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—Lori Whatley—
EARLY INTERVENTION PROGRAM TEACHER
Lori has been teaching elementary school for eight years.She began teaching as a Title I teacher for first-gradereading and math. Since then, she has been a readingspecialist for kindergarten and first, third, and fourth grades, working with students in small groups.Her favorite reading from the Readers as Teachersand Teachers as Readers seminar was S
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by Bailey White (1995). She enjoyed this bookbecause it showed the importance of story in our lives andallowed Lori to tell her stories in her own voice.
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CHAPTER 4
 That’s How My Students Feel!
Lori Whatley
t’s one of our family get-togethers. The kind where all thefemale adults try to visit and have a civilized conversationwhile the children are running wild and the male adults aremad because they are trying to watch some type of ballgame andthey can’t hear the television. Between fussing at children,complimenting the cook, and cleaning up dishes, the question iseventually asked, “Have you read…?” It’s as inevitable as UncleDavid’s stories and Aunt Rannie’s picture taking. I sit and listen, a wave of jealous heat washing over me, wishing I had more time toread. The lively discussion continues, and I make mental notesabout which book I would like to read next if I could find the time.As a teacher, mother, wife, daughter, and graduate student, readingfor pleasure is usually one of those activities saved for
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week atthe beach.Every year, I search for the perfect book, one about which Ican say, “Oh, it’s to die for” and join in the conversation of “Haveyou read…?” I usually find what I am looking for before we leavefor vacation. I make the annual trip to the local Borders, waltz inlike I am someone with a frequent-reader card, hang around thevarious specialty tables, read the backs of books, and sip espressoto give the illusion that I am a regular. I buy the book and thenleave it lying on my bedside table to gather dust. When
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week arrives, I place the book in my beach bag very carefully as if it werea recently discovered buried treasure.Flash forward—it is
the
week at the beach with the samefamily, all 21 of us. Needless to say, I am unprepared. No preemptivetrip to the bookstore has taken place—no time. How disappointed Iam as I stand in front of the measly bookrack at the Jekyll IslandPharmacy. Where are the Oprah Book Club selections or some of 
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the novels I read reviews of in the newspaper? I want somethingdeep and profound, full of meaning that will leave words like stampsimprinted in my brain. Not that I don’t enjoy a fast read every nowand then, but I want to read a book where I know the characters andunderstand their situation, where I see myself reflected in theauthor’s words and images. I don’t usually choose books aboutunfamiliar things because I know there will be no connection there,no way to apply meaning to my life. As I reflect on how I choosebooks, I think of my students and how they feel as they look forbooks to read. In the media center or the classroom library, are theystanding there thinking, “Is this all there is? Is this what I have tochoose from?” Do they walk away as disappointed as I do?Before the Readers as Teachers and Teachers as Readersseminar, I never gave much thought to my reading behaviors—howor why I chose a certain book to read, or why I simply quit readinga book after a few chapters. After being given the choice to readwhatever I wanted (because that was the assignment for theseminar), I began to think more deeply about who I was as a readerand as a teacher of reading. I have decided that these two lives arenot separate; one greatly enhances the other. The teacher of reading’s life will suffer if the personal reading life is ignored. I haveexperienced this in my own teaching and now feel so guilty for theinjustices I have served on my past students. I am ashamed to saythat I did not allow my students to see that I took part in reading orlet them know that it was something that meant the very world tome. I did not share my experiences as a reader. I did not share the joy I felt when completing a long book, the satisfaction as I turnedthe last page and absorbed the last paragraph, not wanting to finishbut not being able to wait. I never shared the frustration of pickingout a book that I thought would be so wonderful, only to bedisappointed enough to shut the cover, never to return again. Inever told them that I, too, had to read certain passages more thanone time to understand what was happening and that I had to look words up in the dictionary to see what they meant. I did not evenask them to tell me about a book they were reading. There hadbeen no dialogue about why we chose certain books or aboutbehaviors that readers have. In general, teachers (myself included)
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