He Died For your Sins:

Projection & True Meaning Crucixion

July 16, 2013

Dream last night: "the place I used to work at was re-enacting the crucixion of Jesus. Going to extreme lengths to re-enact it almost as real it seemed...from the betrayals down to the denials... But they didn't want me to see they were doing this...i.e., I was seemingly on the cross there (it represented what was happening) in front of the large room this was happening in. I was asked to leave the room this was supposed to/happen/ing in. Than I said like smiling: the real Jesus would want now everyone to be crucied, (but in terms of self crucixion). Not the reenactment of the crucixion of (the) one man." This refers to touching the shadow or the taking of the crown of thorns off of Jesus (the other). The crucixion of Jesus represents projecting our shadow on him or someone out there and because of this subsequently wanting to lynch or crucify him/them. The shadow is in this context everything we don't want to see in ourselves (denial) and subsequently via projecting it on the other hold others accountable for. Everybody crucifying themselves, referred to in the dream, would mean taking off the crown of thorns of Jesus and the other and carrying ones own projection and prejudice/shadow. This is that they would start seeing that what they projected out there on him was parts of themselves they dissociated from. This crucifying of the other for our shadow is what Jesus had to symbolize/visualize with his own life for the whole world. He would show them how the world would eventually self destruct by each system nailing someone on the cross for their own sins. This is what was really meant with that: "he died for our sins." That all our sins would be projected on him to carry which would symbolically lead to his impalement because this is what we do with the person we project our shadow or sins on. The ofcial teaching of the church has been that we should place our sins on Jesus, that Jesus would carry our sins. This is a formula to reject our own shadow via denial and place it on "him". And by proxy on others. This is what the other part of the teaching of the beam and the splinter meant. Now the once a week trip to the church is to get rid of the weight we are carrying... and throw it on Jesus. To lighten the burden and let him carry it. This is what his crucixion really meant and was visualizing for us. Now at all levels this process is what fuels the shadow that is destroying our world. In a dream of a woman being helped with the work of touching the shadow or thus carrying ones own cross or burden Jesus appears/returns taking off the crown of thorns from his head and handing it to her saying: it is High time/urgent people understand that they have to carry their own shadow/ projections. Until this is done we will remain in deep denial of our own sins and problems and project them on others and impale others for the things we do wrong. At this point this is how managers run their organizations, the main dynamic between couples, nations, globally... This was foreseen as becoming the main psychological problem of our time.

Elsewhere I expanded on this in terms of the Greek myth of the cyclops of the race of the one eye. It was based on a dream i had in which i was giving a lecture on this myth and when i said that this race of one eye represented us in the West, the audience was shocked even got upset. This is the same one eye we see branded on everything lately not in the least on the top of the pyramid of the one dollar bill. At this point this problem of projection and denial lies at the heart of every conict and war, and most important with the new paradigm of terrorism the projections are falling inward. This while all our institutions are set up to hold others and thus not self accountable. This problem of denial and projection makes it very hard for groups to really hold themselves accountable before it is too late, and thus dangerously underlies the extreme moral decay the current world system has fallen prey to. Increasingly we see dominant global governments holding others accountable for all the things they themselves do. It remains extremely hard to break denial and touch the shadow for the system before it is too late. It is so in the case of individuals and also larger groups. Groups form around what they share as shadow, projecting on others what they themselves are doing wrong. This is what the crucixion represented but which was explained in the exact inverse way by the church.