Spending entire days together, we generally bundled culturalevents into our meeting time. There is a certain narrowness to ourbackgrounds, relationships, and activities. Or, a visible pattern toour use of Toronto. Regardless of the size of the city, by virtue ofbeing a city, it is big. And, big cities are built through repetition; arepetition of needs, and a repetition of desires. A city's large scale
provides the room required for all possible permutations to nd
form in neighborhoods, based on wealth, ethnicity, or lifestyle; withhandfuls of spaces to meet.Our meetings have served as an occasion to at least marginallyveer from the familiar. Our three lived lives literally exchangingfamiliarities.
Our Feelings
How does any one feel while in the city?
It’s expensive to live, hard to nd work, over crowded, the afford
-able housing stock is shrinking, neighborhoods are being turnedover, working class people are being displaced to the under-ser-viced margins, zoning variances are allowing an unheard of con-centration of bars in certain residential neighborhoods, sexy condotowers have shitty branding and worse advertising campaigns. Itsexciting, there is a sense of possibility, people are working hard,opportunity exists, including interaction with diverse people andideas. Again, how should one feel? We're not really po-litical;although, we each have our ideals.
Our Feelings about the Project
(a subset of “Our Feelings”)
We know each other beyond this work. Although, this project hasallowed us to set aside time to meet regularly. Our feelings aboutthe project don’t simply mirror those for each other. Clear commu-nication, inciting focused action, feels good – of course. Frustrated
expression, failing to nd audience does not. We’ve experience
both; and continued to speak to each other in spite of it. A running joke emerged, our 'stupid idea song'. It was a not so subtle way tocall people on bad ideas.
i only know i drift without you
From our earliest conversations on we expressed an interest inexploring unfamiliar areas of Toronto. We discussed wandering asa tool for having new experiences. Past work led us to the idea ofsmall public interventions. We also held the belief the city wouldprovide our necessary materials.
Amber, spoke rst, misquoting bp Nichol. She choose the line “I
only drift without you”, for its beauty. Walking south of Queen W.,through side streets, we collected and ordered found materials.
Courting impermanence, we xed maple keys, paper, twigs and
pepper in the realm of language. As a group, it was an action sur-prisingly unaware/unconcerned with any potential audience.
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