now." Tara winks at Buffy before chuckling as Buffy blushes.'Not with the thoughts and feelings going through my mind and body at this momentin time.' Buffy mentally mutters, as the thoughts of what it would be like to kissTara's soft, pouty lips, wanting to find out if Tara's skin is as soft and silkyacross the rest of her body as her neck is. Groaning quietly, Buffy props herelbows up on the table and drops her head onto her hands, before finallywhispering. "I think you may need to get your gay-dar re-aligned, Tara." Buffysighs quietly, before lifting her face to stare into surprised blue eyes. "I canguaran-damn-tee you that I have had some very serious thoughts running through mymind. And my body seems to be more than willing to follow along right now."Tara blinks in surprise at Buffy, watching the slayer curiously. With the pasttense the slayer used, Tara figures that maybe there was a woman that she mighthave been interested in before and just never acted on it, but with her presenttense with her second sentence, it makes Tara frown in contemplation. "So you'vebeen attracted, seriously attracted, to a woman in the past?" Tara questionsquietly.Buffy chuckles quietly, as she stares intently at Tara for a few long minutes,before finally coming to a decision. Dropping her arms to the table and leaning inconspiratorially, Buffy drops a not so subtle hint. "I guess it depends on whatyou consider the past. Is the last ten or so minutes the past to you?"Tara stares in disbelief at the slayer, her mouth opening and shutting in surpriseat the serious hazel eyes, realizing Buffy isn't joking with her. "You..." Shakingher head, Tara shifts forward slightly on the booth's seat. "Are you just curious,Buffy?" Tara finally questions, her eyes looking at Buffy's hands to slowly riseto look into her eyes again.Buffy slowly shakes her head. "I mean, yes I am curious... very curious." Buffyadmits softly, before slowly taking her time to get her thoughts in order. "Youare an extremely beautiful woman, and I am attracted to you. Truth be known, I'vebeen attracted to you for a while but I've always kind of shoved the thought awayand wouldn't think about it when it popped up." Buffy explains quietly, running ahand through her hair as she finally examines her feelings a little more.Realizing that she has been thinking about Tara off and on for over a year now.But for obvious reasons, not allowing more than a brief thought to cross her mind.Tara blinks at the slayer, her mind stalling at the realization that Buffy isattracted to her. Whether it's just physical, or possibly something more Taradoesn't know. Continuing to consider the slayer in front of her, Tara tilts herhead and questions softly. "Is it a physical attraction, Buffy? I mean..." Taratakes a deep breath and slowly lets it out before continuing. "Because I canhonestly tell you, that I am attracted to you. Any person in their right mindwould be. But I would also have to admit, that if it was curiosity only, I don'tthink I could deal with us being together like that. I care for you more than thatwould allow, and it would probably end up hurting me emotionally. And that'ssomething that I really couldn't deal with right now, on top of everything elsethat has happened."Buffy's mouth opens slightly in surprise, as she listens to Tara, never havingknown that the woman was attracted to her, and from her words more than attracted.Obviously the Wiccan cared for her, also... not that Buffy ever thought shedidn't, but just thought Tara liked her as a friend, nothing more. "You actuallycare for me more than just as a friend?" Buffy finally questions, looking intentlyat Tara.Tara slowly nods her head, and smiles softly at Buffy. "Yes, Buffy. I care for youmore than just a friend." Tara shrugs her shoulders and glances down for a moment."I love you." Tara slowly looks back up seeing the stunned look on Buffy's face."I love you deeper and more strongly than what would be considered normal forfriendship."Buffy slowly edges her hand across the small table to place her fingertips softlyon top of Tara's fingers. "You weren't ever going to say anything?"Tara shakes her head and grins crookedly at the slayer. "Why cause myself more
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