkrI hta.sO Aek bIja na su`e su`I Ane du`e du`I 9ay tevI lag8I na
t&tuAo 9I joDayel hta.kam n mXta wdas lagta bapa nI Aa&` ma& AavtI kal na `ava pIvana Anaj
nI ic&ta Doka; jtI…………..pXvar ma& 3rna sveR Aa ic&ta va&cI jta&…………………….potana bapnI ic&ta na -agIdar
9; jta……………….Ane AavtI kal nI ic&ta no boj “bap” na `-e9I hDselI deta…..Ane sO p/-u nI mr@ ma&
ra@ rheva lagta.Aek bIja nI stt sar s&-aX leta Aa nana ku4u&b ivna lxmI Ae su` =a&it 9I idvso
psar krtu& htu&.
Aek idvs Aek s&t nI p3ram8I temna pDo=I ne Tya& 9;.mhoLla na sO loko Aa s&t[aIna d=Rn
krI pavn 9va Aek{aIt 9; gya.Aa mhoLla ma& rhetu& mgn iv[vkmaR nu& Aa grIb ku4u&b p8 s&tna d=Rn
ma4e pho&cI gyu.& stt p/-u ma& [a#3a ra`tu& . Aa ku4u&b “s&t”ma& p8 p/-una =axat d=Rn jota& hta&.s&t[aI Ae
Aa ku4u&bna tmam s_yo ne jota&j Aek Ano`I Anu-uit Anu-vI…….ja8e p/-u j s&t ne khI rHya hta ke
“tare Aa ku4u&b nI su`akarI na Aa=IRvad Aapva na 2e…….kam nI srXta na magR `olI Aapva na
2e.”
s&t[aI Ae mgn iv[vkmaR ne potana Aa[am pr kam nI srXta ma4e bolaVyo.mgn iv[vkmaR na
baXk nI Ano`I indoRq p/it-a jo; s&t A&ja; gya.baXkna indoRq haSy drMyan iv=aX 9yel mu` ma&
Ad-uTa d&t rcna jo;.s&t[aI Ae `ubj #yan 9I jota Aek “d&t” AOlIk p/-u re`a&kn vaXo joyo.s&t[aI nu&
hudypulkIt 9; w5yu.& baXknI mata ne `ubj -av9I khyu& ke
“he “ma” taru& Aa baXk Aa jgt nu Ad-ut baXk 2e.te jrur 9I Aek mhan VyktI
bn=e……………jgt kLya8 na kam kr=e.”
s&t[aIna Aa=IvaRd l; mgn iv[vkmaR nI piTn pota ne 3re prt AavI.tenI Aa&` ma& stt A[au nI
3ara j vhetI htI…ko; rIte rokatI j nhotI.pota nu& baXk bhar9I rmta rmta 3rma& pa2u& AaVyu.& potanI
ma nI pase pIva nu& pa8I maGyu.& ma Ae `ubj p/em9I potana Vhala baXk ne pa8I AaPyu& ne tena ma9e ha9
fervta& fervta& tene AekI 4=e jo; rhI htI.Aa&`o ma&9I [aav8 -adrvo stt vhI rhel.baXke ma ne rDtI
jo; shjta 9I tene vXgI pDyo.ma na `oXa ma& lpa; gyo.mana Aa&` ma&9I vheta “Aa&su"lu2va
laGyo.`ubj nIdoRq -av 9I ma ne pu2yu&
“Ae …………….. ma” tu kem rDe 2e?
mara9I ko; -ul 9; 2e “ma”?
ma bolI dIkra tarI ko; -ul n9I Aa to pela s&t[aI Ae khyu& ke
“tu& mo4o ma8s 9va no 2u&”
tu& mo4o ma8s 9;= Ae4le mara 9I tu& dur 9;=,
tarI pase smy j nhI hoy…………………..stt kamkam ne kam j rhe=e………………………….Ane
 tu& mara 9I dur rhI=…………….bs Ae4le j Aa&su Aave 2e.
baXk bolI w5yo… bs
marI “ma”Aa4lI Am9I vat9I rDe 2e?”
tu m&uja;= nhI “ma”.
tu& to marI ma 2u&…tne du`I jo; hu& kyarey su`I rheto ho;=?
“Maa”tu& cI&ta krI= nhI& .hu& h&me=a tarI pasej rhI=.
Aem khI baXk potanI ma na hufaXa `oXa ma& 9I w-o 9; 3r nI bhar jto rhe 2e.9oDIk var ma&
“p/-u re`a&kn vaXo da&t” ha9 ma& l; potanI Vhal so; ma pase Aave 2e.ma na kr kmX ma& pT9r9I toDel
“ da&t” mukI , lohI nItrta mu` 9I bole 2e…..
le “ma” Aa “p/-u re`a&kn vaXo da&t”,
hve da&t j n9I rhyo to hu& kya&9I mo4o ma8s 9;=…………..
hu& h&me=a marI “ma” pasej rheva no.
pota na Vhalsoya -a;na mu` ma&9I nIkXtI lohI nI 3ara jota&j nanI Bahen potana -;la ne
vXgI pDI.bI@ j x8e pota na Aek na Aek fa4ela F/okma&9I Aek mo4o 4ukDo faDI potana Vhala -a;la
na mo ma&9I nIkXta lohI ne rokva dabI dI3o.potana -a;lane Aek dm vXgI ne bhen rova ma&DI. “ma”to
-a;………….bhenna p/em lag8I ne jo; potana bNne baXko ne potana `oXa ma& smavI dI3a Ane p/-u ne
p/a9Rna krva lagIke
“he p/-u& te s&sar nu& sO 9I mo3er&u suSa&Skar su` mne dI3u& 2e…………………
mara baXko ma& s&Skar nI srva8I AavI ne AavIj vhetI ra` je.
te 3n n9I AaPyu p8 s&Skar lxmI AapI mne sO9I v3u& 3nvan bnavI 2e.
sO ne Aavaj suSa&SkarI “dIkra………dIkrI”Aap je.
Saa&je mgn iv[vkmaR pota na kame 9I 9akoy pakyo pa2o Aave 2e.Tyare tenI Aa&`o ma& Aek cmk
de`ay 2e………… kaymI kam mXya nI `u=I de`ay 2e.s&t nI k<pa nI Anu-uit de`ay 2e.3r na sveR na mu`arvI&d
pr Ajb nI cmk jota j mgn iv[vkmaR potanI piTn ne pu2e 2e “kem Aa4la b3a `u= `u= lago 2o?”
mgn iv[vkmaR jyare Aa`I vat ja8e 2e,Tyare te p8 b3a ne -av9I vXgI pDI p/-u@ no paD manI boLaI
w5yo ke
“ idKra………….. idkrI……………to………….Aava j sO ne Aapjo p/-u……………………………………”

Sunday, March 08, 2009